Donovan, you're thinking again.
âI seeâŚâ Aneira was quiet for a moment while she pondered this as well. For a while now she was meaning to speak to his mother about certain topics and this was one of them. Not knowing anything about this sort of thing, Aneira learned as time went on that not everything was bright and happy within mixed families, even if they were strong together. She thought she could shoulder everything when it came to the both of them, due to her stubborn nature, however endless concerns kept coming with every little doubt Donovan had. None of this would deter her of course. Any knowledge she could gain from his motherâs experiences would be invaluable to her.
âTo be honest, Iâve been meaning to talk to her for some time. Not necessarily about this, but it might have come up in the conversation one way or another. Thereâs so much I want to learn about your parents relationship if Iâm to be with you.â She shifted a little, moving a bit closer to him and took his other hand so he could not go into his nervous habits.
âSo, what did she sayâŚ?â
"She said she never regretted marrying dad. Never." He spoke in a little voice that betrayed how unsure he felt, his gaze vacillating between holding Aneira's eyes or staring at nothing specific, past her shoulders, past reality. In his head, he replayed Evelyn's confessions and questioned the truth behind her words. Had she said all she said just to make him feel better? "ButâŚâ
He curled his fingers around hers, drawing strength from her presence. Like his parents when he was younger, Aneira became a trusty supportâa pillar that gave him the security needed to keep trying, in spite of what he believed his flaws. Right now, swimming in doubts, he needed her more than anything. âShe hoped their children wouldn't be... of obvious mixed heritage. Thought that if push came to shove between both nations, it would be better if their children belonged somewhere, at least visually, and weren't so obviously caught in between."
A fleeting smile, bittersweet and real, transformed his face. Then, in that instant, Donovan exuded a rawness he rarely showed, a tangible vulnerability: He was, for a second, the writer that hoped endlessly, with all his heart, but thought himself miserable, at best. However, when he spoke again, there was a gentleness to his voice, unlike before. A happiness. âBut she said she was happy when she saw me, too⌠That she couldn't help it, the euphoria at seeing something of her in me⌠I was all my father, otherwise, so she loved my eyes.â
















