lost at sea

+Gwen; i don't give a fuck.

[wtfgwen]

@nathanking: @wtfgwen hospitals are always boring. They suck.

@wtfgwen: @nathanking you're tellin me dude.

[wtfgwen]

@wtfgwen: damn this hospital is boring as fuck

[charitysht-deactivated20140727]

"Well it wasn’t smart!" she looked at her, "I know you’re tired of it, but that’s what I’m thinking right now." She flinched at her words but then took her hand, despite if she wanted that or not. "I don’t want to find you like that on the kitchen floor. I want to find you by the pool eye fucking guys or flirting with the staff. I don’t want to see you like this. What if you don’t get better?"

[wtfgwen]

"I know it wasn't, Char. I don't need to hear that right now," Gwen said softly. She turned her body towards Charity, being careful of the things poking into her. "I don't want you to find me like that either, Charity. I really don't. Hell, I wish I could be eye fucking someone right now," she laughed, trying to lighten the mood. It didn't work. "I'll either get better or die. That's all there is to it."

[charitysht-deactivated20140727]

Charity shook her head leaning back in her chair. “You’re so stupid. What if Gal hadn’t of found you? What if you had done more or however you do that? What would I have done without you?” She looked at Gwen, “I know, but you can’t just leave me. I don’t want you gone…” She looked at the door and then back to her, “I’d kill Ace but I don’t have the balls. So I’ll just stare at you.”

[wtfgwen]

"All I've been hearing lately is 'Gwen, you're stupid.' I'm fucking tired of it okay? You try being addicted to this shit and tell me withdrawals aren't a bitch," she snapped, not meaning to. Gwen closed her eyes for a few minutes, thinking, trying not to cry but failing miserably. "You would have found me if Gal hadn't. I was on the damn kitchen floor."

[charitysht-deactivated20140727]

Charity walked in with her arms crossed. “Hi” she said coldly. Charity knew that she didn’t have a choice but, she just wanted her here. Not dead, and sooner or later, she could have. She walked over and sat next to her bed on one of the chairs. 

[wtfgwen]

"Hey, love," Gwen said, excited and really ashamed of having Charity see her like this. This wasn't the first relapse she's had. "I'm sorry, Char. I just can't give it up. It's a huge part of my life.." she said softly. She knew what she was going to say, it was what everyone was going to say.

[charitysht-deactivated20140727]

After Charity got texts from Gwen and Galaxy she had to go see Gwen. She knew that Gwen had a problem but she is still upset. So she skipped the front desk and went straight for her room. She opened the door slightly and entered quietly. 

[charitysht-deactivated20140727]

[wtfgwen]

Laying in her hospital bed, Gwen was starring at the ceiling. She had reached the point of boredom where she counted the tiles over and over again. 37. After counting a few hundred more times, she grabbed her iPhone, texting Charity. I'm bored as fuck come see me.

[wtfgwen]

text

landon: don't get snappy with me I should be getting snappy with you. why the fuck would you even go back to drugs like???

gwen: why the fuck wouldnt i. we're called ddicts for a reason lan

[wtfgwen]

text

landon: doesn't matter don't change the subject pls babe what happened I got a text from gal but i was asleep

gwen: what the fuck do you think happened lan, i od'd

[wtfgwen]

text → charity

charity: .... can I visit you ... or do you want me not to come? t

gwen: of course i want you here babe, i dont know what room im in. youd have to ask gal

[wtfgwen]

text

landon: wtf tho gwen.they said i cant leave tonight so i have my last surgery tonight and then i can leave in the morning but i will go see you ok try not to yell at you but i will see you

gwen: surgery on what? i never got to fucking see what the bastard did to you.

[wtfgwen]

text → charity

charity: because im hoping you arent that stupid

gwen: i cant help it char. it isnt like i wanted to do it

[wtfgwen]

text → charity

gwen: yes im serious why the fucking hell would i lie about that

[wtfgwen]

text

landon: what the hell is wrong with you?? i had to find out on some random nurse to find out you are in the hospital. i went to get some dumb ass chips when i heard the doctor wtf

gwen: i cant do it, lan.

[wtfgwen]

@landonidc: @wtfgwen what. the. fuck. gwendolyn.

@wtfgwen: @landonidc what landon

[wtfgwen]

@charityxo: @wtfgwen wow idk was it pissed. Because Charity is getting pissed now.

@wtfgwen: @charityxo yes char. i was pissed so the er hooked me up to an iv

[wtfgwen]

@charityxo: @wtfgwen.... whats the fucking word.

@wtfgwen: @charityxo take a wild guess

[wtfgwen]

@charityxo: @wtfgwen then why the fuck haven't you done that. this word better be Landon. bc ur visiting him. if it's not, I'm cutting of gal's balls and sewing them onto your neck.

@wtfgwen: @charityxo better get out your scissors