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This is a straight up dream. I finally get to know what you taste like. Hold you and feel the weight of you. I literally never thought this would happen

For a moment, I'll let things be perfect. Right now, they're perfect.

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Beautiful Steps #2 Lang Baumann

The congress building in Biel-Bienne plays a trick on perception: because the diminutive grid of its large glass front does not match the ceiling height of the floors, the building appears taller than it is more like a skyscraper than its actual 50 meters (164 foot) of height. The building also features an unusual concrete structure that encloses one half of the volume like an oversize frame, leaving a gap on one side between itself and the building. On this pillar, almost three-quarters of the way up, an aluminum stair was attached, leading from one fake door to another around one corner of the structure. In keeping with the optical illusion of the building, the work was built to a slightly smaller scale than a normal door and stair. The slender sculpture plays with an imaginary functionality.

Images and text via Lang Baumann

What if..............you and I are the transition to her and i?

Sometimes disaster is exactly what you need

Fleeting moments

I constantly feel like there are moments and opportunities that belong to another lifetime.

Like tonight. There was a lull in our evening. It was the perfect moment to crawl into that couch with you and just exist, instead of you pulling out your phone in the dark and i silently arguing with myself on why i felt such a strong and impossible urge. If it wasnt meant to be why would i feel it.

Maybe thats the fault in feeling that everything happens for a reason. there is no reason i feel this way i just do. and actively trying to change it is very very difficult

#will i ever change?#personal #i dont want to keep feeling this way

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You probably deserve someone better but I swear no one wants to wake up to your face as much as I do.

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I just want somebody to share shit with. Tonight was a pivotal moment for me but im the only one who knows

I'm living in the "au version" of us

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You are exactly right for me. But there’s something missing in me for you and that, to me, is the saddest part of it all. Nothing is perfect but its the imperfections that i love.

This week was something else. We were close. It was actually the closest ill ever know to what being with you would be like. She’s convinced that you have some sort of feelings but im afraid her vision is blurred.

you and i have talked. Ive heard your thoughts. But i also know that you make up scenarios in your mind to talk yourself out of the hard and scary things. You’re afraid. God Damn so am i. all the time. What if i miss an opportunity to change this game around. Or what if im just climbing higher and higher up that cliff. i know im gonna fall. I know that my bones, though broken, will end up being the most intact. Sobbing into my palms will be the easiest part. And i’m terrified you know this.

You’ll never know or understand how strong the gravity is on my side though because you simply do not feel it. I can barely pick my feet up to move forward it pulls so strong. I dont even understand the pull

Why do I love you?

When I look at you I know why. I see it on your face. The stupid silly crazy weird ass faces you make. If I actually type out what I like about you then I will never get over you so i wont but Fuck, I love you.

I’ll say it again, as Ive typed endelessly: that love will change. I know it can never go away. It’s too strong. Forcing it away will only transform it to hate and that cant happen. So the sacrifice is me, bending my heart. It’s funny because it is usually our hearts that save us from the pain. That wrap us up in love and good feelings and content. Shielding us from the sometimes wayward ways of the mind. Nothing can hold the heart but itself. The heart has to heal on its own.

My heart needs help

Up down up down up down up down Right now it's down.

I can't sleep. I keep trying to understand and I don't know why. We're so good together. The best. If it wasn't meant to be why would I feel so strongly. I'm glad you hate technology cause you'll never see this.