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hear the pain and feel the shame

The Shame will never be small enough to cover with the flag the rag covered in blood of your native Brother colored Sister working Neighbor You light the corner the flames spread as rapid as the european rapists obliterating the stolen lands leaving nothing but dark ash in the place of dreams and the dignity of thousands of tribes rapid as the lynchings of communities, families, HUMANS PEOPLE…

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dear old friend

i see your soul in mine and mine in yours seventeen years gone by and i still love you remembering plans to run away in hippy vans then we grew and went to school went to careers life and fears but i still love you when we speak it’s like you saw me yesterday i could talk with you all day and forget every responsibility maybe why it would never work wish we could just work to love because i…

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joy

sometimes melancholy quiet but sometimes melodious colors seeping over everything quietly bells ringing in my heart for no good reason other than being here alive

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idk

i’ve been working hard maybe not as hard as i should but i’m working harder than i ever have so why do i feel so sad

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had a dream couldn’t see you but you were there running through my mind anxiety racing even in my sleep

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Yo haven’t posted in two months because I’ve been in a storm of emotions and changes but anyway I’m drunk right now and just want to say that boys will never be men and I think I need a girlfriend ok goodbye

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memoir 5

lost in stutters coming from my lips should just shut up forever self esteem disabled beaten into submission ask permission to breath stuck in silence boiling pot with sealed lid crying for release before i evaporate into nothing

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memoir 4

lost in your raging rage just a tiny speck in the swirling tornado inside your soul but solace i need it sooner than later growing into a young woman needing guidance somewhere searching for calms to be collected searching in places where i have no business being so young and vulnerable open to fucking anything at all despite assumptions of my capability to handle active tornados not a storm…

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memoir 3

lost with no response to asking direction comfort seeking and sadness leaking through eye sockets dry them quickly before it’s known you’re a weak helpless baby with no fucking idea how to love or show compassion with no examples shown only pains and aches hard hands on hard shoulders tense anxiety raging through life through drink and sobriety rage with fucking rage no calm collected only rage …

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memoir 2

lost running through places where I don’t belong with people without a single regard for my age or sense of capability or health punched in the gut feeling seeing dizzy headaches unheard for being heard means physical violent reaction sew my mouth shut keep the ball of fury raging under my flesh

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lust

biggest vice i’ll say it twice get out of my head get out of my life not what i need not the way to be freed oh but it’s so fucking deceiving

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softer

learn to stop crying about all the things i never had learn to search my own bed for a place to rest my head i’ve been lost in many wrong places where i don’t belong with no room to move it’s hard to know who you are now i have too much room, too much space for self i can spin free with my arms wide open but it’s so lonely sometimes when my friends are all lightyears away in the places where i…

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naive

youth returns to me in waves getting higher each time he graces my existence i am instantly ten years younger flushed and full with the calm anxiety of knowing that the odds and ends always eventually connect

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stop stop stop stop

I was lying When I said I didn’t love you Just building up a wall so you wouldn’t see That you’re like a hip hop song in my soul A breeze on a hot day Your eyes burn me like the sun Can’t look too long, have to look away The way ice in lemonade collects the sugar and hits your lips Is what you are like A year of you engraining yourself in my daydreams And my night dreams Make a conscious effort…

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suddenly

absolute numbness the reality of death many deaths in a year what is there to fear anymore, really ? i can’t think or type straight a reminder of urgency to live the life that i always needed to live

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while you're waiting

while you’re waiting

never enough weirdness to fill my time appease my mind let me be falling through the rabbit hole of time let me be discovering forever everything forever let me see where one point meets the other where a friend becomes a lover where a girl becomes a mother let me see where the mind shifts and priorities changed time and action rearranged let me understand the way energies intertwine the way tiny…

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Figs and Procrastination: 2 Quotes

Two quotes that scare the hell out of me and follow me wherever I go: 1. “I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee…

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