warnings: !MDNI! fem!reader, kaveh is a switch, reader is a switch, crossdressing, clothes sex(?) this took way too long to write. not super happy with it but i really wanted to get it out so i could feel like i can move on lolll
The moment you reach the hotel room, Kaveh kicks the door shut and drags you toward the bed, falling back onto it. He looks up at you through his lashes, breathing heavily, agitated at having to go the whole night with a boner in a dress.
"You owe me." He places a heeled foot on your stomach as you close in on him. "Big time."
Your hands caresses his ankle, as he presses the toes of his shoe into your side with a petulant look. You lean down, placing short kisses against the delicate skin of his calf, covered by dark brown stockings. Your free hand, the one not gracing your lips with his limb slides down his thigh, pushing the dress around his hips. Kaveh grabs the silks and arches off the bed, sliding it over his head and throwing it onto the headboard before wrapping his other leg around you to pull you closer.
“Can’t believe you.. working me up like that and then hanging me out to dry,” he grumbles, making you laugh at the pouty face he’s making.
“Had to cut it off short, baby, we got interrupted.” He glares at you.
Kaveh lays in a heaving mess, smeared make up from when he attacked you in the elevator with sloppy kisses, a forest green corset that he's trying to untie as you stare, thin, useless panties that do nothing to hold his hard on in, shear thigh highs that you're not evening considering pulling off and gorgeous golden heels. You grab your kamera from the nightstand while he's distracted and you snap a quick few photos. In succession, they show Kaveh looking up, surprised, then annoyed.
"Would you put that damn thing away and help me?" He groans, tugging at the laces of the corset.
"Did you tie it right when you put it on? I told you I'd help," you tease, leaning over him and gently batting his hands away. He grumbles at you, wringing his hands then grabbing your wrists to pull you down on top of him to kiss.
"Forget about the damn corset. Fuck me," he moans into your mouth, feeling his cock rub against your pelvis as he grinds upward. You wrap his panties around your fingers and pull upward, giving them a teasing tug before dipping your hand down to take a squeeze at his pert ass. He grabs at your coat and squeezes, growling in a string of curse words as he knees you in the side. He's clearly getting fed up with the teasing. Kaveh flips you over and begins plucking at your suit, unbuttoning and disrobing you easily, tossing your clothes around the room carelessly unlike how he carefully aimed his dress. You can't help but laugh as he does this in a frenzy, his hard cock bobbing pathetically as he exerts himself. His face is so red you'd be worried if you didn't know he was mad.
You reach up to grab at his thighs but he swats your hands away, giving you a hard look. "No. No touching," he firmly, before shucking off your pants and pushing you against the headboard, your legs over his shoulders as he spreads you open and buries his face between your legs.
He grips your thighs, holding them apart as he laps at your clit, sucking on it, tugging it with his teeth perhaps out of spite, or maybe because he's overwhelmed. His eyes flick up at you occasionally, sharp and red and he’s unable to look away from you for very long, not with the reactions you’re blessing him with. Your voice fills the room as he guides your legs and holds them firmly apart so he can devour you properly. But this isn’t exactly how you wanted the night to go.
An overwhelming heat builds up in your hips. Kaveh is moaning into you, practically whining as he loses himself in the pleasure of simply eating you out. He’s always loved this part. Receiving or giving, oral is always his favorite form of foreplay. Perhaps it was the simple intimacy of it all, the trust that goes into allowing something so foreign near an intimate area. It takes a lot of trust on both ends. So as you reach down and twist your fingers in his hair, tugging him up to you, he looks so disappointed.
“I wasn’t done- mmmph,” he’s cut off by a kiss, his shakey arms hold himself up as your tongue delves deeply into his mouth, running across his teeth and lips. His eyes stay open as you kiss, watching you as you give him a grin and continue your exploration of his mouth, licking and nipping at his spit covered lips. You lay him down on the sheets once again, settling between his open legs, caressing his soft thighs.
“Such a pretty boy,” you coo at him, causing him to bite down on his bottom lip, blood red lipstick staining his teeth. Kaveh lifts his legs, his feet pretty in the heels as you kiss his ankle, all the way to his knee. And from his knee, to his thigh and then from his thigh, finally his tip. Slowly taking him into your mouth as you pump the rest of him with your hand.
Kaveh sighs before he moans, arching his back to urge you to go deeper, desperately wanting that warm mouth to cover him. You hum, amused at his pushiness and oblige the man, sucking on him a bit harder as his hips tremble. You can feel his muscles tensing up, his movements getting sloppy and then that familiar rush, it fills your mouth and even when you pull him out, his dick still twitches. You lean over his face, tongue out and he meets you, licking into your mouth and moaning at his own taste mixed with your spit. Faint notes of wine remnant in both of your bodies still. His breath is uneven as you two make out. He pulls you further onto the bed and pushes you into the sheets where he can climb on top, sitting on your hips. He walks his fingers up the valley of your chest, admiring the sweat sheened skin. Your breasts, as they rise and fall like two gorgeous mountains. He takes a moment to bury his nose in them.
Before you can become too amused by his side quest, he grabs your legs, pushing them up to his shoulders and you feel the head of his cock rubbing against your slick folds before slowly pushing in. You instinctively clench down, your stomach tightening at the exciting and familiar feeling. Kaveh moans, dropping his head as he begins to move his hips, finding a steady pace to set even as his brain begins to fog.
“Ka-Kaveh, come here-“
He leans down, keeping your legs high around his hips, kissing you as though he’s taking bites. His kisses are sharp and fast, too busy trying to control his movements to put much thought into the kisses. You help him with this, grabbing his face to hold him steady. You mainly wanted a part of him to grab onto before he completely toned out of the world just for the feeling of your insides wrapped around him.
Your arms snake around his neck and he whines into your mouth. Every thrust is met with a squeeze from you. You’ve learned his weaknesses after so many times together, his little sweet spots. The veins on his dick throb when you shift your hips and he hears you louder, chanting his name as you tug on his hair. Golden strands wrapped around your fingers, shining in the warm light of the candle lamps.
How beautiful, you think. You press a kiss to his cheek and that seems to send him. He pushes himself up, sweaty and flushed red. His chest is swollen from all the excitement and the rubbing, making it puff around the corset tied to his waist. Kaveh’s hips drill that one spot for a few more moments before the both of you finish, and he falls on top of you. He pants as he adjusts his face to be buried between your tits, one of his hands idly squeezing one of them.
“Payback,” he murmurs incoherently.
You laugh, playing with his hair as you blink away the white dots. “Real payback would’ve been not letting me come.”
kaeya x gn reader
waking up with him
0.3k words. fluff & comfort.
what is kaeya's favourite way to start the day?
kaeya, who wakes by your side – watching your chest slowly rise and fall with each and every breath that slips into your lungs. the soft morning light, a greeting from the dawn, filters through your window and hits your groggy face. so much for a gentle wake up call.
"good morning," he chuckles, watching you stir sleepily. you attempt to sit upright, but fall right back into bed.
"mmmhm."
"sleep well, pretty?" you can hear a familiar voice, soaking with gentle amusement as he looks at you rub the sleep from your eyes.
"mmmhm." he smiles amusedly, gathering you into his arms and shifting you until you're halfway on his lap. all nice and cuddled up.
it's been a while since you had a slow morning together – between his neverending stack of paperwork and your weekly adventures in the wild, being in each other's arms with the first light of dawn hitting your window is rare – and it most certainly is beautiful.
it's much, much better than feeling the last remnants of his warmth on the bed – the very last warm-to-the-touch sheets that have cooled down since he left for work.
and not to mention, you look positively adorable still bundled up in the sheets – cheeks flushed from the extra warmth of an extra body next to you, hair tousled and wild, a sleepy expression still lingering as you rub the sleep from your eyes. he has you all to himself, fresh out of bed–
– and he falls in love with you all over again, it seems.
"what is it?" you whine after noticing his longing stare – and you slump right into his waiting arms. kaeya presses a soft kiss to your forehead; warmth surges through him, warmth unfamiliar for his element, but feels so familiar with you. just you.
"nothing, sweetheart. breakfast?"
yes, that's right – falling in love with you is kaeya's favourite way to start the morning.
— ꒰ synopsis ꒱ — being in the knights of favonius came with its own responsibilities, yet why was it so unbelievably difficult for kaeya to get up in the morning when you‘re laying next to him all pretty and riled up?
— ꒰ word count ꒱ — 3.1k
— ꒰ a/n ꒱ — decided to repost this hidden fic, enjoy <3
— ꒰ warnings ꒱ — [ns]fw, fem! reader, prone bone, fingering, morning sex, morning wood, biting, he cums in you, basically kaeya doesn't want to go to work <3
there was a pearly glow in the morning sky with the first of many rays of sunlight casting a rosy hue up the bedroom, prickling on kaeya's bronzed skin.
fluttering his eyelashes open for the first time post slumber, he scrubbed his face with his hands as to try to wipe away the tiredness that was still viewable on his handsome features. He yawned, stretching his broad body, tilting his neck left and right.
if only he didn't have to work today, he thoughts to himself, fighting off his laziness and huffing out dramatically.
naturally, ever since the grandmaster left for an important expedition, kaeya had to work more than usual, do stuff he in any other circumstances wouldn't have to bother to even bat an eye over.
of course, with the entire cavalry gone, one would think that the cavalry captain himself wouldn't have to particularly do much, yet he still had to aid the knights with various tasks as they were short in staff.
a low sigh escaped him and his heart bubbled with swells of delight upon taking in the look of his sleeping beauty curved up into a ball, your breathing tranquil with your eyes scrunched together.
how can someone be so cute and beautiful? while also infecting him with blissful joy.
leaving nothing to the imagination, his mind froze with his body feeling light, as if he wasn't entirely there yet, wandering his piercing gaze over your heaving figure, drinking in your peacefulness.
he tried to decipher on how he managed to end up so lucky, how it was him, of all people, who captured your heart.
on further analysis, he focused and crossed his vision over you, his breathing slowing down. He caught a glimpse of your white panties nudged out of your sleep shirt, the fabric was flimsy and was barely able to keep everything hidden and tugged away, the outline of your puffy folds poked out just slightly and watered his mouth on sight.
next, kaeya heavily settled his hands on your hips and pulled you closer into his embrace, he was still very much tired and exhausted, the thought about him having to leave for work in a bit was annoying, straight up mind shattering, a frustrated growl tingling in his throat.
cocking his head in the nook of your soft neck, kaeya took in your scent, so familiar and soothing, kissing the thin flesh under your ear. The strokes of his rough lips on you ultimately stirred you from your sleep, a dizzying sense of pleasure crawling over your shoulders.
"kaeya?" your voice was whispery and barely there, laced in with a raspy undertone when you cradled your head to the side, meeting his hooded eyes. "morning, beautiful."
you couldn't help yourself but roll your eyes at him, such tease, your brows crinkling at the corners as a peel of laughter echoed in the large room. With your hand, you removed the navy blue hair strands that covered your boyfriends handsome face, stilling your palm on his warm cheek and brushing your thumb over his lower lip.
"don't you have to work?"
"hmm." nuzzling himself into you, he continued, "how awful would i be if i don't?" kaeya crossed his arms around you with the plush of your behind pressed against his member, your eyes growing to the size of saucers upon realizing how riled up he had gotten.
"jean won't be happy if you're late." attempting to disturb him from his little fantasy, he set off the heavy erection in his pants, gently rutting itself within your softness, his rough tongue eagerly dragging over your neck and biting down the wet spot, ultimately forgetting about your words, as if he didn't perceive them in the first place.
"foul play!" he feigned a dramatic, teasing tone, "but this isn't about jean right now."
his hips bucked up yet again, this time unconsciously before one of his hands wandered towards your stomach, hooking his fingers into the elastic of your panties to pull them down in a single motion. Your breath was trembling with a sweet squeak robbed out of your mouth, melting into his warmth with your eyes closed.
his hand disappeared within your heat, nudging in between your thighs as you spread them a bit to make it easier for him to travel to where you craved it. "only for five minutes kaeya, okay?"
"five minutes, five minutes." he repeated sheepishly, gaping his mouth open and poking out his sharp canines from underneath his upper lip, prancing on your neck, adding his rough tongue up until reaching your earlobe to gingerly suck on it. You whined from his little scheme, noticing your nipples perked up from underneath your shirt and rubbing over the flimsy material as you whined at the first long finger poking at your entrance.
your cheeks grew warm, drizzling hot and your eyes fluttered close to relish in the digit filling you at last, the stretch was barely painful or to be perceived yet still pleasurable. Your insides were twisting and turning around his skillfulness which had kaeya's vision turn blank, jaw dropping loosely before a massive grin heaved on him.
considering on how your moans sounded, how they pooled over his ears like sweet liquid, sugary candy, kaeya figured you were very much sensitive, might be because you had just woken up, carefully wiggling his finger deep into you to wheedle another reaction out from your lips.
"don't hide your sounds from me, don't even dare."
his gorgeous face was behind you, kaeya absolutely despised it when you hid your pleasure from him, your lust and ache, sometimes you even did in on purpose to drive him mad, yet he always made sure to punish his sweet little angel properly afterwards.
"kaeya, it feels good." he was spreading the mess over your folds with every shove into your core, you nodded frantically to signal him how well he did, your head falling back against his neck as he added another finger into the mix, almost immediately pulling it into you and searching for more with his hungry eyes.
this time you stretched further, hole parting, the combination of his middle and ring finger rubbing their rough pads into your velvety walls had you short of breath, nudging your sweet spot. You were rocking side to side as you held each other in a loving clasp, moaning and breathing in sync.
a simple happiness, that's what it was for kaeya, seeing you unravel for him in such a short amount of time, a confident bubble bursting in his belly as he noticed the heavy dent in his boxers, growing, aching and rubbing against the uncomfortable material of his sweat shorts.
kaeya drew in his breath upon noticing your spasming walls, letting go of the air in his lungs with a shiver. He shifted his leg, pressing you closer together and increasing the pace on his hand. Without warning he scissored your sensitive cunt, curling and sending waves of electric thrills throughout your skin.
your eyebrows knitted together in concentration, tightening your jaw as you moaned his name, arching your spine away yet he jerked you back almost immediately, "I'm so close kaeya.. please." your skin was heated, yet the warmth crossing you from deep inside roamed into you in fast spurts, slumping back and forth.
"i want you to cum on my fingers, can you do this for me?" hoarsely voicing his command with authority taking over the room, he shoved his fingers in, thick and wet, delving them into you as you grinding yourself back, meeting his hand halfway through his heavy tugs.
"i‘m gonna cum—" moaning in protest, your sloppy hole suckled down on kaeya‘s slender, skillful digits, clamping your thighs to hold him there when you spasmed, shivering and whining when your orgasm threw itself at you.
kissing and biting your neck he hummed in satisfaction at your tones, your pleas and begs, the vibration he exclaimed was filling you and hit your core in a torrent of electricity.
your hands abruptly clasped onto his wrist to still his movements yet kaeya was chasing your release like a wild beast, finger fucking you through your climax with sloppy noises turning you into an embarrassing mess.
creating friction through his rough way with you, you grabbed him, your mouth opening but nothing came out and throat tightening when you cummed at last with a silent cry of his name, sobbing your words.
pure bliss, that's how kaeya would describe it, his palm glistering with arousal. "now would you look at yourself, what a sight to behold." your mind was a bit off and still wobbly, cradling your head back to look at him through lidded eyes, meeting his lustful ones.
"shut up kaeya, you wanted this." your sassiness was maddening and set his loins on fire, truly delicious. Kaeya pulled out of you, a string of your essence connecting him to your core when he did something that almost brought you on the verge of release again.
pleasantly dizzy, his slick covered fingers found his mouth when he pried the pads past his plump lips, lapping onto his digitd to drink in what you gifted him with, moaning and groaning around his fingers and hollowing his cheeks to suck them dry.
a whisper, a moan, taking itself out on your craving body when you watched in anticipation, now fully awake and completely forgetting that kaeya was very much late for work, not to mention the little '5 minute rule from ealier' was nowhere to be found. The aroma of his scent clasped around you, filling your nostrils and getting you weak in the knees, cradling your senses.
another long inhale, you yanked his hand away and kissed him, hard. Shaking, tantalizing goosebumps bristled on your skin, a sharply edged euphoria playing in your heart upon noticing his fully erected member resting against your thigh, a big wet splotch plastered on the side.
your fingers listened to his silent pleas, traveling down his stomach before cupping his groin, caressing it with your warm palm. You rolled forward, eliciting a groan from your boyfriend when he captured you in another kiss, rutting himself into your hand like a horny beast. "you're so fucking perfect for me." he sputtered, adding his strength on your hips to pull you back abruptly.
kaeya rose up, displaying himself to you as he exposed of his shirt together with his pants and boxers, cock plopping out and standing fully erect. His tip was swollen and rosy, desperate and needy when he beckoned you to turn around, following suit.
you lowered yourself onto the silky, white pillows with your behind perked up, your drenching pussy on full display for him to indulge himself in. Fuck, he wanted to be inside you right now, wanted his cock to be drenched full with filth and lewdness and make love to you.
"five minutes, right?" he taunted you with it, amusement finding him on how you thought you’d be satiated by a mere five minutes.
kaeya couldn't wait any longer, simply draping your shirt up and not giving a single fuck to discard of it completely, your glowing back greeting him. His rough hands branded your shaking skin, a satisfied growl deep in his lungs was leaving him as he got a hold of his stiff erection to drag it in and out of the little tunnel he created with his hand.
"i'm gonna be so late." chuckling to himself and in a way, it sounded as if kaeya was making fun of said fact, butterflies cascading through his stomach at the mere sight of you alone.
of course this was way better than working and fulfilling his duties.
your glistering pussy fluttered around nothing, sobbing and aroused, still mourning the loss of his long fingers when you trapped your lower lip in between your sharp teeth, hiding a moan.
"baby—" you're mewling now, "please don't tease me, i can‘t take it." wiggling yourself back, kaeya couldn't help himself but smirk devilishly, so unbelievably handsome that the sight of it would've made you cum on the spot. "who do you think i am? i'd never!"
pretending to be shocked, he lowered himself, hands pressing on your behind and gripping the plush of your ass, squeezing and wiggling it. An electric pulse went through your bones when he brushed his cockhead within your folds, collecting your filthy essence on his skin and slobbering him wet.
the natural lubricant would come in handy, surely, kaeya was mostly rough with you and in all honesty, you didn't mind, more so did you secretly encourage it whenever he'd claim you like that, whenever he'd show you how much he desired you without actually using any words.
he was perfect, truly, he was broad and thick, pressing himself into you and filling you to the brim, cunt parting in a rough manner you wouldn't want any other way.
every twitch, turn and twist of his cock you could feel, witness and drink in, you cried out whiningly in a breathy way with tears dwelling in your eyes. He draped himself over you, chest flushed on your back and licking a straight line on the back of your neck with his rough tongue, your tiny hairs sticking into the air from convulsing shivers.
"fuck, you're so tight today." his words were lustful and imploring, savoring and distracting you from the slight discomfort of your lower region being practically impaled by him. A string of saliva connected your skin to his lips, he was messy with you, adding spit and drawing it on your neck to continue to suckle and bite the wet flesh, hitting your sweet spot but not moving where you yearned for it the most.
kaeya pushed you back, leaving his tip in and waxing over your reactions, sending a bolt of lightning down your spine upon snapping himself back, roughly and so unbelievably hard that you thought your heart would actually burst out of your chest.
crying his name you moaned in tune with the pace he was settling for, dragging his raw member into your shivering insides and rubbing deliciously on your favorite spots, punctuated thrusts pressing roughly within you.
relentless, that's how he was with you, marking and branding you with his thick cock alone, his heavy balls smacking at your behind and eliciting arousing torment in your core, feeding into your desires when the flirst droplets of tears covered your warm skin, sticking on your cheeks.
large hands tilted your hips up while simultaneously applying pressure on your back to nudge you against the mattress, the new position making it possible for kaeya to dig into you more.
yet in comparison you got tighter, your hole delicate and milking him for all he's worth. Your oversensitive pussy was on its breaking point, drooling and making a mess out of his length, swallowing him whole, as if you were made for him.
"I'm so close-" you sobbed and he growled at your voices, changing the intensity and snaking up one of his skilled hands to your shaking clit, rubbing you fiercely in tune with his hips. "i know baby, i can feel you." your heart erupted, kaeya was delving as deep as he could possibly go, blown pupils directed to where your bodies connected and sloppily drooled over each other.
kaeya believed he was in heaven, more so loving to see you dripping wet of arousal and he was the cause of it! he alone was responsible for your fucked out state, mustering the strength to keep going, rubbing and pinching your clit in between his rough pads.
tearing you forward, you cried out his name in between panting, coaxing him on to go faster, more, you needed more and had to release now.
"I'm gonna fill you up." through gritted teeth, he told you his favorite way to come undone, something about you trusting him this much was catapulting him to cloud nine. His bruising grip overthrew your body, no words were bothered to be voiced by you, far too gone with the ache in your core threatening to break, teetering on edge and so fucking close, you wanted to get there already, your whines laced with frustration.
sore, sweaty and aching you twitched around him, soul smoldering and stinging when you finally cummed hard, each thrust barreling through your body and sending you over the edge, fisting your fingers into the cushions under you while almost ripping them apart.
your toes curled inwards with your skin shaking, jolts of torment and deep pleasure grasped and hid the control of your body from you, leaving you to kaeya with your sensitivity. How hot your body became, igniting flames in you and bursting the sweet bubble in your belly, the one that sent you spiralling into desire and bliss.
he flattened his hips on you, stilling himself when he came in a broken groan. Kaeya shifted his weight up in a much more convenient angle so he wouldn't suddenly crush you or collapse on top of you from the intense orgasm.
"fuck, that's it baby, that's it." his thumbs buried into your hips, pouring his sweet cum in you and archons, did he cum a lot, it was quilling over and sobbing down your aching hole, staining your thighs together with his pelvis.
he slid his cock out before greedily swatting it back in, moaning in tandem and feeling the residue of your orgasm wash over. He sunk in on you as though overwhelmed he twitched yet again, eyes pointing towards the filth in your legs. Your entire body tightened and his groans sliced you up, how blunt and raw they sounded, how shameless and unbelievably hot.
"fuck, what a mess i made." he heaved out a satisfied sigh, grinning and laughing wildly, casting a gentle shadow on you.
turning your sore body around to face him, you met his gaze, drawing your arms out for him to kiss him. Kaeya chuckled at your adorable teary expression, leaning forward to apply kisses on your lips, swaying you with his charm.
"i don't want to go to work." he painfully admitted to you next, pouty lips pecking your nose, cheeks and going back to your mouth, nibbling on your skin.
"kaeya, you need to go to work." you gently whined at him while still being utterly sensitive.
brushing his bangs away with your fingers, you settled your warm palms on his face and watched him display puppy eyes for a bit, as if he was waiting for you to urge him to stay yet you simply squeezed his cheeks playfully in response.
he huffed out, nudging your nose as he carefully drew himself back with a frutrated sigh. You tilted your head in an irritated manner when your confused eyes followed his body leave the bedroom.
"lets hop in the shower together, i‘m going after i promise."
For your milestone, how about 18. with Atsumu and 27. with Sukuna🫶🏽
18 with Atsumu… hugs 🩷
So warm.
You bury your face deeper into Atsumu’s chest as you relish in the warmth of his torso, his arms tight around you as you coil yourself happily. He smells like deodorant and a shower, like fresh clothes and home, and you’re always reminded how much you love that scent when he comes home and washes the smell of the outside world off of him.
His long arms cradle your body to his, hand gingerly cupping the back of your head and rolling his thumb back and forth. You feel his lips press against your head, “missed me that much?”
“Mm-hm,” you murmur, nosing at the dip of his sternum and taking a deep inhale in.
He snorts, “are you sniffing me?”
“Mm-hm,” you repeat, this time with a small giggle.
He laughs and squeezes you closer, a noise of effort slipping past his lips, “I missed you too. I always miss you when I go to practice.”
“Then don’t go,” you suggest. “Stay here. With me. And we can just hug and cuddle forever.”
He sighs and presses another kiss to your head, “believe me baby, nothing sounds better than that. But volleyball keeps the bread on the table. Gotta keep playing if it means my baby gets the life they deserve.” You make a noise of protest, and he shushes you, “you don’t worry about volleyball right now, ‘Kay? I’m all yours for the next 12 hours. Just love me.”
“I do love you,” you hum, twisting your neck to look up at him, beaming as he looks back down at you. “So much.”
“I love you too,” he whispers, leaning down to kiss your lips.
if someone wants to find xiao, they know just to ask you.
no, this is not about being able to call him wherever you wish (though he has stated he'd travel the skies of teyvat for you), but just generally knowing where he is. the powerful adeptus who can never be found by anyone, who's location is always known by who he refers to as a friend, though others think it's more than that—and you wish it was as so.
that is exactly why you find yourself here, on the roof of wangshu inn as the sun rose, in need of company. all day there was a so called adeptus asking to see xiao, xiao who you uncharacteristically had not even seen today for yourself. usually someone who'd visit you on a whim, he had not made his presence known all day.
it was a point of pride, not wanting to have to call for a man because you felt lonely. oh well, it couldn't be helped, for as the sun peeked out from behind the mountains of liyue, it was your heart which called out his name, coming out in the form of a whisper you had no control of.
"you called?"
xiao always appeared behind you, but usually you were prepared. "i called... i didn't even realise," he raised an eyebrow, looking over at you obviously confused. with a shrug, the adeptus moved towards you and took a seat next to you. "it's beautiful isn't it? the sunrise."
xiao looked at you, an eyebrow raised. you were so peculiar to him and it made his heart explode. "i suppose it is," he replied, but in his eyes it was you who was the sun. a bright burning fire flamed within you, and xiao couldn't explain why he was drawn to you.
you couldn't help but look his way, not realising that your heartbeat matched his. xiao looked near serene in the light from the sunrise; he was celestial. with a breath caught in your throat, you kept your eyes on xiao, and to any paserby it would seem like he pulled the sun out from behind the mountains for you.
undoubtedly he loves you, he loves you the you love the sun, and you love him just the same.
gaming is always full of energy, it's hard to imagine him without it. always going from place to place for deliveries, practicing his performances, and helping anyone who needs it—he's liyue's golden boy. there's never a time when gaming isn't on the move as long as the sun is out.
the only time gaming will relax is when he's with you.
the moon is out and the stars are shining, and oh the boy is trying so hard to fill you in on his day with eyes brighter than any celestial body. his hair is slightly unkempt and falling out of where he tied it. he tells you about how he lost his hairband while fighting some treasure hoarders who intercepted a trade path, and slowly his words become quiet.
gaming's head is tipping forward, incoherently mumbling something which you assume is related to earlier events, but it's difficult to understand. you can't help but laugh at how he just dozed off. taking pity on his neck, you move it gently to rest on your shoulder. there's no noise other than the sound of waves in the distance and gaming's soft snores.
his cheeks are slightly flushed, eyelashes long it makes you jealous, and when you tuck his hair away from his face, his mole is visible and his pretty eyebrow piercing shines from the light in the night sky. at the end of the day, gaming always comes to you to unwind, just a few hours where he doesn't need to worry about others.
it's a sight nobody else can see but you, the moon, and the stars.
Your nails dig into your palms as you stare, blankly, at the book in front of you. You haven’t absorbed a word in the past twelve minutes, and it’s a book you haven’t touched in months. You should feel invested.
But you don’t. And it’s killing you.
You’re not quite sure why, but the happy whistling coming from Osamu has a well of tears flooding to your waterline, the books words start melting together and your breathing picks up at his happy, “hey baby.”
When you ignore him, you feel his gaze bore into you. “Uhh… babe? You okay?”
“Mhm.”
“You… positive?” He says, and you screw your eyes shut. “I don’t want to prod you, but you seem tense, and I don’t like it for you.”
“Im fine, Osamu,” you grit your teeth. The next thing you know, a cup of juice gets placed next to your book, and he’s next to you, a warm hand on your back as he rubs soothing circles and god, you don’t want to take this out on him. Not when he treats you so good, not when he cares so much about you.
Not when you can’t do anything right, and yet he’s right there to love you.
“Talk to me,” he whispers, and you screw your eyes shut and shake your head. “Please? Let me in.”
You take a deep breath in and can’t help the wobbling in your voice, “I can’t… even… read correctly.”
“Huh?”
“I can’t read correctly!” You repeat, this time in a sob as you throw yourself into osamu’s stomach, his head immediately cradling the back of your head. “I’ve been trying and trying for the past twelve minutes, and I’ve retained none of it! My back hurts and my eyes keep vibrating, and I can’t even read correctly, for the love of god!”
He shushed you softly as his thumb gingerly rubs over your head, letting you cry it out for a bit in his shirt. You feel his breath pattern even out as an attempt to encourage you to do the same. You finally are able to stop crying long enough to breath, and he clears his throat.
“Are you doing your best?” He asks.
“What?” You ask.
“Are you doing your best right now?”
He’s not talking about reading. His words are carefully crafted to not just be about reading, and you wail into his stomach again. You nod, and he clicks his tongue, “then that’s okay. It’s okay to feel frustrated right now. But you know how to read, baby. You know how to open a book and retain every word that’s printed- you know that.”
You nod against him, and he continues, “you’re doing your best right now, and that’s plenty. I’m proud of you for all you’re doing. It’s enough- I promise you.”
“I don’t feel like it is,” you sniffle. “I don’t feel like it is enough.”
“It’s plenty,” he repeats. “Dont sabotage yourself into thinking otherwise.”
“Okay,” you whimper. You pull back to flick your eyes up at him, “I want to stop reading, please.”
He chuckles and grabs your bookmark to slip into the page, “what do you want to do?”
“I want to stay here, and cry more.”
“I can do that,” he promises, fixing his stance to be firmer and he guides you to rest your head back on his stomach. “Anything, for you.”
i was thinking about how venti canonically refers to the people of mondstadt as his “children” and how kaeya is included in that… then the brainrot took over and then i thought, what if when kaeya was a little kid and he felt lonely sometimes, venti would decide to shapeshift back into his little wind sprite form to comfort him…
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