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âWade heads up!â you call and kick a sniper off the building plummeting towards him.
âI always love the gifts you give babe!â Wade yells and slices the sniper in half above him.
âWell of courseâ you grin and jump off the building. Your ankles scream out and one twists when you land but minutes later theyâve healed themselves.
âYou are so hot when you do that whole jumping of buildings thing. It really makes me want to jump you right here and nowâ Wade admits. You smirk and kiss him.
âI love it when you rambleâ you murmur and wrap and arm around his waist. Wade does the same in turn and together you waltz over dead bodies and sliced bullets.
âWanna get some Taco Bell and watch a rom com later? Iâll complain the entire time that it sucks but secretly enjoy it. I really love romance when Iâm with you.â You chuckle and playfully hit his muscular chest.
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For awhile thatâs how things were. You and Wade going at it alone being the best vigilantes the world had.
Then he disappeared like a whisper in the night.
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âWade I brought Chinese!â you announce walking into your shared apartment. Itâs dark so you flip on the light. The first thing you see is blood everywhere.
The table is flipped, chairs sliced to bits, lamp shattered, bloody handprints and footprints cover the floor and walls, and the window into your bedroom is broken inwards.
âWADE! Oh my god WADE!â you screens and tear trough the apartment looking for dim desperately. He is nowhere to be found. âWADE!â you yell out the window and into the cold night.
Thereâs no response and you break. Heâs gone. Your Wade is gone. Probably dead based on the blood. You fell utterly hopeless and crushed. Your heart is gone.
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That night you screamed until your voice cut off.
In the morning you got angry and went hunting.
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âIâm gonna ask you one more time where is he?â you growl and dig the knife into the neck of the scientist. All the trails lead to him.
âWade Wilson is gone. But not deadâ the scientist replies and grins maliciously. You grit your teeth and jan the knife in letting the scientist die.
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You searched for him for years and years. But he was gone.
Not wanting to admit the obvious you drew yourself to the conclusion that he was kidnapped.
You knew the truth though.
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You didnât move on. You went to a university and became a forensic scientist. You followed every trail you could but being a scientist would help you see some harder to find clues.
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Your search for Wade (or his body) went on for years and years.
Then the Avengers found you.
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âStand down Dr (Y/L/N)â Ironman orders aiming a repulsive bean at you. Reluctantly you release the scientist lackeys throat. The scientist works for Stryker and you suspect he has something to do with Wades de-disappearance.
âHands up pleaseâ Captain America orders and you hold your hands up. The Black Widow handcuffs you and leads you out.
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The Avengers take you to their tower for questioning not wanting to let SHIELD take me. They know what I can do.
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âWe just want to know why you were trying to strangle that guyâ Captain Americs states plainly.
âMy business is my ownâ you remark.
âDoes it by any chance have anything to do with your boyfriend Wades sudden disappearance two years ago would it?â Tony inquires and holds up his iPhone with a picture of the crime scene on it. You unwillingly gasp then glare.
âHow do you know about that?â
âOh we know infancy we know everything. Stevie here is JUDT playing dumb but we know. We know about you and Wade being vigilantes, we know about the killing spree you and tom after he disappeared, we know about your sudden career change, and we know your top suspect.â Tony has a victorious face on and you scowl.
âIf you knew whyâd you let us kill all those people?â you question smartly.
âThey were bad people and we figured to let you take care of it rather than have them imprisoned costing the government moneyâ Black Widow responds. You donât have a retort for that or anything to say in fact.
âLook we arenât here to shove you in a prisonâ Hawkeye admits. âWe want to recruit you to work for us.â
âYeah be our scientist slash katana killerâ Ironman continues.
âOkayâ you sigh. âMight as well.â
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You worked as a scientist with the Avengers for a year still searching for Wade when something finally serviced.
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âHey (Y/N) I think Iâve got somethingâ Clint comments and tosses a file onto your desk. âThis guy Deadpool is a mercenary that services about six months after Wade went missing.â
âMy friend Hunter worked with him once said he called himself Wade, endlessly talked, and never took his mask offâ Clint explains and you flip open the file.
âIâm taking a week off. I gotta find this guy it could be my Wade.â
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Deadpool was not hard to find at all.
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âYouâre dead and youâre dead and Iâm only saying this because the author forms know how else to start this sceneâ Deapool exclaims and slices some guys head off. You found him when he was on the job.
âMy pure pretty good with a katanaâ you observe. That voice sounds like his. Deadpool whips around and lands a katana in your stomach because your standing so close behind him.
âGod fuck!â you snap.
â(Y/N)?â Deapool mutters and you look up eyes wide. ITS WADE!
âWade? WADE!â you shout. âIâve been looking for three years! Where have you been? What happened to you? Why are you a mercenary? Why didnât you come back??!â
Wade is frozen and you canât see an expression behind the mask. Slowly he backs up taking the katana in your stomach with him and letâs you hit the ground clutching the wound.
âIâm a monsterâ he whispers then he runs.
âWade no! WADE! Donât you leave me again!! WADE WILSON!â you screech and spit blood up. âWADE NO!â
Blackness surrounds you and you wish with all your heart you donât wake up.
Youâre doomed to this life forever.
Chasing shadows of what you were.
