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2018 Compose Song
Why can't I stop on dreaming about you? Why can't I stop hoping it might be true? Why can't I stop myself from feeling high whenever? Why can't I just give no care when it comes to you?
Cause I wanna go back to when I dont care about you To the simplest thing you do To the smallest move you take You take my heart away You give my life a change.
Cause you, cause you.. It's you... That is why... No need to say more, just you.
Sollte ich durchgehen Words that keeps on bugging me, Slight of frescoes and tempera Solace, somehow soothes thy soul Arms touched in a swift motion, startled. A he, apologizes Life here was really a life now Hitherto, lifeless, dull, feeble Now, hope.
RSSA
The notion inflicted agony, Vast emotions heated the lid What now? Why didn't divulge? Questions clouded my mind. A pal perished, Dried leaves caress my soaked face. Cold breeze enveloped my body Are you clasping unto me?
RSSA
Brown chinky almond eyes Showing how beautiful the sky was Your lips' curved at the sides Waking up all my sleeping senses and insides Oh, how beautiful your laugh is, I can hear rhythm just a sound of it. Ho, how wonderful your smile is, I see the universe just a glimpse of it. Our fingers intertwined, Our heart touched, Our souls linked, My whole being loves you, so do you. But it ended, like how a happily-ever after movie ends. Years that became two thousand years ago now it happens like a blur, like a blink of an eye. Goodbye, my love.
RSSA
Her eyes like a living fresco painted, sculpted, moisted, teary mirroring her mixed emotion, mostly sorrow. her soul's tired and weary. The sun shines, the flowers bloom she hopes her time would be out soon. everyday, no changes of gloom. The world starts to embrace and swoon, shaking her every piece and last drop of faith. The foolishness begines to eat her up, doubtfulness, deception and fear of fate. My heart turns numb, the piece of tears drop. It was me not a her or a she, But there is He who sill loves me, Who cleanse me.
Im Awaken by RSSA
Nandito na naman tayo Sa lugar kung saan dati'y madalas naglalaro Naalala ko pa yung mga araw na kay tamis at kay saya Yun bang walang makapaghihiwalay sa ating dalawa? Pero tila kay bangis ni tadhana dahil ngayon ko lang mapagtanto Ako nalang pala ang naiwang nakatayo. Habang ika'y papalayo hawak ang ibang pares ng kamay, "Sana yung akin nalang." Napapangiti ng mapait dahil... Ang natitirang 'tayo' dito ay nakaguhit na lang sa puno, puno na lubog na sa bagyo. Wala ng pag asa, parang tayo, este ako.
RSSA
Why can't I stop on dreaming about you? Why can't I stop on hoping it might be true? Why can't I stop myself from feeling high whenever? Why can't I just give no care when it comes to you? Why can't I?
RSSA
Solace, what the world needs. Judgements, what people gives.
RSSA
Ito na naman ang pakiramdam Unti-unti na namang naglalakbay sa buo kong katauhan Pinipilit alugin at ubusin ang natitira kong lakas Mula ulo hanggang ang lahat ay mawaldas Wala, Wala akong maramdaman At wala, Wala na akong pakielam.
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I stared at the dark skies As hundred of tears covered my eyes Stars are sparkling, winking Smiling to myself for clouds slowly creeping in Cant clearly see the stars Cased by the mist resting at the sky Blinking my tears away It just heighten and loaded thousand times in a day. I cant see it already But I know its just there hiding Shining, shimmering, splendid Letting us realize that it doesnt need to be seen It doesnt need loving just to keep shining It does need nothing but still inspiring. Star didnt just shine in the darkness It shine always, just in different places.
Skies full of covered stars by RSSA
Long ago, a hawk lived on the top of a hill. At the foot of the hill there was a banyan tree on which a crow used to perch everyday. The crow was very foolish. He would imitate everyone. The hawk atop the hill would fly down everyday in search of food. The crow watched the hawk circling in the air for long hours and swooping down when he saw his prey. The hawk gifted with eyes that could see long distances would spot his prey from the hill top and then fly down to pounce upon the prey. The crow watched the hawk thinking, “Huh! If the hawk can do that, I too can. What does he think? One day, I will show the hawk that I can do the same thing." A few days later, as the hawk was circling in the air, the crow decided to do the same. Suddenly a baby rabbit came out of the bushes. The hawk saw it and the crow too saw the rabbit. Before the crow could move, the hawk swooped down, caught hold of the rabbit in his strong sharp talons and flew away. “Swoosh!" was all the crow heard as the hawk disappeared in the sky with his prey. “Hmmph! That is no great skill," thought the crow, angrily. Next moment he spotted a big fat mouse coming out of a hole. Without wasting time, the crow swooped down. Like the hawk he tried to catch the mouse in his claws. But the mouse saw the crow and moved away, the crow crashed against the hill. “Eeeaaa!" cried the crow in pain. Just then the hawk came flying down. “I hope, now you know it is not easy to hunt and it is not easy to imitate, either," said the hawk and flew away. There after, the crow never imitated any one in its life. It lived happily with the God-given abilities. The lesson of the story is that a lot of us tried so hard to imitate others to be a better ones. That we can't see what’s really better within ourselves. We are busy putting down each other just to be on top but in reality that just makes us look fool.
Foolish Imitation by RSSA
10/14/18
I let the lead vocalists soothes my soul, my whole being. It’s my first time to be in a concert, I can almost taste it. So, this is the feeling of being free. I’ve missed the half of my life not being able to experience things, but isn’t too late for that right?
The whole place was reeked of alcohol and tobacco, maybe I can do trying some other time? But for now, I want to take this chance to meet and greet the band’s lead vocalist, Peter. He’s at the backstage with his bandmates and I’m here trying my best to fit into the crowd.
After almost an hour waiting, a gray-hair man went to the fans and signed people’s tees, poster, and EVEN THEIR FOREHEADS! WHAT WAS HE DOING? And who’s the guy? I mean, I think I don’t know him. Our eyes met and I kind of see something in the way he looks. Though, I can’t tell, and put words on it. I shrugged off the feeling, but I saw him marching towards my direction, I keep calm cause I can’t just assume that he’s after me but then my speculation is right, he stopped in front of me. I catch my breath, that’s when I noticed I’m holding my breathe since our eyes met. He is a good-looking guy but he’s not my type I mean he has this creamy skin that looks feminine, though, he has that brown chinky almond eyes that will melt and sent you right into heaven.
I don’t know what’s gotten into me but the words that came out from my mouth was kind of ridiculous. “Why are you blocking my sight, Mr.?” When I realize how rude and how shot up my brows are I want the floor to eat me up alive, now please. He chuckles and tapped my head softly. He whispered asking my name, because I’m still awestruck, I could hardly remember my name. Could you imagine that? How dumb could I still get? I t seems like he saw how stunned I am because he laughed and bidded his goodbye, but before he could go farther, I shouted my name, “My name’s Cassiopeia!”. He turned and smiled from ear-to-ear, oh God. He looks gorgeous. I asked him his name and he looked like he just won a lottery. Before we could go to our bubble, the roaring of the fans loudens, I almost forgot that I’m in a crowded place! I face palmed and I felt someone dragging me out of the multitude.
Its past midnight and I’m seated on a bench rationalizing my thoughts. The gray-hair man, Smith told me that I catch his attention because I look at him like I regretted seeing him. I know he knew he had the looks and excuse me for I’m not aware of my facial expressions!
Smith asked for my whole name, number and address but we’ve just met and I’m not comfortable someone strange, I mean not so strange, but still, know my whereabouts. He gave me his calling card and asked me to call him whenever. I just nodded to whatever he was saying to avoid prolonging the conversation. He dropped me off at a 24-hour convenience store, though he wasn’t comfortable me being left here at night alone, but I assured him that I’ll be fine. He was still hesitant, but I insisted and told him that I’ll not call him if he still persists.
I went home just before the sun rises. Entering our house, I smiled bitterly and heaved a long heavy sigh. I went upstairs and play songs on my guitar like I’ve used to whenever there’s an extreme feeling.
After a week, I called Smith, we talked and met sometimes we became close easily and quickly. I watched all his gigs, he was the bassist of the band and I felt bad not noticing him the first time. Its like a dream come true whenever I’m with him, I can feel butterflies crumbling inside my stomach. I’m unfamiliar of the feeling. We dated and travelled to different places. He showed me the world and he became my world; my life revolves around him. But all good things end, good things aren’t for a lifetime. I’ve learned that I’m just a mere challenge because I’m not throwing myself after him but when I did he eventually forgot and left me.
I don’t know it’s this hard, my mother once told, “If things are form easily, it will break easily too. Things are meant to be broken but it can be not if the foundation is strong and if its form in a hard way.” I think I now know what she meant by that. I now knew what she was warning and protecting me from. But even though it hurts so bad, I don’t regret even a bit. If I’ll be asked if I know the things that will happen beforehand, would I still do it? Well, I will.
Experiences teaches us too many things, we’re being molded by those and I’ll be happy being molded. Now, I understand all the things my mom told me, if she was only alive.
“Cassiopeia! There’s someone out there looking for you!” I wake up from the loud knocks, I was hugged by my duvet and I’m slowly dozing off but when I remembered the voice calling me, my eyes went wide open, hearing my mom’s voice send adrenaline. I abruptly stand and open the door; my mom was definitely here! I hugged her tightly as my eyes moisted, she was startled and look at me like I was crazy.
I experience loving, hurting, crying, grieving in my dreams but I swear the second life given to me will not be in vain.
When I hear another sound of bell I look at my mom and asked,
“By the way mom, who’s looking for me”?”
“Oh, honey. He says he’s Smith. He told me that you didn’t call him a month after the concert so he went here even if he’s unwanted. He told me that when he dropped you off at the convenience store he didn’t leave you there instead he waited for you to go home and followed you until here. HE said that he can’t just leave you there, he was troubled thinking of leaving you there, at night, alone.”
My Mom’s wiggling her brows on me and I raise mine in confusion.
“Smith who?”
In the midst of people, Where people go to shrinks. I’d stayed, Even if I don’t need to. Like a fire, It was burning me wholly Ashing every pieces, Leaving nothing, ignited. Solace, What people needs; Judgements, What people gives. I saw and witnessed, Blank messages blocked my visions, Leaving me lifeless, No emotion.
Exclude Me by RSSA
12/28/18 | 10:21
I was half running and rummaging through my bag at the train station, i forgot where I put the station card. And I'm freaking late.
Today's the promotion day according to our employer, im still cross fingering and believing I would be promoted cause i let my colleagues, especially, Nadine threat me like shit just so I could leave a good image to my boss, but deep inside i want to smack them all on the face.
I'll definitely show them who I really am after being promoted. I'll punched them to death, oops.
That thought tugs my lips into smug.
But I quickly broke off with my reverie.
I'm freaking, freaking dead late.
I can now hear Nadine sickening mad voice telling how incompetent I am. Just imagining it turns my stomach into somersault. She acts as if she were the boss of me, i cant wait to wipe her smirk everytime she pull my hair and throw her coffee on my blouse "accidentally".
I went to the corner, sat down on the floor and put all my things outside but i dont find it anywhere.
My phone's vibrating, I grope my pockets and answer my phone.
"Hello, who's this?"
My voice comes out hostile, didn't mean it tho.
I still keep on looking for the train card! Who the hell is this disturbing thing?
"Thalia! Where the hell are you?! Our boss is now gathering people! You've been waiting for this goddamn promotion only to be late? Really? Today?!"
Oh my friend, Paul. He's the only friend I got, i mean the true one.
"I'm here at the freaking train station! And i cant freaking find my freaking train card!"
"You are the unluckiest person I've ever met! I'm gonna pick you up right now! Dont leave!"
I heard his keys and he dropped the call.
I wanna ripped my heart out, how unlucky I am.
After 3 minutes, Paul arrived with his poker face on but i know how much he wants to kick my ass.
"I bought you another train card, let's go."
He get my things and hold my hand, if we weren't friends, I'll definitely think of him having crush on me.
He was quite during the whole ride and we arrived at the lobby in 3 minutes. I was busy panicking that I ran to the elevator holding his hands.
"Thalia, I think we're late. I... I wanna say..."
Before he could finish what he's trying to say the elevator opened.
And they we're celebrating.
They we're celebrating for the newly promoted employee.
And she is smirking on me.
And snickering and i wanna punch her straight to the face.
Congratulations, Nadine.
That is what's posted on the freaking wall of our freaking office.
How unlucky could I still get?