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[my-dailydreams]

[wrathfulinsecurity]

wow i’m so sad idk how anyone is expected to do this everyday and be okay

[st4rvingbunbun]

maybe once im smaller I’d be loveable and worthy of protection and care

[sc4rlt-y0yy]

-Younger me would have never expected how satisfying hipbones would be to touch.

[bingeeaterbaby]

for someone who struggles with food so much you'd think i'd be skinny by now

[eosecho]

[wrathfulinsecurity]

sometimes i’m worried i have bpd but whenever i spiral out of control it feels like i don’t and i’m normal. thus is really confusing and i want to figure it out so i can understand myself before anyone else gets a chance to see me

[wodorotlenekmiedzi]

Why I am the one who always chase someone? Why nobody wants to chase after me? I'm tired of trying. I need someone who wants me.

[prisciiladelrey]

𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑

[wrathfulinsecurity]

i need a whole outfit change lol all my clothes are too big

[star-angel-of-fire]

end of 2025 reflections:

i fucked up all year

i gained too much weight

i should have killed myself

i need to lock in

[wrathfulinsecurity]

okay so my hallway crush has a gf so not my crush anymore i’m not weird like that i have no motivation ugh

[wrathfulinsecurity]

i’ve gotta lock tf in bro i have this crush on a guy and he’ll never like me if i keep looking like this not like i even want a relationship with him i just want him to see me and think im cute or even worth his time

[wrathfulinsecurity]

i took ac!d the other day and i was staring at my body in the mirror and for a second i could tell why everyone was worried about me

[wrathfulinsecurity]

i am 125 now! accomplished my goal of going into the new year at my original gw. new gw is in the 110s!

[wrathfulinsecurity]

it’s been so long since i’ve posted life has been going smoothly in the way i want it to be although…

my urge to d!3 is really strong

I’ve gotten used to the fact that i will never feel fully resolved until i d!3 and it’s comforting to me in some ways i suppose, just kind of like my own little thing i get to keep for myself lol.

I’ve planned it out, not the exact date but i know in 5 years from now i will be dead. I know how im going to do it and i think about it every day.

the urge doesn’t leave

[wrathfulinsecurity]

okay i have not been locked in at all so for this whole week no matter my mood im gonna follow this plan

(i already don’t eat breakfast)

no lunch- even if a friend pressures me i’ll have a fruit at most

dinner- small portion of whatever dinner is (dinner is never planned)

and usually waiting for dinner to eat ends up in a 24hr fast at the least.

weighed in this morning at 133.4 i’ve been stuck at 129-134 for a month and i need to be in the 120s. 129,128,127 is not acceptable. 126 or lower is the goal. at least small enough to eat at christmas dinner.