and the sky was full of teeth!

tyler~he/it~lonely/spiral marked~main is @manseekingmonster~ao3 is manseekingmonster

[worm-scars]

so i'm leaving this blog. maybe not deactivating it, at least not yet, but it's time to move on. thanks y'all ✌️

[cerulean-devil]

couldn’t stop thinking about martin and video game shirts so…  more s1 polycule cause this is all I do now 

[worm-scars]

not 100% sure what I was going for here but... yeah

[sajwho-art]

Trans Peter hc is living rent free in my head, and lately I’ve been thinking a lot about him having a big chest pre-op.

Tumblr doesn’t allow the n*pples but you can see the original binder-less version at @ saj_who on twitter, link in the replies

Continuation for this post

[worm-scars]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Elias Bouchard/Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist Characters: Elias Bouchard, Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist Additional Tags: Trans Jonathan Sims, Trans Elias Bouchard, top surgery, Caretaking, Medical stuff, Fluff Summary:

Jon gets top surgery and Elias cares for him afterwards.

[worm-scars]

love listening to rqg bc you really get to appreciate the fact that alex newall can do 3 voices: sweet darling baby man, bad cockney accent, and horrible gargly monster

[elven-child]

how I sleep at night knowing tma is a tragedy and Jon will most probably die at the age of like 31 after he lost his parents, felt unwanted by his grandmother, lived with childhood trauma for most of his life, struggled with letting people in and then got rejected by those he did let in, dealt with a close friendship falling apart and ending before he could fix anything, got further traumatised by his work in the archives, fought to trust others and care and stay himself while he struggled with becoming a monster, lost six months of his life to a coma, dealt with feelings he took so long to realise and which he felt were no longer requited and then dealt with all the regret that came with it, and then after he finally let himself be seen and accepted and loved in return and after he found peace and happiness and companionship and a chance to heal and got the tiniest preview of how happy he could be with the one he loves he was forced to end the world and was burdened with knowledge that his instinctive curiosity and selflessness had only made it easier

how I sleep at night knowing that tma is a tragedy and Martin will either die at like 31 or stay alone AGAIN after he lived all his life dealing with loneliness in one way or another, got abandoned by his father, experienced a death of a close relative at a young age, was deprived of his youth due to his mother's illness, had to grow up too soon and deal with guilt that came with lying to get employed, was underappreciated and patronised when he only wanted to be kind, dealt with unrequited feelings for his boss by telling himself it was for the best, mourned for said boss when things between them got good and hopeful, learned that his mother had always hated him only to lose her two months later, spent six months in self-destructive isolation which got him deeper and deeper into the Lonely's grasp while he had to reject the person he loves, and when he was finally free to love, when he learned he was loved back, when he got a glimpse of a life he could have TOGETHER with the one he loves and a chance to heal, it all Changed and will never be coming back to the way it was in a way that will crush him

[skyberia]

monster jon au where the world goes back to normal, but jon’s still Like That

[mrspider-deactivated20221213]

wait did i show you guys the jonah design i did last stream. jonah tits out magnus

[allow-me-to-speak]

These boys don’t sleep in canon, so by god they get to sleep here.

[worm-scars]

look. i am emotionally attached to monster jon and trans jonah/elias for personal reasons and i could go off about how those hcs fit their character arcs and also why a character being turned into something inhuman by traumatic experiences or a trans character being an omniscient bodyhopping villain is meaningful to me personally

but like. i’m not going to pretend monster transformations and bodyhopping/mindreading aren’t hot i’m not above that

[worm-scars]

really wish that person had picked a word other than “de-transgenderification” it’s way too long to edit into memes

[sasuketheeuchiha]

*points my de-transgenderification beam at jonah magnus*

[sasuketheeuchiha]

@mcwebby im pointing my de-transgenderification beam at jonah magnus. this is a public service for the tma fandom

[jaredhopworth]

anyways jonah magnus trans

[worm-scars]

[skyberia]

the terror will take whatever it likes

[luftballons99]

i’ll stop drawing safehouse jm when im dead

[worm-scars]

me: huh... bit cliche of me to say i’d be spiral-aligned/marked, everyone picks the spiral it’s just the most interesting fear

me, having a really bad Mental Illness Time for the first time in over a year: actually i think i get to claim the spiral

[skyberia]

thinking abt soft serve ice cream….