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Satan deceives people into thinking that the source of their misery is due to their circumstances and what is going on around them, but actually, the real trouble is due to what is going on inside them. When our focus is on God and His sovereignty, our attitudes begin to change.
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Love isn't just an emotion, it's an act. Jesus died on the cross for our sins and sickness so that we may be made whole again. God offered His one and only Son to die for us. Jesus's life was taken for us. What more can be offered to us?
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“I’m so stupid” yes you are for proclaiming curses over yourself. “I am poor” yes you are for believing that. “I can’t do this anymore” yea you definitely can’t. We need to change our perspective on life. Instead try saying, I’m smart, I have plenty and I can do it. Proclaim blessings rather than curses over your life and other lives. Start speaking life. 🍁
It's December 2, the days are coming faster and faster as I am getting older and older. It's interesting. Much has happened in my life, much has to come.
November 26 2:58
I'm really happy, not just content but happy. Not many people know this tho. But my boyfriend is the best, really is. I sometimes feel like everyone thinks he can't make me happy but it's not true. Everyone also says "you're just young" but really if this isn't happiness, I don't care I love it. At the moment, he is the only one I feel safe with. The only one who has my thoughts. (But all this besides God, not that I don't want him. I'm just saying) I hope one day he knows how much I appreciate him, and everyone I know appreciate him too..
My Brothers; Christ is calling you, our dear Lord and Saviour is beckoning you from your resting place; and desiring you to come forward in Him; He desires to raise you up to be true and honourable men in Him; Men who cannot be bought; whose word is their bond; who put character above wealth; who do not hesitate to take chances in Him; who will not lose their identity in a crowd; who will be as honest in small things as in great things; who will make no compromise with wrong; whose ambitions are not confined to their own selfish desires; who will not say they do it “because everybody else does it”; who are true to their friends through both positive and negative days, in adversity as well as in prosperity; men who do not believe that sneaky and cunning are the best qualities for winning and success; who are not ashamed to stand for the truth when it is unpopular; who can say “no” with emphasis, although the rest of the world says “yes.”; who can stand up and be counted as a sinner, but also as righteous and redeemed; who will admit proudly and boldly to being made new through the perfect sacrifice; who willingly will let words of praise for The Lord leave his lips, and dwell within his heart.
It’s funny that I still don’t know what I want, and everyday the hole I’m digging myself into just keeps getting deeper and deeper.
I feel like you don't even know me
Feeling lonely, you irritate me.
Random morning of October 25
Is it possible to feel the way I do? Did I just do the impossible? Honestly, what is going on? Lately, I thought I was doing good. I thought, brighter days were on its way. But it's gotten so gloomy and cold. Is that just the weather or is that how I feel in my heart? So many questions. So many thoughts. I don't even know if I know myself anymore. That text I got from you. Ouch. I'm so sorry I can't help. But yakno, I try. I'm sorry I am the source of your pain. It happens. I am not one bit happy with that. Let me turn that around. What was once shared is now hidden.
Don't tell me, prove it to me.
October 16
Happy 30th anniversary to my parents! Such a long time, what a testimony! Today was actually really good. I got a lot done. I woke up kinda late, but got to work pretty fast. My room got tidy quick, all I really had to do was out clothes away and now I can see my floor, chair, and bed, ha. It feels good to lay on my bed with nothing else in it. I pray I continue to have the neatness. After, my parents came home soon and sadly... I could tell something was wrong. I just don't get it. It's your 30th why argue? I mean they truly love each other, but have too many down moments.... It's putting me down. Thank God, I have been having better control. Learning not to let people effect me, it'd kinda hard but you just gotta do what you gotta do. Then went to ISOM, I love learning about God and what He wants us to be as His children. I drove because my dads eyes are hurting, prayers to Him. My dad was like "are you driving fast and recklessly or is that just me?" I slow down and go "what?" Lolol, I guess you can say I'm starting to get more comfortable driving. But I don't think I'm a good driver, I decent. So when I got home, I ate a sandwich and then did a mini workout. I really want to get my metabolism rate back up. Today is the day I make working our and healthy eating habits a lifestyle.
October 15
I’ve come to a point where I think about myself thinking too much. That’s how I much I think. And that’s why, I think I love talking. I am able to think outlays and have people help me organize my thoughts. I know the danger of me keeping things in and I haven’t done that in awhile. I’d like to keep things to myself, but God reminds me of the people He gave me. I learn something new everyday. It’s strange, I’m very forgetful so it’s funny that I learn everyday. My mind lately has been trying to wrap around what God sees, quite frankly I will never understand how God works. But I must trust that God works in ways that are the best ways. My God is a big God and my mind can’t even wrap around that. So many questions to ponder about.. I can’t wait til the day I face to face with God, just talking. He is the ONLY ONE I can talk to, share things with, who understands me without judging me. I’m not perfect nobody is. It’s amazing to know that the all knowing perfect God doesn’t judge the weak, troubled, and messed up people. He loves me, he loves us. Accept and receive Him and just see what He does in your life.
October 10
I really, didn't want to miss days on this but... life happened. I never understood why I was so tired until today. I was talking, venting to my sister in Christ and she said "My mind is tired." It's true. I literally don't do much or even any physical activity and I eat a lot. I'm in pretty bad shape. But I been sleeping a lot. I didn't get it. I realized, my mind is tired of thinking. It's tired of trying to figure out the meanings of why certain things happen. It's why I don't do homework or can't focus. My mind just is tired after the replaying yelling in my mind, tired of asking why is all the yelling even happening, tired of thinking about past, tired of thinking about my future, which leads me to be tired to think about my present. My mind is tired. And it's ruining my body, my habits, my school work, and my spirit.
Prayer: God, help me to bring order and structure into my life. Help it to be a part of my lifestyle. Lord, bring me peace to my mind when I read your word. Help me to think about myself sometimes. I want to help others first, and it wears me down. Let me find the strength you are giving to me.
October 3
Day 2, it was really good actually. I didn't get much homework done, in fact I probably did bad when it came to doing homework, but I was able to catch up with my bestie today! Honestly though... it wasn't the same. It was too formal. But I mean, I'm just so happy that we finally started seeing each other more. I miss that. I miss her. Our time together at star was short, at least for us. After our time together, I went to Golden Coral buffet for my first time with Blessie and Beverly for a leaders meeting. It's always good to talk things out with the leaders. To just have an open view of what we see going on in the youth and what needs to be improved. I am humbling ourselves, we need a lot to improve. But it's good you know, praise God that we see this and that we are at the start of this all. We also had a really good fellowship together. I am so thankful to have amazing sisters in Christ to go to. And for myself, to get a little personal... I haven't been coping well with feeling lonely, that I don't have friends. I do but it's different. And to have sisters in Christ, it helps a lot even though I still miss my friends. I wish I can bring my passion to my friends.. (my number one prayer). After our meeting, I got home and had a good talk with my dad about the cat and dog theory. This really spoke to me and I want to teach this with the youth. I'm nervous, but I really feel like it should be shared. I also want to teach to give a different "style" I guess. Just to have something different. Gotta pray on that more first. Any who, my dad then went to my brother and mom to share the same theory. But it's like they weren't attentive... It frustrated me. My mom walked away in the middle of it and my brother just argued against my dad. It discouraged me and sort of ruined my day. I don't want it to though. jdlkf jl it's so frustrating when I don't have the words and when my family doesn't have this unity...
SIGFG: -I'm never alone
Prayer: Lord, lead me, guide me, help me to help my family. All I want is unity in the family with You in the center of it.
October 2
I woke up at 10:30 am! Yus before 12. So today marked the first day I decided to do P & F. Not off food, actually off my bf. He occupies my mind so much so I need to get a clear mind while focusing on God. So I wake up, go downstairs, pray and start my devotional. I got a lot of things from God today. Well, every time I read the word I get something. Just imagine how strong you can be by doing this every day?! Crazy. So then I made breakfast and when I noticed it was 12, it was just so weird that I was up before 12 lol. After I ate, I did some health homework. Then went to ISOM homework, then to Humanities, then to a 10 min nap from such a long day! lol Had ISOM at 6:30pm and it was good as always. It felt good to finally just focus on God and only God today. I was able to concentrate more. Not fully, but I know that by continuing this I will be able to develop a habit to fully focus on God a lot more. After ISOM, I talked with Bless and Bev. We plan to go eat at golden coral tomorrow while having a leaders meeting. Came home, lol you texted me and fkfjakajsd sorta ruined my concentration aha. It's okay, I'll continue still. I am not quitting!
SIGFG: -Don't pile so much on your plate. Tackle one thing at a time. -Philippians 4:10-20 -If God didn't need you, He wouldn't have called you in the first place.
First Day of October
Today started off kinda slow. Woke up at 11 am but laid in bed til 1230ish. Went downstairs to my mom who was off for the day, and she tells me to do the dishes. Well, goodmorning to you too. So I do the dishes and make my own breakfast, since she already had breakfast. So after I just decide to be lazy and watch one tv show. Then Blessie calls me to go to the dentist with her to get wisdom teeth consolations lmao! She was so scared, all they were doing was just checking and scheduling a surgery date. After I went to spend time with her at home, ate there and saved money! Plus, that pancit was so good! Then we went to school, boring. Came home to find out, I cannot get my passport because I did not turn in a full birth certificate. Which my parents don't know where it is at. So praying to get that to get my passport for India. I realized that I am starting to get into stress mode. No bueno. I got a lot to get done. Midterms next week, on top of current homework, India research due Sunday for mission trip, deal with parents rudeness to each other, get full birth certificate, watch my bro, cleaning up house, sister got in a car accident, and bracelets. Prayers please.
