⚠️it's been a RUFF time!⚠️

{Zee | It/He/Pup | 21 | 🏳️‍⚧️} 🔞

[wuppy-disgusting]

DISCLAIMER: I am not comfortable interacting with minors outside of communities for personal reasons, and because the content I post is often suggestive or contains otherwise mature themes. VESTIGE is 18+. Please just block me if you're under 18. 🛑

-Hi, I'm Zee. I like robots and nature and being a dog. I do art and textposts sometimes. Interests-wise I'm strongly into megaman (mostly Classic), rain world, biology, and my OCs. Feel free to yap with me, I very much like to talk about my interests and listen to others do the same. I love love love asks and questions please bother me!! :3

-I don't have a DNI, just be nice and be over 18. Follow your own DNI. I block very freely.

-Pls be direct with me! If you have questions, concerns, want to talk, etc please send an ask or DM me upfront. Shit like targeted vagueposting, harassment, and gossip/slander/callouts will get you blocked. My patience is thin.

-Anything tagged with #mindshift tag doesn't belong to me, that's from the very cool Megaman Mindshift AU cooked up by @flashbombacid!! Go check its stuff out!!!! Keep in mind that older stuff under the tag may be outdated.

pronouns | bluesky (NSFW) | pinterest | pillowfort (NSFW)

my neocities (wip!)

Overview of VESTIGE 🔞

SFW stim blog: @zstimmy

Zeesaver RP blog: @zeesaverrrrr

My weird bugs (ocs) belowww ⤵️

(psst Airman and Grenademan banners made by me, f2u without credit)

"sometimes liffe feels like trying to build a something in gmod like you move one part to try and fix it and your whole build violently collidions smongdt itd psrtd and starts ricochetung ogg of durfaes and be fote you know it CRACK BEBEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEEEEEEEE"

-yours truly

[wuppy-disgusting]

byebye

[wuppy-disgusting]

i shouldnt trust the 2am thoughhts

[wuppy-disgusting]

do i deserve friends do i deserve nice things do i deserve peace do i deserve to get better do i even deserve to live????? idk man

[wuppy-disgusting]

i shouldnt trust the 2am thoughhts

[wuppy-disgusting]

im so tired my vision is spinning but i cant sleep

[wuppy-disgusting]

fuckass liver

[wuppy-disgusting]

i should get to sleep *listens to loud fast music*

[zstimmy-moved]

Important update!!!! I've made an entirely new account for stims and sfw content, if you like my stuff please check out @jello-pawz!

[wuppy-disgusting]

making an entirely separate sfw account i think. i don't really want it attached to here at all i just wanna get away from here

moving my stim account there too

[wuppy-disgusting]

i'm at @jello-pawz now!

[peanutgallerymemes]

everything i say is a desperate attempt to not be misunderstood 🤞

[multifrukt]

Is this just me or is it normal to get annoyed when you see posts describing nonbinary identity (especially xenogender ones) and people in the comments are like "yesss you go play with your gender"

Like. I'm not fucking playing? It's not toys for me? It's my identity and you should treat it seriously. You wouldn't say that about binary identities, would you?

I don't care if you see my gender as silly or something. Treat it seriously.

[ghostwriter-lars]

Can we talk more about how people in the queer community push the opinion that there is a "correct" way to be non-binary?

I'm mainly talking about how AMAB non-binary people are expected to present feminine, and AFAB non-binary are expected to present masculine. Because otherwise your gender and identity is always questioned.

And this doesn't even get into how Black and Brown people of the community are constantly critiqued for their appearance, as "idealistic" standards for trans feminine/masculine/androgenous comes from white beauty standards.

You look at shows and media with a non-binary AFAB person, who presents feminine, and their identity is always questioned. Why? Why do this?

It's transphobic and exorsexist. The community's perception of the correct way to present is deeply transphobic, as it says you cannot present the way your assigned sex at birth typically presents.

[wuppy-disgusting]

making an entirely separate sfw account i think. i don't really want it attached to here at all i just wanna get away from here

moving my stim account there too

[wuppy-disgusting]

sometimes tumblr really feels specifically designed to skin my neuroses raw like coarse grit sandpaper

did i word it wrong did i reblog the wrong thing is this or that person vagueing about me did i forget to tw something did i forget a tone tag was the tone of that post aggressive is some random bitch gonna start sending me death threats and spreading shit about me did i get blocked am i in someone's dni did i reblog from a Problematic (tm) person did i like too much or not enough did i overshare are they actually the right one here am i an asshole for not reblogging that or participating in that discourse am i a disgusting freak that needs to be put down am i a puritan am i enabling or pathologizing or being a callous ass by thinking that's enabling aaaaaand now my feed is full of shit that's pissing me off and making me want to give up

it's exhausting. i kid you not sometimes this fucking site has me shaking so bad from anxiety and spiralling and staring off into space

i need to block and unfollow more people and stay the fuck off here more i hate this place and most people on it

anyways i'm leaving at least for tonight if you need me i'm on discord or bsky or pillowfort

[dungeon-bitch]

[sicknastyjr]

Your 20s are not about getting your life together they're about learning to escape the self imposed torture labyrinth you've built inside your own head

[wuppy-disgusting]

i think im gonna change a whole bunch of things on here