just trying to be skinny :’)

Defne | Sw:167lb kg Cw=149lb Gw:50kg height: 164 cm 18yo

[w3ight-k1ll3r-deactivated202301]

3d dump!

[diosnt]

gsus fuck

[ritikajyala]

I was a gifted child. Until I wasn't. I was the golden girl. Until I couldn't burn anymore.

My parents expected me to build wings of gold and fly further than anyone could ever try. I don't blame them, having a child to raise is like sculpting a clay pot, you can shape it the way you like, paint it the colour you fancy. To raise a child is to play God. To raise a child is to be God.

But to be a child is to fall, to make mistakes, to fail. The thing about being too bright at an early age means you burn out by the time you're 16 and suddenly the world around you becomes more gray and terribly, terribly lonely. The fire is never warm enough, nothing is ever enough. And one day you find yourself begging to a godless sky, begging for a new spark.

I was a gifted child once. I was the golden girl. And one day, I burned out.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

[gosborne92]

[misfitoffate]

[hafsanidhi]

No thought. Head's empty. Just raven haired Ackermans and their respective brunettes.

Art credits: unknown

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

edit: you can now get this comic as a print!

[jmmiy]

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[myhoneststudyblr]

my masterpost | my studygram | ask me anything

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[transcript under the cut]

Other advice posts that may be of interest:

How To Study When You Really Don’t Want To

Active Revision Techniques

How To Do Uni Readings

How to Revise BIG Subjects

Okumaya devam et

[archbudzar]

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[the-original-supermodels]

Vicky’s Angels - GQ magazine UK (2000) Star / Model: Laetitia Casta by Dominique Issermann

[s-k-inny70ve]

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Reblog to wake up a lighter number than you were yesterday

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[wrinkledindreams]

I’m just a fat ass who can’t do anything properly. I don’t deserve love and effection. Everybody hate me and i know it. It’s hurting so much. I just need somebody to trust but whoever I trust starts gossiping about me, leaving me or calling me delusional. I JUST NEED FUCKIN TRUST AND COMFORT. I don’t know how i get lonelier like this. I had so much friends about 2 years ago. But know I lost everyone of them. Some was mine fault. But some of them started to become toxic so it ended. Now i am just a 70kg potato who does nothing all day except sleeping. I just hate my self. I think I am going to start my ana-phase again. I thought I was becoming better and healthier but now i just hate myself with all that fat. Thanks for reading if you came so far.

[twiggybones]

Ultimate Binge Prevention

10. Drink a glass of water : binging will make you gain weight

9. Grab a piece of gum : binging will make your body and face bloat

8. Get out of the kitchen : it will take you double the amount of time to get to your goal weight

7. Drink more water : your clothes will become tighter

6. Go for a walk : you will regret binging in the morning

5. Watch a TV show : wearing a bathing suit will be so much harder

4. Draw yourself at your goal weight : you will feel greasy

3. Do a YouTube workout : binging ruins your teeth and skin

2. Write down the reasons you want to lose weight : you will feel guilty

1. Drink a hot tea : control yourself for future you

[fragileheart-fragilebones]

👏🏽thank👏🏽you👏🏽

[asmodeusmylove]

James McAvoy in Atonement (2007)

[trlppie]

if you’re in university, please read this:

whether you’re just finishing your first semester, or you’re a senior, or anything in between, be proud of the progress you’ve made. college is not easy, not even close. any accomplishment is a great one. don’t be discouraged by any future worries and be happy with everything you’ve done so far. i’m proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself!

[siir-poesia]

I will love you

I will love you in silence because I cannot find you… I will love you at night when the galaxy cluster covers me and see in them all the kisses I want to steal from your life… I will love you in the dawns while the fireflies of light flutter in my mind, remembering you every time I close my eyes… I will love you naked while my skin burns like a wild horse and you feel my heart galloping in my chest I will love you awake as I search for your gaze on other women’s faces, comforting myself knowing that you exist I will love you asleep in the nook of my dreams, where I hide to caress and kiss your hair. I will love you in the distance asking you why you stand in the way and keep me from coming near your mouth, to quench my thirst with you… I will love you in my poems because it’s the only way I can to express what’s inside me and makes me pale in front of you… I will love you in space, in time and with all my life…

Whatever happens, I will love you always…

Te amaré

Te amaré en silencio porque no puedo encontrarte… Te amaré en las noches cuando el cúmulo de galaxias me cubra y vea en ellas todos los besos que quiero robarle a tu vida… Te amaré en en los amaneceres mientras las luciérnagas de luz revolotean en mi mente, rememorándote cada vez que cierro los ojos… Te amaré desnudo mientras mi piel arde como caballo salvaje y sientes mi corazón galopar en mi pecho. Te amaré despierto mientras busco tu mirada en los rostros de  otras mujeres, conformándome sabiendo que existes… Te amaré dormido en el recoveco  de mis sueños, donde me escondo para acariciar y besar tus cabellos. Te amaré en la distancia preguntándole por qué se interpone y evita que me acerque a tu boca, para saciar  de ti mi sed… Te amaré en mis poemas porque es la única manera que consigo para expresar lo que llevo dentro y me hace palidecer frente a ti… Te amaré en el espacio, en el tiempo y con toda mi vida…

Pase lo que pase,  te amaré siempre…

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