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Can you write smut where whenever you and Joe are out in public with friends or people you always sneak away to the bathroom with each other and it gets messsyyy😋
Warnings: fem reader, oral (f reciving), fingering, use of y/n, semi public sex, talk of sex, alcohol
Synopsis: you and Joe always sneak off to get some alone time thinking you are being discreet…
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You and Joe are having dinner at Javi’s with all the boys and some of their partners when the topic of craziest spots you’d ever had sex gets brought up.
“I have some crazy ones from high school.” Wes spoke up after a sip of wine. “There was one time, this girl I had a huge crush on, of course she was older.” A few chuckles slip from people’s lips. “She told me to meet her at the gas station by our houses and when I got there turns out she had walked too and it was late so of course everywhere else was closed and she refused to go back to her place. We did it in the gas station bathroom.” A couple of ewes slip out of people’s mouths.
“That’s horrible Wes.” you say laughing taking a sip of wine.
“You’re one to talk miss ‘I’ll be right back I have to go to the bathroom’ and mr ‘i gotta go take a call real quick’” You choke on your wine and Joe freezes.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about man.” Joe says after a slow bite of dinner. Everyone looks around with faces of ‘yeah sure buddy’.
“We’re not blind.” Matt says. “Last week at the bar.” Everyone nods.
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The bar was loud and cramped. It was a typical night out some of your friends and Joes all sharing drinks and stories. You and Joe hadn’t seen each other all day after a sensual morning interrupted by Joe’s obnoxious alarm clock and you had been clenching your thighs together all night at every movement he made.
He noticed of course he did your breath would hitch when he places his hand on your leg or rested his arm around your shoulder.
Finally he texts you.
Bathroom 5 minutes
Sorry i know it’s not the most convenient place but i don’t think either of us care right now
You lift your head to see him looking at you and you nod. He smirks at your red face and turns back to his conversation.
After a few long minutes pass you excuse yourself to the bathroom and b-line it to the bathroom thanking every higher power there’s no line and it’s not a multiple stall restroom.
First door on the right
You text him and immediately hear a knock. You open the door and pull him in by the wrist. Slamming and locking the door.
“Damn someone’s eager.” you roll your eyes at his tone and press your lips against his initiating the intoxicating rhythm that never fails to make your knees weak.
“Don’t start you were looking at me like you wanted to eat me alive out there.” You say between kisses. He makes his way to your neck peppering kisses from your jaw to your collarbone. Making your breath hitch. At that he lifts you and sets you on the sink.
“You comfy?” he asked looking in your eyes.
“As much as I can be.” you both laugh leaning into each others lips. The rhythm resumes faster and harder now as tongues tangle and teeth nip at each others lips. He pulls away laying his hands on your thighs.
“We have to go back soon but I wanna make you feel good.” he mutters into your neck. You sigh at the thought. “Think I can make you come in-“ he looks at his watch. “2 minutes” you blissfully chuckle and nod. He wastes no time getting on his knees pushing your skirt up your thighs and pulling you forward so you sit on the edge of the counter. “Still somewhat comfy love?” you nod and push his head down gently. He chuckles and pulls your underwear down so it hangs at your ankles.
He gasps at the sight. “Have you been this soaked all night?”
“Yeah”
“Baby you should’ve told me sooner I could’ve helped you so much earlier in the night.” he kisses up your thighs.
“Joe please.” You feel him smirk against your thigh before licking a long stripe between your folds. You sigh at the feeling. Trying as hard as you could to stay quiet.
Before you know it two fingers press through your entrance pumping in and out and curling to hit the spot he knows by heart. You groan into your palm now covering your mouth. Muffled sweats fall from your lips as he uses his mouth to suck on your clit.
“You’ll be feeling all of me when we get home tonight. Can’t believe I left you like this this morning.”
You groan as you feel the tension building in your core.
“Baby I’m close.”
“I know love i can feel you. Your doing so good baby almost there”
The tension snaps at his words leaving you shuttering around his fingers, dripping the counter tightly.
You stifle a moan teeth biting your lip and hand covering your mouth. After riding out your high. You look down at Joe face wet and smile on his face.
“I think that’s record time babe.”
“Oh for sure” you chuckle hitting his shoulder when he stands putting your underwear back on and pulling your skirt on patting your legs to signal you to hop off the counter.
You both clean your selves up in the mirror in an attempt to tame the ‘i just had the fastest orgasm ever look’
You turn to him “okay who’s going out first tonight”
“You can.” he plants a small kiss on your lips and patting your ass when you leave the restroom.
“Where have you been?” your friend asks you when you get back to the bar.
“Sorry ran out of tampons had to go on the hunt for one.”
“Girl you could’ve just told me i have some.”
You shake your head still smoothing down your skirt.
“No it’s all good now thank you though!”
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“Yeah the constant texting and completely obvious excuses.”
“They weren’t that obvious.” you say almost offended. Joe hits your arm as if you just blew your cover.
“God forbid my boyfriends hot as fuck.” you throw your arms in the air dramatically earning a few chuckles.
“Don’t i know it!” Wes says making the whole table erupt in laughter.
Thank you for reading this was such a fun request!!
Warning: female reader, smut, p in v, y/n use, alcohol consumption, fluff, kissing, drunk sex (both parties are drunk)
Summary: After Joe’s show in Chicago an evening out leads to an intense night back in the hotel.
It was Joe’s show in Chicago, the whole day had been full of laughter and banter with the boys and Joe. You are along for the tour ride for about 2 weeks before you have to return home. You truly loved it all the boys felt like family and you have gotten to bond with everyone on his team. But there’s one thing you hate, every time you and Joe get a moment alone together it’s rudely interrupted.
At first it was slightly humorous. After numerous glances and soft touches you convinced Joe to ditch everyone for ten minutes. You claimed you lost your charger for your phone on the bus and dragged Joe with you.
Thank god the driver was on his long break because you dont think you could resist any longer. You pull him onto the couch and straddle his hips kissing him aggressively as you sit on his lap.
“Fuck I missed you.” you mutter between kisses.
“Me too love sorry i’ve been so busy.” he says as he makes his way to your neck.
“It’s okay babe. I’m just glad i’m here now” you can barely get the words out when he finds the sweet spot on your neck. He pulls away to look into your eyes.
“You’re so gorgeous” he tucks your hair behind your ears and making both of you smile and lean back in. You kiss him hard as his hand travels back to your wai-.
“Jo- oh come on guys.” You turn to see Javi at the front of the bus his head throw back in exaggerated annoyance. You laugh and get off Joes lap sitting beside him instead.
“God forbid I have one minute with my girlfriend after not seeing her for 4 months.” Joe says laughing placing is arm around your shoulder.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah they need you for sound check man. Let’s go Y/N can wait.” You gasp in fake disrespect. Joe stands up placing a kiss on your lips but not without Javi groaning.
“Bye love soundcheck will be about 30 minutes you can watch or hang in here.” You smile.
It had been moments of interruption, longing, and adrenaline for a home show that led to the intensity of tonight. Every movement and glance into your eyes from the stage added to the already building anticipation.
Towards the last few songs of the night you made your way to the side stage to wait for Joe.
When the set finished he came running to hug you. He smelt of sweat and soft cologne a sent that would usually make you nauseous but right now you were far from a nauseous feeling.
“Holy shit that was the most fun I’ve had from a show in awhile.” He says pulling away from the hug smile plastered on his face and now yours.
Everyone is crowded in the green room smiling and laughing. The boys are telling stories of things they noticed in the crowd or little mess ups. You aren’t really paying attention just laughing when everyone else is. You’re sitting on the couch with Joe. Your legs in his lap. He still has the post show shimmer of sweat on his skin. He’s telling some story about some sign from the last leg of the tour. But you lose train of thought when he puts his hand on your knee slightly rubbing circles with his thumb. It’s gonna be a long fucking night.
“You up for that?” he asks you as you perk out of your own imagination. “You okay?” He smirks placing his other hand on your thigh.
“Yeah sorry just zoned out what’s up?” You smile at him knowing he knew damn well you were not zoned out.
“The boys and I are gonna head to a bar a few blocks down if you wanna come with”
“Yeah let’s do it!” You look around the room. “You guys had a great show tonight and definitely deserve a few drinks.”
The night was almost over drinks and shots had been downed one after another. It was safe to say no one was sober in the slightest. The walk back to the hotel was full of stumbles and drunken giggles. Joes arm was around your shoulders as you hugged his waist both pretending to support each other. There was one moment that solidified the theory you weren’t going to bed when you got in. He looked in your eyes pupils dilated and hair messy. You reach down giving a playful squeeze of his ass chuckling at each other.
After 10 minutes of struggling to get Wes inside his room you finally reached your room as Joe pulled out the room key scanning into the room.
You throw your bag to the side as you step in the door as Joe takes his shoes off. There’s a strong electricity in the air that both of you feel. You plop on the bed struggling to take off your shoes.
You groan. “Why can’t everyone just wear velcro shoes?”
Joe laughs kneeling to take off your shoes. He removes them with as much ease as possible when the room is spinning. You lay your back on the bed feet of the floor (iykyk). When your shoes are off Joe lays next to you staring at the ceiling.
“What are you thinking about love?”
“How Javi is a total cock block.”
Joe laughs turning to face you.
“I’m really drunk right now.” he says alcohol lacing his breath. You face him.
“I have a secret..” you whisper in his ear “me too”
you giggle leaning your head in the crevice of his neck planting soft kisses up and down his neck and jaw. You hear a small groan and that’s all you need before you roll on top of him. He places his hands on your neck and brings your face down to his lips. It’s an extremely messy kiss but somehow there’s still rhythm. His hands fall down to your hips moving his hands under his shirt.
He pulls away quickly. “Everything’s good right like your good, this is okay?”
You chuckle slightly. “Yes babe we’ve been dating almost a year now.”
“I know and even after 100 years i won’t stop asking.” His cautiousness goes straight to your core making you clench around nothing.
“Ok I love you so much but I’m really fucking drunk and horny and i haven’t felt you in so long” and with that he flips you over pulling you higher on the bed resting your head on the pillows.
He kisses you hard tongue pushing past your lips. A groan leaves you when you feel the eagerness in the kiss. You waste no time lifting his shirt over his head exposing his top half you never will get tired of. He reconnects your lips somehow even more intense than before. You hands guide his hips to grind into you expelling a groan for you both.
“Fuck baby I missed you so so much.” he sighs out head in your neck as he removes your shirt and bra.
“I missed you more. Having you over the phone doesn’t even compare.” He kisses down your body pausing at your tits. Taking a nipple in his mouth swirling his tongue around the bud. Sighs escape your mouth the intoxication making every feeling more dizzying and magnifying. He returns to your lips with a groan as you palm him through his already tight jeans. The sound that leaves his lips only enhances your need. You move to unbuckle his jeans and pull them down you waste no time pulling his boxers down shortly after.
The sight of him aching and hard never fails to make your breath hitch. He works at your neck roughly knowing it will leave a mark tomorrow. He always loved marking you up just below your neckline hidden but visible with certain movements.
His hands move from groping your tits to your jeans and underwear pulling them down in what your sure is record time. He looks between you lining himself up. Before beginning to thrust in he looks into your eyes. You nod eagerly and he thrusts in slowly.
“Fuck it’s been so long you’ve tightened up” he moans into your shoulder with every thrust. He gets faster and faster with every stroke.
“Ugh- a little harde-“ you let out a pornographic moan you hoped didn’t bleed through the walls as he pounded deeper in harder. You tighten you hands around his shoulder digging your nails in making him throb even harder. You clench around him.
“I’m- god, i’m close” you stutter out clenching hard around him.
“Me to-“ he barely gets the words out before your fluttering around him with a whine. Making him tip over the edge with you. He thrusts rhythmless as you ride out you high.
Once the euphoric feeling fades he slowly pulls out rolling over. You curl into his side despite the warmth of the room. You’re both panting heavily.
“Fuck now i’m pussy drunk too” he laughs in your hair as he strokes your head. He sits up.
“I was comfy where are you goingggggg” you say grasping his hand when he gets out of bed.
“I gotta clean my girl up.” he kisses your head and heads to the bathroom.
The sun was way too bright for 7:30 in the morning. You groan as you re-adjust legs aching and head pounding. Your movement wakes Joe.
“Morning gorgeous.” he places a kiss on your shoulder.
“Don’t lie I’m hungover and sore as hell.” you laugh rubbing your under eyes to rid leftover mascara and combing your hands through your hair as you sit up, Joes arm still wrapped around your waist.
“I would never lie.” He sits up with a groan. “Holy shit everything hurts”
“I would say we will never have drunk sex again but I think I’d be lying.” You both laugh and spend the morning as slowly as possible before you get back on the bus.
“Morning lovebirds!” Matt greets as you enter the bus.
“Yeah yeah yeah. You guys chill it today I’m hungover ass fuck.” Joe says ploping on the nearest seat patting his leg for you to sit.
Joe leans and whispers in you ear when all the boys start talking about some nonsense “I may be sore and hungover but I definitely don’t regret a second of last night.” he smirks and pulls away from your ear.
“Me neither”
thank you for all your support on the last few fics love yall send more requests if you want i love writing and i will definitely be doing more of it!!
Warnings: female reader, smut, p in v, profanity, drug use, fluff, use of y/n, smooching, more maybe i’m sorry im not great at warnings
Summary: Y/N and Joe smoke for the first time together ( i genuinely don’t know how to write summary’s)
You’ve been dating Joe for over 6 months now and you’ve truly never been happier. Each day you have to pinch yourself in hopes it’s not a dream. From the moment you moved in together you knew it would last. Even now when you’re sitting in your shared bed working on your computer you feel a smile creep onto your face when you hear the front door unlock and open.
“Hey babe!” he calls from the front door kicking his shoes off.
“Hey, I’m in the room!”
His tall figure comes around the corner to the doorframe of the soft bedroom. He runs and bellyflops on the mattress landing on his stomach looking up at you.
“Someone had a good day at work” you giggle looking at his face propped up on his hands.
“Yes but also look what I snagged from Wes.”
Your brows furrow as he sits up and reaches for his jean pocket and pulls out a pre-roll.
“Shut the fuck up.” You push your computer off your lap and sit up straighter. “I’ve never loved you more I haven’t smoked in so long.” You plant a dramatic long kiss on his lips as you cup his face.
“Don’t thank me thank Wes” he chuckles as you pluck the small roll from his hands.
“Well thank you Wes” you say enthusiastically as you kiss the joint. “This literally made my day.”
Joe pulls his cigarette lighter from his jean pocket and hands it to you. “Would you do the honors?”
“I would be delighted.” You flick the lighter as you hold the joint between your lips and take a large inhale coughing vigorously. “Fuck” you say laughing between coughs. “Its been way to long for me to start that strong.”
Joe laughs and looks at you. He gestures for you to hand him the joint. He takes a large long inhale coughing and chuckling. “There were even.”
You pass the joint back and forth and before you know it it’s nothing but a bud. You’re both laying on the bed facing the ceiling.
“What if the roof caved in right now?” You say seriously.
“What?” Joe says turning towards you laughing. You meet his eyes and suddenly all the words you could conjure up fled.
“I don’t know. But you’re gorgeous.” You giggle out and rotate your body to lay on your side.
“Thank you baby” he says blushing. “You’re ethereal.” You start laughing and he joins without knowing what caused your amusement. “Oh god what now.”
“That’s a big word.”
“Ethereal”
“Ethereal”
You both laugh until your stomaches hurt and you’re curled into each others sides. You lay like that for what feels like an eternity listening closely to the air conditioning, heartbeats, breath and city sounds.
“I’m really happy with you. Not just tonight like always.”
He looks down at your words.
“Me too baby. I truly love you with every inch of my soul.” you smile placing a light kiss on his lips.
“I feel so great right now” you say looking deep in his eyes.
“I’m glad baby. but you knowww I can think of something else that would feel really good right now.” You smile and feel the redness in your cheeks.
“How do you have energy right now?” You say smiling
“I don’t know but I can do all the work if you’re up for it”
“Really!?” You say giddily
“Of course baby.” He says laughing “Come here” You move over to straddle his hips kissing him deeply as you slip your tongue between his lips. You feel every movement and every stroke of his hand on your waist. You begin to rock slowly on his lap.Already feeling the tension in his jeans. Your hands travel from his neck to the bottom of his shirt as you lift the hem and pull it off him. “Fuck babe.” You chuckle lightly as you kiss down his neck.
“Alright don’t hate me but that’s all the legwork I got right now.” you say pulling away from the kiss.
“I could never hate you I was waiting for my turn anyway.” He flips you over to hover over you looking into your eyes. His pupils dilated and eyes red. He’s never looked better.
“you’re really hot” It completely slipped out but you don’t regret it all you can feel is his hardening dick pressing into your thigh and his soft breath.
“well god look at you. you’re fucking perfect” he dives for your lips as the rhythm comes back immediately. You bring your left hand to his neck as you rake your right down his chest and hook your fingers through his belt loops.
“Can I take this off for you love?” Either you’re really high or that’s the hottest thing anyone has ever said on their entire life but it’s probably both. You nod as he pulls your shirt over your head discarding it somewhere in the room. He moves down your body pausing at your chest and begins to plant small kisses on your collarbone. You can’t help but whine and the sensation and buck your hips up to meet his. Every little touch and sensation feels ten times stronger when you’re in the euphoric state of brief consciousness.
You feel Joes hand sneak to your back where your bra clasp lays. He looks up at you pupils filled with lust and euphoria. You nod as he un does the clasp removing your bra slowly and gently.
“I swear you’re the most perfect person to exist” he says kissing your tits and making his way back up to your neck and mouth. With every movement your breath hitches and he notices.
He pulls his face away from yours and looks at you searching your face for any hesitation.
“You okay love?”
“Yeah, fuck I just need you”
He chuckles softly and he makes his way down to your sweatpants removing them along with your underwear but not before double checking you felt comfortable. He slips two fingers between your folds pressing gently your clit. You gasp and arch into his touch griping his shoulders.
“Fuck babe we need to have high sex much more if it makes you feel this good. You’re soaked baby.” You moan at his words not helping your need for him inside you. You grip his waistband undoing his jeans and pulling his boxers down. You groan at the sight of him.
“You still okay love?” he slightly chuckles at your desperateness
“Yeah Im really good” you smile up at him as he dives back into your lips tongue making its way past your lips and teeth. As soon as the rhythm returns you feel him slowly enter your pussy. Inch by inch.
You moan loudly into his lips when he bottoms out hitting that spot that send sparks through your veins. He beings to move at a fast enough pace to feel amazing but slow enough to feel every inch.
“Holy shit this feels so fucking good.” he groans out looking between you. “I’m not gonna last baby”
“Fuck me neither” You feel the tension building in your core ready to snap. “Fuck babe i’m close”
“Me t- fuck” you clench around him arching to get a new angle. “Can you do that again ba-“ he shutters.
He feels you flutter around him as you both finish riding out the high.
When he finished cleaning up and giving you a pair of his sweatpants and baggy shirt as well as throwing his boxers on. You stand in the mirror brushing your teeth.
“Honestly I’m glad it’s kinda wearing off I don’t think I would be able to walk right now after all that” he says looking at you in the mirror.
You laugh with your head thrown back. “I know i’m laughing but I think I would be bed ridden and in need of a wheelchair if it hadn’t mellowed out by now.”
You stare at each other in the mirror when you both finish your night routine.
“I love you so much and if you’re up for it we need to do that much more often.” he laughs at himself turning to face you.
“I love you too and I couldn’t agree more” He leans in and kisses you softly then harder. You pull away “Okay I love you so much and you’re so fucking sexy and hot and amazing in bed but I cannot go for another round tonight i think would actually need hospitalization” he laughs deeply.
“Okay love” he plants a kiss on your cheek and drags you to the bed laying down and cradling you into a quiet sleep.
Synopsis: when y/n covers a song for a radio station it intrigues many (idk how to write a synopsis for this i’m so sorry)
Warning: bad writing, one no no word, use of y/n, non existent face claim, lmk if there are more!
y/n_music
Liked by mckennagraceful, conan gray, djotime and 304k others
y/n_music that's a wrap on philly thank you for being so loud and generous love to you all!! Special thank you to mckennagraceful for bringing the energy so proud of how far you've come!
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mckennagraceful you’re the sweetest cant wait to finish out this leg!!
Liked by y/n_music
conangray my two favorite rockstars
y/n_music imy cone
billieeilish so excited to see you love you
y/n_music cant wait!!
djofan_84 oh???
user713452985 i have such bad fomo why aren't they coming to Michigan
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Mcnugget (mckenna)
Are you breathing okay?
Y/n
Ummm yeah lol should i not be
Mcnugget (mckenna)
Right.. It's not like your favorite person in the world liked your post
y/n
Stop how did i not realize until now
Uh oh MCKENNA HELP
Mcnugget (mckenna)
WHAT? WHAT?
y/n
He just followed me
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y/n_music
Liked by djotime, postanimalupdates, gracieabrams and 504k others
y/n_music thank you so so much for having me @bbcradio and letting me cover one of my all time favorite songs egg and perform my latest single. Watch both performances on the bbcradio’s youtube
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djotime im so very honored thank you
y/n_music thank YOU! Truly an incredible record you put out this year
billieeilish JUSTIN SHIRT SPOTTED
y/n_music well of course
Djo_supremisist MOTHER AND FATHER YESSS
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djotime
Hey i just wanted to tell you how amazing that cover was and your all your work is so well done no doubt you're record of the year for sure
y/n_music
Thank you so much that means so much! I absolutely love the album, such amazing work all around!
djotime
Thank you so much! Feel free to ignore me if this is too forward and i know we havent talked but id love to get some of your amazing production or vocals on a song soon if you'd be up for it
y/n_music
Not too forward at all I would love to! You're over at electric lady right? I think ive seen you a few times there
djotime
Yeah im in new york right now let me know what days work for you! :)
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That's as fast as it happened. Usually you'd think things like this only happen in books or stories but no, I'm walking into electric lady studios to record with someone I’ve appreciated for so long. I walk in the doorway pulling out my phone to text Joe that I made it in but before I can even turn it on I see him walking down the narrow hallway. He's much taller than I thought. He's wearing a black zip up with a graphic tee and baggy dark blue jeans. “Hey!” he says with a smile as wide as your own.
“Hi! I'm excited!” I try not to overanalyze my tone or word choice because I know that will only make things worse. “Me too! We're all posted up back here.” He walks making small talk as we go down the hall. He makes sure to look back every so often as if he's making sure I'm not going to run away. We walk into the studio. “Guys this is y/n.” A collective of excited heys are said as they each say their names. At the beginning it was a bit awkward but somehow I eventually had a guitar in my hands and was showing them a riff I had been toying with but not sure what to put over it. Immediately Javi spoke up. “Yo,” he said, gently hitting Joe's shoulder. “You remember that one song you had?” He hurriedly hums a tune. Joe’s eyebrows raise. “Javi you genius.” Joe whips out his phone as a small chuckle falls from my lips. He looks up and smiles at me. It's not just a smile, it's a certain look I can't quite figure out. He hands me his phone and I read the lyrics.
I knew a girl, she knocked at my door
Head in the clouds, feet off the floor
I knew a girl
She brought me life
Back when the girl was mine
She knocks and knocks
I knew a girl
She brought me life
Back when the girl was mine
It feels like a big waste of time
I don't seem to mind
But life keeps swallowing
thats why i learned to cook
Im a vacuumed sealed body bag
In a crafted metabolic way
Salutations to the old world
Hundred oysters for a single pearl
You could not get over the talent this man had. “Do you like it?” He asks elbows on his knees with his hands clasped together. “Joe, this is amazing.” He smiles exhaling. “Alright then looks like we have our project for today. Also if you want to change anything or add anything let me know!” He grins at you and you smile back. “I couldn't change anything.” Wes comes over putting a hand on Joe's shoulder. “Alright, less flirting, more work. I'm excited about this song.” Joe's cheeks flush and you chuckle. “We're just getting to know each other right Joe?” I laugh out loud. “Yeah.” Joe sits down on the couch next to me and my breath hitches. He smirks at me. Fuck.
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Thank you for reading I took a bit of inspo from @hanwritesthings amazing fic
Lmk if you want more i’m also open to do requests! they may take awhile or not happen tho bc of my schedule i can’t write a lot!
Synopsis: after a harsh ending memories flood back as you walk down Manhattan streets
Warnings: use of y/n, bad writing, fluff, lmk if there are others
Present (Manhattan, New York)
It's been months yet the reminders never waver. It's always something subtle, a smell, a noise, a song. This time it's the smell of a stranger's cologne. It wasn't the same but there were similar notes of cedar and sandalwood. That's all it takes to provoke the plastic wrapped memories.
May 7th (Manhattan, New York)
I am half asleep as I roll over to sprawl out on the light blue sheets. I expect to feel the cold sheets beneath my fingers instead my hand meets a warm body quite harshly.
“Ouch” he says with a chuckle as he looks up through brown framed lenses from his book and at me. He clearly has been awake much longer than me due to the absence of sleep in his voice. “Its only eight and you're already out to get me.”
“Sorry” I say, sleep weighing down my words. “I thought you would be down stairs by now.” He puts his book mark in his book and places it on the wooden table. “Nah, I've been working all week and wanted a relaxing morning.” It's true, this week he was stressed and overwhelmed. Bosses had called him in when he was supposed to be off, people calling him in the middle of the night with questions, and emails upon emails flooded his inbox. But it was finally Sunday and his work was closed and it was a day for rest.
“Ugh, I never want to get out of this bed.” I shift to curl into his side. “Then don't. My plan was to rot in bed all day and maybe…” He looks down at me. “Pick up dinner from that one place down the road you always want.” I whip my head around to look at him. “Really?” He nods. The sleep is completely gone from my voice now, the excitement taking over. “My dream day.”
I turn to get out of bed but he grabs my wrist. “Umm where do you think you're going? Did we not just discuss a whole day in bed?” I turn to see his dark brown eyes looking up at me. Now that I'm standing up I see his hair, more messy than usual, and his glasses angled down on the edge of his nose from reading. “I just need to grab a sweatshirt real quick. It's cold.” He lets go of my wrist. “Okay hurry up, I want to watch an episode of our show.” I do a little jog to our shared closet, my hands warming under my arms. I grab my favorite sweatshirt to steal from his side of the rack. I pull it over my head as I get a waft of his cologne, sandalwood and cedar. I shove my hand in the pocket of the hoodie and run back to bed jumping into the blankets like a child. He grabs the remote off the nightstand. “I think we're on episode 7.”
Present (Manhattan, New York)
As I walk down the snow lined sidewalks the memory fades as the cold wind bites my nose. I walk into the coffee shop on the corner. I always stop in if I'm out of the house, something about the familiar surroundings and soft piano tunes continues to draw me in. I order and sit down on the dark wood chair. I turn toward the door and begin to walk.
“Hey Y/N!” I turn around to see Charlie standing with coffee in hand, his thick British accent spread on each word. “Hey, Charlie..” I say uncomfortably. “It's nice to see you!” he's walking towards me now. “I haven't seen you in forever!” The last time I saw him his hair was longer and matted, but now he looks put together. “Yeah. It’s nice to see you!” I say slightly less awkward hoping I'm putting on a good enough “happy face” for him. “I hate to do this but I gotta run. But you should swing by Natalia and Penny miss you!” The mention of his girlfriend and old labradoodle brings light to my heart as I remember the times I would join them for dinner or invade their house with him.
November 12th (Manhattan, New York)
I'm in the kitchen finishing cleaning the coffee machine. When I hear the creak of our bedroom door. “You’re up late” I say as he rounds the counter and looks down at me. He leans against the marble counter. “Yeah, sorry I didn't come to bed until late. I was just stuck on this one piece. I think I might walk over to Charlies later and try to figure it out.” He pushes himself away from the counter arms outstretched for my embrace. I dry my hands and turn toward him, wrapping my arms around his torso. “Sounds good!” I say against his chest. We stay like that for a little while in the comfortable sleepy silence, the air conditioning humming throughout the house. I pull away and point to two full mugs of coffee on the counter. “I made you some coffee.” “Thank you, love.” He walks over and picks them up, handing one of the warm cups to me. We stand together leaning against the kitchen counter, cups in hand.
“What do you think about going over to Charlie’s with me?” He doesn't look at me, he says it into the air looking out the window. I turn toward him with a questioning look on my face. “Are you sure? I don't want to distract or mess up your flow.” His eyes meet mine as he looks over the rim of his coffee cup taking a slow sip before he puts the cup down. “Im sure! I want you to hear this one and give me some input. You're always good with advice, I'm sure your advice for music is the same.” I place my mug down too and look at him deeply. “Are you sure?” I ask again not wanting to intrude. “I'm positive!" I look at him once more with an unsure expression. “Love, come on, I said I'm sure 100 times!” he laughs. “Ok, ok. I'll go, plus I haven't seen Penny in awhile.” He smiles, his true smile, not a smile for me, a smile for him. “Alright then!” he says, clapping his hands together. “I'm excited to show you!” His expression softens and he looks gracefully at me, not as if he's looking through me, but looking inside me. “I'm excited to hear it!” I smile softly, lifting my mug again.
I open the door as the cold wind passes through the doorway. I pull my hood up and tuck my hands in my sweatpant pockets. He follows behind me, I turn to face him as he locks the door. “Holy, it's cold!” I say as the cold air compresses my muscles. He turns around, shoving the key in the pocket of his jeans and adjusts his beanie. “Woo!” he says as a gust of wind passes. “Thank goodness it's only a short walk.” I have walked to Charlie’s house before, for dinners, movies or time together but it's different this time. I can tell he's nervous as we round the block. I lift my hand out of my pocket and link my arm around his and place my hand into the pouch of my hoodie. I lift my head to look at him. He's only a few inches taller than me but I still feel short when I'm with him. “I don't have to go.” I say, smiling at his childlike nervousness. “No, no I want you to. It's just different.. but I'm excited.” His face is bright but his body tense, probably from the mixture of the cold and nerves. We walk up to the black metal gate unlatching it and walking to the door. He raps on the door 5 times. The old wood door opens as Natalia smiles at the sight of us. “Hey guys, me and Charlie were just about to leave but you guys are welcome to come in!” We walk in the house happy to be in the comfort of a heated home. I pull my hands out of my hoodie pocket, pulling my hood off my eyes. “Damn, you guys’ heater is strong!” I say pushing my shoes off my heel with my opposite foot. He does the same as he takes off his beanie leaving straggled hair in its wake. I reach up to smooth and untangle his hair with my fingers and a soft smile forms on both our faces. “Yeah I hate the cold.” she says as footsteps echo around the corner. Charlie appears through the hallway entrance. “Shes a wimp when it comes to the cold.” he says walking over to us. Charlie gives me a playful shove as if to say “move he's mine” and goes in to give him a hug. “Nice to see you man.” he says. “I know it's been so long!” Charlie says pulling away. Natalia walks up to me giving me a small hug and murmurs in my ear. “He let you come to watch him write?” I pull away and nod. She gives me a look that makes me feel special, different. “Y/N!” Charlie exclaims giving me a side hug. “Oh so now you want to say hi.” I laugh, returning the hug and give him a playful push away in revenge for his shove. Charlie gestures to the house. “Make yourself at home.” Charlie looks over at him “ I know you will," he says jokingly. “Behave and bedrooms are off limits kids” Natalia adds. I chuckle to myself as they make their way to the door and close it behind them. I immediately squat down and call Penny’s name as her paws pad down the hall. “Hey cutie! I've missed you!”
After we play with Penny for a while watching her wag her tail and jump for toys we make our way to the studio. It wasn't anything big, just a few instruments and foam slabs on the wall to muffle the absorb sound. He sits down on a small stool picking up an acoustic guitar as I take a seat in the desk chair swiveling it around to face him. “It’s still a draft and any feedback you have tell me, good and bad.” There's nerves but also excitement and light in his face. “Of course.” I say then he sighs as wraps his hand around the neck of the guitar. Then he starts playing. The guitar had some right fret buzz but, somehow, it makes the song even more vulnerable. His voice begins to mix with the sound of the strings. I was listening to him but at the same time I wasn't. I was watching him. He was in his element, doing what he loved and what helped him through so many hard times. When he was finished he looked up at me, gathered my awe and amazement in a bundle and handed it to him all at once. “Holy.” I say as I gaze at him he's no longer nervous, he's relieved. “Did you write all of that? Like, by yourself?” He nods “Yeah the chords need some work but-” “That's my favorite.” I say. He laughs “You haven't even heard anything else.” “I don't need to, I already have decided.” He stands up and walks over to me. “I'm glad you like it. Ok but in all seriousness do you have any negative feedback.” I stand up and hug him and at that moment he is finally relaxed. “I thought it was great! Like you said the chords might need a little work but it sounded so good!” We pull apart as I look up at him. “Thank you for showing me” He studies my face looking over all my features. “Of course I trust you more than anything. Thank you for the feedback.” We smile at each other and happiness floods the room. “Okay I'm hungry, let's get food.” I chuckle and follow him out of the room.
"When the house falls, the voice remains"
— A message from Gaza, written by Abdelmajid ✍️
In a time where news is just numbers, and images pass in seconds,
there are faces that remain.
I am one of them.
My name is Abdelmajid.
I don't carry an extraordinary story — I share what has sadly become ordinary in Gaza:
Waking up to find no roof above me 🏚️, calling out to my mother and hearing no reply 💔, surviving a certain death… only to face the daily battle to live.
We used to believe war was a moment that would pass.
But we’ve learned it may begin… and never end.
It doesn’t just take homes — it takes childhood, voices, the faces we love.
Since that day, I no longer have a little world called my room.
No key. No quiet corner.
What remains?
Fragments of memory… and a flicker of hope I carry every time my niece looks at me and asks, "Why did this happen to us?" 👧
I’m not writing for pity,
nor for passing sadness.
I write because we need a voice — someone to carry our story back into the rhythm of this loud world 🌍
You may not be able to end the war,
but you can ease its cruelty on those who survived.
You can extend a hand to someone trying to rebuild from rubble 🤝
My name is Abedmajed Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with what remains of my once large and loving family.
Whether you donate, share, or simply read these words to the end — your action may go unseen by cameras, but it makes a real difference ✨
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From my heart, and from the heart of Gaza:
Thank you for still seeing the human behind the headlines 🕊️