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i don’t want to forget the memories we shared

i just want to remember them without any pain

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

for so long i told myself that i wasn’t crazy for being heartbroken and that i just need time. but here i am 15 months later still hurting and missing you.

so maybe i really am crazy

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

i got lost searching for the place where broken hearts can let go

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

i’m scared that i’ll meet someone new, someone who is exactly what i need and will love me endlessly, but i’ll never be able to fall in love with them because they aren’t you.

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tell me how to forget you

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

i don’t want to forget the memories we shared

i just want to remember them without any pain

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

half asleep wishing i still had you

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

i’m starting to think that no matter how much time passes by, part of me will always be in love with you

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

the truth is i’m not over you

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

love only exists to fool us

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

our love had no boundaries, no limits, no conditions, but clearly undisciplined love is disastrous.

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

it’s a song about us. in it is a hidden secret that only i can decipher.

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

nothing could have changed the fact that he wasn’t mature enough to handle who you are

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

the truth is you were everything i ever wanted and i’ll never truly be over you

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

how can i start the next chapter if i keep re-reading the last one?

[wordsleftinsidemyhead]

i hate that i loved you more than anything i’ve ever known