hi? sorry, i disappeared off the face of the earth for a while lmao. wasn't my intention, i genuinely wanted to restart this blog once my exams ended but life got a bit.... messy. things happened, some good some bad, i choose to focus on the good lmfao. got put into an extra credit program, introduced boyfie to parents, was top of my class this semester and yea, I've been good.
which sadly brings me to say
I'm closing this blog. I've thought about this for a WHILE and i hate that I'm doing it but I just have no time to prioritise this anymore.
I'm sorry to all my friends who I stopped speaking to, especially cien and sky, i miss all of you i just felt so bad about ghosting this account that i didnt want to reach out. I'm so so sorry for ghosting everyone
you might see me sometimes like your posts just lurking, but I don't think I'll be returning to writing. thank you so much for all the love I've recieved this past (almost ) year. i couldn't have asked for better friends and support to spend my time. I love all of you a lot đ€
talk about your favourite mutuals and why you like them
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oh god this is gonna be one hell of an answer
@fairyhaos because shes the sweetest comfiest most adorably chaotic lil ball of energy + she gives the best advice like hello??? what are you??? oh god my heart goes a little off track everytime we talk i just love you so much
@wheeboo okay shes part 2 of the they-make-me-feel-the-safest trio along w yena and axe like please i stumbled across the sweetest sassiest boo stan ever ALSO UR GORGEOUS???
@blue-jisungs axeaxeaxeaxeaxe so chaotically lovely and so boomer and so fun and yoid think shes savage but no shes just soft and as harmful as a pinecone (why do u remind me of tht one joon meme of him just. sitting there. peeling potatoes. in tiny.)
@slytherinshua we kinda talked less for a while bc life happened and then caught up (kinda lol) and im so glad to see shes still as crazy and lovable as ever (im waiting for tht ppt) like talk abt impressive. impressive is her whole personality. sometimes in, uh, less than conventional ways...hehe
@eternalgyu HANNIE WHERE TF R U I MISS UUUUUUUU đđđđđ«¶đ» like yk what i imagine when i think of hannie? causing mischief. LIKE IDEK WHY OKAY i just feel like we'd be running around giggling like idiots js pulling random pranks on people and js the thought makes me smile
@yllouhannie ylli is like love. ylli is gentle and kind and sweet. shes understanding and passionate and really quite cute. oh my love you make me wanna jump off a cliff because how can someone like you exist đ (no srsly what is this witchcraft ilysm mwah)
@woozvc nora is like home. which is saying a lot lmao i sound dramatic but like yk when u just talk to someone and it feels just right even tho ur not rly doing much? shes older but she lets go and i can just feel how absolutely beautiful this person is *melts off a cliff*
@welcometomyoasis shu oh shu i have no words so pardon if this is a little small but. ik i say this a lot but i rly do mean it. i love you. so much. yr msgs and reblogs and asks always make a smile and they make me giddy and suddenly nothing is wrong with the world đ„ș
@haecien bro is my ultimate gay bestie like what else do you need in life other than cien. what. nothing is the answer. life is complete when u hv cien and his shenanigans lolol like i dare you try to Not like him. i m p o s s i b l e.
@glosskirt AYYYYY MY ARMY SOULMATE we connected over min yoongi. we still rant over min yoongi. we shall die talking about min yoongi. like there is nothing better than having someone to fangirl with over my favs gloss you filled a hole in my life <3
@mesanthropi weiwei!!!! my little bundle of sugar spice and everything nice!! (+ chaos and a passion about the randomest shit ever how do u live why am i not this exciting) how is it always fun to talk to you and why do ur msgs excite me so much
@thepoopdokyeomtouched im still waiting for my flirting yk? lol on a serious note, u and ur crazy streak r probably the most entertaining thing on here, and i fucking love it. i love ur chaos and the fact tht u choose to share it w me, thank you đ«¶đ»
@arafilez bro rly dropped outta thin air like a fucking ghost and made my life abt a 100x more exciting where were you my entire life ara. where. why didnt the atz rants and the writing and the random asks show up sooner. why.
@nonononranghaee HAFS MY LIL CUTIE PATOOTIE WHY DO I ALWAYS WANNA SQUISH U NOMNOM U CRUSH U KSKSJEHEH u give me so much cuteness aggression oh my god...
@kkooongie sarah sarah sarah sarah sarah i live for ur writing and im always looking forward to our little chats abt books and random stuff (...when r u updating btw đ )
@maeleelee @mxnsxngie @imagine-a-life-like-this i don't tell you guys enough how much i love and appreciate each one of you. i dont tell u enough how grateful i am whenever i think abt u bc god ik how hard it is to take in a random person in ur circle, to adjust w a kid, to make said kid feel safe and included and loved. so thank you. for all that you do for me and for loving lil ol' me <3
@cadenonlinelive where u at damn i hvnt seen u in ages
@rubywonu @idubiluv GUYS STOP HIBERNATING ITS NOT WINTER ANYMORE I MISS U
talk about your favourite mutuals and why you like them
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ah i do love all my mutuals regardless of whether i talk to them a lot or not :(( but here are the ones i talk to the most often! (i'm sorry to the moots who aren't on the list, just know i love all of you and i appreciate all of you and let's talk more in the future! </3)
@wonijinjin - my little bear, need i say more? you're my twin, we have so much in common. we can talk about literally anything and everything, we're already planning to recreate all of jihan's pictures when we meet (hopefully soon). i love your heart, your strength, and your ability to make me smile like scoups looking at hannie when i see you texted me. i also love your fics, like your mind and ability to come up with such pretty fics is mindblowing. â€ïž you also make me want to romanticise life for some reason? you make life tolerable for me and talking to you makes me finally learn how to use instagram... like i'm to old for tiktok okay and instagram is more bearable... đ
@brownsugarbaybee - my angel. i love your ability to love? is that a thing? probably. you shower me with so much love and care, and it provides me with so much comfort. makes me feel all warm and cozy. also, our random conversations about tea or cheol, or the 95 line, i treasure everything.
@heavenfilm - my little cloud, the person who i proposed to using a seventeen song rec list. *gasp* is this my first public declaration of love for you? is it? i love how we clicked. fast. seriously idk how it is possible but we're on the same wave length about so many things, we're so similar (we kill plants so yay!) and we're just such good friends now. idk how else to put it honestly. i do also love your sexy mind and your curiousity. it makes me feel more curious about the world as well and idk to some extent it makes me try to love life a little more than before? also please come visit me :((
@weird-bookworm - my little ball of sunshine. yea that's exactly why i love you. you're a ball of sunshine. i believe my words when i first talked to you were that you were a bundle of bright energy. yea. you versus the sun? the sun is losing tell it to pack its bags because we have a new sun taking over. that's you. don't ever let anyone block your shine. i swear i am ready to fight whoever hurts you (also you're so protective over me? like no i adopted you i'm supposed to protect you too)
@haecien - cien has this crazy and happy energy that draws people in, i don't know how to explain it. you love with all your heart, you're so sentimental and you treasure the little things. it's just so endearing to see honestly. especially when you talk about your love life? it makes me feel single yes, but i'm so invested in it and i'm rooting for you because you deserve all the happiness in the world.
@wheeboo - my little flower is probably one of the nicest, most welcoming, kindest, people in the world. rania just has this really calming, sweet energy around her? she's really like a flower that attracts everyone to her. also her fics? mindblowing. gimme her masterlist and i am not moving from my seat if i can help it. she writes everyone so well and there's always a perfect balance of fluff and the wheeboo trademark... wait for it.. angst! (and i love angst so there.)
@slytherinshua - zanna's enthusiasm is just contagious. i see the way she loves all the groups that she is into, and all the effort she puts into her fics (and the powerpoint presentations). and i get so hyped up as well? personally i find it very heartwarming to see someone who has the amount of passion zanna has and i wish i could be more like that too <3
@babyleostuff - natalia has this no nonsense attitude around her but she's also one of the nicest, most humble people ever. in other words, natalia is a girl boss. she also genuinely loves what she does be it writing the fics, or her line of study. her fics are everything i want to kiss your mind every time i read something new because how do you come up with the sweetest, fluffiest, most accurate fics? it takes me to a whole new level of deluluness đ„°
@justsomekpopstuff - JJ says the sweetest, nicest things :( every time i see a notif from JJ i get so happy. she's like my no. 1 masterlist supporter. also i'm learning a lot about her and the fact that we both have road rage đ. yea we just became moots but don't ever think you're getting away from me. i'll win you over with more joshua fics...
@planetkiimchi - kimchi is like a little sibling to me. we're from the same country and it's always fun talking because it feels like we're part of an inside joke (but no, it's kind of just the education system we're in đ) kimchi can also speak chinese properly which i am very envious of :)
@nonononranghaee - hafs. her mind makes me want to die a little because she says and asks the most profound things? like literally one of the first conversations we had was about whether true love existed? that blew my mind. also her writing is just it. it makes me feel all the emotions which is what i'm looking for in a fanfic :)
@addicsvt - can i squish? ari reminds me of a squishy, adorable plushie... literally so sweet, easily excitable, and her reblogs give me life when i see them. she was the first person to compliment my writing and i've since adopted her â€ïž
@mangocustard16 - mango's sense of humour is unmatched. and the fics oml i need to binge your entire masterlist when i can. you write so much and you're writing just makes me want to melt into a puddle of mush. also you're really really nice! and i like nice people :)
@eightlightstar - my fellow academia girlie. her fics are hilarious and she always says the sweetest things in her reblogs :( it somehow always happens at night and i wake up to it and it just puts a huge smile on my face. so thank you for that vittoria ily â€ïž let's be fellow profs together?
@woozvc - nora is my person. my fellow panda lover. they get the hype around pandas. but also they are so so nice. i cannot wait for them to come back online soon so more chaos between the panda lovers can ensue </3
@staranghae - cherry you remind me of a very cheery person (hehe see what i did there). you're so hyper and sweet to everyone. let's definitely talk more okay?
@starshuas - adorable, happy, fluffy ball of energy? you just give me such sweet vibes and you're an absolute sweetheart who spreads so much happiness around to all the blogs đ
Hi Nora!!! I've missed you my fellow panda lover â€ïž aww i'm so happy you were able to take a breather! I'm good too! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž seriously pandas are the best and now that you're back (i hope you are đ„ș) you can expect more!
hii is there any updates on when notice you ssn 2 will start?? sorry iâm FEENING for it
hey anon!
honestly rn I have no plans of starting season 2 of notice youđ originally the series was supposed to end with a sad ending but the response I got on the fic was so amazing I thought of doing a season 2
but hey, you never know right? maybe tomorrow I'll get a random burst of motivation and write the season 2? for now..i guess we'll just have to wait and find out haha
do you like when ppl ask to be moots or do you like it better when it happens naturally
heyy
I'm fine with either! I don't really interact with people first (social anxiety lol) but you can interact with me anytime I'll always love to reply đ«¶
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logged in here because I have some free time before exams and wooo seventeen is 13 again!!
I've mostly been on Twitter now (listen. I can explain.) so i dont come here as often but i did see all your comments about the call you tonight ending and thank you so much đ«¶
as for my exams, they're going really good right now. I've had 1 paper this week and it went well so I'm hoping the others go the same <3
as I said before, now that call you tonight is over I'm going on an hiatus :( my exams are 3 days away (đ§ââïžđ§ââïž) and i NEED to score well because these grades matter a lot to me đ
I'll be back end of march, no fixed date yet because after exams I might get a bit busy? I'm not sure but yes till then I hope all of you stay well don't get sick and drink a lot of water! I love y'allđ«¶
a/n - and this is it! after so long call you tonight has officially come to an end. I hope the last part of this clears up the eunwoo situation (reading your replies and theories made my dayđđ) and i hope this is an ending you can be satisfied with. thank you so much for all your love and patience on this series. it truly means a lot that you guys stuck around till the end even with my terrible posting schedule đ«¶
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this is it. this is the day.
the event started 20 minutes ago and till now, it's been a success. the auditorium is filled with laughter and dancing, courtesy of jihoons playlists.
you're currently standing at a corner just observing the entire place. a part of you feels at peace that this is finally over, the results will be out today and this is it. a part of you is also shit scared. the past few days have been a rollercoaster.
seungcheols words keep echoing in your head about how you're still important to him and he's changed. you really want to believe him. you really want to give him a-
âhey are you okay?â
you wake out of your trace by jihoons voice.
âyeah I'm fineâ
âyou seen a bitâŠdistractedâ he hands you a cup of lemonade. you take it with a small smile and shrug his comment off. no need to reply when he's right?
âhow do you feel, you know, about your performance and all?â you look at him. he shakes his head
âI don't know. all of this feels unreal. I never thought I'd have to perform that too dance but here we areâ
âdoesn't it scare you?â
âobviously it does, but I find some comfort in it too. maybe it's the fact that a part of me believes taking this chance could end really well. maybe I'll finally let go of my past fears and just let myself be in the moment once.â
âhah.. that sounds nice.â
âyea I guess so. I think whatever happens tonight, I just hope I don't regret it. I want to take that riskâ
you open your mouth to reply but you're interrupted by hoshis voice calling jihoon. he gives you a small smile and walks away.
right. regret. don't regret tonight. you decide to leave your spot in the corner when you see hansol walk in. being with a friend is better than being alone.
so jihoon is an amazing dancer. you were mesmerized, truly. his moves are fluid and his body doesn't miss a single beat. obviously hoshi is amazing too. his sharp and timed movements make him look like he was born for the stage.
the song is also amazing. jihoon later revealed it was called âbring itâ. you'll definitely tell him to record it and send it to you.
the auditorium is a bit loud now. one hour till new year and the presidential results are about to be announced. you avoided seungcheol all night today. reason? you don't really know.
maybe you know mentally a part of you won't be able to handle his teasing if he wins. it's all friendly of course, but it doesn't change the fact you really, really want to win.
âhey y/n ready for the results?â jeonghan nudges into you and you push him off with an annoyed whine.
âjeonghan I swear if I don't win you'll have to wipe my tearsâ
âI won't mind that because I'll be winningâ
âthis is important to you huh?â
âit's my one shot to prove I'm actually good at something, can't fuck this one upâ
âyou dont have to prove yourself to anyone you know?â
âthis is for me. I need this to tell myself I'm better than I think. I'm done always being known as the problem kid. and who knows maybe this will get me some street cred?â he winks and walks back to his group, knowing if he kept speaking, he would say something something sad and make you feel more stressed than you already do. you'd probably scold him for being so self deprecating too. your eyes follow him walking back and
oh.
seungcheol is looking directly at you. his gaze burning deep into you. you look away quickly, taking a deep breath to calm yourself. the music in the room slowly fades out.
âokay ladies and gentlemen are we ready for the most awaited moment of today?â seungkwans voice echos through the room and so does the cheering of the students.
âhonestly? I'm not shocked at the result. I'm so proud of everyone who participated and made it this far. just know all of you are amazing and we as the student council and the teachers love your dedication. so first of all here are the names of the people who made it to the finalsâ
he starts reading off the list. there's your name and eunwoos name. after a few students he announces jeonghans name andâŠ.thats it? what?
this is surely a mistake and the entire auditorium feels so. there's chattering and confused looks all around
âah yes, there's only 9 participants now. choi seungcheol removed his name because of some unavoidable circumstances so we divided all his votes to all the othersâ
your head shoots in seungcheols direction. you look at him confused and he smiles at you. he motions you to stay where you are for now. this can't be real? he can't just remove his name?
hansol taps your shoulder and tells you to focus on the stage. you look back at the stage, realizing you completely missed seungkwans dramatic speach on how much he waited for the results etc etc.
âand so, svtct, your student council president isâŠ..y/n!â
there's screaming in the auditorium but this place has never felt so quiet. your legs are numb and your hearing is fucked. youâŠwon? you actually did it?
ây/n go to the stage!!â jeonghan pushes you from the crowd towards the stage. you want to say something to him. you want to apologize for winning to him but
he's smiling so wide.
his eyes are genuine. he's genuinely happy you won. âdon't worry about me, my favorite cousinâs win is my winâ he grabs your hand and takes you to the stage.
seungkwan helps your walk onto the stage where the teachers are standing to give you your certificate and badge. you receive it, saying a small thank you to the teachers presenting and seungkwan hands you the mic
âany words president?â
any words? what the fuck even are words? you stare at the mic then back at seungkwan. you're glad you've been friends with him for so long that even without words, understands and nods at you
âI think our president wants to save the speach for during school hours to not bore us.. well I hope my speach was dramatic enough, wonwoo I'm looking at you. there's 30 minutes till new years so till thenâŠenjoy!â he looks at jihoon to restart the music and when it does, all the eyes on you slowly move away as seungkwan leads you to the teachers.
they all congratulate you and praise you. after a while one teacher asks
âso who's going to be your vice?â
âjeonghanâ there's no hesitation in your voice. the teachers seemed shocked, a bit put off too but they don't question it. they tell you good luck and let you go back to the crowd.
you stand near the stage for a bit. letting it all sink in. all these months of work, all the effort and everything worked out. even the banter with seungcheol worked- right. seungcheol.
you run back to try and find him when eunwoo bumps into you.
âhey y/n! congratulations there's no one who deserves it more than youâ he gives you a smile and pat on your shoulder.
âthanks eunwooâ
âare you guys busyâ you hear seungcheol behind you and immediately turn to him.
ânot busy at all manâ eunwoo says and walks off, winking at seungcheol while seungcheol just looks at him disgusted.
âI never liked that guyâ
âwhy did you remove your nameâ
âhe's always given me a bad vibeâ
âyou wanted this so badlyâ
âand he keeps flirting with-â
âchoi seungcheol answer me.â
you cut him off
âanswer you? okay fine. first of all don't call me by my full name. I left presidency because frankly I hate the pressure. I never wanted to be captain anyway. I got forced into it because of my grades and extra curriculars.â he takes a pause to look around the room before continuing.
âi realized I was only doing this because it was expected of me. so I left it. I rejoined the track and badminton team. that's what was important to me before and I'm going to continue it nowâ he says and looks at you. a small smile playing on his lips.
you're speechless. you always knew seungcheol never really liked captaincy but you didn't know till what extent. you feel bad. you feel bad for the all âwhy aren't you workingâ and âwhy did they make you captainâ comments you said to him.
âI'm sorry seungcheolâ
âfor whatâ
âfor everythingâ
he smiles. you realize that you're seeing his dimples after so long. he's never smiled that much in front of you before. he looks pretty.
â10 seconds guys!â yells seungkwan into the microphone. seungcheol softly takes your hand and says
ây/n, I know you haven't forgiven meâ
10
âbut I have to sayâ
8
âI've been thinking a lotâ
6
âyou're too important to meâ
4
âI think I like you, more than friends.â
2
âcan you give me a chance?â
âhappy new year!â jeonghan comes and hugs you.
you have no idea how this is going to end. you're scared, terrified of this feeling but you won't let this go. you keep your grip on seungcheols hand. slowly the student council joins the hug and the rest of your friends follow. you look around. you're surrounded by people who love you, people who care for you. what could possibly go wrong?
a/n - and this is it! after so long call you tonight has officially come to an end. I hope the last part of this clears up the eunwoo situation (reading your replies and theories made my dayđđ) and i hope this is an ending you can be satisfied with. thank you so much for all your love and patience on this series. it truly means a lot that you guys stuck around till the end even with my terrible posting schedule đ«¶
previous / masterlist
this is it. this is the day.
the event started 20 minutes ago and till now, it's been a success. the auditorium is filled with laughter and dancing, courtesy of jihoons playlists.
you're currently standing at a corner just observing the entire place. a part of you feels at peace that this is finally over, the results will be out today and this is it. a part of you is also shit scared. the past few days have been a rollercoaster.
seungcheols words keep echoing in your head about how you're still important to him and he's changed. you really want to believe him. you really want to give him a-
âhey are you okay?â
you wake out of your trace by jihoons voice.
âyeah I'm fineâ
âyou seen a bitâŠdistractedâ he hands you a cup of lemonade. you take it with a small smile and shrug his comment off. no need to reply when he's right?
âhow do you feel, you know, about your performance and all?â you look at him. he shakes his head
âI don't know. all of this feels unreal. I never thought I'd have to perform that too dance but here we areâ
âdoesn't it scare you?â
âobviously it does, but I find some comfort in it too. maybe it's the fact that a part of me believes taking this chance could end really well. maybe I'll finally let go of my past fears and just let myself be in the moment once.â
âhah.. that sounds nice.â
âyea I guess so. I think whatever happens tonight, I just hope I don't regret it. I want to take that riskâ
you open your mouth to reply but you're interrupted by hoshis voice calling jihoon. he gives you a small smile and walks away.
right. regret. don't regret tonight. you decide to leave your spot in the corner when you see hansol walk in. being with a friend is better than being alone.
so jihoon is an amazing dancer. you were mesmerized, truly. his moves are fluid and his body doesn't miss a single beat. obviously hoshi is amazing too. his sharp and timed movements make him look like he was born for the stage.
the song is also amazing. jihoon later revealed it was called âbring itâ. you'll definitely tell him to record it and send it to you.
the auditorium is a bit loud now. one hour till new year and the presidential results are about to be announced. you avoided seungcheol all night today. reason? you don't really know.
maybe you know mentally a part of you won't be able to handle his teasing if he wins. it's all friendly of course, but it doesn't change the fact you really, really want to win.
âhey y/n ready for the results?â jeonghan nudges into you and you push him off with an annoyed whine.
âjeonghan I swear if I don't win you'll have to wipe my tearsâ
âI won't mind that because I'll be winningâ
âthis is important to you huh?â
âit's my one shot to prove I'm actually good at something, can't fuck this one upâ
âyou dont have to prove yourself to anyone you know?â
âthis is for me. I need this to tell myself I'm better than I think. I'm done always being known as the problem kid. and who knows maybe this will get me some street cred?â he winks and walks back to his group, knowing if he kept speaking, he would say something something sad and make you feel more stressed than you already do. you'd probably scold him for being so self deprecating too. your eyes follow him walking back and
oh.
seungcheol is looking directly at you. his gaze burning deep into you. you look away quickly, taking a deep breath to calm yourself. the music in the room slowly fades out.
âokay ladies and gentlemen are we ready for the most awaited moment of today?â seungkwans voice echos through the room and so does the cheering of the students.
âhonestly? I'm not shocked at the result. I'm so proud of everyone who participated and made it this far. just know all of you are amazing and we as the student council and the teachers love your dedication. so first of all here are the names of the people who made it to the finalsâ
he starts reading off the list. there's your name and eunwoos name. after a few students he announces jeonghans name andâŠ.thats it? what?
this is surely a mistake and the entire auditorium feels so. there's chattering and confused looks all around
âah yes, there's only 9 participants now. choi seungcheol removed his name because of some unavoidable circumstances so we divided all his votes to all the othersâ
your head shoots in seungcheols direction. you look at him confused and he smiles at you. he motions you to stay where you are for now. this can't be real? he can't just remove his name?
hansol taps your shoulder and tells you to focus on the stage. you look back at the stage, realizing you completely missed seungkwans dramatic speach on how much he waited for the results etc etc.
âand so, svtct, your student council president isâŠ..y/n!â
there's screaming in the auditorium but this place has never felt so quiet. your legs are numb and your hearing is fucked. youâŠwon? you actually did it?
ây/n go to the stage!!â jeonghan pushes you from the crowd towards the stage. you want to say something to him. you want to apologize for winning to him but
he's smiling so wide.
his eyes are genuine. he's genuinely happy you won. âdon't worry about me, my favorite cousinâs win is my winâ he grabs your hand and takes you to the stage.
seungkwan helps your walk onto the stage where the teachers are standing to give you your certificate and badge. you receive it, saying a small thank you to the teachers presenting and seungkwan hands you the mic
âany words president?â
any words? what the fuck even are words? you stare at the mic then back at seungkwan. you're glad you've been friends with him for so long that even without words, understands and nods at you
âI think our president wants to save the speach for during school hours to not bore us.. well I hope my speach was dramatic enough, wonwoo I'm looking at you. there's 30 minutes till new years so till thenâŠenjoy!â he looks at jihoon to restart the music and when it does, all the eyes on you slowly move away as seungkwan leads you to the teachers.
they all congratulate you and praise you. after a while one teacher asks
âso who's going to be your vice?â
âjeonghanâ there's no hesitation in your voice. the teachers seemed shocked, a bit put off too but they don't question it. they tell you good luck and let you go back to the crowd.
you stand near the stage for a bit. letting it all sink in. all these months of work, all the effort and everything worked out. even the banter with seungcheol worked- right. seungcheol.
you run back to try and find him when eunwoo bumps into you.
âhey y/n! congratulations there's no one who deserves it more than youâ he gives you a smile and pat on your shoulder.
âthanks eunwooâ
âare you guys busyâ you hear seungcheol behind you and immediately turn to him.
ânot busy at all manâ eunwoo says and walks off, winking at seungcheol while seungcheol just looks at him disgusted.
âI never liked that guyâ
âwhy did you remove your nameâ
âhe's always given me a bad vibeâ
âyou wanted this so badlyâ
âand he keeps flirting with-â
âchoi seungcheol answer me.â
you cut him off
âanswer you? okay fine. first of all don't call me by my full name. I left presidency because frankly I hate the pressure. I never wanted to be captain anyway. I got forced into it because of my grades and extra curriculars.â he takes a pause to look around the room before continuing.
âi realized I was only doing this because it was expected of me. so I left it. I rejoined the track and badminton team. that's what was important to me before and I'm going to continue it nowâ he says and looks at you. a small smile playing on his lips.
you're speechless. you always knew seungcheol never really liked captaincy but you didn't know till what extent. you feel bad. you feel bad for the all âwhy aren't you workingâ and âwhy did they make you captainâ comments you said to him.
âI'm sorry seungcheolâ
âfor whatâ
âfor everythingâ
he smiles. you realize that you're seeing his dimples after so long. he's never smiled that much in front of you before. he looks pretty.
â10 seconds guys!â yells seungkwan into the microphone. seungcheol softly takes your hand and says
ây/n, I know you haven't forgiven meâ
10
âbut I have to sayâ
8
âI've been thinking a lotâ
6
âyou're too important to meâ
4
âI think I like you, more than friends.â
2
âcan you give me a chance?â
âhappy new year!â jeonghan comes and hugs you.
you have no idea how this is going to end. you're scared, terrified of this feeling but you won't let this go. you keep your grip on seungcheols hand. slowly the student council joins the hug and the rest of your friends follow. you look around. you're surrounded by people who love you, people who care for you. what could possibly go wrong?
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