Nighttime diaries

Writing it down makes me calm. Calm makes me sleepy. I need to sleep.

[wouldntdothat-blog]

I even cry when I'm happy

[madness-of-depression-deactivat]

[kaliforhnia]

Idk why I keep getting sad over people that don’t give a shit about me.

[beermosa-deactivated20160316]

I told you that I loved you more. I fucking told you so.

But you would always deny and tell me ‘no baby I love you more’ and I would give it and believe you and then you left and I knew for sure, it was me who loved more. (via diet-tampon)

[wouldntdothat-blog]

the recipe of being me grows larger every day. 

[wouldntdothat-blog]

How others describe me tells me who I am supposed to be. 

It's what I choose to do that makes me who I am. 

[sharingneedles]

boy: (stops texting me) me: (texts other boy ive been ignoring for a few weeks) hey haha sorry i was busy what’s up

[hodtog]

[wouldntdothat-blog]

A list of things I need to get done: -waking up -reading -going to class -eating (healthier) -working hard on practice -paying all of my bills A list of things I should do less: -wait for snapchats from my crush (And getting disappointed when I don't get any cause I like him way more than he likes me) -sleep during the day -watch series -nothing (I love doing nothing and thats not good) -(watch porn) I need to save me from myself.

[wouldntdothat-blog]

Somebody told me yesterday that I don't have any worries, and that being me seemed super chill. Well, I thought to myself if only you knew where I'm at right now. I wanted to cry.

[wouldntdothat-blog]

Things are not the way they should be right now, but do I go and do something about it? I say tomorrow. Maybe.

[real]

when your crush  starts a conversation but decides to ignore you after 5 minutes.

[wouldntdothat-blog]

I don't deserve feeling like a chore, you need to want to talk to me and say cute things, this is not right so byeee.

[observando]

Isn’t it funny how the memories you cherish before a breakup can become your worst enemies afterwards? The thoughts you loved to think about, the memories you wanted to hold up to the light and view from every angle—it suddenly seems a lot safer to lock them in a box, far from the light of day and throw away the key. It’s not an act of bitterness. It’s an act if self-preservation. It’s not always a bad idea to stay behind the window and look out at life instead, is it?

Ally Condie (via observando)

[wouldntdothat-blog]

Keep secrets to yourself.

[wouldntdothat-blog]

when I'm blue, I'm a dark blue. My blue days are practically black.

[wouldntdothat-blog]