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[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

hi so i did a thing and finally made a decision permanently. 

i don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing so i’ll try to keep it short. i’ve been battling a lot of things in my life and with the time i had to myself, i was able to reflect but with a whole lot of struggle. i miss writing. i miss rp. i miss having that connection, but coming to this blog in particular made me feel like i wasn’t able to do that. for half of the timespan that i have had this blog, there has been so so much toxic negativity and failure recognition between ic and ooc that i was trying to let go of greatly but it couldn’t be erased or forgotten. also within the timespan i’ve been gone, i’ve gotten so much anon hate that i just need a fresh start.

i think all along i knew i was going to come back but i couldn’t come back here. i feel stronger to come back to a new blog with new changes. i’ve been working on it non stop during this past weekend and if you’d like to keep rping with me, i’ll be daydreaming over there. i hope to see you~

also listen ya lil fuckers that sent me anon hate, get a fucking life. and to those fuckers who went to my gf instead of grabbing a pair of eyes to read what i posted, you’re lucky she was the least bit of nice. 

[wxndxrlusters]

I made a decision this morning. Throughout the rest of the weekend, I will do my best to reply to all the threads I have sitting in my drafts, clear out my likes a bit, but after that it seems like i’ll be done. maybe for a little bit, maybe for a long while, maybe forever and this may be my stop. I don’t know yet. I don’t know if I should or will come back. I don’t know where I’m at right now. But if i don’t come back. Thank you to everyone who has rped with me within the past 8 years that i’ve been doing this. Whether it’s been years, months, weeks or days. Every interaction has been a joy. Every relationship I’ve built has been more perfect to me than you would think. Thank you to those who have been patient with me and those who I’ve built relationships with out of character. I’ll treasure that the most. I’m not trying to get attention. This might be my mental health talking or the quarantine craziness or even the stress that’s been building up. I’m very much in a “I don’t know” limbo and i can’t keep asking people to wait for me cause I’m very tired of waiting for myself. but good news is that I’m back on my coffee crackhead vibe. 

[wxndxrlusters]

Had no motivation for threads. I’m sorry but this is my last day

[milkteandhan-deactivated2021051]

choreographed by hyunjin

[wxndxrlusters]

Hyunjin is beautiful.

[wxndxrlusters]

I made a decision this morning. Throughout the rest of the weekend, I will do my best to reply to all the threads I have sitting in my drafts, clear out my likes a bit, but after that it seems like i’ll be done. maybe for a little bit, maybe for a long while, maybe forever and this may be my stop. I don’t know yet. I don’t know if I should or will come back. I don’t know where I’m at right now. But if i don’t come back. Thank you to everyone who has rped with me within the past 8 years that i’ve been doing this. Whether it’s been years, months, weeks or days. Every interaction has been a joy. Every relationship I’ve built has been more perfect to me than you would think. Thank you to those who have been patient with me and those who I’ve built relationships with out of character. I’ll treasure that the most. I’m not trying to get attention. This might be my mental health talking or the quarantine craziness or even the stress that’s been building up. I’m very much in a “I don’t know” limbo and i can’t keep asking people to wait for me cause I’m very tired of waiting for myself. but good news is that I’m back on my coffee crackhead vibe. 

[wxndxrlusters]

"Hi my baby, I need your attention to survive."

he looks at jaemin with such fondness before placing a kiss on his lips. “I will give you all the attention you need and want.” @miilkyquartz

[wxndxrlusters]

here comes jaemin, sitting on his baby's lap as he presses kisses all over his face.

jeno lets out a chuckle and hugs jaemin’s waist, giving him his infamous eyesmile. “hi, my love~” @miilkyquartz

[leaderirene]

[wxndxrlusters]

Hi I have high muse for jeno. Please give him some love. University AU and idol verse available

[nakamotens]

“this is what sexy is” – jaemin

[leejenos-archive]

too close 

[cunthq]