Alexis Marie

what goes on inside my head

[writerlex]

Thought Spill #05

As you grow up you're always told that you need to get an education so you can get a job that makes the most money so you will never struggle, but struggling in my mind is when you're not happy and you want to give up. Having money is not happiness. I'd rather have nothing and be happy than have everything and be miserable. The older people in my life, people between 40 & older, always say that I can have a dream but it has to be realistic. That always made me feel hopeless like my dreams were too unrealistic and that i would never be happy because i wouldnt be doing what I love to do, what I'm passionate about. Now that im older i still get told those things, but i've realized that it doesnt matter. I can do what i want with my life because its mine, not anyone elses. When I say that I dont mean "oh my parents wont let me do this but its my life i can do what I want." I'm saying if you're happy in a loft with a typewriter and no internet then go for it. No one should tell you what life you should have but you.

[spencereidings]

my sexuality is spencer reid in his fbi bulletproof vest

[writerlex]

mood

[writerlex]

Thought Spill #04

As a writer I ask people to critisize my writing so i can get better, as writers do. Everyone thats critisized my writing has their own opinions and it took me a while, but I realized that I can't make everyone happy. I write for me not for other people. That was a healthy eye opener for me and it improved my writing, but what i keep coming back to is my style of writing. Most writers are "fancy" or "polished" with their writing. For example, I would write something like "I could smell her coffee that was steaming from the paper cup." The polished writing would write "The smell of her coffee was spilling from the paper cup." (usually something polishier but i couldn't really think a good example) anyways you know what I mean. People expect me to write that because im a writer. Thats just not how I write. I mean i could try to work on it if my writing is too dumbed down. If its seriously that big of an issue. What do you think?

[writerlex]

Thought Spill #03

[Rant]

Respect is something you give and receive. Teenagers and kids are expected to respect every adult even if that adult doesn't respect them. I dont feel like i should respect adults that disrespect me or my family. Thats just how i feel but my mom and grandpa dont think that. Which i think is stupid. I respect every adult unless they give me a reason to not respect them. For example, i lived with my dad for 4 years. While I lived with him i slowly lost respect for him. Why you ask, well he made me feel stupid and worthless. He also talked crap about my mom constantly. But according to my mom and grandpa i have to respect him because hes my dad. Its so dumb that teenagers and kids are forced to respect adults that belittle them, it just doesn't make sense.

[characterpromptgenerator]

“If you wait for inspiration to write you’re not a writer, you’re a waiter.”

— Dan Poynter

[writerlex]

This hit me on a certain level that made me mad at myself because i usually wait for inspiration. When i write without inspiration my stuff is trash.

[creativepromptsforwriting]

Prompt List: Romantic Prompts (1)

Masterpost by creativepromptsforwriting

Romance Part II

Prompt #297

“Wait, what do you mean, you kinda like me?”

Prompt #340

“You must be the reason for global warming because you’re hot.”

“Actually it’s primarily because of too much carbon dioxide in the atmosphere.”

Prompt #351

“I could kiss you right now!”

“You’re very welcome to do it.”

Prompt #354

The evening sun is falling on their face and she thinks maybe, just maybe she is a little bit in love with them.

Prompt #362

They only realised they were holding hands the entire time, the moment they had to let go.

Prompt #410:

They should have known that fake dating never goes according to plan.

Prompt #447

Kissing in the rain sounds romantic until one of them ends up with pneumonia.

[writerlex]

Using all of these for one short. Will post soon <3

[writerlex]

Thought Spill #02

Cliche storylines are "cliche" because someone made it up and everyone else liked it. Everyone made it their own, then it became overrated/cliche. I applaud to the person who first made any "cliche" storyline because everyone adores their work.

[writerlex]

"The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places."

— Ernest Hemingway

[mewtripled-deactivated20230508]

I remember how throughout middle school - high school there was so much pressure around to be dating someone, and if you weren’t, you were a loser or deemed unattractive. Your relationship status was like a social status, and if you’ve never been in one, you’re inexperienced and missing out.

I always thought to myself, what about the work I put into my personal interests? What about the friends I build deep connections with? What about me just being capable of taking care of myself? I feel like there was a lack of emphasis of being your own self and not giving a shit about what other people are doing back in middle school / high school.

While some people may think it’s important to have had previous relationship experiences before (which yeah, it works for some people that way), there’s also nothing wrong with investing that time in yourself and your friendships, and placing yourself first ✌🏻

Support me on patreon.com/mewtripled or buy my merch on etsy.com/shop/mewtripled!

[writerlex]

Thought Spill #01

The word inevitable can mean good or bad, but its my friends favorite word because she thinks of inevitable love. When I think of the word I think of our inevitable death. Does that make me negative or logical?

[writerlex]

Mental State

You are the only one i need.

the only one i trust.

the only happiness i have.

and if one day we fall apart,

i will fall.

My inevitable death will come

sooner, but not physically.

Mentally.

-A.M.

[givethispromptatry]

“I love you!”

“I highly doubt that.”

[writerlex]

"Ez!" Nate yells across the sunflower field.

Ez turns around. "What?!" she yells, angered by the events that just took place.

"I love you!"

"I highly doubt that."

She turns around and slowly starts walking back towards the road. They were silent until they get to the road.

"You know you have horrible timing," she says looking at Nate in anger with her arms crossed over her chest.

"I know," he says stepping close to her. She slowly puts down her arms as he caresses her cheek. "But, I do love you."

"why?" she asks confused.

"Because you're perfect," he says as he traces her lips with his thumb.

-A.M.

[heartlesslywhumping]

Whump Prompt #150

“Strip for me. All of it. Don’t look at me like that, I know about your scars but I’m willing to bet your friends don’t.”

[writerlex]

This is so pure and demandingly exquisite. I love this so much.

[juansendizon]

Here are my poetry collections about depression, healing, and self-love.   

“Confessions of a Wallflower”

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1542396859 💙

“I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction”

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1721578641 💙

Relax.

Breathe.

Stay warm inside a blanket with a cup of tea.

I hope these words will find a way to touch your heart.

[writerlex]

Might get these <3

[writerlex]

2:15am

You are my light,

you are my sun.

There is nothing you

could've done.

To make me love

you any less.

Even though i'm

a mess.

This poem is kind

of dumb,

but its 2:15am &

missing you makes

me numb.

-A.M.