Me and him. The two that could never be. Too close of friends to risk it. I would rather live in a world with the lingering hugs, kisses on the forehead, than a world where we had more, but only for a little bit. The way he pushes back his dark brown hair when he’s nervous. Or the way he bites his cheek when he’s thinking. I wouldn’t miss a single day of it.
And there are moments. Times when he was been a mess. And we had kissed. Times when I had been a mess. And we kissed. Times we could never speak of. The next day, everything had vanished. Back to the normal life.
And it is agonizing. Knowing every second of my life that you feel the same. But we are too afraid to show. Too afraid of losing the other.
But I would rather be agonized knowing I have your love than being agonized knowing I had it.
Doctor Who Fanfic: Challenge- INCOMPLETE & FIRST DRAFT
NOTE THAT THIS IS INCOMPLETE AND A FIRST DRAFT. YES I KNOW THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS/GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, AND ALL THAT JAZZ. I WILL EDIT AND FINISH LATER. I wouldn't mind some feedback though... just not on the spelling/grammar, but on the writing.
Rating: T or M? Not quite sure
Pairing: Rose & Ten
Summary: Visit a planet filled with an aphrodisiac in the air...
“Where to next?”questioned Rose as she leaned onto the TARDIS consol.
“Well… there is a beautiful planet where the sky is constantly changing… or we could go to Cole- no, never mind that’d probably be a bad idea.” Replied the Doctor who was lazily sitting on the captains chair with his legs kicked up on the consol.
“Why?”
“The planet is an apherdisiac to some people, but not all are affected and it’s impossible to tell who will be affected and who wont”
Rose smirked “Afraid you might get affected and do something you’d regret?”
“Nope, Timelords have impecible control of their bodies, apherdisiacs don’t affect me, they would just heighten the experience”
He jumped out of the chair and in front of Rose with mere inches between the two.
“It’s you I’d worry about”
“I can take care of myself, plus like you said, don’t know if it will affectme.” Said Rose.
The Doctor smirked, “you asked for it”
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The Doctor took Rose to Coletar, and surprisingly, she wasn’t affected by the aphrodisiac in the air. The Doctor on the other hand was having a harder time. His body wasn’t suppose to be affect by aphrodesiacs, but the further the day progressed he found it harder and harder to resist Rose. Their flirting and teasing was building up and he wasn’t sure how much longer he could hold back.
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“See, aren’t you glad we came?” Rose said while leaning back into her chair while licking her ice cream.
Rose had gotten hungry so the Doctor suggested they stop in the little shop that served ice cream. It surprisingly looked like ice crean shops back on Earth.
“Mhmm” replied the Doctor, who mesmerized by Rose licking her ice cream. He wasn’t sure how much more he could take.
Rose laughed “You all right Doctor? You look a bit dazed.”
“Yeah, fine”
Part of Rose’s ice cream had melted and started to trickle down the side of her cone. Quickly, she took her tongue and licked it up, and just a bit slower than normal, watching for the Doctor’s reaction. The Doctor gaped as she licked. Silently he grabbed her arm, pulled her up out of the chair, and out of the coffee shop.
“Doctor? Whats wrong?” asked Rose as he pulled her along the crowded streets. He made no reply.
It was a short walk to the TARDIS and before Rose knew what was happening the Doctor was leading her into the TARDIS.
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“Doctor?” Rose let out as the Doctor was closing the door “What’s wrong?” her voice was filled with confusion.
When he turned around, she saw the Doctor, but with a different look on his face. His dark eyes filled with lust. Still he made no response, but instead backed up Rose into a wall of the TARDIS and leaned into her. His face inches away from hers. His lips inches away from hers. He leaned in slowly, taking seconds just to move millimeters, teasing her lips with his breath. Rose couldn’t take then tension any longer. She leaned in and kissed him- hard. He kissed back, and pushed Rose against the wall. She moaned as her back hit the wall.
“wait” Rose managed to pull away from the searing kiss. The Doctor just continued to kiss her jawline “I thought…. Ohhh…that you weren’t affected” The word tumbled out her mouth as he moved down to her neck, causing Rose to moan even louder. Slowly he pulled away.
“ Mmm, thought so too, but, it went out of my system the moment I stepped into a TARDIS. This” he said while catching her bottom lip “is all me”
Rose moaned even louder as he bit down on her lip. She was still fully clothed and he was making her moan, she couldn’t help but wonder if he would have her screaming by the time she was naked.
He pulled away from kissing her neck and whispered into her ear “if you’re wondering what I think you’re wondering, the answer is yes, and I could even not touch you and make you cum harder than you ever have before.”
Chills ran down her spine. His voice was filled with animalistic lust.
“Oh yeah spaceboy? Bring it”
“Oh Miss Tyler, you really shouldn’t have just challenged me because I never lose.”
He scooped her up and led her out of the console room and into his room.
She could hear the screams. The men. The women. The children. Screaming out in pain as their brains were ripped from their bodies and put into a suit of steel. Screaming that never seemed to cease…
Rose bolted upright in bed sobbing and shaking. She tried to remember she was on the TARDIS, not in the parallel world, and the cybermen were gone. She was safe, but still she shook, unable to calm herself.
Suddenly a voice came from behind her. “Shhhhh, it’s okay”
She felt the Doctor sitting behind her
“You’re safe” he murmured into her ear.
He wrapped both of his arms protectively around her, and she relaxed her back into him. “cyber…men..” she managed to get out between sobs.
“I know, just relax. I’ve got you” He nuzzled his head on the crook of her neck “Just go back to sleep. I’ve got you.”
Slowly she stopped shaking and the crying ceased to sniffles. For a moment, a wave of humiliation washed over her.
I can’t believe this. He won’t want a girl who cries after every traumatic thing. He shouldn’t have to care for me and do this. I am wasting his time.
“I’m sorry.. you shouldn’t have to…I shouldn’t…” the words stumbled out of Rose’s mouth.
“It’s okay, even the best of us get nightmares” He replied in a low soothing voice, “And when you have them, I’ll be here to chase them away.”
Rose smiled softly. With her fears calmed, sleep slowly crept over her body. She entered her sleep not afraid, for knowing he was there.
Rose woke up several times that night from the nightmares. And each time, the Doctor was right there to comfort her. Every moment of terror, he was there to chase away the pain and the fear.
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So this is my very first fanfiction, I didn't really know what to write so I just came up with this. Sorry if it's complete shit, like I said before, I have never written a fanfiction before. Just wrote this quick in 15 minutes for no reason really. Didn't really spend time on the details, just wrote. I'll probably revise this tommorow as I am going to bed now. Any feedback would be much appreciated.
Hi! So I've decided to start a blog dedicated to my writing. I'm new to writing so feel free to critique me or whatever. Anything is appreciated. As to what I am going to post, I am unsure. Pretty much whatever I write, I'll post. So it could vary from short stories, to poems, to describing the dream I had last night. Anyway, hope you enjoy my blog! Yay for awkward introduction posts~
