a little inlove

bits and pieces of and from my mind💫

[writtenininkedhearts]

and for a moment i was happy, i was with you. sometimes i try to remember that and it feels like enough. it won't ever be. i want just 5 more minutes with you, is that ok?

[writtenininkedhearts]

you touched my hand and looked in my eyes and i felt it. so innocently sweet i saw you. you try to hide all up in your hidden castle but sometimes you peak out, let little parts of yourself out. i wish you weren't so guarded but i wouldn't change a thing about you. everything about you is wonderful, the good and the bad, because it is you. when you looked at me that sunny afternoon it was different then usual, when you touched me my skin was electrified for days

[writtenininkedhearts]

i love you so much i don't know what to do with it sometimes it feels like it's pouring out of my eyes so i stuff them tissues, but then it comes out of my mouth and i cannot see to close it. it runs out of my ears and nose and i cannot seem to contain it

it paralyzes me and scares me but in that way it makes me feel real. i love you so much, so humanly that it makes me almost feel like a person. but i close my eyes, shut my mouth, and plug my ears until the sharp drilling sound becomes a hushed whisper. i love you but it's too much, i love you but you don't want it. if you saw the truth you would be far away, for my love is always too much. a plant overwatered doesn't survive, does it?

[writtenininkedhearts]

it's over now, but sometimes through the regret and sadness there's a garden. the light shines in sometimes and it reminds me that i once got to know you, parts of you in a way nobody else will. if it means nothing to you that's okay, because you mean everything to me

[writtenininkedhearts]

i dream of you often btw

[writtenininkedhearts]

i try to explain you, but i lose my words everytime i try. are you nice? i want to say that you are everything, the stars the sun the moon and the universe. the fact you are so beautiful and mesmerizing, but i will never be able to touch you. sometimes i think thats okay but i miss your touch and i miss you

[writtenininkedhearts]

he asked me if i was religious, a question i have no clue how to answer. i shrugged and told him im not really sure, ive never been much of a religious person. we sat for a few minutes, him thinking of my answer. he was very religious, and believed in god. i should have told him the truth. i don't believe in god, but i believe in you. i pray for you to be safe, i pray that your well. i believe in you and your faith and goodness so so much. more than you will understand. i guess in a way i do believe in god, because i believe in you

[writtenininkedhearts]

sometimes i write about you to remind myself that i am so filled with love!!! and even if you never knew, if nobody ever knew, it still existed to me

[writertobesworld]

Perhaps the most wanted feeling in the world to be seen and heard. We all exist there is no question about that but feeling seen and heard is what gives that existence a sense of meaning and purpose.

In this age of instant gratification that our devices give us we crave for a human touch that is going astray at a greater pace than we would like

[writtenininkedhearts]

i love this because what is the point if it isn't love?? humans crave connections with others biologically, you can't change that no matter how hard you try and i find that beautiful

[writertobesworld]

Perhaps the most wanted feeling in the world to be seen and heard. We all exist there is no question about that but feeling seen and heard is what gives that existence a sense of meaning and purpose.

In this age of instant gratification that our devices give us we crave for a human touch that is going astray at a greater pace than we would like

[writtenininkedhearts]

july 4th and millions across the nation get lit trying to forget the one that got away

what a bonding moment america

[writtenininkedhearts]

in this lifetime i'm so glad we met. out of the millions of years and billions of people who lived im glad our paths crossed even for this short while. i believe you may have shaped me in irreversible ways and i may never see you again. i will be okay when i remember the fact that somewhere, deep down, you loved me just a little

[writtenininkedhearts]

i saw your soul before i saw your body and i never loved anyone more

[writtenininkedhearts]

every-time you reach out i assume you must be atleast a little bit high, i don't believe you have the courage most times

[writtenininkedhearts]

but baby those drugs will never love you like i could

[writtenininkedhearts]

do you remember it the way i remember? isnt it astonishing how one person can be moved so far and the other can feel nothing? how do you feel nothing when i felt my world change forever?

[writtenininkedhearts]

i love and love and love i am a faucet

i will never receive i'm not capable

have you ever seen water go up the faucet

i cannot reach the drain no matter how hard i try

i will never let myself receive it