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JOBE BELLINGHAM
the unspoken connection - serie
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i think jobe is doing amazing at dortmund so far, hopefully he scores on the last match day
also anon when u said “ashlyn seems a bit fake and jobe would rather notice is than jobe” do u mean fic wise or real life? bc in the fic i definitely agree her vibe does give off a bit fake and uncomfortable and i think admin did a great jobe portraying that
but if u talking about irl then how come u came to that conclusion?? gen curious bc we dont know this ppl personally yk
I think anon was talking about the fic, not real life. 😭 The way Ashlyn comes across is intentional because we're seeing her through the characters' perspectives, and first impressions aren't always accurate. She's meant to feel a little difficult to read at first.
As for real life, I definitely don't have any opinions on people I don't know personally. The story is fiction, and I always try to keep that separate. 🖤
And yes, I'm hoping Jobe gets a goal on the final matchday too. 🤞
wait what does “she looks a bit fake” and “jobe would rather see it than jude” even mean we don’t know these people ?
this is not toward u admin there’s literally nothing wrong with ur fic, i loved it so much and was one of the people constantly asking for an update, im just confused on what anon means by that cuz it seems like they’re trying to make it out as he hates her or something 😭?
idk either way i think jobe is great at dortmund, i hope he scores before the szn is over
Haha don't worry 😭 That's not how I took it at all. I think anon was just trying to say that, in the context of the story, Ashlyn comes across as someone who feels a bit "too perfect" or harder to read, while Jude already knows her and understands her better. It wasn't meant as "Jobe hates her" or anything like that.
And thank you so much for all your support. 🖤 I'm really happy you've been enjoying the story and waiting for the updates. Hopefully Jobe gets that goal before the season ends too. 🤞
no trust me i get that it’s fiction i enjoyed the chapter a lottt i hope it didn’t come off like i didn’t 😭 i think that part just confused me but after u explained it, it definitely makes more sense and helps me visualize it a bit better so i appreciate that!!
don't worry at all! 😭 I'm really glad you brought it up, and I'm even happier that the explanation helped. thank you so much for reading so carefully and for letting me know what confused you, it genuinely helps me as a writer. and I'm so happy you enjoyed the chapter. 🖤
yeeeeeeeeees! new chapters are coming soon. 🖤 Thanks so much for sticking with the story and for rereading it from time to time, it really means a lot to me. I can't wait to share what's coming next!
✧༚ ˎˊ ˗ sumary: A morning that was supposed to be just theirs. A photo that was never meant to get out. Between sunflowers left without ceremony, a story posted like it was the most obvious thing in the world, and a Star Wars figure wrapped in pink paper with little stars, Sarah learns that being chosen by someone who chooses no one comes with a price she wasn't expecting to pay so soon.
✧༚ ˎˊ ˗ warnings: emotional anxiety, language barrier, age gap, privacy breach, hurt/comfort, realistic vulnerability, slow intimacy that turns urgent
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keara’s imessage: MY JOBE GIRLS 🗣️ forgive me for the delay. after way too long, here’s the chapter that wouldn’t leave me alone. Jobe said "absolutely not" to being half-assed, and Sarah refused to let me ruin their reunion. So take this mess of emotions, sunflowers, and "I missed you so fucking much" confessions.
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Sarah didn’t know what made her more nervous: the game about to start, the surprise birthday she had discovered only a few hours ago, or the fact that she was sitting exactly where Jobe’s ex-girlfriend used to sit.
At least that’s what the woman beside her had just commented, with a smile Sarah couldn’t quite decipher as friendly or malicious.
“You’re the new one, right?”
Her English had improved, but not enough to process that without feeling a tightness in her chest. The new one. As if she were a replacement on an assembly line.
Her emotions blurred together, and without noticing, her body began to tremble. Anxiety started to grow beneath her skin, and Sarah felt as if she had just lost control of her own body. It was like everything in front of her was the view from the top of a giant roller coaster. The seat held her firmly in place, preventing any reckless reaction. And everyone around her watched from the front row as her world collided with reality.
She needed to breathe. Focus on something concrete.
How had she even gotten here?
The golden morning light filtered through the half-open curtains of the apartment in Sunderland, casting a soft pattern of light and shadow across the bedroom. Sarah woke slowly, still wrapped in the dreamlike feeling that had seemed to permeate every fiber of her being since the night before. For a moment, she wondered if it had all been real… that magical night, the gentle whispers, the warmth of Jobe’s arms.
Then her eyes focused on the foot of the bed.
A vibrant bouquet of sunflowers mixed with yellow daisies and a few orange wildflowers rested delicately on a small table that definitely hadn’t been there the night before. The flowers seemed to radiate their own light into the room, bringing warmth. Beside the bouquet was a handwritten note in careful script:
“For you to rest as long as you need. I’ll be back from training and hope to find you still here. - J”
Sarah felt her heart speed up, a wave of tenderness flooding her chest. Memories from the night before returned in vivid flashes: the way Jobe had looked at her when they finally allowed themselves to cross that invisible line that had separated them, his dark eyes intense like melted chocolate. The way he had murmured her name against her lips as if it were a prayer. The way his fingers had delicately traced the outline of her face, memorizing every freckle, every detail.
She could still feel the ghost of his touch, the way he had buried his face in the curve of her neck, breathing deeply as if he wanted to store her scent in his memory forever.
“You smell like home,” he had whispered.
And she had laughed softly, asking in her still hesitant English how home could have a smell if they had only just met.
The sound of footsteps outside the bedroom brought her back to the present. Sarah quickly pulled the sheet tighter around herself, feeling a mixture of nervousness and anticipation. Her light brown curls, with golden highlights that seemed to catch sunlight even in Sunderland’s gray weather, were scattered across the pillow like wild waves.
Jobe appeared in the doorway with two cups, still wearing the club’s training jacket. His hair was slightly damp from the quick shower he had clearly taken at the training center. There was something different in his expression, a softness that contrasted completely with the serious, focused posture he kept around everyone else.
“Good morning, sunshine,” he said, his voice still carrying the Birmingham accent she loved, even when she didn’t understand every word.
His eyes met hers, and Sarah noticed something different there—a determination mixed with… nervousness?
He walked over and placed the cups on the bedside table with almost reverent care before sitting on the edge of the bed. Their eyes met, and for a moment they simply watched each other in the comfortable silence they had learned to share.
“Sarah,” he began, his voice lower, softer than usual. He took her hand, lacing their fingers together. “Last night… when I asked you…” he paused, searching for the right words, speaking slowly. “Do you… understand? We are… together now?”
She bit her lip, processing. Together. Dating?
“You mean… boyfriend and girlfriend?” she asked hesitantly, her Brazilian accent wrapping around the English words.
A small, genuine smile curved his lips.
“Yeah. Exactly that.” He squeezed her hand. “You’re my girlfriend. I’m your boyfriend. Is that… okay?”
Her heart flipped in her chest. It was real. He was saying it clearly, slowly, making sure she understood.
“Yes,” she replied, feeling warmth rush through her body. “Is okay. Is… very okay.”
He broke into a grin that revealed Sarah’s favorite feature, the dimple in his cheek, and laughed, a sound she was starting to realize was only for her. He pulled her closer, resting his forehead against hers.
“Good,” he murmured. “Because I don’t want any confusion. Not with you.”
They stayed like that for a moment, simply existing in the same space, until Jobe stood and held out his hand.
“Come. Breakfast. You need to eat.”
The kitchen was minimalistic, typical of a young player who spent more time in hotels and training centers than at home. Sarah sat on the counter while Jobe made toast and scrambled eggs with surprising efficiency.
“You cook?” she asked, genuinely surprised.
“A bit,” he replied, eyes still on the pan. “Mum made sure we knew how. Said we couldn’t survive on takeaway forever.”
“Your mum is… wise?” she tried, unsure if the word was right.
“Smart,” he corrected gently. “But yes. Wise works too.”
She liked these moments: when he wasn’t in a rush, when he spoke slowly enough for her to follow, when he corrected her without making it seem like she was wrong. With Jobe, her bad English didn’t feel like an impossible barrier. It just felt like… part of who they were together.
He set the plate in front of her, stealing a quick kiss on the top of her head before getting his own.
That was when his phone vibrated on the counter.
Once. Twice. Three times in quick succession.
Sarah automatically glanced at the glowing screen.
Jasmine: 3 new messages
Jobe picked up the phone, his eyes scanning the notifications. His expression didn’t change, that neutral mask he wore so easily. He typed something quickly, just a few words, before placing the phone back on the counter face down.
“Everything okay?” Sarah asked, trying to sound casual even as something tightened in her stomach.
“Yeah, just…” he paused, as if considering how much to explain. “Someone from before. Nothing important.”
Someone from before. An ex? A friend?
Sarah wanted to ask, but the words didn’t come. Partly because she didn’t know how to form the question in English, partly because she wasn’t sure she wanted to know the answer.
The phone vibrated again.
Jobe didn’t even look this time, but Sarah noticed the line of tension that appeared along his jaw.
“Eat,” he said softly, pushing her plate a little closer. “Before it gets cold.”
She obeyed, but the doubt was already there, small and persistent, scratching at the back of her mind.
*
The apartment fell silent when Jobe cleared the last cups from breakfast. Sarah was still sitting on the counter, her legs gently swinging, her eyes following his movements with the attention she hadn’t yet learned to hide completely.
He looked out the window.
“Hm.” A low sound, almost to himself. “Sky’s clear.”
Sarah followed his gaze. Sunderland’s sky really did look different—not exactly blue, but clear enough to be worth commenting on. She had learned quickly that in this city, a clear sky was an occasion.
“Want to go for a walk?” he asked, turning to her. “Show you the neighborhood.”
“Yes.” She answered before thinking, then remembered. “But I need to…” She stopped, unable to find the word, gesturing vaguely at herself—her still-wild hair, the sleep clothes she was wearing.
Jobe looked at her for a second.
Then he simply turned back to the cups.
“Take your time,” he said. “No rush.”
No impatience. No hesitation from someone mentally translating what she said. He had understood before she finished speaking, and that small, nameless thing made Sarah stay on the counter a moment longer than she needed to, watching his broad back while he washed the cups with his back turned to her.
Then she went to get ready.
The streets were quiet. Shops still closed, one or two cafés just opening, a few people walking dogs that seemed more excited than their owners about the cold morning. The light painted everything with a soft golden tone, and Sarah thought that Sunderland, at that exact moment, looked almost magical.
They walked side by side, fingers intertwined, unhurried. Jobe pointed things out occasionally: the name of a street, a shop he frequented, a park she should see in the summer.
She absorbed every detail, storing them carefully in her memory like someone building something.
That was when he stopped.
Sarah almost kept walking before realizing he had stayed behind. She turned, curious, and saw he was looking at the window of a closed shop..not inside, but at the reflection in the glass.
She followed his gaze.
It was the two of them. Her with her wild curls, the brown shirt under the oversized coat she had borrowed from him that morning. Him beside her, taller, broad-shouldered, wearing that quiet expression he reserved for when he wasn’t being anyone in particular. Their hands intertwined between them, visible in the reflection like a detail neither had planned.
Jobe stared at the image for a second.
Then he let go of her hand and, before she understood what was happening, slipped his arm around her shoulders, pulling her close with such natural ease it felt like he’d done it a thousand times.
She felt his warmth through the coat, the solidity of his arm around her, and froze for a moment, afraid any movement might break something.
He kept looking at the reflection. Said nothing.
Sarah looked too.
It was still the same two people… but now she was leaning against him, her head almost on his shoulder, and there was something in that image she couldn’t look at for long without feeling her chest tighten in a way that had no name in either language she knew.
“Come,” he finally said softly. “It’s cold.”
They kept walking, but now with his arm still around her shoulders.
And Sarah stored that reflection in her memory with the same care she had stored all the other small and enormous things from that morning.
The store had fallen a few blocks behind when Jobe suggested they stop at a café to warm up. Sunderland on a holiday had that specific kind of silence of a city that doesn’t quite know what to do with itself, and the café was almost empty; just the two of them at a table by the window, two teas that neither of them was really drinking.
Sarah rested her head on his shoulder, her phone in hand, trying to form a sentence in English that didn’t sound strange in any combination she tried. There was a word she wanted to use but didn’t know, something between saudade and longing, which English simply didn’t have, and she was trying to find the closest substitute.
“This one,” she said, showing him the screen.
Jobe took the phone, read the sentence, considered. His chin was almost on top of her head as he studied it. “Not quite,” he murmured, and began typing slowly, choosing each word with the same care she put into her questions.
Sarah stayed quiet, feeling the weight of his shoulder, the warmth, the solidity. He was still typing, focused, completely unaware of what she was seeing: the frame that had formed by itself in the space between them. The gray Sunderland light coming through the glass. Him, focused on the screen, that expression of concentration she had learned to recognize. And herself, head on his shoulder, visible in the corner.
She took his phone with one hand.
Framed.
Snapped.
Without announcing it. Without changing position. Without making it a moment, because it already was one, and making a ceremony of it would only ruin it.
Jobe felt the click, glanced up at the phone for a split second, and went back to what he was doing.
“Here,” he said, handing the phone back with the corrected sentence. “That’s closer.”
Sarah read it. Then looked at the photo in the gallery, still open on the screen.
She kept both; like something of theirs.
Back at the apartment, while Sarah was in the bathroom, Jobe absentmindedly picked up his phone from the counter.
The photo appeared among the others without warning.
He in profile, looking at the screen, his chin almost on top of her head. Followed by another, where he appeared absorbed in his phone. That one in particular… Sarah was visible in the corner of the frame, her curls, the coat matching the color of her skin, her head on his shoulder with that ease of someone completely at home. The light was strange, gray, but it illuminated them both at the same time. He wasn’t at his best angles. But there was something in the photo that he couldn’t name and couldn’t ignore.
He stood still for a moment with the phone in his hand.
Then he opened his private Instagram and posted. Two stories in a row, no captions on either. The café photo first: the one she had taken without ceremony, without announcing it, as if it were something small when it was anything but small. Then he went back to the camera roll, found the reflection of the two of them in the shop window that the camera had captured in passing, and posted that too.
Two photos. No words.
He was putting the phone away when Sarah came back from the bathroom.
“Can I see?” she asked, curious about how long he had been standing there.
He unlocked it and showed her.
Sarah was silent for a second, looking at the two images in the story. The café one: she had taken that, but seeing him choose it, post it without asking, without ceremony, felt different from having taken it herself. The reflection in the window: she hadn’t imagined he would like it, but there it was, the two of them frozen in front of the glass.
“You posted both,” she said.
“Yeah.” He replied simply, as if it were obvious.
She handed the phone back, unable to say more, feeling her chest full of something that couldn’t fit in either English or Portuguese.
Then the phone vibrated.
Once. Twice. Three times in rapid succession.
Jasmine: 6 new messages
The same name from that morning stayed on the screen for a second before Jobe picked up the phone. He read it. Sarah watched his jaw tighten, that subtle line she had learned to recognize as the sign that something was costing him more than he let on. He typed something short, turned the screen, sent it. She only caught the word stop before the message disappeared.
He slipped the phone into his pocket.
Then he looked at Sarah and said, without preamble:
“She saw the story.”
Few words. No elaboration. But there was something in that, in the way he offered the information without her asking, without her even being able to ask… something that loosened the knot in her stomach by a millimeter.
He took her hand. Firmer this time, his fingers intertwining with hers as if he needed something tangible to hold onto.
Sarah didn’t ask anything more. But the name Jasmine lingered there, small and insistent, scratching at the back of her mind while the apartment around them grew too quiet.
Time began to move faster than she wanted.
Jobe had to go; meeting with the technician, therapy session, the pre-game rituals she was still learning to understand. He prepared with the efficiency of someone who did this every day, moving through the apartment with a calm certainty that she found hypnotic to watch.
At the door, he paused.
“Do you have everything?” he asked. “The Wi-Fi password is on the fridge. There’s food. You can-”
“I’ll be fine,” she said.
He looked at her. Then, slowly, he lifted his hands and cupped her face, his large, warm palms against her cheeks, his thumb brushing lightly along the corner of her mouth as if he needed to memorize the contour. He stayed like that for a moment, just looking, as if he were storing this version of her to take along.
Then he kissed her forehead.
Then her nose.
Then her lips. Slow, unhurried, in a way that was by no means casual.
“I'll see you at the match,” he murmured against her mouth.
“I'll be there,” she replied.
And she believed completely in what she was saying.
He left. The door closed with a soft, definitive sound.
Sarah stood in the same spot for a few seconds after the door shut, her fingers brushing her lips almost unconsciously, the apartment around her suddenly very quiet.
She tried not to think.
She tried for almost ten minutes. She lay on the sofa, staring at the ceiling, counting cracks that weren’t there, trying to turn the apartment’s silence into something comfortable. It didn’t work. The apartment smelled like him, carried his warmth, had the cups they had used still drying on the counter, and the name Jasmine lingered there, small and insistent, scratching at her mind.
She picked up her phone.
Just going to see who she is, she told herself. Just that.
The search started innocently. She typed Jobe’s name into X, looking for a clue, some context. The results were exactly what she expected: club posts, match analyses, transfer news. Pictures of him on the field with that closed-off expression she now knew wasn’t the whole of him. She scrolled. The results began to change tone.
She clicked on one fan thread. Then another. She ended up on an external forum without really noticing how she got there.
“anyone have info on Jobe’s girlfriend? has he ever been with normal people? he’s so private” “i think he dated that influencer a few months ago but never confirmed anything” “she has to be mixed race, comes from a family…” “he and his brother follow the same path and don’t get involved with normal people” “he never confirms anything, you’ll never know anything about his personal life”
Sarah stopped on the last one. Read it again. Never confirms anything. And she was there, in his apartment, with the key he had left on the counter without ceremony, with the photo he had posted without asking, with the I’m happy he had said to the circle of people who mattered to him.
She scrolled more.
Back to Twitter, this time on a well-informed fan account. The kind that compiled match dates, stats, club events with a dedication bordering on professional. And there, between one tactical analysis and another, was the post.
“reminder: Friday’s match will be special, Jobe’s birthday! the club will probably do something, stay tuned”
Sarah stopped.
She reread it.
Birthday.
She looked at the date in the corner of the screen. Looked back at the post. Did the math slowly, her heart already racing.
Today.
Jobe’s birthday was today. On the day of the match. And he hadn’t said anything. No mention, no hint, no moment when she could have asked. She had spent the whole morning with him, had slept on his shoulder in a café while he corrected her English sentences, and she didn’t know. Hadn’t even asked.
She started scrolling faster, trying to confirm, and then came the second blow: a reply in an older thread, from someone who clearly had contacts inside the club.
“from what I’ve heard, the family’s coming to Sunderland. could be a surprise party after the match, but it’s still a secret”
Sarah lowered her phone slowly.
Surprise party. Family. People close to him. The most she knew was his brother and his parents. A birthday would have more people who barely knew she existed. Or maybe they did now, after this morning’s story, after the two photos he had posted without ceremony as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
Confusion came first.
A strange suspended state, staring at the apartment ceiling, trying to organize the pieces. Jobe hadn’t mentioned it. The club knew. The family was coming. And she was going to show up at the match knowing nothing, having prepared nothing, not even able to say happy birthday at the right moment because she hadn’t even known the date until five minutes ago.
What kind of girlfriend doesn’t know her boyfriend’s birthday?
Then came the panic.
She sat on the bed, stomach churning, and started typing into Google with a sense of urgency she didn’t fully understand. What do you get a football player who probably has everything?
The results popped up: watches, perfumes, personalized items. She closed the tab, none of that was possible in Sunderland on a holiday Friday with just a few hours before the match. She opened another tab. Closed that one too.
She sat still with her phone in her hand for a moment.
Then she opened FaceTime and called Mia.
The video connected on the second ring, which meant Mia was at home, probably on the sofa with her laptop, probably in pajamas even though it was almost noon. Her face appeared on the screen, slightly confused, hair tied messily on top of her head.
“Sarah?” Mia blinked at the camera. “You okay? You’re at… the house…” She paused, tilting her head. “Wait. Where are you?”
“At Jobe’s apartment,” Sarah said in Portuguese, feeling the physical relief of being able to use her own language, not having to search for words, being able to speak fast. “Mia, I need help.”
“At the apartment…” Mia sat up straighter. “Okay. What happened?”
“Today is his birthday.”
Silence.
“And?” Mia asked cautiously.
“And I didn’t know.” Sarah ran a hand across her face. “I don’t know since when, I don’t know anything, I just found out from a fan’s Twitter search, Mia, on a forum, and apparently the whole family is coming today and there might be a surprise party after the match and I’m going to show up empty-handed knowing nothing and not being able to talk properly to anyone because my English…”
“Stop.” Mia raised a hand. “Breathe.”
Sarah breathed. Badly, but she breathed.
“Okay.” Mia was in problem-solving mode now; Sarah recognized that face. “First: are you sure it’s today?”
“The post said Friday. Today is Friday.”
“And he didn’t say anything?”
“Nothing.”
Mia made an expression Sarah couldn’t fully read. “Maybe he doesn’t want to do anything. Maybe it’s a normal birthday for him.”
“The family is coming, Mia.”
“Okay, fair point.” Mia bit her lip, thinking. “Gift. You need something. What’s near his apartment?”
Sarah stood and went to the window, looking down at the street below. Shops. Some open, most closed because of the holiday. Nothing that felt right, nothing that felt enough.
“Regular shops. Nothing special.”
“What do you know about him? Things he likes, things he’s mentioned.”
Sarah fell silent. She knew so much about him. The way he spoke slowly when he wanted her to understand, the way his jaw tensed when he was holding something back, the smell of the coat she’d returned in the morning. She knew he liked strong coffee and made scrambled eggs with surprising efficiency. She knew the dimple only appeared when the smile was real.
But what did he like to get as a gift? What made his eyes light up in a store?
“I don’t know,” she said, and the words felt heavier than they should.
Mia looked at her through the screen for a moment with that soft expression that came before honesty. “Sarah. How long have you been dating him?”
“Since yesterday.”
Silence.
“Since yesterday,” Mia repeated.
“Officially since yesterday.”
Mia closed her eyes for a second. When she opened them, there was something between relief and exasperation on her face. “You don’t have to know his birthday. You barely have to have a gift. You’ve been dating for less than twenty-four hours.”
Sarah knew Mia was right. The rational part of her knew it clearly.
The irrational part of her was staring at the apartment, at the cups on the counter, at the sunflower note still on the little table, at the key he had left without ceremony, and thinking that since yesterday wasn’t the whole story. The whole story was longer and more complicated, and she was going to show up at that match with his family there, and she wouldn’t know what to say in English, and she’d look exactly like the forum said she was without even knowing she existed there.
A normal girl.
“What if I show up there and seem like I don’t care?” she asked quietly.
Mia looked at her through the screen for a long moment.
“You showed up,” she said finally. “You’re here. You’re in his apartment in a city that’s not yours, in a country that’s not yours, with a language that isn’t fully yours yet.” A pause. “That already means something, Sarah.”
Sarah didn’t answer. She kept looking out the window at the shops below, her phone warming in her hand, her stomach still twisted but a little less than before.
She had no gift. No plan. No perfect words in English for the moment that was coming.
But she was there.
For now, that would have to be enough.
*
She needed to breathe. To focus on something concrete.
The phone was still warm in her hand, as if the entire afternoon were still stored inside it. The forum, the fan post, Mia’s voice saying you can do it! with that calm certainty Sarah had tried to carry down the stadium corridor, down the steps, to the seat that, she now realized, had belonged to someone else.
She exhaled slowly.
The pitch was green and bright under the lights. Somewhere down there, Jobe was playing, and she had seen it, had felt it at the exact moment it happened—the bad pass in the seventh minute. She had seen him nod afterward. She had seen his eyes find the stands for a second before returning to the game.
He knew something was off.
Next to her, Priya still smiled with that smile that gave nothing away.
The new one.
Sarah straightened her shoulders. Looked at the field. At his number among the other players, at the way he moved with that certainty that existed only here, at the version of him the whole world saw and that she now knew wasn’t the full version.
She had no gift. No right words in English for what was coming after the game. Didn’t know what to say to his family, to the people in his circle, to the woman beside her with the ambiguous smile and too much information.
But she was there.
And the match wasn’t over yet.
Sarah saw the family before they saw her.
Jobe’s father, Mark, was the first to hurry across the row, and when his eyes landed on her, the smile appeared even before he reached her. It was the same Manchester smile, the kind that filled the whole face and didn’t ask permission.
“There she is.” He opened his arms without ceremony, and Sarah let herself be hugged with that specific relief of finding familiar territory in the middle of a day that had already been too long. He was warm in the same way Jobe was warm, the same solidity, but without any of the reservations. “Good to see you, Sarah. You good? You finding everything okay?”
“Yes,” she replied, and this time the English didn’t falter. “Good to see you too.”
His mother arrived behind him, with that posture Sarah had learned to read in Manchester: it wasn’t coldness, it was measurement. She evaluated things before committing to them, and Sarah had realized that included people. The hug she gave was real but contained, her hands firm on Sarah’s shoulders for a second before letting go.
“Sarah.” The name on her lips sounded like an observation. Not bad. Just honest.
“Hi, Denise.” Sarah answered, leaving the rest in the air, because she had learned in Manchester that filling the silence with Jobe’s mother usually didn’t help.
‘‘You good? Been a while.’’
‘‘I’m good, thank you for asking. Hope you are too. It has been a while.’’
Jude appeared over his father’s shoulder with that lightness the brother carried more carefully. “Alright?” he said simply, and it was the kind of greeting that was already an answer.
The woman with dark hair accompanying him stayed a step behind. Sarah looked at her for a second, trying to find some entry point, a return smile, any opening. She found none of the three. She was watching the field with a very specific attention for someone whose boyfriend wasn’t on it, and didn’t glance at Sarah once.
Sarah decided not to try again.
The others who had come along greeted with the familiarity of someone who already knew who she was from the morning story but was still calibrating what that meant. Names she tried to remember and probably lost half of. Faces that smiled with that particular curiosity of someone piecing together a story.
Mark stayed by her side while everyone settled in, and there was something in that small, deliberate gesture that loosened the knot in her stomach a little. He didn’t have to stay. He chose to.
“He’s been good,” Mark said quietly, eyes on the field. He didn’t elaborate. But the tone said enough.
Sarah looked at the field too. At his number among the other players, at the way he moved with that certainty that existed only here.
“Yeah,” she replied. “He has.”
-
On the field, Jobe saw.
He saw his father arrive before everyone else, saw the hug, saw Sarah relax a fraction in that embrace the way she did when she found something familiar in the middle of the unfamiliar. He saw his mother right behind, contained as always, and saw Sarah leave the silence in the air without trying to fill it, which meant she had learned something in Manchester.
He saw Ashlyn turn her gaze to the field.
He registered it. Stored it. Closed it away.
The game continued, and he had ninety minutes to do what needed to be done here. The rest would wait until later, when he could actually see her face, when the entire stadium stopped existing and it was just the two of them again.
For now, he played.
But his eyes returned to the stands between plays, locating her among the family, measuring what he could see from here and what he would need to understand later.
She was standing. She was responding when someone spoke to her. Her father was by her side.
It was enough for now.
*
The final whistle blew, and the stadium erupted.
Sarah stood with everyone around her, the noise coming from all sides at once, and for a second she forgot the birthday, forgot Priya, forgot the whole morning, and just watched the field where Jobe was being hugged by his closest teammate, his head thrown back in a laugh she rarely saw but immediately recognized.
The goal had been in the second half. Fifty-eight minutes, a pass she had watched leave his foot with seemingly impossible precision, crossing the entire field to find his teammate in the right position, and the stadium had risen as if it were a single organism. Mark had shouted beside her with a satisfaction she felt in her chest. Even Denise had applauded more strongly than usual.
Sarah had applauded too, and it had been real.
Now the field was full of players and coaching staff and the kind of organized chaos that came with a win, and she stayed in place, waiting, watching Jobe greet the opponents with that quick formality of someone already thinking about the next move.
That’s when he looked toward the stands.
Their eyes met for the second time that afternoon, but this time it was different. This time he was smiling, not the big open smile of his father, but that small, genuine smile with the dimple on his cheek, the one that was just hers, and he pointed upward with a discreet gesture that said wait.
She waited.
-
The stadium corridors smelled of sweat and adrenaline and that specific kind of relief that comes after a win. Sarah stayed with the family while they waited, Mark telling some story about a game from years ago with the same energy of someone reliving it, and Denise listening with that expression Sarah was beginning to understand as affection disguised as patience.
Jude was on the phone, leaning against the wall. Ashlyn was beside him, looking at her own phone.
Sarah stayed close to her father.
When Jobe appeared down the corridor, still with wet hair from his quick shower, the club tracksuit replacing his uniform, his father was the first to go to him, with that hug of someone proud but who doesn’t need to say it out loud. They said something to each other, which caused both of them to laugh loudly. Denise came next, more contained, placing her hand on her son’s face for a second before letting go.
“Good game,” she said simply.
“Thanks, Mum.”
Jude gave a light punch to Jobe’s shoulder, which Jobe returned in kind, and then Jobe’s eyes found Sarah over his brother’s shoulder.
He approached slowly, as if he had all the time in the world, and stopped in front of her.
“You okay?” he asked quietly.
“Yes,” she replied, and this time it was true enough.
He looked at her for a second with that expression of someone measuring something he won’t ask about now, in the middle of the corridor, with the family around. Then he draped his arm over her shoulders with the same naturalness as when he had stopped in front of the shop window that morning.
“We’re going to stop by the apartment first,” he said, louder now, for everyone. “Meet you there in an hour.”
-
At the apartment, the silence was a physical relief.
Sarah stood in the middle of the living room for a moment, just breathing, letting the stadium noise fade away gradually. Jobe went straight to the bedroom, his voice reaching her as he changed clothes.
“You sure you’re okay?”
“I am.” She answered in Portuguese without realizing it, then corrected herself. “I’m okay. Just… a lot.”
“Yeah.” A pause. “It usually is.”
Sarah opened the suitcase she had left leaning against the wall since she arrived. She had packed a set of clothes that fit, something she had thrown in almost without thinking in Manchester, and now she was glad for that version of herself who had decided to be cautious. It wasn’t perfect for what was coming, but it was enough. More than what she was wearing.
She was changing when Jobe came back into the living room, already ready, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, watching her dig through the suitcase for her shoes.
“There’s something I should tell you,” he said.
Sarah looked up.
“Ashlyn.” He said the name with a very specific neutrality, the kind that cost something. “I don’t like her.”
Sarah was quiet for a second. “Okay.”
“Not trying to make things weird. Just…” he ran a hand over his face. “She’s not good for Jude. And she has a way of making people feel small without ever saying anything directly.” A pause. “I saw her at the stadium. With you.”
“She didn’t say anything.”
“That’s the thing,” he said. “She never does.”
Sarah looked at him for a moment. There was something in the way he had chosen to tell her before the party instead of after, in the way he had offered the information as if she deserved to be prepared, that reminded her of that morning with the name Jasmine on the screen.
She saw the story.
He always told her without her needing to ask.
“Thanks for telling me,” she said.
Sarah was folding the clothes she had taken off when she remembered. Not that she had really forgotten. The birthday had been there all day, pulsing in the background of everything, but the stadium, the family, Priyanka, and Ashlyn had piled on top, and she had left it for the right moment.
The right moment was now.
Jobe was in the bedroom changing when she went to the suitcase and pulled out the small item she had wrapped hastily at a pharmacy in the only paper she could find, pink with little stars, completely inappropriate and completely honest.
She stood in the doorway of the bedroom holding the package.
“Baby.”
He turned. Shirt halfway on, arms still in the sleeves, froze when he saw what she was holding.
“What’s that?”
“Parabéns,” she said first in Portuguese, because some things needed to come in the right language before the other. Then she breathed. “Happy birthday.”
He froze completely for a second. Then laughed. Not the polite laugh he used with the world, but that low, genuine laugh she had learned to recognize as fully his. The dimple appeared. His shoulders relaxed.
“How did you know?” he asked.
“X.” She said simply.
He laughed again, running a hand over his face. “Of course.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” She tilted her head. Not an accusation. Just the question that had been waiting all day to be asked.
He considered it for a second with that honesty she had learned to expect from him.
“I don’t know,” he said finally. “I just… didn’t think about it. It’s just a birthday.”
“It’s not just a birthday.”
“It is, though.” He crossed the room to her, eyes on the pink, starry package.
“What is this?”
“Open it.”
He took it carefully, which she found funny given its size, and opened it slowly. The pink paper fell to the floor between them. He looked at the item in his hand for a moment.
It was a small Darth Vader figure, the kind that fit in the palm of a hand, found in a novelty shop three streets from the apartment, miraculously open on a holiday. It wasn’t expensive. Not particularly rare. But it was Star Wars, the movie they had watched together that night in Manchester before everything changed, before that invisible line between them finally crossed.
Jobe looked at the figure for a moment far too long to be casual.
“Sarah.” His voice was different. Lower.
“I know it’s small,” she began. “I didn’t have much time and everything was closed and I found this and I thought-”
“It’s perfect.” He said, and the tone left no room for her to disagree.
She closed her mouth.
He lifted his eyes from the figure to her, and there was something in that expression she couldn’t fully name but felt in her chest in a way that had no translation in either language.
“Thank you,” he said. Simple. No elaboration. The way he said the things that truly mattered.
She nodded, feeling her face heat up, and went to grab her coat to leave before it became even more obvious how much that small pink-and-starry moment had cost her.
His hand arrived first.
Not on the coat. On her wrist. Light, just enough to make her pause, to make her turn.
Jobe stood in the middle of the bedroom with the Darth Vader figure still on the little table behind him and that expression she had learned to recognize as him making a decision. There was no rush in it. There was certainty.
“We have time,” he said.
She looked at him. “The party-”
“We have time,” he repeated, quieter this time.
She didn’t reach for her coat.
He crossed the room slowly, without urgency, as if he knew she wasn’t going anywhere, and when he got close enough for her to feel his warmth, he stayed like that for a moment, just looking, those dark eyes like melted chocolate that she had learned not to stare into for too long without losing her train of thought.
His hand rose from her wrist to her face, his thumb brushing her cheek with a delicacy that didn’t match the size of his hands but was completely him.
“Happy birthday to me,” he murmured, and she laughed before she could hold it back.
The laugh died when he kissed her.
It wasn’t the goodbye kiss from the morning, slow and unhurried. It was different. It carried the whole day inside it: the game, the goal, the stadium corridor, the pink-and-starry figure, the name Jasmine, Ashlyn turning her face, the father saying good things, all good things with that smile that filled his entire face. It held everything that had gone unsaid since the door had closed that morning.
She put her hands on his chest. Felt his heart racing beneath the shirt, which surprised her, because Jobe always seemed so contained, so in control.
“We’re going to be late,” she said against his mouth, without making any move to pull away.
“I know.” He didn’t pull away either.
The coat fell to the floor at some point she couldn’t pinpoint.
*
The apartment was quiet in that way it only gets after something changes.
Sarah lay there for a moment, the apartment ceiling above her, her breathing returning to normal, the whole day weighing differently now. Lighter. More real.
Jobe was beside her, his arm under her head, looking at the same ceiling.
The silence was comfortable. The kind of silence that didn’t need to be filled.
But Jobe had taken down his barriers.
She was the first to speak.
“Ashlyn.” She said the name carefully, testing its weight. “At the stadium. She didn’t say anything, but…”
“I know,” he said.
“Is it always like that?”
“Yeah.” A pause. “She's been like that since Jude brought her around. Never says anything. Just… makes you feel like you’re in the wrong room.”
Sarah stayed quiet for a second. “It worked.”
He turned his head to her. “What?”
“It worked.” She repeated. “For a moment, I felt it. That I was in the wrong place.” She looked at the ceiling. “And then Priya talked about the seat I was in.”
Jobe stayed still.
“That it was someone else’s seat, something about me being the new one,” she continued, her voice calmer than she expected. “That she always sat there.”
He exhaled slowly through his nose. “Priya talks too much.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.” He didn’t hesitate. “But it doesn’t matter.”
“It mattered to me.”
He turned toward her, propping his elbow on the pillow to look at her face.
“Sarah.” His voice was low, direct, without detours. “It’s past. All of that is past. I didn’t let many people in there, didn’t let many people close.” A pause. “She knew that and used it when she could.”
“Priya?”
“Jasmine.” He said. “Priya just repeated it without understanding the weight.” His eyes met hers. “That seat is just a seat, Sarah. You’re the first person I actually want there.”
She looked at him for a long moment.
“Okay,” she said finally.
“Okay?” he repeated, in that tone asking whether it was a real okay or a survival okay.
“Real okay,” she said, answering the question he hadn’t asked aloud.
The small smile appeared. The dimple too.
They stayed silent for a while longer, then Jobe stood first, holding out his hand to her. She took it. They got ready slowly, the movements unhurried and domestic, her fixing her hair in front of the mirror while he looked for his shoes, both occupying the same space with the ease of people who had done this before.
When she returned to the bedroom already ready, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, looking at the Darth Vader figure on the little table with an expression she couldn’t fully name.
He lifted his gaze when she entered.
Then he grabbed her arm without ceremony, until she was sitting on his lap, her back against his chest, both ready to go somewhere neither of them was in a hurry to reach.
“Better?” he asked near her ear.
She looked around the room. At the Darth Vader figure on the table. At the coat on the floor that neither of them had picked up yet.
“Better,” she confirmed.
He stayed like that for a moment, his chin almost resting on her head, arms around her with that solidity she had learned to recognize as completely his.
Then: “We should go.”
“We should,” she agreed.
Neither of them moved for another thirty seconds.
-
The party was in a private restaurant, the kind of place that didn’t need to try to look expensive because it simply was. Sarah noticed it as soon as they entered, from the way people were dressed, the low deliberate lighting, the long tables with arrangements someone had clearly thought through carefully.
She paused for a second at the entrance, calibrating.
Jobe felt it. She hadn’t said anything, hadn’t changed her pace, but he felt it the same way he had in the stands, that instinct that had no name.
“You look good,” he said softly, near her ear.
“You’re just saying that-”
“I don’t just say things.”
She knew it was true. She took a breath. They went in.
They arrived at the party forty minutes late.
Jobe’s father saw them enter and opened that full-face smile without saying a word, which, Sarah discovered, was infinitely worse than if he had said anything at all.
Jobe ran a hand over his face, trying to hide that he was smiling.
She looked up at the ceiling.
Mark found them almost immediately, holding a glass and radiating that natural-energy vibe. “There they are.” He opened the smile that filled his whole face. “Birthday boy finally arrived.”
“Dad.” Jobe said in that tone that was half warning, half affection.
“What? It’s your birthday. I’m allowed.”
Denise was at a table with a few acquaintances, impeccable posture, the glass held with that precision Sarah had noticed in Manchester. She looked at the two as they arrived, her eyes passing over Sarah with that calm assessment that still revealed nothing.
Jude was on the other side of the restaurant. Ashlyn next to him, her hand on his arm, looking toward the entrance as Jobe and Sarah came in.
Ashlyn’s eyes landed on Sarah for a second.
Afterwards, they left.
Jobe kept her by his side during the first hour, moving through the restaurant with the ease of someone who knows everyone, stopping here and there, introducing her with a naturalness that made no ceremony necessary.
“This is Sarah.” Simple. No elaboration, no title, no qualification. Just the name, said with a firmness that said enough about what she was to him.
She shook hands. Smiled. Answered questions in English with the vocabulary she had, and sometimes with the vocabulary she didn’t have but improvised. Some people spoke slowly when they noticed, which she silently appreciated. Others didn’t notice, and she learned to smile and nod at the right moment.
Mark appeared beside her periodically, like a watchful sentinel, and she realized it wasn’t accidental.
Jude passed by once, stopped to chat, asked about Manchester with that lightness that made everything easier. Ashlyn stayed two steps away during the entire conversation, eyes on her phone, and when Jude said goodbye and returned to the table, Ashlyn followed without a word.
Sarah said nothing.
Jobe, at her side, said nothing either.
But his hand found hers for a second, fingers pressing briefly before letting go, and she understood that it was enough.
It was toward the end of the night that Priya appeared.
Sarah recognized her before she even got close, the club scarf replaced by a dress that confirmed she knew exactly where she was and what she was doing. The smile was the same, that smile that gave nothing away.
“Happy birthday,” she said to Jobe, her eyes passing over Sarah with a curiosity she didn’t bother to fully hide. “Good game tonight.”
“Thanks, Priya.”
“Your assist was something.” She tilted her head. “How long have you two been together?”
The question came without warning, direct, the kind that left no room to dodge. Sarah felt her stomach tighten in an old reflex, expecting hesitation, expecting a vague answer, expecting the she’s a friend or we’ve been hanging out that turned everything into nothing.
Jobe didn’t hesitate.
“She’s my girlfriend,” he said. Simple. With the same firmness he had used saying this is Sarah to everyone that night, the same firmness he had used saying you’re my girlfriend that morning in the bedroom, slowly, to make sure she understood every word.
Priya looked at Sarah for a second.
Then she smiled, and this time Sarah could read the smile. It was real.
“Good,” Priya said. Just that. Then she turned to greet someone else and left.
Sarah watched the space where she had been for a moment.
Jobe was beside her, his arm brushing hers, looking around the party with that quiet expression she had learned to recognize as him being completely present.
“Okay?” he asked without looking at her.
“Yeah,” she replied.
And it was true.
-
The party was at the right rhythm when Sarah’s phone started buzzing.
A notification. She ignored it.
Two. Three. She frowned and pulled the phone from her pocket.
She didn’t recognize the first profile that had tagged her. Nor the second. Nor the third. They were all different, all unknown, all sending the same thing.
A photo from Jobe’s private story. The one at the café, her head on his shoulder, the gray Sunderland light spilling through the window, only her looking at the camera. The photo he had posted for his mother, for his brother, for the people he trusted.
Now it was everywhere.
The comments were already in the hundreds. Someone had connected the dots quickly: the kind of detective work fans did with frightening efficiency. The photo she had posted at the Sunderland match months ago, where he appeared celebrating the goal, though not the focus, was enough for anyone who knew where to look. His comments on her Instagram, that linda demais in Portuguese she had reread more times than she would admit aloud, now had hundreds of responses from people who weren’t her.
wait he commented in portuguese??? LINDA DEMAIS??? he called her ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL??? jobe doesn't comment on anyone's photos i'm going to be sick who IS she someone find her
Someone had already found her. The tags came in succession, profiles she had never seen in her life invading an account with only a few photos from Manchester, a few from Brazil, nothing that begged for that kind of attention.
It didn’t matter. They were there anyway.
she was at the match she's brazilian? he posted her on his private and someone leaked it i'm-
She stared at the screen for a moment she couldn’t measure.
Then she looked up at Jobe across the room, laughing at something someone had said, completely unaware, phone in pocket, that the circle he had built with such care had been breached from the inside.
And she was in the middle of it without having asked to be.
The phone buzzed again in her hand. And again. And again.
She didn’t hear Jobe approach.
She only noticed when the party noise receded slightly, when his presence arrived close enough for her to feel the warmth before the touch. His hand rested lightly on the small of her back, the discreet touch of someone checking in without ceremony.
“Hey.” His voice came low, near her ear. “What’s wrong?”
She lifted her eyes from the phone.
He was looking at her with that expression: not the player, not the birthday boy, not the mask he wore for the world. The apartment expression. The morning. The café with the gray light. The expression of someone who had learned to read her before words.
She turned the phone toward him.
He froze for a second. Eyes scanning the screen, the comments, the tags, the photo that had left his private circle without permission. His jaw tensed in that subtle way she knew so well by now.
Mas a mão dele nas costas dela não se moveu.
“Okay,” he said finally, voice completely calm, the kind of calm that cost something. “I’ll handle it.”
“Jobe-”
“I’ll handle it.” He repeated, eyes locking on hers. Firm. Present. “You okay?”
She looked at him for a moment.
The phone continued buzzing in her hand.
“I don’t know yet,” she said honestly.
He nodded, as if that were the right answer, and the hand on her back pressed lightly before letting go.
Then he pulled his own phone from his pocket, glanced at the screen with that closed expression she had learned to recognize as him making a decision, and pocketed it again.
His eyes found hers.
“You asked me to be careful,” he said, voice low, with something in it she hadn’t heard before. Not exactly guilt. Closer to weight. “Someone in my circle did this. That’s on me.”
“Jobe-”
“I know what you’re thinking,” he said, tone leaving no room for her to pretend she wasn’t. “The age. What people are going to say.”
She didn’t respond, which was an answer in itself.
He looked at her for a moment. Then, with that certainty that was completely his, without hedging, without softening:
“I never cared about that. Not once.” A small pause. “That’s yours. Not mine.”
She felt something loosen in her chest that had been tight all day.
“When they find out,” he continued, “they’ll get the confirmation from me. On my terms.” His eyes never left hers. “But I need to know you’re okay with that. With all of it.”
Her phone buzzed in her hand.
She looked at him.
For the twenty-year-old who sometimes felt older and sometimes felt exactly that. For the player the whole world thought it knew, who didn’t let anyone see how he spoke slowly when he wanted to make sure she understood, how he helped her with her English lessons, how he made his world perfect for her.
For the man who didn’t let anyone get close, and had let her.
There were nearly eight years between them, and a whole ocean of language, culture, and context. None of that had mattered on the first night in Sunderland, at the Manchester match, or in the apartment with the Darth Vader figure wrapped in pink star-patterned paper. It had mattered to her, silently, in the hours she spent alone with her thoughts, the forum open on her phone, and the questions she didn’t know how to ask in English.
But to him, it had never mattered. Not once.
And there was something in that she was still learning to receive.
“Okay,” she said finally. “I trust you.”
He didn’t respond with words. He tilted his head, slowly, and kissed her. It wasn’t long. It was firm, present, the kind of kiss that said I’m here without a single word.
When he pulled back, his lips lingered near hers for a second before he spoke, voice low enough to be completely hers alone.
“Trust me. I’ll handle it.” A pause, and then the small smile appeared.. the dimple and all. “But good that they know you’re mine.”
Her phone buzzed again in her hand.
And this time, she didn’t look.
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✧༚ ˎˊ ˗ sumary: Jobe and Sarah finally give in to the attraction that consumes them. Amidst intense touches and unspoken promises, the chemistry between them reaches its peak, but the impending farewell leaves a taste of uncertainty.
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Sarah had never planned to fall in love during her exchange program. She had always been picky and cautious when it came to relationships. She had no interest in "raising boys," especially getting involved with someone who might be younger.
But Jobe... he was nothing like the people she had met before.
The dilemma of being in your twenties is that you could – potentially – get involved with someone younger or someone older. There's always this inner conflict about what you actually want in a relationship – whether you want to deal with someone still figuring out how to handle life or someone who's already focused on financial success, because after thirty, building stability becomes a priority.
For the Brazilian, these questions had started to surface more and more each day. She was determined to stick to her original goals, trying to fully focus on her studies, but somehow she found herself more and more drawn to someone who was constantly stealing her attention.
Sometimes she would catch herself just staring at him, thinking, "How did this even happen?"One look into his eyes and Sarah was completely lost. It was hard not to fall into temptation, hard not to crave being closer every day. She hoped she wasn’t rushing things, but there was something she simply couldn’t put into words. She had never met anyone like him before.
The distance between them was challenging, but somehow, they were making it work. Their daily video calls had quickly become Sarah’s favorite part of the day.
Their communication was getting better and better. Sarah’s English classes were paying off, even with all those impossible phrasal verbs he loved to use. And she had taught him a few words in Portuguese too. It was adorable how he tried to say "saudade" – equally cute and hilarious. Jobe loved saying "meu bem" and "linda demais" whenever he thought she wasn't paying attention.
And it had only been two weeks since that first call that brought them back into each other's lives.
Some people around Sarah had already noticed how distracted and unavailable she seemed; her free time was now filled with calls that somehow made the distance feel shorter. They hadn’t met again in person yet, but it didn’t matter. Some of her friends had even spotted the Sunderland shirt she got after the match and asked questions, but Sarah kept it low-key, just like they had agreed. Some things were meant to stay just between the two of them – even though she was dying to share everything with the world.
To her, he was simply Jobe. But to the world, he was still Jobe Bellingham.
Sarah remembered when she used to say she didn’t want to fall in love, didn’t trust anyone anymore, didn’t want to care too much ever again. But Jobe had changed all of that. And day by day, she was letting herself fall even harder.
The Uber weaved through the streets of Manchester while Sarah nervously tapped her fingers against her bag. The improvised lie from the night before weighed heavily on her conscience. She had sent Jobe a message saying that an unexpected issue with her course was preventing her from going to the match. She could still picture his reply — short, polite, but carrying a hint of disappointment he had tried to hide.
Her surprise had almost been ruined when she arrived at the hotel where she would be staying and ran into a few members of Sunderland’s staff at the reception. For a few seconds, her heart skipped a beat as she quickly scanned the lobby for any sign of Jobe. But it was just some staff members. She had been so close — Jobe and the other players had walked through the lobby just minutes later, coming back from their training session at the stadium.
Luckily, Sarah was already on her way to her room.
Her own foolishness had almost ruined the moment she had carefully planned for so long. If she had just asked Jobe where they would be staying, there wouldn’t have been any close calls.
But she learned her lesson.
The stadium was already visible in the distance when she picked up her phone and dialed his number. It had to be a quick call. Sarah took a deep breath, trying to steady her racing heart. Three rings, and he answered.
"Hey!" she said, smiling the moment she heard his breathing on the other end. "I just wanted... to wish you good luck..."
She could feel the surprise in his voice, that slight pause of someone who hadn’t expected the call. Jobe said something about getting ready to step onto the pitch, but she caught the lighter tone, as if her call had softened the disappointment he had tried to hide about her supposed absence.
"Are you getting another call?" she asked when she heard another ringtone in the background.
"Yeah, it’s Jude. I need to answer."
"Go ahead. I'll be cheering for you from here. Don’t forget my goal!" she teased.
The driver announced their arrival at the stadium. Sarah zipped her jacket up to her neck, feeling the fabric of the new, autographed Sunderland jersey she wore underneath—a gift Jobe had sent her the previous week. Across her back, his name and number were printed, making her heart race in ways she still couldn't quite explain.
With hesitant steps, she made her way toward the VIP entrance, where players' families gathered. Everything still felt overwhelming; Sarah had been nervous ever since she picked up the ticket earlier that morning—managing to do so discreetly, without Jobe finding out.
The security guard checked her name on the list and gestured for her to move down the hallway. Suddenly, the full weight of her impulsive decision hit her: she was about to watch a match in the section usually reserved for the players' families.
An attendant guided her toward her seat, and Sarah found herself impressed by it all. For a second division team, today's stadium was seriously impressive.
When she entered the reserved box, Sarah froze. The first pair of eyes she met belonged to a middle-aged man whose features were unmistakably familiar—the same eyebrows, the same posture.
Mark Bellingham studied her for a few seconds before a spark of recognition lit up his face.
"You must be Sarah," he said, approaching with a warm smile that didn’t quite match the stern image she had built in her mind based on the few photos she had seen. "Jobe’s going to be... well, ‘surprised’ doesn’t even begin to cover it."
"I-I... yes, I am... It's such a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Bellingham," she stammered, suddenly feeling like all the English words she had learned had fled from her mind. "Sorry for not... telling you I was coming."
"Mark, please," he corrected kindly. "Come on, let me introduce you to everyone."
Everyone?
A man sitting with his leg stretched out over one of the seats turned when he heard the conversation. Sarah recognized him immediately from magazines and match broadcasts: Bellingham.
Jude Bellingham, Jobe’s older brother, Real Madrid star — currently sidelined with an injury — was right there in front of her. Beside him, an elegant woman with piercing eyes observed Sarah with an expression she couldn't quite read.
"So you're the famous Sarah," Jude said with a wide grin, reaching out his hand. "Finally meeting the person who has my brother checking his phone every five minutes."
Sarah felt embarrassment flood every part of her body as she accepted his handshake.
"Nice to meet you... sorry for showing up... without warning," she managed, her voice barely steady.
"Don’t apologize," Jude laughed. "He’s going to love the surprise."
When Sarah turned to greet Denise, the boys’ mother, a wave of nerves hit her. The woman’s gaze was intense, assessing, and for a moment Sarah was certain she had made a terrible mistake by coming unannounced.
"Sarah," Denise said simply, extending her hand with graceful poise. "Jobe mentioned you wouldn’t be coming."
"It was... uh... a last-minute change of plans," Sarah explained, struggling to find the right words in English. "I hope I'm not... intruding. It was supposed to be... a surprise."
Something in Denise’s expression softened, almost imperceptibly.
"Anyone who makes my son smile the way you do is more than welcome."
The tension in Sarah’s shoulders eased just a little. Jude pulled out an empty chair beside him and patted the seat.
"Come, sit here. I want to hear all about how you manage to put up with my brother."
The comment earned a nervous laugh from Sarah, and Jude seemed to pick up on her discomfort. With an easy charm, he began sharing embarrassing childhood stories about him and Jobe, speaking slowly and clearly so she could follow, occasionally repeating himself when he noticed her confusion.
The teams entered the pitch for the warm-up, and Sarah’s heart leapt when she spotted Jobe among the players. He looked focused, completely unaware of the surprise waiting for him in the family box.
"He hasn’t looked this way yet," Mark commented, as if reading her thoughts. "He’s always been like that. When he's on the pitch, the whole world disappears."
***
The stadium buzzed with the energy of 20,000 people gathered for the decisive match. Jobe adjusted his number 7 shirt and took a deep breath, feeling adrenaline rush through his veins, just like it always did before a big game. But today, there was something different. A restlessness he couldn't quite name.
His gaze swept across the crowd until it landed on a specific spot — the VIP box where players' families usually sat. His parents were there, Mark and Denise, chatting with Jude. And next to them... She.
Sarah wasn’t supposed to be there. She hadn’t mentioned anything about coming. But there she was, with her unmistakable golden curls and a smile that seemed to light up the whole stadium.
Sarah laughed at something Mark said, and for a brief moment, she opened her jacket, revealing the team shirt underneath — the very same one Jobe had autographed and sent to Manchester just a few days ago. The one she had told him she kept tucked away every night like a special gift. The thought made something flip inside his stomach.
When Sarah noticed Jobe staring, she gave him a discreet wave, her smile growing wider.
He felt warmth spread through his chest. Quickly, he tore his gaze away, forcing his focus back onto the field. He couldn’t get distracted. Not today. Not by her.
"Focus, Jobe," he muttered under his breath, adjusting his shorts.
Chris approached, giving his shoulder a firm pat.
"Would you look at that — the Brazilian actually showed up."
Jobe tried to keep his face neutral, but the weight on his shoulders grew heavier.
"Didn’t think she would."
"And I couldn’t take one more minute of you moping around after almost scaring her off with all that commitment-phobia of yours," Chris laughed. "Good thing Eliezer and I knocked some sense into you. Must be the first girl who’s ever made you this nervous."
"I'm not nervous," Jobe replied automatically, though he knew it was a lie.
"Sure," Chris said, shaking his head, amused. "One day, someone was bound to break through all those walls, mate. Just didn’t expect it to be an older woman with that look — like she knows exactly what she wants."
Before Jobe could respond, the whistle blew, calling the teams onto the field. He took a deep breath, pushing all thoughts of Sarah to a far corner of his mind. It was game time. His territory — the place where he knew exactly who he was and what he had to do.
The match kicked off at a fierce pace, just as expected. Jobe threw himself into the game with the iron discipline that defined him on the pitch. For forty straight minutes, he maintained laser-sharp focus, organizing plays in midfield, contributing both in defense and attack. The scoreboard remained 0–0, a reflection of the tension and balance between the two teams.
It was during a stoppage — an opponent down, receiving treatment — that his focus betrayed him. Almost instinctively, his eyes searched for Sarah in the VIP box. She was standing, chatting with his mother, Denise. Something about the sight — Sarah talking to his family like she already belonged — made his heart race.
What were they talking about?
Was Sarah nervous?
He could hear her Brazilian accent in his mind, the slight stumble over words when she got anxious.
Was his mother being kind to her?
"Earth to Jobe!" The coach’s voice snapped him back to reality. "I’ve been talking to you for a minute now! What’s going on? I’ve never seen you this distracted."
"Sorry, coach. It won’t happen again."
The coach studied him for a moment before continuing with the tactical instructions. Jobe nodded mechanically, his eyes trained on the coach’s face, but his thoughts drifting elsewhere.
When the game resumed, Jobe forced himself to focus solely on the ball and the movements of the opponents. It worked, for a while. Until, fifteen minutes into the second half, a perfect opportunity arose. He stole the ball in midfield, dribbled past two defenders, and seeing open space ahead, advanced decisively towards the goal. At the edge of the box, with surgical precision, he shot towards the lower right corner, leaving the goalkeeper with no chance.
The stadium erupted in celebration as Jobe ran, arms wide open, toward the sidelines. Amid the euphoria, his teammates jumped on him, celebrating the goal. When he finally managed to break free from the group hug, Jobe did something he had never done before — he turned towards the VIP box and pointed directly at Sarah.
It was an impulsive gesture, completely out of character for his usually reserved nature, but at that moment, it felt like the most natural thing in the world. From a distance, he saw Sarah’s face light up in a radiant smile as she covered her face shyly. Beside her, Jude elbowed their father, pointing and apparently making some comment that made Mark laugh and shake his head.
"Wow, the ice man finally melted!" Eliezer joked, passing by as they headed back to their positions. "Never thought I'd see the day Jobe 'I-don’t-get-attached' Bellingham would dedicate a goal to someone."
Chris joined in the teasing: "The Brazilian must have magic powers! We need to thank her later."
Jobe just smiled, for the first time not caring about the teasing from his friends. The feeling of having scored a goal and openly dedicating it to Sarah was strangely freeing.
The rest of the game was a showcase of his talent on the field. As if freed from a weight he hadn’t even realized he was carrying, Jobe played with a fluidity and creativity that drew applause from the crowd. In the thirty-eighth minute of the second half, he assisted the second goal, sealing the 2–0 victory.
When the final whistle blew, Jobe felt a mix of euphoria from the win and anxiety about what was to come. He knew that, unlike other times, he couldn't simply avoid Sarah. Not after that public gesture. Not after seeing her talking with his parents.
In the locker room, he tried to focus on the team’s celebrations and the quick interviews with journalists. But his mind kept returning to the image of Sarah in the VIP box, wearing his autographed jersey, flashing that smile that seemed made just for him.
"Go on, man," said Eliezer, giving him a friendly push as they finally left the locker room. "Your Brazilian is waiting. And from what Chris told me, your parents are practically ready to adopt her."
"What?" Jobe frowned. "What do you mean?"
"Let’s just say that while you were busy here, your brother was introducing her to everyone as your girlfriend," Chris explained with a mischievous smile. "Apparently, your dad’s already in love with her accent."
Jobe felt a wave of panic. Introducing Sarah as his girlfriend? They hadn’t even kissed yet! What was Jude thinking?
"Relax," Eliezer said, patting his shoulder when he noticed Jobe’s expression. "From what I heard, people just insisted on meeting her after seeing you dedicate the goal."
"What the hell?" Jobe couldn’t hide his confusion.
"So, Mrs. Bellingham got curious to meet the woman who finally conquered her son’s shielded heart," Chris added, amusement all over his face.
"We’re not… it’s not like…" Jobe began, then stopped, not knowing how to define what he and Sarah were to each other.
"Just go," Chris said again, more softly this time. "We all saw the way you look at her. And how she looks at you. Stop fighting it."
With those words echoing in his mind, Jobe walked toward the area where he knew his family — and Sarah — were waiting. With each step, he felt his heart beat harder. It was ridiculous, he thought. He was a professional athlete who regularly performed in front of thousands of people, but the thought of seeing one woman had him panicking.
But it wasn’t just any woman. It was Sarah.
With her golden curls, her musical accent when she spoke English, the way she tilted her head when listening to him with full attention, as if every word he said mattered. Sarah, who somehow managed to see through the walls he had spent years building around himself.
When he finally spotted them in the VIP lounge, Jobe paused for a moment to watch them. His father had his arm draped over Jude’s shoulders, while his mother chatted animatedly with Sarah, who gestured as she spoke, her curls bouncing with the movement. Even from a distance, Jobe could see the tension in her shoulders, the way she tried a little harder to pronounce the words correctly — all signs that she was nervous but determined to make a good impression.
The thought that she was trying so hard for him made something tighten in his chest.
"There’s the star of the game!" his father exclaimed as he saw him approaching.
Everyone turned. Sarah’s smile, when her eyes met his, was a mixture of relief and happiness that made Jobe momentarily forget all his reservations. He greeted his father first, then his brother and mother, exchanging a few words with each of them.
And then, finally, his eyes found Sarah’s again. Jobe couldn’t quite tell what she was feeling, but Sarah focused on her own breathing as she felt her legs tremble slightly as he came closer.
"You came," he said simply, his voice low enough that only she could hear it.
"Surprise," Sarah replied, feeling her English falter once again.
"It really is a surprise. I thought you wouldn’t come!"
"I lied, forgive me," Sarah laughed, biting her lip with a smile.
"Why are you hiding the jersey?" he asked, noticing her zipped-up jacket.
Sarah squinted, making Jobe smile openly, his dimple showing. The gesture made her smile slowly, and feeling all of his family's eyes on her, Sarah opened her jacket, revealing the Sunderland jersey.
Jobe’s eyes immediately darted to a special spot. The dedication: With love, to England’s sunshine. JB 7
The smile that spread across Jobe’s face was unlike any she had ever seen before. There was pride, surprise, and something deeper she couldn’t name.
"It looks better on you than on me," he commented, running his fingers lightly over the fabric, a gesture that sent shivers down Sarah’s spine.
Jobe then turned his attention back to his family.
"Son, what an incredible game! And that moment! I never thought I’d see you do something like that."
"Yeah, little bro, you really surprised us today," Jude added with a mischievous grin. "I barely recognized my usually reserved brother making public declarations."
"It wasn’t a declaration," Jobe protested, flashing a nervous smile, as if trying to hide his embarrassment.
"It was beautiful," Sarah’s soft voice interrupted, her Brazilian accent more pronounced due to her nerves. "No one... has ever done something like that for me before."
Their eyes locked, and for a moment it felt like they were alone in the crowded lobby. Jobe could see every nuance of emotion on her face — the nervousness about being around his family, the insecurity about her English, the genuine happiness at seeing him, the anticipation of what would come next.
"Sarah was just telling us how you gave her that jersey at the first game she attended," his mother commented, bringing Jobe back to reality. "I thought it was such a sweet gesture."
"And she didn’t mention that she sleeps with the jersey every night?" Jude teased, earning a deadly glare from Sarah, whose hands grew sweaty at the revelation.
"I don’t... it’s not exac–" she began to protest, stumbling over her words.
"It’s okay," Jobe interrupted gently, stepping closer to her. "Jude’s just trying to embarrass you. It’s what he does best."
His brother feigned outrage, but his eyes betrayed his amusement. "I'm just helping you two move past this weird dance you’ve been doing for a while now."
"Son, we invited Sarah to have dinner with us tonight," his father interjected, saving them from more teasing. "Do you mind? We thought it would be nice to get to know her better."
The question caught Jobe off guard. A family dinner? With Sarah? It was a big step, especially considering they hadn’t even defined what they were to each other yet. But when he looked at her and saw the mix of hope and apprehension in her eyes, he realized the idea didn’t scare him as much as it should.
"Of course," he answered, surprising himself with how natural it sounded. "If Sarah’s comfortable with it."
"I’d love to," she replied, a shy smile playing on her lips.
"Great," his mother beamed. "We’re heading to the restaurant at your hotel. We already arranged for you to skip the team dinner, so we’ll go with Jude. You can go with Sarah and meet us there?"
Jobe nodded, recognizing his mother’s transparent maneuver to give them a moment alone. "We’ll see you there, then."
As his parents and Jude walked away, promising to meet them at the hotel, Jobe finally found himself alone with Sarah. The silence between them was charged with anticipation.
"You played so well," she finally said, her voice soft. "That goal was amazing."
"Thank you for coming, meu bem," he replied, taking a step closer to her. "I wasn’t sure you’d be here."
Sarah couldn’t hide her smile at hearing Jobe use the Portuguese nickname she had taught him with such delight.
"I just bet it would be cool," she explained. "I thought you’d like to see me cheering for you." She hesitated, biting her lower lip. "I’m sorry about your parents... I didn’t plan on meeting them like this, it all happened so fast and..."
"It’s okay," Jobe interrupted her softly. "They seem to like you."
"Your mom is very kind," Sarah smiled, relaxing a little. "But I’m nervous about my English with them... sometimes I can’t find the right words and..."
Seeing her anxiety build, Jobe did something he had been wanting to do since he first saw her in the box. He closed the final distance between them and pulled her into a hug. He felt her body stiffen in surprise for a second before she relaxed against him, her arms wrapping around his waist.
Leaning down slightly, Jobe buried his face in the curve of her neck, breathing her in deeply. Her scent — a mix of some floral perfume and something uniquely Sarah — wrapped around him like a warm blanket on a cold day. It was comforting and thrilling at the same time.
"Your English is perfect," he murmured against her skin, feeling her shiver slightly. "And my parents already adore you. Just like..." he stopped, the words catching in his throat. He wasn’t ready to say it out loud yet.
Sarah pulled back just enough to look into his eyes, their faces inches apart. "Just like...?" she encouraged, a hopeful gleam in her eyes.
Jobe swallowed hard, feeling another barrier inside him crumble. "Just like I'm starting to adore you," he finished, his voice low, almost a whisper.
The smile that lit up her face was like a sunrise — gradual, warm, and utterly breathtaking. A different Sarah appeared before him, lighter and unburdened.
"It took you a while to admit that, English boy," she teased, her hand reaching up to gently touch his face, making his heart skip a beat.
"I'm afraid," he admitted, the words slipping out before he could stop them. "Of how you make me feel. Of how you seem to see through all my defenses."
Sarah nodded, understanding. "I know. And I'm not in a hurry." Her fingers traced the line of his jaw.
He smiled, a genuine smile that he rarely showed anyone. "This shirt really looks much better on you," Jobe commented, unable to take his eyes off Sarah. "Way too beautiful!"
"You need to stop making me blush, British boy. You know I can still return it... if you want," Sarah replied, playfully.
"Don't take it off again," Jobe said, surprising himself. "It really suits you."
Sarah took a step forward, closing the distance between them. "You know, Jobe, for someone so skilled on the field, you're terribly hesitant off of it."
The comment caught him by surprise. "What do you mean?"
"I mean that you look at me like I'm both something you desperately want and something that terrifies you. Beyond what we feel." She tilted her head, studying him. "Am I wrong?"
Her honesty left him momentarily speechless. It was exactly how he felt, but he never expected her to notice it so clearly.
"I..." he started, but stopped, unsure of how to continue.
Sarah smiled, understanding. "It's okay. You don't have to explain. I just want you to know that I'm really not in a rush." She reached for his hand, intertwining their fingers again. "And I'm not as scary as I seem."
Her touch was warm, real, anchored in the present moment. Jobe felt another barrier tremble, like an old wall finally giving way to time.
"Shall we go? My parents are going to start imagining things if we take too long."
"Oh, sure. Do you have some locker room fetish you need to fulfill?" Sarah asked, playfully, but just looking at Jobe and analyzing his expression had both of them laughing. "Joooooobe."
"What? I can dream," he shrugged, unable to hide the mischievous smile on his lips.
"Come on, for God's sake," she agreed, laughing, but keeping her hand intertwined with his. "And after dinner... maybe we can talk more about that idea of pointing at me on the field."
Jobe felt the embarrassment take over him again, but he didn't let go of her hand as they walked toward the parking lot. There were still many barriers to break, many fears to face. But for the first time in a long time, the idea of letting his guard down didn’t seem so scary.
Not when it was Sarah waiting on the other side.
***
The night had been unforgettable. Sunderland's game ended in victory, with a spectacular goal that sent the fans into a frenzy. Dinner with Jobe’s family, which had initially made Sarah extremely nervous, turned out to be an enjoyable experience, though still challenging. Jobe, on the other hand, felt like the happiest person in the world seeing Sarah interact with his family, even though she tried to mask her anxiety. Her presence in such a personal and important setting for him meant more than anyone could imagine.
When dinner ended and everyone started saying their goodbyes, Sarah took a deep breath, gathering the courage to make the invitation she had been rehearsing in her mind since the middle of the meal.
"Do you need to go back to the hotel now?" Sarah asked quietly, as Jobe finished hugging his older brother. Her English still had a strong accent, but the months of daily phone conversations had significantly improved her vocabulary.
Jobe turned to her with a smile that lit up his face. "Actually, yeah. Why?"
Sarah averted her gaze for a moment, nervously biting her lip. "I was thinking maybe... you could keep me company for a while. It's still early."
"I'd love to," Jobe replied, without hesitating for even a second. "Which hotel are you at?"
"The same as yours."
The smile that appeared on Jobe's face at that information was enough to freeze time; Sarah didn't know it yet, but she was very close to breaking down Jobe's walls.
They said their goodbyes to his family, with Denise, Jobe’s mother, hugging Sarah a little tighter than necessary and whispering something in her ear that made Sarah smile shyly. Mark, his father, gave Sarah a friendly pat on the shoulder and a meaningful look at his son.
When they were finally alone, they walked side by side toward the elevators. In the lit hallway, Sarah slowed her pace and turned to face him.
"It’s strange... finally being here... with you," Sarah commented, breaking the silence. "After so many video calls, it almost feels surreal... to just reach out and..." She hesitated, but her fingers brushed the air between them, stopping just inches from his.
Jobe stopped walking, his gaze meeting hers. Here, without the safety of the digital distance, every gesture carried a different weight. The realization that they were only a few steps away from her room, with their rooms separated by only a few meters of hallway, hung between them like an unspoken question.
When they reached Sarah’s room door, the reality of the situation hit them. They were just one step away from being completely alone for the first time, without the hum of the hotel in the background, without anyone around, without the mediation of phone screens, without the option to end the call when the silence became uncomfortable.
As soon as the door closed behind them, Jobe couldn't resist. He stepped up behind Sarah and wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in the curve of her neck. She felt a shiver run down her spine as he took a deep breath.
"Your scent is amazing," he murmured against her skin, slowly moving to breathe in the scent of her hair. "How do you always smell so good?"
Sarah couldn’t help but let out a nervous laugh. "It's just regular shampoo. Nothing special."
"I completely disagree," he replied, still not letting go of her, as if he feared she might vanish if he did. "I think I’m going to stay like this forever."
Sarah felt her heart race at the proximity. Every cell in her body was acutely aware of his presence behind her, the warmth radiating from him, the rhythm of his breath against her hair. She closed her eyes for a moment, allowing herself to enjoy that feeling she had imagined so many times during their late-night conversations.
"Are you okay?" Jobe asked, pulling away slightly so she could turn and face him.
"Yeah," she replied, turning in his arms. "It's just... really strange, finally being like this. Without a screen between us."
Jobe smiled, and Sarah realized that his smile was even more beautiful in person than on the video calls. His eyes sparkled in a way no camera could capture.
"You were so nervous at dinner," he commented, gently guiding her to sit on his lap as he adjusted himself on the edge of the bed. "I thought you were going to pass out when my mom asked about your age."
Sarah covered her face with her hands, mortified. "Was it that obvious? I tried to hide it!"
"It was adorable," he assured her, sitting beside her. "At first, I thought it was my dad who was making you nervous."
"Well, I thought it was your dad... that made me nervous, until I met your mom," Sarah confessed, lowering her hands to look at him. "She has that look that... seems to see everything I’m thinking."
Jobe laughed. "And she loved you. Everyone did, actually. My brother has already sent me three messages asking when they'll meet you again."
Sarah felt a wave of relief wash over her. "Really? I was so worried about making... a good impression."
"You could have shown up wearing a dinosaur costume, and they would have still loved you," he joked, gently running his fingers along her arm. "It’s impossible not to like you."
Her eyes met his, and for a moment, they stayed like that, absorbing the closeness, immersed in the reality of finally being together, breathing the same air, sharing the same space.
"Hey," Jobe suddenly said, breaking the moment. "Are you still thinking about that theory I sent you last week? About the government using electromagnetic waves to control people’s sleep patterns?"
"Jooobe, seriously?" Sarah laughed, pushing him onto the bed, unable to believe how he had completely broken the potential mood. She laughed, shaking her head. "Of course. We spent three hours... searching for articles... in the middle of the night. How could I forget?"
"It was fascinating! You can't deny it," he insisted, propping himself up on his elbows, his eyes sparkling in that way she recognized whenever he found something to share with her.
And damn. He looked hot.
"Fascinating, yes, but completely crazy," she replied, trying to find the right words in English. The language barrier was still a challenge, especially when trying to express more complex ideas or subtle nuances. "How did you say it? That they use... what’s the word... frequencies? To make people wake up in the middle of the night?"
"Exactly!" Jobe got excited, leaning forward. "And you have to admit, it makes sense. Why else would so many people have insomnia at the same time?"
"Hmm, I don’t know," Sarah pretended to think. "Maybe because they spend the whole night talking to someone in another city?"
Jobe feigned indignation. "Are you blaming me for your insomnia, Miss Sarah?"
"Maybe," she replied with a teasing smile. "Or maybe it’s the government’s waves."
They laughed together, and the familiarity of that absurd conversation brought comfort. It was like they were back to their late-night phone calls, but infinitely better because now they could see every little detail of each other's expressions, without delay, without blurry pixels.
"Do you want to watch something?" Jobe asked, pointing to the TV in the room.
Sarah nodded. "Sure. You can choose while... I take a quick shower? I’m feeling a little... sticky after all the excitement of the day."
"Perfect," he replied, grabbing the remote as Sarah picked out some clothes from her suitcase.
When Sarah came out of the bathroom twenty minutes later, wearing cotton shorts and a loose t-shirt, she found Jobe leaning against the headboard of the bed, with a mischievous smile on his face.
"What’s wrong?" she asked, drying some parts of her hair with the towel.
"I'm finally going to make you watch Star Wars," he announced triumphantly, pointing at the screen where the famous logo and yellow letters were ready to start.
Sarah groaned dramatically. "I knew you were going to take this opportunity!"
"You said you’ve never watched it. It’s practically a crime!"
"Okay, okay," she conceded, moving closer to the bed. "But I can’t promise I’ll stay awake till the end."
Jobe patted the space beside him. "Come on, lie down here. I’ll let you meet the best pillow."
Sarah furrowed her brow. “What do you mean?”
He tapped his chest, and she laughed. The sound filled the room, making Jobe laugh and beckon her with his finger – Sarah’s heart felt like it missed a beat, but she slowly approached.
He opened his arms, inviting her. "Like this, curled up. It’s the best way to watch Star Wars for the first time."
With her heart racing, Sarah settled beside him, letting him pull her into his chest. The sensation of his body against hers felt both strange and perfectly natural.
The movie began, but after a few minutes, Sarah furrowed her brow. "Jobe, it’s too fast."
"Oh, sorry!" he quickly grabbed the remote and navigated through the menu options. "I’ll put the subtitles in Portuguese."
When the subtitles appeared, Sarah settled more comfortably against him, trying to focus on the movie and not the feeling of his arm around her shoulders, or the warmth radiating from his body, or the steady, comforting rhythm of his heartbeat against her ear.
As the movie went on, Sarah allowed herself to relax more and more in Jobe’s arms. The physical closeness, after so many months of emotional and virtual proximity, was both comforting and electrifying. Every small movement, every shift in position sent waves of acute awareness through her body.
At some point, Jobe began absent-mindedly playing with a strand of her hair, wrapping it around his finger. The soft, repetitive touch made Sarah close her eyes briefly, absorbing the sensation.
"Are you paying attention?" he whispered against the top of her head.
"Kind of," Sarah confessed. "It’s hard to concentrate."
"On the movie or something else?" His voice had a playful tone but also carried a hint of tension, as if he was testing the limits of what he could say.
Sarah shifted to look at him, their faces dangerously close. "On everything," she replied honestly. "On you being here with me, after so long imagining what it would be like."
Jobe’s eyes darkened, and he lowered his gaze to her lips. Sarah felt the air between them grow thick, charged with possibilities and repressed desire. They were so close that she could feel his breath on her face, each exhale sending shivers down her spine.
Jobe subtly leaned in, closing the distance between them, his lips almost touching hers now. Sarah could swear she could taste him even before the contact.
At the last second, she turned her face, and his lips brushed lightly against her cheek. Sarah closed her eyes, her heart hammering against her ribs, her breath coming in small, trembling gasps.
Jobe felt a pang of uncertainty when Sarah turned away from the kiss, but the brief contact with the soft skin of her cheek was enough to send an electric shock through his body. He pulled back slightly, giving her space, but still keeping her in his arms.
‘Maybe she’s not ready,’ he thought, trying to calm his racing heart. ‘Or maybe I misread everything.’
But there was no denying the tension between them, the electricity that seemed to crackle in the air every time they touched. The long hours of deep conversations, of shared vulnerability through screens, had created an intimacy that now manifested physically, as if their bodies were magnets with opposite polarities, constantly pulled toward each other.
Sarah, for her part, felt her chest rise and fall quickly, trying to process the whirlwind of emotions overwhelming her. She wanted the kiss – God, how she wanted it – but fear paralyzed her at the last moment. Not fear of Jobe, but fear of what would come after, the intensity of what she felt for him, the implications of letting herself go completely for something that had started in such an unlikely way.
'What if I ruin everything?' she thought, as she pretended to focus on the movie. 'What if, after everything, it’s not like we imagined?'
But the feeling of his arms around her, the warmth of his body pressed against hers, the scent of his cologne mixed with something that was essentially Jobe – all these things seemed to pull her toward him, as if the gravity between them had increased exponentially.
On the screen, a space battle was unfolding, but neither of them was really watching. They were hyperconsciously aware of each other, of every little movement, every breath, every heartbeat.
"Sorry," Jobe murmured after several minutes of tense silence. "I shouldn’t have..."
"No," Sarah interrupted, turning to face him again. "Don’t apologize. It’s not that."
Their gazes met, and Sarah saw in those eyes all the vulnerability and desire that she herself felt. A heavy silence fell between them, loaded with unspoken words and unfulfilled wishes.
"What is it, then?" he asked, his voice little more than a rough whisper.
Sarah tried to find the words in English, but gave up. Some things were hard to express even in her native language. Instead, she slowly brought her hand to his face, her fingers softly tracing the line of his jaw. The touch was light as a feather, but filled with intention.
Jobe remained completely still, as if any movement could break the spell of the moment. His eyes never left hers, searching, questioning, waiting.
Sarah felt her whole body hum with anticipation as she leaned toward him again. This time, there was no hesitation in her movements. She closed her eyes and, finally, pressed her lips against his.
The first contact was gentle, almost reverent. A simple brushing of lips that lasted only a second, but felt like it contained entire universes. When she pulled back slightly to look into his eyes, she saw a whirlwind of emotions reflected there – surprise, joy, desire, relief.
Jobe let out a low sound, almost a contained moan, before sliding his hand to the back of her neck and pulling her back into another kiss. This one, unlike the first, had nothing of hesitation or gentleness. It was years of repressed desire, months of anticipation, weeks of anxiety – all culminating in this moment, this contact.
His lips moved against hers with controlled urgency, as if trying to hold back, but failing. Sarah felt her body respond, instinctively leaning closer to him, her fingers now tangling in the short hair on his head.
The kiss deepened naturally, their tongues meeting for the first time, exploring, tasting, discovering. Sarah couldn’t help but let out a sigh of pleasure when she felt his tongue slide against hers, sending waves of heat through her body. It was as if every nerve ending had awakened simultaneously.
Jobe’s hands, which had until then remained in safe places – one on her neck, the other on her waist – began to explore timidly. He slid his fingers under the hem of her t-shirt, touching the warm skin of her back, and Sarah arched involuntarily at the contact.
"You’re so beautiful," he murmured against her lips, between kisses. "So, so beautiful."
Sarah felt a wave of confidence wash over her with his words. She shifted, adjusting her position to sit on his lap, one leg on either side of his hips. Jobe inhaled sharply at the new proximity, his hands instinctively finding her thighs, squeezing gently.
"Is this okay?" he asked, his breath quickening, his lips swollen from the kisses.
"More than okay," she replied, looking at him as if she were the most precious thing he had ever seen. "This is... perfect."
They kissed again, more deeply this time, their hands exploring with more boldness. Sarah felt his hands slide down her thighs, slowly rising, stopping respectfully at the hem of her shorts, as if asking for permission.
In response, she broke the kiss just long enough to pull her own t-shirt over her head, revealing herself to him. Jobe froze for a moment, his eyes scanning every exposed inch, with an expression of pure fascination, particularly on her breasts.
"Are you real?" he whispered, almost to himself, before bringing his hands to her bare waist, his thumbs tracing soft circles on her sensitive skin, gradually moving up toward her breasts.
Sarah smiled, feeling powerful with the effect she clearly had on him. “Very real,” she replied, helping him remove his shirt as well.
The skin-to-skin contact as she leaned in to kiss him again drew moans from both of them. It was an indescribable sensation, finally feeling the warmth of his body directly against hers, with no barriers. His hands explored her back, down to the curve of her waist, up again to finally touch her breasts.
“Perfect,” he murmured, as his thumb slid over her nipple, making her arch her back in response. “Made for me.”
He met her gaze, and Sarah felt herself melt at the intensity she found there. There was something deeply intimate about the way he never took his eyes off hers as his hands explored her body, as if he wanted to memorize every reaction, every sigh he provoked in her.
The remaining clothes were removed one by one, with pauses for kisses and caresses on each new piece of skin revealed. When her hand found the obvious bulge in his pants, Jobe let out a guttural moan, low and restrained, that made her whole body tingle with desire.
When they were finally completely naked, Jobe carefully reversed their positions, laying Sarah on the pillows and hovering over her for a moment, just looking at her with reverence. He stood over her in the missionary position, allowing their gazes to remain connected.
“I've dreamt about it,” he confessed, his voice husky with desire. “So many nights... you have no idea.”
Sarah reached out to touch his face. “Me too,” she replied, feeling the heat rise through her body with the intensity of the moment. “Shit. Every day.”
He lowered his head to kiss her again, more gently this time, while his hands explored her body adoringly. Every touch seemed calculated to discover what made her sigh, what made her arch her back, what made her moan his name.
“May I?” he asked in a whisper, sliding his hand between her legs, his eyes never leaving hers.
Sarah nodded, unable to form coherent words as he began to touch her intimately, slowly discovering how to pleasure her. He carefully watched every expression on her face, adjusting his movements according to her responses.
“You're so beautiful like this,” he murmured, watching her squirm under his touch. “I want to see you fall apart for me, I want to hear my name on your lips.”
She couldn't resist for long under his dedication. When the pleasure hit her, Sarah dug her nails into his back, leaving marks that he would carry with pride for days to come. His name escaped her lips like a repeated prayer.
Jobe smiled, pleased with himself, before moving down, tracing a path of kisses down her body. “I want to taste you,” he said, looking down at her from between his legs. “May I?”
Before she could answer fully, he was already tasting her, his tongue exploring every inch with dedication and reverence. Sarah buried her fingers in his hair, arching up against his mouth, unable to contain the sounds of pleasure escaping her lips. Jobe seemed lost in her, as if he could spend hours there, completely devoted to pleasuring her.
When he finally pulled out, Sarah's body was already trembling with anticipation. He reached for the protection on his pants, quickly preparing himself before turning back to her, positioning himself between her legs.
“Are you all right?” he asked, his tone gentle despite the obvious need in his gaze.
“I am,” Sarah nodded, pulling him down for a deep kiss.
Their gazes met as he slowly joined her, moving with extreme caution at first, on the lookout for any sign of discomfort. “Tell me if I need to slow down,” he whispered against her lips.
But Sarah only wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, an action that drew a deep moan from Jobe's throat. He set a deliberately slow pace at first, savoring every sensation, every movement, every moan that escaped her lips.
“You're so perfect,” he whispered in her ear, between restrained moans. “So perfect for me... as if you were made for me...”
The intimacy of the moment went far beyond the physical. It was the culmination of months of emotional connection, of vulnerability shared through cell phone screens, now finally realized in the meeting of their bodies. Their eye contact remained almost uninterrupted, intensifying every sensation, every emotion.
“You're doing so well for me,” he murmured, words of praise that made her body respond in ways she had never experienced before. “My sweet girl... so perfect...”
As the need grew, the pace gradually increased. Her hands gripped his back, her nails leaving soft marks on his skin, while he alternated between burying his face in her neck and looking directly into her eyes, all the while murmuring words of adoration.
“Please tell me this is good for you,” he begged, his voice almost pleading. “Tell me I'm making you feel good...”
“It's amazing,” she managed to reply between moans. “You're amazing, Jobe... don't stop...”
Those words seemed to ignite something inside him. His movements became more intense, more determined, but without losing that connection, that undivided attention to her pleasure. His hands explored every inch of her body they could reach, as if trying to memorize every curve, every texture.
When he felt she was close to the edge again, he slid a hand between their bodies, touching her in a way that intensified her pleasure. “I want you to get there again,” he whispered. “I want to feel you come apart around me... give it for me, baby.”
The climax hit them almost simultaneously - her first, with a muffled cry against his shoulder, and then him, with a guttural moan and her name repeated like a sacred mantra. Jobe stayed connected to her for long moments afterwards, their bodies still trembling with the waves of pleasure, their jagged breaths mingling in the small space between their faces.
When they finally separated, Jobe didn't pull away completely. He lay down next to her and immediately pulled her into his arms, burying his face in her hair, inhaling her scent deeply.
“Are you all right?” he asked softly, his fingers tracing gentle patterns on her back. “Wasn't I too... intense?”
Sarah smiled against his chest, feeling completely satiated and protected. “It was perfect,” she murmured, still trying to normalize her breathing. “Better than I could have imagined.”
He kissed the top of her head, his fingers now sliding down her body, touching every little mark, every freckle, every little scar with reverence. “You were amazing to me,” he whispered. “So incredible... my sweet girl...”
They stayed like that for a few minutes, just absorbing each other's presence, until Jobe gently pulled away. “I'll get you a towel,” he said, kissing her softly before getting up.
When he returned from the bathroom, he cleaned her up with care and affection before returning to the bed and pulling her back into his arms. Sarah nestled against him, fitting perfectly into his embrace.
“I think we missed an important part of the movie,” he joked, indicating with his head the television where the Star Wars credits were silently rolling.
Sarah laughed, tracing lazy circles on his chest with her fingertips. “We can watch it again tomorrow.”
Jobe's smile faltered slightly. “Tomorrow... I have to go back to Sunderland tomorrow,” he reminded, a tone of sadness evident in his voice. “And you to Manchester.”
Sarah felt a tightness in her chest as she remembered this fact. After so much closeness, after finally overcoming that barrier, the idea of separating seemed almost painful.
"What time do you need to leave?" she asked, her voice small.
"We're leaving in the afternoon," he replied, pulling her closer as if trying to merge their bodies. "I should head back to my room before the night check. Actually... I should already be there now."
Sarah lifted her face to look at him. "Are you going to get in trouble?"
He smiled, gently touching her face. "It would be worth any trouble," he answered sincerely, then sighed. "But probably not. I'll say I was with my family."
She nodded, leaning back against him again. "I don't want you to go," she confessed softly.
"I don't want to go either," he admitted, intertwining his fingers with hers. "I spent so much time imagining what it would be like to be with you like this... and now it feels impossible to pull away."
"Then stay!"
***
As the rising sun began to cast its first rays through the gap in the curtain, Jobe slowly opened his eyes. The first thing he saw was the tangle of golden curls spread across the pillow next to him. Sarah was fast asleep, breathing softly, her face serene, and her lips slightly parted.
Jobe allowed himself to watch her for a moment. Her curls glistened in the touch of the morning light, creating the impression of a solar halo around her face. ‘She really does look like the sun,’ he thought, recalling the countless times he'd mentally compared her hair to golden rays.
He stretched his arm to grab his phone and noticed there were already several messages. Three were from Jude.
[07:15] Jude: Still alive, or did she kill you from exhaustion?
[07:45] Jude: You need to get back to your room before anyone notices you didn’t sleep there, remember? Your coach is going to kill you.
[08:10] Jude: Jobe, answer me. I just want to know if I need to come up with an excuse if I run into your coach downstairs.
Jobe smiled, typical of his older brother – always worried, always looking out for him, even when he pretended to just be being practical. He quickly typed:
[08:35] Jobe: I’m alive. More alive than ever, actually. I’ll make it in time, don’t worry.
[08:35] Jude: So, she’s really special then. Never seen you lose track of time because of someone.
[08:36] Jobe: She’s... different. I’ll tell you later.
Jobe set the phone aside and turned his attention back to Sarah. His fingers gently traced the contour of her shoulder, feeling the soft skin. He had never been someone for deep connections or opening up easily. But with Sarah, from the very first moment, something had been different. Like there was an invisible thread pulling him toward her, something he couldn’t – and didn’t want to – resist.
Sarah shifted under his touch, her eyes slowly opening, adjusting to the light. When she recognized him, a sleepy smile appeared on her lips.
"Good morning," she murmured, her voice hoarse from sleep.
"Good morning, sunshine," Jobe replied, leaning in to kiss her forehead.
Sarah stretched like a lazy cat, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Were you watching me sleep?" she asked, with a hint of vulnerability in her voice.
"Guilty," he admitted. "Your curls look like gold when the light hits them. Like sunrays."
Jobe knew how to make Sarah blush, and she hid her face against his chest. He noticed how different she was in the morning — softer, more vulnerable, almost shy. A completely opposite version of the confident woman from the night before. That duality fascinated him.
"What time do you need to leave?" Sarah asked, her voice muffled against his skin.
The question brought a weight to the atmosphere. Jobe felt her body tense slightly, as if she were bracing herself for the goodbye, for the inevitable moment when their bubble would burst.
"We still have a few hours," he replied, running his fingers through her curls. "I ordered breakfast in the room. I don't want to leave here yet."
Sarah lifted her gaze to him, her eyes revealing a mix of relief and uncertainty. Jobe could see the thoughts racing behind her eyes. Was she wondering if she was just another one for him? If what they shared meant something more than just the night before?
"What is it?" he asked softly, touching her chin.
Sarah bit her lower lip, hesitant. "Nothing, just..." she began, but stopped.
"Tell me," Jobe gently insisted. "What's going through that head?"
Sarah took a deep breath. "It's just that... this was really intense for me. And I don't know what it means for you. If it was just... you know, a one-night thing."
There was a fragility in her voice that made Jobe’s heart tighten. He had never been good with words, always preferring actions. But in that moment, he knew he needed to find the right words.
"Sarah," he said, holding her face in his hands. "I'm not good at this. I'm not good at opening up or getting to know new people. But from the moment I saw you, I knew it would be different with you. This isn’t just a one-night thing for me."
Her eyes sparkled with a mix of surprise and hope. "Really?”
In response, Jobe pulled her closer, capturing her lips in a slow, deep kiss. He felt her body melt against his, the vulnerability of the morning giving way to something hotter, more intense.
Her hands began to explore his body, and he felt desire growing again, as if all the hours spent the night before hadn’t satisfied anything, only increased the hunger they felt for each other.
"I want you," he whispered against her lips. "Again. Now."
Sarah responded with a soft moan, her legs wrapping around his waist as Jobe pulled her up onto him. The sunlight now bathed the entire room, illuminating their intertwined bodies.
There was something different about this moment — an urgency mixed with tenderness, as if every touch was both a goodbye and a promise. Sarah arched against him, her golden curls falling like a curtain around their faces, creating a world just for them.
Jobe gently turned her, placing her beneath him, his eyes never leaving hers. There was a raw intensity in his gaze as he moved, each motion deliberate, each response from her body engraving itself into his memory.
"Jobe," she gasped, her nails leaving light marks on his back.
He savored her name on her lips, the way it sounded like a prayer, a confession. He had never felt anything so right, so complete.
When pleasure enveloped them, it wasn’t just physical, but something that seemed to overflow, filling every empty space Jobe never knew existed inside him.
Then, as they caught their breath, intertwined under the disheveled sheets, Jobe traced invisible patterns on her skin. "I want to show you something," he said, suddenly.
Sarah watched him with curiosity as he stood up and went to the bathroom. She heard the sound of running water, and soon Jobe reappeared, extending his hand to her.
"Shower?" he invited with a smile.
Sarah took his hand, letting him guide her to the bathroom where the steam was already beginning to fill the room. Jobe noticed how she seemed small next to him, her delicacy contrasting with his athletic frame.
Without warning, he lifted her in his arms, provoking a small gasp of surprise followed by her laughter.
"What are you doing?" Sarah asked, her arms automatically wrapping around his neck.
"I’ve been dying to do this with you," he replied, carrying her into the shower.
The hot water fell over them, and Sarah closed her eyes, savoring the sensation. Jobe watched, fascinated, as her golden curls darkened with the water, sticking to the skin of her shoulders and back.
He grabbed the soap and began to glide it over her shoulders, turning the shower into a ritual of care and intimacy. Sarah sighed under his touch, her eyes opening to meet his.
"I never imagined you’d be like this," she confessed.
"Like what?"
"So... present. So attentive." Her hands slid up his wet chest. "Football players are usually known for being... distant, only concerned with themselves."
Jobe felt a tightening in his chest. Was she comparing him to others? Had she been just one among many for him in the past?
"I'm not like the others," was all he could say, his voice lower than he'd intended.
Sarah seemed to notice the change in his mood and moved closer, the water running between their bodies. "I know," she whispered. "That's why... that's why I'm scared."
"Scared of what?"
"That it will end the moment you walk out that door. That it will just be a beautiful, fleeting memory."
The vulnerability in her voice hit Jobe hard. He had never cared before about what was left behind. But now, the thought of Sarah thinking she was just another one made his stomach churn.
"Look at me," he asked, gently lifting her chin. "I live in Sunderland, and you live in Manchester. It's not the end of the world. It’s just a few hours away, not another planet."
A small smile appeared on her lips. "Are you suggesting that...?"
A knock on the door interrupted the moment. Breakfast had arrived.
They dried off and dressed quickly, Jobe wrapping Sarah in one of the hotel’s fluffy robes, which seemed to swallow her whole. The sight of her like that, with wet hair and a makeup-free face, swimming in her oversized robe, made something inside him melt.
"You look adorable," he said, kissing the tip of her nose as he opened the door for room service.
They had breakfast in bed, feeding each other pieces of fruit and stealing kisses between sips of coffee. The atmosphere was lazy and intimate, as if they were isolated from the rest of the world.
It was the shrill ring of Jobe’s phone that finally broke the bubble. Chris’s name flashed on the screen.
"I have to take this," he said, throwing an apologetic look at Sarah before answering the call. "Hey, Chris."
"Where the hell are you, man? The bus leaves in an hour, and the coach is already asking about you. He said you were in the room talking to your family, but he doesn’t seem convinced."
Jobe felt the weight of reality return. "I’m coming down. I’ll be there in ten minutes."
"You better be," Chris replied. "She must really be special if you're risking the coach’s wrath like this."
Jobe looked at Sarah, who was silently watching the conversation, a piece of toast forgotten in her hand. "She is," he simply replied before hanging up.
The silence that followed seemed loaded with all the unspoken words between them. Jobe stood up and started gathering his scattered belongings.
"I have to go," he said the obvious, hating the finality in his voice.
Sarah nodded, putting the plate aside and hugging her knees to her chest. "I know."
Jobe stopped what he was doing and sat beside her on the bed. "Hey," he softly called. "This isn’t goodbye."
Sarah tried to smile, but didn’t reach her eyes. "People always say that."
"I’m not 'people,'" Jobe retorted, holding her face in his hands. "Look, I don’t know exactly what’s happening between us, but I know I don’t want it to end here. It’s not just distance that will keep me away from you."
Her eyes narrowed slightly, Sarah couldn’t hide her disbelief. "Do you really want..."
"I want much more than that," he admitted, surprised by his own honesty. "I want to know you. For real. All the details, all the stories. I want to know what makes you laugh and what keeps you awake at night."
A genuine smile finally lit up Sarah’s face. "I want that too."
Jobe finished getting dressed, aware of her gaze following every move he made. When he was ready, he sat next to her again, taking her hands in his.
"I need to go now," he said. "But before..."
He pulled out his phone and opened the camera. "I haven’t forgotten the picture," he joked, trying to ease the tension in the moment.
Sarah laughed and took a few portraits. During one of their long calls, he had promised he would keep a picture of Sarah to remind her how much better she would look after meeting him. A boost of confidence, but not a lie.
When he handed the phone back, Jobe immediately went to check the photos. Smiling, in a different way. But he didn’t see when Sarah took the opportunity to capture the exact moment.
"Two can play this game," she said, a smile on her lips.
"Now you have mine too," Jobe couldn’t wipe the smile off his face.
Sarah had an interesting effect on him.
She nodded, biting her lower lip to hold back the emotion. Jobe leaned in and kissed her, a slow and deep kiss that carried all the feelings he still didn’t know how to express in words. He savored the taste of her, memorizing the sensation, the aroma, the texture of her soft lips against his.
When he pulled away, he saw her eyes shining with unshed tears. "Are you going to run away from me, Sarah Lima?" he asked, his voice hoarse with emotion.
She shook her head. "No. And you?"
Jobe smiled, a genuine smile that lit up his eyes. "You’re going to need a lot more than living in another city to get rid of me."
With one last kiss, he stood up and grabbed his hoodie. At the door, he turned to look at her one last time, wrapped in the oversized robe, her golden curls beginning to dry in rebellious spirals, her eyes fixed on him.
"See you soon," he promised. It wasn’t goodbye. It was just the beginning.
As he descended in the elevator, Jobe sent a message to Jude:
[09:47] Jobe: I think I just met someone who could change everything.
[09:48] Jude: Finally, my little brother is growing up. I can’t wait to hear this story.
Jobe smiled at his phone, slipping it into his pocket. For the first time in a long time, he was looking forward to the future and the possibilities it brought. Sarah wasn’t just another one. She was the beginning of something new, something he was willing to explore, no matter the distance between them.
dividers by @cafekitsune
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everyone things this way and i don’t understand why bc jobe never down anything irl to give that off 😭😭 i think that was the only thing that caught me off guard in ur fic is making her seem hated by the whole bellingham family when im not sure if that’s really the case irl 😭 it’s a fic tho so it’s fine but just was confused
it’s fiction 😭 i’m sure they all adore her irl, but it’s part of the plot. Sarah is just a “normal” girl living in a world they’re all already used to, while Ashlyn is also already comfortable with cameras, fame, and all the attention. so i wanted to create that contrast to make the story work better 😭
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