A Summer at Grandpa's (ĺŹĺŹçĺć), dir. Hou Hsiao-hsien (1984)

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A Summer at Grandpa's (ĺŹĺŹçĺć), dir. Hou Hsiao-hsien (1984)
life is so short. love love love all you can
why the fuck has no one commented that heâs spilt soup down himself
Itâs not even a little bit of soup
is he trying to eat that soup with a chopstick
a single chopstick
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Jonghyunâs last post on instagram.
to early emphasis: dear cloudâs nine has confirmed that she was asked by jonghyun to post his final note before passing to fans. she has also confirmed that she was given the blessing from his family to share it with the world. you can find confirmation of this here. below will be proper triggers for this post as it is not easy to read. i will also leave nineâs comment that she left on her post as it is important in regards to why she was asked to post it. if you feel that i have missed any please do not hesitation message me on my personal blog (jaekyung) and i will add them as quickly as i am able to. also thank you to sonexstella for translating. â- trigger warning(s): death tw, depression tw, suicide ideation tw, suicide tw nine: i said my final goodbye with jonghyunnie. even after seeing his smiling portrait of the deceased, it still feels like jonghyunnie will come to me and smile as if all of this was a dream. starting from awhile back, jonghyunnie told me his dark and deep internal stories. i think each day was very difficult for him. i kept having uneasy thoughts so i made it known to his family and tried my hardest to capture his heart but it only ended up postponing time and i could not block his last (action). i still cannot believe he is not in this world and itâs so painful. iâm still afraid, not knowing if itâs the right thing to upload these words but jonghyun himself asked me to please upload these words if he disappeared from this world. i wished this day would never come ⌠after discussing with his family i am uploading his final note, according to his last wishes. i think that there must be a reason why he left this up to me. i worry that there will be controversy. however, i think that he predicted this and asked me, so i decided that i will do the one last thing i can do for jonghyunnie. i hope everyone knows now that jonghyun was not alone and that he worked hard ⌠that he did really well ⌠please thank him for withstanding well ⌠beautiful jonghyun, i really love you a lot. going forward, i will love you a lot. in that place, please donât be in pain and i hope you will be peaceful ⌠â- i am broken from the inside. depression that slowly ate away at me ended up swallowing me. i couldnât beat it. i hated myself. i held onto memories that have died out and, even though i shouted to snap out of it, there was no response. if suffocating breaths will not open up itâs better instead to stop. i asked who can take responsibility for myself. itâs you. i was completely alone. itâs easy to say youâll end it. itâs hard to end it. i lived up to now admist that difficulty. you said i wanted to run away. thatâs right. i wanted to run away. from myself. from you. i asked who was there. i said it was me. again, it was me. and once again, it was me. i asked why i kept losing memories. itâs my personality. i see. in the end, itâs all my fault. i hoped someone would notice, but no one knew. never met me, so of course, no one knew i was there. i asked why i was living. just. just. everyone just lives. if i asked why someone would die, you would say youâre exhausted. i suffered from concern. i never learned how to change tiresome pains into joy. pain is just pain. i urged myself not to be like that. why? why canât i end it according to my own will? i tried to find out why i was in pain. i knew too well. i am in pain because of myself. itâs all because itâs my fault and because iâm foolish. teacher, did you want to hear these words? no. i did nothing wrong. when he blamed my personality with a quiet voice i thought it was so easy to be a doctor. itâs fascinating to see why iâm in this much pain. people who have more hardships than i do live well. people who are weaker than me live well. maybe thatâs not it. of people who are alive, there is no one who has more hardships than i do, and who is weaker than i am. despite this, i was told to live. i asked why this is the case a hundred times, and itâs never for me. itâs for you. i wanted it to be for me. please donât say things you donât know. find out why itâs difficult. i told you many times why itâs difficult for me. with that, is it not possible for it to be this difficult? does there need to be more concrete drama? are you wanting more of a story? i already told you. did you not pay attention? what i can overcome doesnât leave a scar. colliding with the world must not have been my fate. being known to the world must not have been my life. thatâs why everything was difficult. colliding, and being known was difficult. why did i chose that. itâs a funny incident. itâs commendable that i was able to withstand up to this point. what more can i say? just tell me i worked hard. that i did a good job. that i went through a lot. even if you canât smile, please donât send me off in blame. you worked hard. you went through a lot. goodbye.
íě¨ (breathe) - lee hi composed by: kim jonghyun + wefreaky lyrics by: kim jonghyun arranged by: philtre (planet shiver) translation by: @ikon0t7 take a deep breath; so that either side of your heart becomes numb. exhale one more time. until you feel the slightest of pain; itâs alright if you feel so full of air; that you feel, nothingâs left inside you anymore. no oneâs blaming you. itâs alright ot make mistakes sometimes. it happens to the best of us. the words, âitâs okayâ - they may be nothing but words, but isnât there a day that i can, do something about somebodyâs sigh? that deep breath of sorrow. i canât understand your innermost thoughts; but thatâs okay. iâll take you in my embrace. iâll take you in my embrace. to others, your sigh may seem like one of tiredness, but i know that you spent an entire day so different that the smallest breathe is hard to breathe. donât think of that any longer; take a deep breath. but, isnât there a way that i can do something about somebodyâs sigh? that deep breath of sorrow; i canât understand your innermost thoughts. but thatâs okay. iâll take you into my embrace. youâve done so well.
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Glennon Doyle Melton, Carry on, Warrior (via noorshirazie)
jjong + blue night radio quotes [02.03.14 - 04.02-17] thank you jjongd. until we meet again â¤
[+2,832, -32] Itâs cold today, dress warmly on your way to heaven. You worked hard.
dont forget to tell someone you love that you love them, thank people who deserve to be thanked, be more patient on people having a hard time, be more considerate, understanding, and be kinder, always.
elevator ⥠jonghyun [please download and stream the song if you can!] translation by: dustypixie718 [lyrics by: jonghyun. composition by: jonghyun and wefreaky. arrangement by: jonghyun, wefreaky and philtre. released with the second episode of âmonthly live connectionâ on october 14th. an article on some of the roots of the song can be found here.] talk to me, honestly; tell me, honestly. please donât hide; donât hide, please. my reflection is cast on the closing elevator door looking worn out but, even like this, the reason why i still blink my eyes and breathe; is it for me or am i being chased? hello, hello. say hi, say hi to my haggard reflection. hello, hello. say hi. talk to me, honestly; tell me, honestly. please donât hide; donât hide, please. how long have you been crying? you ⌠do you know what face youâre making? you ⌠hello, hello. say hi, say hi to my haggard reflection. hello, hello. say hi. i believe i know all the trifling stories of the world, but you, who iâve shared my breath with for a lifetime; i donât know you, i donât know you, i donât know you. tell me honestly: youâre feeling so lonely. tell me honestly: you know you canât go on like this. how long have you been alone? itâs awkward to meet my own eyes in the mirror for me. for me, for me.
Jonghyunâs version of Gwiyomi is just perfect in my opinion