a stranger's look into

[woorlee]

the thought of how much im in love with you makes me sick to my stomach because i want it gone Now and i dont know how to do that

[woorlee]

My cat smells like you. you and your damn fabric softener

[woorlee]

right now you’re sleeping and you’re holding me and you love me while you sleep and i cant help but want to cry. when i got mad and started screaming and getting aggressive you just hugged me. i love you so much, so so so much. the softness you bring me i will never take for granted and it is one of my favorite things in the world

[woorlee]

when you hug me from behind asleep i feel your breathing in my bare back. i never want to not feel it, kind of

[woorlee]

i cant sleep. im thinking about you with long hair and i feel like it’s not you but someone else. im mourning a version of you i didn’t get to know. i would’ve loved to know you with long hair

[woorlee]

its been six months and now your hair is long again. now i see you with long hair and you do feel different in a way

[woorlee]

im great at the punch but aim badly. you look away and then right back at me and i want to run away and still find you when my knees cant keep up anymore

[woorlee]

now you’re back and so is your gaze searching for mine

[woorlee]

when i put my finger in your mouth you didnt doubt it, not even once

[ashstfu]

[woorlee]

and i’m still in love with you

[woorlee]

how sweet you’ve been and how bitter you’ve become

[woorlee]

just when the moon kisses my face and im sure you won’t, you call me. every time

[woorlee]

if i knew from the start why does it ache like this

[woorlee]

came home a bit drunk last night the saddest i’ve been in months. the only one there for me was my cat. i cried a little and then went to my room to get the shirt you left here the other day so i could smell you. i curled up holding it and fell asleep before i knew it

[woorlee]

I already miss u and you haven’t even left yet

[woorlee]

is it selfish if i want you for myself everyday? the day where you’re leaving is getting closer and i cant dare to look at it in the eyes. you go on trips and see your friends but i cant help to wish you just stayed with me until the minute you have to board the plane

[woorlee]

i cant sleep. im thinking about you with long hair and i feel like it’s not you but someone else. im mourning a version of you i didn’t get to know. i would’ve loved to know you with long hair