[wordeggsandwich]

its gettin hard 2 speak my feelings on repeat all I wanna feel R the steps of my feet these thoughts R rotting, starting 2 reek bein made out 2 be a freak gettin pushed out onto the street want 2 go back, need 2 retreat dont care bout the future, dont even want a peak

[wordeggsandwich]

listen, you ain't even gotta reply ima go to my friends house and get high

[wordeggsandwich]

I don't know what to do with my damn life just goin in circles, I want this cycle to break I'm not a fair-weathered person, I go straight in for the dive

[wordeggsandwich]

the reason why I never sold my Soul was cause I was shown it is more precious than gold

[wordeggsandwich]

I feel so played out, like a broken record It's a fix, no one can afford broken into pieces there's not much more to see than this gluing myself back in place I'll never be the same, please don't look me in the face

[wordeggsandwich]

I fall in love with strangers on the daily. it's my biggest weakness. I'll think about the shared eye contact with a stranger all day. I'll even go about my day seeking it. I feel like it's one of my few reasons I've got to live. their mystery and pain and growth looking me straight in the soul, and I'm Lookin right back

[wordeggsandwich]

thinkin ur in love slippery & bubbly, like dove Neva thought u'd be stuck like this Neva thought u'd be the mistress

[wordeggsandwich]

you gotta be something before you dissolve into nothing

[wordeggsandwich]

you want me to be true about the things I do let me tell you, if I did, you'd be colored blue you'd finally have a clue and be broken hearted too

[wordeggsandwich]

I predicted this, so why am I stumbling about I'm trying to realize why I feel like I'm in such a drought trying to make the "best" of my days just so hard when your life is lived in a haze starting to feel myself spoiling how could my life be so revoking sorting out my life it's like playing with a knife too scared to be headed just anywhere too independent to be stuck just here I have questions with no means for answers, like "why are people dying of cancer, while others are driving lancers?" wish I had it all figured out, it's all too much to decipher now I wouldn't be so in doubt, wouldn't be so hesitant to bow wish I could be different, but how? I rest my case, let me die in peace I'm tired of all these faces and I'm tired of trying to appease I've tried to live for myself, it's the loneliest route I've tried to live for others, it's impossible to sprout

[wordeggsandwich]

connected so fast, I'm hopin this isn't just a dumb fling, that this will really last, I'm pretty sure love can be a thing? meeting you, I had no clue, that you'd let me turn you inside out. then I learned why you are so blue. I wanna be ur baby, wanna be ur lil scout. the grip of my hair in your hand, it feels too good, I don't wanna stand. I wanna make you feel good too, I want to be your new boo. I know it might not so be easy, but it's starting to seem a little breezy. you think money is as best it gets, I'll help you get out of that little nest.

[wordeggsandwich]

i'm starting to feel some hate in my heart. again? when the fuck did this all start? I had become accepting in everything. now, I'm bashing my head into the same damn ding. I'm lashing out on myself, thinking, "figure things out!" the bell in my head just won't ring again. afraid I'm going to lose everything in sight... nothing will ever be recovered merely by might. how can't I still decide whether if this is right? I fucking love it. I love this body, I feel like such a hottie. want to test it all out? it's better than a fucking photo copy. wish you'd rip me up from my roots, & tell me I'm better than all those institutes. pick me up, and drop me straight down. tell me to sit on daddy's throne, and that I better not make another frown. make me beg you not to let me drown, throw me by my own hair, leave me with your blank stare. you want to see me cry, I want to see me die. it feels so good to be bad, I never want to go back. I'm tryna tilt over and just fuck! I don't need any luck, I can just suck, and fuck, and suck, and fuck, and suck. and, nah, I don't need to be unstuck! release me and let me be! all for one, and one for me! that's the way I see. not until you choke me around, hold me down, until I don't make a sound. asking me, "can you feel it now?" release me and let me be! all for one and one for me! that felt too good to fucking breathe/believe! just one more time! I promise it'll be fucking prime. I'll suck your cock dry, if you just hold me down, just one more time! you can wear the crown, I promise I won't tell fucking no body.

[wordeggsandwich]

slit your throat and gut you out, your blood being thicker than stout. none of this means anything to me, after this, I'll lay my head down to dream.

[wordeggsandwich]

without me, there would be no intelligence at all, see for I am the creator of all of thee so obey as I say, and bow on both knees.

[wordeggsandwich]

I'm more than just make-believe I'm more than what you make me out to be

[wordeggsandwich]

You burnt the bridge, yet you're upset that I don't want to rebuild it.

[wordeggsandwich]

I'm comfortable with myself as an animal and a human being.