unfit for any place but hell.

김 우빈, Kim Woobin ; 23 yrs. previously engaged to her. a father to twins. previous student from dartmouth. now a renown author. independant chara. -- tracking: wxxbs

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expecting the unexpected ✦ woobin + suzy

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( ; suzy just watched the father / daughter interaction. she wondered if hana knew who her father was. granted, she hardly even knew if she knew who she was, being so busy with work that she was rarely home to actually care for the kids. she hated it so much but she had to make ends meet for them. she was just lucky that the group wasn’t on a world tour or anything at the moment ) yeah. ( ; she finally managed to utter, her eyes on the man that she loved. would it be so easy to open her heart again? it was woobin, so she didn’t really have any doubts that it would be, but would she be okay with it if he split her heart apart once again? ) haneul’s in the room sleeping, if you want to see him. ( ; she exclaimed slowly )

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[/ he looked over at the room he helped paint, the door was closed with but a small crack to look through ] -- [ / he made his way into haneuls room -- he always wanted a son, ever since he knew that one day he'd want to grow up to be a tall man with a wife and children, he wanted a son so he could watch him grow -- so he wouldn't miss it ; and with a daughter and a son he could barely fathom the fact, but his childhood dream was to be a father to a son and now, he made his way into the children's room -- his feet softly making their way over to the crib ] -- [ / he let out an airy breath, a small sigh in relief at seeing haneul asleep, hana played with the collar of his shirt and cooed softly; he crouched down to look at haneul through the bars of the crib, he smiled and simply looked at him in awe -- he couldn't wake him up, he seemed to precious to even wake up so late at night ] That's your brother, huh? [ / he felt his throat tighten at the sight of his son, he rubbed his eyes and stood up to hana's yawning, the little girl seemed to be a curious one -- much like suji ] -- [ / he looked at the crib on the other side and laid her down gently, smiling softly and kissing her forehead before letting her go ; with a small whisper of a goodnight he stayed where he was, no intentions of leaving his children ]

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expecting the unexpected ✦ woobin + suzy

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( ; her throat felt like it was closing up. all she wanted to do was to hold onto him again. why was their relationship so complicated? the moment everything was okay and great, it seemed to fall apart. suzy wanted to be mad at him. she wanted to hate him. to shoo him away. but the moment his hands reached out to wipe the tears from her face, her heart softened. it was a vicious cycle for the teenager. it was as if the moment she could finally get over him, he would reappear and make her heart turn into mush again. she heard the words that he spoke but she refused to meet his eyes. it wasn’t until hana’s hands reached out towards her father’s cheeks that suzy completely lost it. carefully, she held out the child towards him, as if offering him to hold her. or perhaps was it a peace offering? she didn’t know ) i missed you. ( ; she whispered, unsure if he heard her or not )

[wxxbs]

[ / he had his eyes on hana now, the child was so small in comparison to woobin but somehow he couldn't help but cradle her -- the most precious thing he had ever set his eyes on, and there he couldn't help but let a tear fall ; hana gave a wide toothless smile and continued to hold onto his finger while he cradles her comfortably, like the father he was supposed to be ] You think you're cute, don't you? [ / with a little chuckle, he leaned down and planted a small kiss on hana's forehead, a baby girl and a baby boy -- twins, from him and suji. together. ] -- [ / he stood and carried hana with him, he held her with both hands and rose her high up towards the ceiling, the little daredevil giggled like crazy as she looked down at him, he brought her back down then repeated the little game of lifting her high up, he smiled widely and then brought her back into his arms ] She's a thrill-seeker, isn't she? [ / he looked over at suji and smiled widely, holding her and walking over towards suji slowly, trying to avoid being kim woobin for a minute and being the father ]

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expecting the unexpected ✦ woobin + suzy

( ; there were a lot of emotions that she was feeling right now. there was a part of her that wanted to rush up to him, to cling on and to force him to promise never to leave her side again. and then there was the part that remembered how quickly he had just disappeared. she couldn’t even remember if there had been an explanation, now that she thought about it. the memories hurt so she had shoved them aside ) i….. ( ; just then, hana broke into a cry ) hold on one sec. ( ; she exclaimed, as she tried to get the baby girl to stop crying but the efforts were futile and suddenly, she just felt exasperated. the tears fell down her face as she moved herself down onto the couch, holding onto the child as mother and daughter cried together )

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[ / he grew worried as he watched her care for hana, he took a step inside and closed the door ; his throat was coarse, he tried to swallow but he felt a tightness keeping him from speaking or doing anything more ] -- [ / once he saw suji cry he kicked off his shoes in a hurry and nearly tripped while doing so, he dragged the coffee table closer to her, sat down, and looked at her worridly ] -- [ / he tried to say something, but instead he reached up and put his hand by her cheek, wiping a tear and smiling softly ; he leaned over further to hold her and to rock softly back and forth ; he can't blame her, and he won't admit that he was a wreck the day they announce the cancelled engagement ] I missed you. [ / finally he croaked, he managed to let her go and to push her hair behind her ear ] I'm sorry. [ / words could do nothing, this happened before and sorry was nothing -- he left her with two kids how could sorry fix that? he took a chance, and he was sitting in front of her wh-- suddenly a hand touched his cheek, he looked over at hana and brought his finger to her hand, watching as the size difference both shocked him and put him in awe ] She's really got your eyes, doesn't she? [ / he pressed his lips together and looked over at suji, there was no way he'd be able to come back from this -- not so pathetically ]

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[/ waits at your door, staring at the same oak that he once took for granted ; he waits and he takes a breath -- before knocking three times and waiting, just as he had been doing for the past few months ]

( ; suzy had just gotten back a little while ago from her schedules that day and the twins were being a little fussy ) why won’t you two go to sleep? ( ; she whined a little as she picked hana up before hearing a knock at the door. she wasn’t expecting anyone, so she was curious as to who it would be. as she opened the door, the familiar face of her once fiance appeared in front of her. had it been anything else but her daughter in her arms, she would have dropped it right then and there ) woobin. ( ; there was a tone of disbelief and shock in her voice. she was hallucinating, right? )

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[/ looking up at the door opening, he set his eyes upon suji. tired, he remembered promising himself that he never wanted to see her tired, he promised a lot of things back then. ] -- [ / his eyes then shifted to hana, and haneul was holding onto suji's leg ] -- [ / forcing himself to keep from being over emotional, he smiled softly at the kids then gave a little smile to suji ] hi, suji. i know this -- is unexpected, but i came back to korea yesterday and -- [ / shrugs ] -- i wanted to see how you were doing.

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together again ✦ woobin & suzy

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( ; she sighs and looks down before looking up at him ) yeah, you should be glad. look what you are making me do. ( ; she teases, taking his hand in hers ) of course we’re on the same page, silly. ( ; even though a walk sounds nice, she also feels extremely lazy ) food sounds good. a walk doesn’t … sound that great. ( ; she chuckles softly and sits up, rubbing her protruding belly ) it’s less of a walk these days and slowly becoming a waddle.

[wxxbs]

[` looks at her alarmingly ] Oi -- [` smirks and entwines his fingers with hers ] You know it's best to exercise, would you be good with a walk every other morning then? I've been doing my research, so I-- [` snorts] -- okay then a waddle every other morning. Down by the park, to get the blood flowing, you know?

[xxxsungjoon]

[ text ; 2:21 am ] you up? i'm craving a macchiato.

[ text: Big Shot ] Now I am. Something other than black coffee? Is this really Big Shot who I’m talking to? 

[xxxsungjoon]

[ text: Big Shot ] Are you trying to rub in the fact that I’m still single? Alright, make sure you bring in enough to pay for the both of us. I’m broke. 

[wxxbs]

[ text ; little shit ] i'm trying to rub in the fact that you're not only single but hardly trying? & no surprise there, kid. just get over here.

[` sets his phone down on the counter and looks up at the waitress, giving her a wave before she knew that the two regulars would be meeting up once again ]

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together again ✦ woobin & suzy

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overused excuse? ( ; she huffs at him and pouts ) don’t snort at me, mister. ( ; she teases. honestly, there’s nothing he could do to her that could make her angry. she just loved him so much ) I just feel bad I can’t help you right now. ( ; with her still being in school, just doing her schoolwork and then taking care of the kids would be more than a handful ) wasting your life? what bs is that?? ( ; she frowns at those who spread the negativity to him but she was pleased to hear that he was happy ) well, as long as we have each other, I’ll be the happiest girl alive. don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise.

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[` smirks and nudges her teasingly ] Oh come off it, you're physically carrying two living human beings. If that isn't hard enough -- [` shivers ] -- god, I'm so glad i'm not a chick. [` smirks and looks down at her while shrugging, letting her finish her little speech ] I never did, but it's good to know we're on the same page. You hungry or something? Or do you wanna' go for a walk?

[xxxsungjoon]

[ text ; 2:21 am ] you up? i'm craving a macchiato.

[ text: Big Shot ] Now I am. Something other than black coffee? Is this really Big Shot who I’m talking to? 

[wxxbs]

[ text ; little shit ] i just wanted to see if you had a girl over or something actually. same place blah blah, be there or be square.

[oops-woobs]

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together again ✦ woobin & suzy

( ; she scrunches her face up at him, similar to the one that he had just made ) i blame the hormones. ( ; she chuckles even though she knows it’s more just because she’s a crazy girl in love and everything in her life is just hunky dory these days ) - ( ; her heart leaps at his words. everything about that sounds just perfect ) wow. from one to two to four. and a ring. ( ; she grins ) that sounds like the life i only used to dream about. ( ; she snuggles closer against him, closing her eyes to rest them )

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[` snorts ] I was told that's an overused excuse, ma'am. [` nods and holds up his fingers in relation to each number she speaks of aloud, then looks at his hand as if admiring his ring before looking down at her and smiling ] Yeah well, it's going to happen sometime. I'm going to work hard for this family, I'm already getting a few people telling me that I'm wasting my time or that I've already gotten my life over with-- blah blah blah, I'm happy. You're happy, they're going to be happy. [` stretches his back slightly then slouches once again ] So again, I'm happy.

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/slumps slightly before leaning his head back and closing his eyes/ Management company let me take a break, I've done enough photoshoots to where I'm cringing when I see a camera. And traveling all over to walk on a runway? /sighs and lifts his head before kissing your forehead/ I'd say I'm doing pretty okay for a rookie.

oh babe. ( ; she lays a hand on his cheek, grazing it softly with her thumb ) you’re doing more than okay. i’m so proud of you. ( ; she lifts herself with her elbow as she presses her lips against his ) you do whatever you want to do. i’ll be here to support you as best as i can, okay? ( ; she smiles, just thankful that he was lying here next to her again )

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[ ` makes a face while chuckling ] You're getting mushier and mushier, you know that? [` takes the kiss with a small smile ] Yeah, yeah. I know, but sometime I'll be able to give myself days off -- by then, I'll be home more often and I'll have a ring on my finger so all the better for all four of us. [` nods and holds her closer while stretching his neck, trying to hide the fact that he was quite honestly eager to get the interviews and such over and done with ]

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[wxxbs]

  Ah -- do I have to answer that?

"Of course," The male looked down momentarily before letting out a generous laugh, — Introduction, right. —  He looked up to hear her question, “Hm? No, actually. I’m not typically this awkward, but I think I’m just a little nervous.” He smiled and tilted his head slightly to make things seem a little more innocent than they seemed. Though eventually, he nodded confidently and then presented a wide smile, keeping his mood rather light over the robotic heaviness he was used to.

“Ah - yeah. Hello, Kim Woobin here. I am twenty-three years old and I just recently debuted officially as a model. I’m very excited to be here uh -- I love to sleep, and I have a thing for mac and cheese. Don't ask me to sing or dance, but I could use a few fans since I'm still pretty new so if I have to -- yeah never mind. Hi, I'm Woobin and thanks for having me.”

He let out a small embarrassed laugh as he was praised once more, which was highly unusual for him to hear such things but he went along with it because — he had to. Right? That had to be good enough, he was used to smiling like this. It felt disgusting to smile like this. But, it had to be good enough.

Hover: ❖ ❖ ❖ ❖ ❖ ❖ 

[suzy-ssi]

[wxxbs]

i really want to talk to you but you're really really scary. like you should either shrink or reshape your eyebrows or lose your voice and the eye thing you do yeah that it really scares me thanks bye i'll be back when you're not as intimidating /strokes your eyebrows

how am i supposed to respond to this --

[elena-chan-blog]

[yiqie]

Reblog if you're bored and you want anons.

[wxxbs]

"Look, friend!! I have your eyebrows in a bag!" He yells as he holds up a bag of shaved eyebrows. "I found them on the ground with your name on it."

He swatted them away as fast as he could while backing away from Daehyun. "What the fuck -- " He continued to swat. "-- you are not starting that again, leave. Go. Leave. Now. I need them, okay? Badly, I need them do not -- "