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“Maybe you aren’t always the victim because you sure do act like everything is someone else’s doing.”

*Seven years later*

“Yeah I did SA you”

This is the exact reason I don’t befriend cishet men anymore. This isn’t a personally isolating incident, and this happens all the time from men to all genders.

#trauma #SA #rape culture

To the man who gave up this beautiful username so I could use it

I hope you creep on my socials and I mean I hope your culinary profession is going well

I got broken up with and lost my job that I liked in one week

I was actually happy and life felt okay

I listened to Letter to God 1983 50+ times and cried with each one.

I’ve lost 14 lbs in one month

I’m back at my high school weight and dropping

I just don’t want to eat.

And I think my therapist broke up with me

It’s a bad time

I wake up depressed and go to bed depressed. I am just so fucking depressed

Will I ever be gay enough? Because I feel like damaged goods

Ts was at a seemingly good weight, lost weight, gained more weight, still 10/10 makes me happy to see

I got “yeah man” throughout an entire conversation and the way men speak to other (perceived) men is different. Like it was mad casual to hand out a job. It wasn’t even subtle

For the first time in 6 years I’m exploring new music. I didn’t know shoegaze was a thing until last year but it’s my favorite genre at the moment. Popular pop music has lost so much of its appeal finally.

Did you know shoegaze is called shoegaze because people were staring at the performers shoes from all the peddling work? I learned that this April.

I have a much wider variety of music to listen to that I haven’t had like ever

TOTK has more infantile dialogue than BOTW. A lot of the characters somehow feel downgraded. I know they had to sacrifice so much for twice the map space but the quality of the graphics definitely went down. It’s interesting how they made the game much harder off the bat than BOTW and after multiple updates had to make farming much easier. Especially since ingredients and weapons are very much needed to advance in this game at all. If it wasn’t for the cheat I wouldn’t play it

Also it’s so stupid how the developers patched the previous glitch as if this is a multiplayer game. Who fucking cares if players cheat to make their game more enjoyable

The office super fan cuts isn’t as good as the original imo

With severe OCD you think I would take a shower every day. And I did, or at least nearly every day

My depression is so bad I went three or four days without a shower. I set alarms to make sure I get up to get food because I wouldn’t have the mental energy to do so otherwise.

This is my lowest depression in my life, maybe second. I just can’t get out of bed. I can’t get out of my life

montymollusk

please please please remember that no matter what your manager says, it is never that serious. unless you are literally performing surgery or defusing a bomb, it simply is not that serious

Didn’t get that job

Denied that job

Had to walk away from that job

Rejected

Or not even a call back

I’m hoping I’ll wither away

Rent is due. Rent is due.

I’ve been on Testosterone for almost two years now. Turns out when your enter the people-are-unsure-about-your-gender phase, it gets really dangerous really fast. And every job interview comes with a complimentary “we don’t want any drama here” when I didn’t get that before shaving my head and looking more ambiguous about my gender. I don’t want to go back ofc but it’s hard

#they/them #transmasc #trangender

I’m depressed. The type of depression where I sit in my therapist’s office and we hardly speak about anything substantial, if we speak at all, and overall it’s so unhelpful. She says there’s nothing she can say to help me. Because the depression is situational and I can’t seem to get myself out of the situation. If tiktok didn’t inform me that I wasn’t alone in the job hunt situation, I’d feel like a false victim. It fucking sucks. Life was not supposed to be this hard. It wasn’t supposed to be filled with so much disappointment and struggle. I didn’t realize how disabled I am until needing a career change and holy fuck. I cannot do many things at all. Capitalism is so fucking evil.

I tell myself at least once an hour that I want to — myself and I validate it because speaking to the wall is better than not speaking at all.

It isn’t woe is me no one loves me, because that isn’t true. I have plenty of people who love me. I’m trying my absolute best to keep my head on my shoulders. I’m doing okayish. I feel a slam of anxiety about if people like me. They do. And if they didn’t who cares! Okay everyone cares. But it isn’t something I strive for. I strive right now for connection and a FUCKING JOB. I literally need to be around people because I am dying.

I could never do a work from home job. I would cry from being lonely all the time.

I have no idea how to work with this app anymore please tell me how to change literally anything

I'm in love with him

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