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How i figured out im finally free from the pain you have caused me? It was a normal day when I suddenly thought of visiting the fb profile of the girl you were with while we're still dating. I typed her name in the search button to apologize for what I did to her when I was madly inlove with you. I think it is the best way of having closure before I completely leave it in the past. To my surprise, I saw her account and she is with a new guy. I realized I had this genuine smile on my face. I went through the guy's account and you can see to it that he is proud to have her. I decided not to send her a message. I am so happy for her, it's the love she's been dreaming of. After a couple of days, I went to a friend's birthday party. I already expected that your new girl (who i thought was a new friend of mine before you two started dating) would be there too. But what I didn't expect was to be in one table with her. Worst was to sit beside her. Actually, it wasn't awkward for me. Why would I act like a queen bitch at my friend's party just because the person I thought was a new friend, was there? Nope, i have no room for negativity. It only became awkward when the people around us acted like it's awkward! (I hope you get me lol) I didn't bother and just enjoyed the night. Weeks have passed when I saw a picture of you two together posted by a common friend on twitter. My immediate reaction was "Oohh sila pa pala." I stopped scrolling for a couple of minutes and had realizations. I was smiling. No hate nor jealousy was felt. I thought to myself that the three of us are moving forward and happy with the life we have right now. I truly pray for everyone's contentment. We all deserve it. I pray that you will take good care of the heart of the girl you're dating right now because she is a keeper. I also pray that one day, you will be able to free yourself from the damage your ex-wife gave you because it psychologically affects you in your present situation. Thankyou for making me a stronger woman than I thought I was. (Hanggang dito nalang di ko na masyadong pinahaba at pinaganda ang mga salita dahil inaantok na ako haha bye dami kong ek ek pucha)

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Im happy with my life right now and have finally forgiven people who have hurted me Yes we're good pero hanggang dun nalang yun. I distance myself and cut all ties. Let's keep it that way.

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this is so unwow, ang inactive ko :------(( ha ha

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mood rn i wanna go to your place secretly, enter into your room without asking for your permission wake you up through my kisses and give you one quick round then leave

[whiskey-glitter]

I wanted to lose myself between your thighs.

wg // trailed kisses and breathless moans (via whiskey-glitter)

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Goodbye to teenage years

November 11, 2016. The day I was no longer a teenager. Yes, I am already 20 years old and it feels like saying to my life “Welcome to adulthood, Angelica.”

Sadly, we have friday classes so that day, I was at the school but our prof texted us that she won’t be meeting us so our dismissal was just around 9:30am. My groupmates in Mandarin class decided to stay at Margo’s house. We practiced for a while then celebrated my birthday in a very simple way by buying 1L of liquor, foods and chaser plus good party songs. (SEGWAY: MY CRUSH STARTED FOLLOWING ME ON IG!!!)

I went home and rested for a while because my friends from church and I had a plan of meeting each other and ofcourse to celebrate my birthday. We came up to the decision of spending our night at Cafe Plus located in Plaridel, Bulacan which gave us the perfect ambiance to relax and great foods to share with each other.

Surprisingly, Kate, Trisha and ate Mae gave me gifts. So much love! (who doesn’t love gifts?!)

And the night went smooth. We filled it with so much laughters, stories we had experienced in two months and praises and prayers. Having them made my birthday extra special.

Now that I am already 20 years old, I am expecting more shitty things to deal with because it sounds like entering into reality in a tougher way.

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Amoyamie Crib has established it’s new branch in Malolos, Bulacan last November 20, 2016. The venue looked utterly charming and as a result, we tried it three days after its opening.

The store is located at the second floor of a commercial center in front of Malolos Capitol. You can effortlessly find it because it's just right across Bulacan State University and just along the highway. As we came in, we looked around and observed the interior. It’s indeed captivating, very engaging and unique. It has colorful walls made in wood. Each room has designated capacity. There are rooms good for two pax, rooms available for three to four persons and so on. It has many divisions and due to that, the store can afford to have a huge number of customers at a short period of time. On the other hand, the place was filled with the noise made by the crowd. It was absolutely discordant and distracting. However, we still made our way to our table and ordered. The room we had chosen was good for four that looked like a snug. Pillows are made as seats. It was a bit uncomfortable because i couldn’t fully stretch my legs since the space wasn’t enough. Lighting affects the camera shot so I included it as a factor. The illumination in our room was a bit dull that’s why I just adjusted the highlight and shadow of my shot. The temperature of the place is even; not that too hot nor too cold. Another thing to look for is its comfort room. They have no comfort room available for the customers. We had to go out of the cafe and look for the comfort room of the commercial center. My rate for the venue and amenities is 1 out of 3 stars.

Their serving time was disappointing. We waited for more than half an hour which made us bored and gave us nuts. Customers passing by were whooping. Crews assigned at the area were hollering. We were about to ask if we could cancel the order until there was a staff who assisted us. We asked her for follow up and ofcourse, to take us pictures. She was overtalkative. You would hear her randomly saying anything like “ay sumeselfie pa, may pagkain na” to a group of customers. I guess it’s their way of being friendly and accommodating but I think it doesn’t work on us. They kept on passing by which distracted us. Note: don’t expect for its full comfortableness because it’s a self-service shop. They will give you a gadget wherein it will light and buzz as a signal that your order is ready to pick up at the counter area. Same with their water. I’d give 1 star for their customer service.

And here comes the food.. Finally order’s complete. We first tried the fries (P49) (which supposedly our side dish lol) and the word “disappointed” just appeared in my sight. It’s no longer hot and crunchy. We also noticed that it’s not deep fried so we complained to the staff who was assisting us saying we want it hot. She took it and came back after a couple of minutes but nothing changed. Next is the sandwich sliced into four with fries, good for one person (P95). All I could say is that there’s nothing special with the sandwich. It tasted so typical like homemade/DIY sandwiches. We also ordered s'mores (P85). Since it wasn’t serve immediately, the melted part of mallows was kind of hardened. It has nuts inside that gave off a twist. The serving of the s'mores was enough to satisfy our tummies. (four tummies!) Lastly, frappe. They offer original flavors (P109) and the upgraded ones (P149). I ordered a Nutella flavor and it was too sweet that made me not finish it. It was overwhelming. It’s kind of hassle to order the upgraded ones because of the toppings, also they decorated each glass of upgraded flavors with syrup around it. It was a little bit messy because the syrup flowing from the glass stained the table. All in all, they use easy and affordable ingredients to reach their target market. Obviously, this shop is student/budget-friendly. A piece of note: they only have few choices in the menu. I’d give a star for being affordable.

Recommendable? Nope. It’s not a perfect place to chill or have some quiet time.

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You’ve been gone for six months and now you’re here with me, laying on my chest, listening to every beat of my heart, your arms wrapped around my waist while i whisper dirty secrets. You miss the way i make you feel like a baby. Hugging you back, playing with your hair. Baby i miss the smell of it. You look at me like we’ve never seen each other for ages. You touch my face saying “Baby i miss your face, your soft face, as soft as a marshmallow. I miss tracing your freckles. They look like sprinkle candies on top of a chocolate drink.” And you move every strand of my hair on my face behind my ear. You touch my lips, doing it with caress. Baby i like it when you do it to me. Your face is nearer, holding mine telling me “baby you are the most beautiful woman i have ever seen and i am the luckiest man in the world because i have you. Girl you know that my love aint going nowhere. And you know that you’re so precious and rare. I just wanna show my appreciation girl i got this craving for you. Baby come and kiss my lips would you mind if we do it like this?” And i kiss you, i kiss you like i have never kissed anyone before. And then you kiss me back. Holding me tight like you dont wanna ever let me go. We dont stop kissing until i cant breathe. I cant breathe. So you grab me and put me on top of you. I lean forward. I kiss you on your forehead, down to your nose then to your left cheek to your right and to your chin til you playfully kiss me on my lips. Starting to do torrid kissing again, i slowly take my shirt off and unlock my bra while you do the same thing to you. I love it when you’re sweet to me. And you love it when i bite my lips because of too much pleasure you give to me. I love it when you cover up my eyes for a minute and lick my tits. I love it when i ask you to tickle my back while you rub between my tighs like that. You’re starting to get playfully freaky now. Your body on my body. Let us feel the heat running between us. You can be tender. You can be rough. You can do anything you care for. Everything above. Baby rock my body, ride my body kiss my favorite spot. You tie my hands behind my back. I know once you got there you wont stop til you feel my body getting hot. And now im screaming out your name while eating me. The way my body moving like a bubble about to pop i just want it all so dont stop. Sliding your fingers in and out of my pussy you lay me back and you tease me with your dick. You make me wet when you rub your dick on my pussy. I spit on my hand and play with my clits while you put your dick on my lips. Oh god i love how big your cock is. I play with it like a lollipop. Sipping it again and again. Damn it is getting harder. You’re fucking me in my mouth while you are eating my pussy again. Baby we can do this all night. You face me to you saying “Im gonna ride on you baby all night, im gonna take care of your body ill be gentle dont you scream its getting hotter make it softer feel your chest on top of me.” And there you go, you fuck me right there, you’re fucking me faster and faster. I like it when you drive it.

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Smoker

I see a lot of posts on social media especially on facebook stating that smoking won’t make you cool, that it will never make you attractive.

Honestly speaking, i don’t give a shit about people’s rants or nonsense posts on social media, though those things are a pain in my eyes. But I just want to tell you my side about this certain issue.

Yes, it wasn’t, it isn’t and it will never make me a chic in people’s eyes but who said that smokers including me burn deadly sticks just to look cool? We don’t smoke just to look like badass kids who rule all the gangster groups as we usually see in the movies. And here are some of my reasons why i do:

First, it’s my way to keep me relaxed. As if all my mad nerves are being beaten to calm down once i start hitting up a stick. I usually light it up whenever i am in a bad mood, or it’s just that i’m not having a great day. I do it because it’s my fastest way to cool myself down.

Another stick to keep my shit together when i’m nervous. I usually panic when things don’t run based on my plan. I bring out a stick, suck it on my lips, burn it and play with its smoke. Then i forget the world for a while. You’re just sitting in the corner, staring outside and observing the living and non-living things, and eventually noticing those things you don’t know that exist.

When I feel like the food i’ve eaten overwhelms me, i smoke. It’s my side dish, actually. The taste of the cigarette conquers the oversatisfying taste of the food.

Honestly, it keeps me away from pooping in public loos. I kid you not but it’s true. When the problem comes up, here comes a stick to rescue me from emergency call. Ha! I don’t know how but who knows that it has scientific basis?

I know, we all know that smoking causes severe damages in our body but it brings peacefulness in us, even though it only lasts for a couple of seconds.

[escafeism]

You have no idea how much you can hurt me. With every harsh word you say, with every action you do, you don’t know how much pain it does to me. My heart breaks into million pieces when you’re cold to me. I feel lost everytime you’re ignoring me like you don’t know me at all, like I’m just another stranger to you yet we have so many shared moments together. I died a million times everytime you drift away from me. You don’t know I feel helpless when things between us gets complicated. Please don’t do this to me, to us.

(via escafeism)

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You’re back after a long time of waiting

You’re back explaining yourself why you left and asking for my forgiveness.

You’re back telling me new promises to fulfill and assuring me that this time, it’s a happy ever after.

You’re back tracing my arms and lips again as our favorite hobby.

You’re back letting me hear once again the sound of your voice and your heartbeat.

And here we are, back at it again,

But not with my feelings anymore.

[fallenpoetess]

You know how much I love poetry. I love poetry as much as I love you. And I would love to write a poetry for you. In your skin, using my lips. That’s how I love.

Red (via vaporinthewind)

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