I’M HERE TO CONVINCE YOU TO DO SIN.

20yo, he/they, local selfshipper and tummy kink enthusiast. If you know who I am, no you don’t. MINORS FUCK OFF THIS IS A KINK BLOG

[writtenbyantheraea]

Obligatory blog intro woohoo

Hello, and welcome to…my second kink blog! For safety reasons I will not use my real name here, but you can call me moth! I am a 20 year old selfshipper and god’s biggest tummy kinkster.

Stuff I will post:

• Stuffing

• Hunger

• (mostly horny) f/o/selfship posts

• possibly stuff regarding my other kinks depending on the day. you’ll have to collect my pages to find out what they are

• maybe art. MAYBE. if i get comfortable enough. I’ll think about it

Stuff I will NOT post:

• Emeto

• Major weight gain

• Death feedism??? thats a thing apparently

• real life photos. i cant bring myself to do it im sorrye

DNI:

• NO MINORS. NO NO NO NO NO MINORS!!! I DONT WANT THEM ANYWHERE NEAR HERE. AM I CLEAR? NO MINORS!!!!!!!!! /ref

• PROSHIPPERS. YOU ARE THE WORST. GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT G

• people who are into ddlg. that’s just diet pedophilia sorrgy

• people who believe in cringe culture. Just why. What’s the point. Why cant we all just hold hands and frolic through the fields together??

• people from ED/proana tumblr. The stuff I’m into is purely fictional and you are actively harming yourself. We are not at all the same. This is the LAST place you need to be. Please get help

Other things to keep in mind:

• I am autistic. I use tone tags sometimes. You are not required to use them around me but you are welcome to.

• as you may or may not know, I am a victim of sexual abuse. Please be patient with me. Just because this is a kink blog does not mean that all sense of boundaries go out the window. Consent isn’t just necessary but also sexy. If you try anything funny I will drop kick you into the sun

• as I also mentioned earlier, I am a selfshipper. I am chronically nonsharing, but doubles are free to interact. Just don’t.. bring that stuff around me thanks. Also be respectful of course but that kinda goes without saying

• DO NOT reblog my fandom stuff in the main tags PLEASE. I go out of my way to censor any and all buzzwords to keep my posts from showing up in the search results for a minor (or just someone who is NOT looking for kink content in general) to find. Reblogging my stuff under the main fandom tags defeats the WHOLE point in doing this!! So just. dont

• If you know who is behind this account, no you do not. If you do, you’ve either connected the dots, found my pages and solved my riddles three, or I have told you in confidentiality which means I REALLY trust you. Regardless of how you know, please do not tell anyone. I made this a separate account for a reason.

• If you have a problem with me or something that I’ve said and done, say it to my face. I’m willing to talk and hear you out and see how I can be a better person if there’s something that needs to change. I promise I don’t bite. Don’t talk shit behind my back please. Given how small this community is I Will Find out and I Will Cry.

• Anyone who violates my dni and boundaries will be blocked on sight and, depending on the severity of the situation, I will warn others about you.

Tags:

🦋 info/psa

Useful info and helpful friendly (and not so friendly) reminders, such as this post :3

🦋 selfship stuff

The tag where I talk about kissing my fictional partners. All 2 billion of them muwa muwa mwua 💋💋😘

🦋 moth yaps

me yapping about… literally anything kink related honestly!!

🦋 moth reblogs

kind of self explanatory. not my post but oh boy it’s a good one

🦋 moth answers

this is for when (or if) i get any asks. if you're an anon who signs off with an emoji I'll even make you your own tag as well because im just cool like that

anon tags:

💙🐦, 💊, 🎉💥

[writtenbyantheraea]

im not gonna say the name of the game in fear of the Normal People finding me but ive been playing that one game that’s been blowing up lately. you know the one. yeah. that one.

anyways I got a cutscene where my s/i was comforting another character and out of nowhere they said “you must be hungry if your stomach is asking for food that loudly”.

I can’t stop thinking about it. hottest sentence ive heard all week and it’s from a game about tiny people. i might pass away

[writtenbyantheraea]

APPARENTLY YOU CAN?? LITERALLY JUST LOOK INSIDE THEIR STOMACHS???? HELLO ?????????

[writtenbyantheraea]

im not gonna say the name of the game in fear of the Normal People finding me but ive been playing that one game that’s been blowing up lately. you know the one. yeah. that one.

anyways I got a cutscene where my s/i was comforting another character and out of nowhere they said “you must be hungry if your stomach is asking for food that loudly”.

I can’t stop thinking about it. hottest sentence ive heard all week and it’s from a game about tiny people. i might pass away

[writtenbyantheraea]

okay so sub//sp4c3 got his canon body type revealed and uh. remember that starvation torture fix i was on like 2 weeks ago?? yeah so surprisingly enough ive taken a complete 180 now.

I know he canonically can’t eat (or at least has a very hard time doing so) but I’ll find a way dude i swear. maybe he can get a feeding tube or something of the sort. He’d probably start off small and slow since i can imagine his stomach’s probably been dormant for months if not years. He’d gradually get bigger portions/fed more often until one day he realizes that his clothes don’t hang as loose as they used to. They hug his body tighter than he remembers. He looks at himself— he’s still thin, but his ribs don’t poke out that much anymore. his belly isn’t as concave as it used to be.

would he feel a little ashamed? Probably. he’s gained weight, after all. he’s let himself go, he’d probably think to himself. He can’t just go back to the way it was before, though. he’s already regained his appetite.

It’s almost dinner time. And he’s already so, so hungry.

[writtenbyantheraea]

sub//sp4c3 going on one of his long evil tangents and getting interrupted mid sentence by his stomach growling. send tweet

[writtenbyantheraea]

therapy just wont cut it. i NEED sub//sp4c3 to starve and get violent about it. I need him to starve and lose composure. I need him to starve and get put in his place. I just need him to starve. Ok ?

[writtenbyantheraea]

idk WHY but I’ve been on a starvation torture fix lately. Like yes I NEED The Character starving hungry begging for food and complaining about how much it hurts. They WILL whimper and whine at the constant hunger pangs. Manhandle them. Tease them. Tie them up. Maybe feed them the tiniest bit of food so that their poor stomach is left begging for more

[writtenbyantheraea]

where did all my anons go .. I miss you guys 😪

[writtenbyantheraea]

okok. this will probably give away who Fuckass Mercenary is but I GOTTA talk about it.

So he has a helmet he wears like 99% of the time. He’s blind, and through some unexplained advanced technology the helmet doubles as a vision aid. It’s one of those helmets that completely cover the face btw so he has to take it off and just Be Blind during certain tasks (ie; eating).

So. I’ve been thinking about him getting hand fed/spoon fed. Probably OOC for him but think about it for like 5 seconds. By agreeing to something like that not only is he trusting whoever’s feeding him to not humiliate him over it but he’s ALSO trusting them with his whole life essentially because he can’t see what they’re doing. He can’t predict what their next move is. He just has to trust that they won’t try to hurt him.

Something about feeding being so intimate and personal… AUHGH 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[discount1901]

him changing the difficulty to peaceful to avoid starving was my 9/11

[writtenbyantheraea]

ok normally i dont post about irl stuff but I tried weed today and apparently a common side effect is being REALLY hungry?

I was told about it and I was like “ok lol it cant be that bad i know what hunger is like”. Dude. I ate dinner + a few snacks and im still hungry. I dont mean “oh i could eat” hungry like. It feels like Ive eaten nothing at all?? my stomach feels EMPTY.

I cant even complain because oh my god this is so fucking hot?? The way I know for a fact that theres food in my belly and yet I can almost feel it sinking in.. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

i think im gonna make all of my f/os high now.

[writtenbyantheraea]

lately ive been thinking about this particular scenario with sub//sp4c3 and my s/i and im TRYING to write a fic about it but i am. Struggling so let me just tell you what im trying to convey ok?

so basically. s/i has a medical procedure that requires them to fast for an extended amount of time. sub//sp4c3 orders food for them BUT he insists s/i has to eat slowly or they’ll upset their stomach. when they don’t listen (because they’re starving) he ties them up and spoon feeds them, but he only gives them like 2 bites a minute. The whole time he’s rubbing their belly and feeling it growl under his hand and he knows EXACTLY what he’s doing.

sub//sp4c3 eventually gives them more frequent bites but not until s/i has eaten more than enough. they try to tell him that they’re full but he INSISTS they’re lying and basically gaslights them into thinking that no, really, they ARE still hungry.

They were starving just a few minutes ago, there’s no way they’re full already. He can still feel their belly rumbling, so surely that means it’s still empty, right? Their stomach hurts? Of course it does, they’re hungry. Every time they open their mouth to complain, they’re interrupted by getting more food shoved into their mouth. They keep swallowing, so surely that means they’ve got plenty of room in there. Since they’re tied up the whole time, there’s nothing they can really do to stop it.

This would probably go on until they’ve either eaten ALL of the food sub//sp4c3 bought for them or until they physically can’t eat anymore. They’d get untied and eventually take a well deserved nap on the couch

[writtenbyantheraea]

okay so I discovered a fanfic a few days ago about sub//sp4c3 committing cannibalism. while im indifferent about the concept of cannibalism the fic went into SO MUCH DETAIL when it came to his hunger. like they focused on that more than the actual cannibalism. he even had his stomach growl a few times.. 😵‍💫

however in that same fic he also got imprisoned and humiliated so. Whenever I read that fic I get unreasonably torn between feeling bad for him and getting SO turned on

[writtenbyantheraea]

ao3 is down so now I cant read it. this is the worst day ever

[writtenbyantheraea]

anyways guys i think ive got yet another crush. this is so embarrassing

[writtenbyantheraea]

accidentally found my abusers tumblr.. this is like the one account they don’t have me blocked on because they don’t know about this one. curiosity got the best of me and I found out they lied to me about not living in the same state as me (they do). I blocked them to keep them from finding this account because they know about like. All of my kinks.

stay safe out there you guys. holy fuck

[writtenbyantheraea]

okay so I discovered a fanfic a few days ago about sub//sp4c3 committing cannibalism. while im indifferent about the concept of cannibalism the fic went into SO MUCH DETAIL when it came to his hunger. like they focused on that more than the actual cannibalism. he even had his stomach growl a few times.. 😵‍💫

however in that same fic he also got imprisoned and humiliated so. Whenever I read that fic I get unreasonably torn between feeling bad for him and getting SO turned on

[writtenbyantheraea]

hi. you. selfshippers on my blog. yes, even you lurking. I see you.

I have a question. Since all of the nsft selfship blogs are like. Gone and Stuff, how would we feel about me starting my own?? let me know :3