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[fvckkostas]

His eyebrows raised quizzically, his hand resting on his dress-shirt covered hip as lust was evident in his blue eyes. “Am I hearing right? Did Sarina just ask ME to sneak over tonight?” He teased, his hands tickling around her body as he continued to mock her innocence, his lips leaving sloppy kisses all over her face as he let out small chuckles in between. 

[wydsarina]

“Stooooop.” The girl whined, giggles escaping through her lips. “Are you coming over tonight or what?” She asked, biting down on her bottom lip as her eyes scanned up and down his body, making her intentions for the night clear. 

[fvckkostas]

He shook his head, a playful smile lingering on his face as he reached out for her upper arm, his sighs loud enough to be heard across the school. “Babbeeeeeeeee..” He whined, his body overshadowing hers as he stood infront of her, preventing the girl to leave the room. “Give me a hug?”  

[wydsarina]

The girl tried to maintain an angry front, even though all anger slipped out of her body as soon as his hand wrapped around her arm. She pretended to ponder about a response to his question before standing up on her tippy toes, wrapping her arms around his neck as she pulled him in for a hug. “Can you sneak over tonight?” She asked once they pulled away, her eyes locked on their fingers, which remained interlocked. 

[fvckkostas]

He pulled away, pouting as his lips were bright red from the activity he was doing before. “You’re no fun, Sar.” He huffed, his fingers running themselves through his hair as it laid in a toppled mess on top of his head. But he found himself being drawn to her again as he observed the newly-formed bruise on her collarbone, his fingers dancing over his creation. “Remember to cover up…” 

[wydsarina]

Sarina frowned a bit at him saying she was ‘no fun,’ a little shockwave of hurt coursing through her. “Sorry I’m ‘no fun’ because I don’t wanna give it up right away.” She spat, hopping down off the desk. “I gotta go.” She mumbled, pushing past him as she made her way towards the door. 

[fvckkostas]

He made his way over to the girl sitting lazily on his desk, his arms wrapping themselves around the smaller girls waist, his head finding comfort in the crook of her neck. “Oh yeah? Then I guess we’ll just have to take it off then…” He murmured seductively into her skin, his lips pressing occasional kisses on the tanned flesh. 

[wydsarina]

Shivers ran up the petite girl’s body as his arms wrapped around her body, her eyes fluttering shut as his lips made contact with her skin. “Kostas, the girl mumbled, pulling her bottom lip in between her teeth. “W-We can’t.. What if someone comes in and sees?” She mumbled quietly, her cheeks flaring up at the thought.

[fvckkostas]

Kostas chuckled, a smirk tugging at the ends of his lips as he leaned against his desk. His own desk that he’s been working his ass off for over the years of college. “Nah, I wouldn’t know what that feels like,” He walked around her to shut the door, locking it behind him as he lowered the blinds, “Shitty grade on that math test, by the way.” 

[wydsarina]

Sarina rolled her eyes at Kostas’ sarcastic response, making her way over to his desk as she hopped up, sitting down on it. “Kostassss, it’s not funny.” The girl whined, trying to hide the little smile that was evident on her lips as she looked down at the mess on her clothes. “This was my favorite shirt.” She pouted, looking up at him with her infamous puppy dog face.

[wydsarina]

Don't you just love spilling your coffee all over yourself? It's certainly my favorite thing ever.

[fvckkostas]

“Wha-” Camden was soon cut off to a hit to the face, the boyfriend of Kasandra standing there panting in anger. His mouth hanging open in shock, his hand lingering over the eye which was just beaten in. Gaining up courage, he charged towards him, throwing punches into the abdomen. “Don’t look, Kass - It’s gonna get messy.” 

[wydsarina]

Kasandra could feel the panic in her chest begin to rise as the two continued to fight in front of her, her mind only taking a split second to think before the girl jumped in to try and break up the fight. She regretted it almost instantly, for as soon as she put her hand on her boyfriend’s shoulder she was shoved off, the palm of a hand colliding with the side of her face as she fell. The girl let out a loud yelp at the contact, trying to fight back tears as she had come to learn that crying only angered her “boyfriend” more. After that altercation, her boyfriend stormed out, leaving a small trail of blood due to the injuries Camden had given him.

[fvckkostas]

There was only so much truth to be told before he would eventually snap. “You didn’t try either, Kas! No fucking calls, NOTHING! And you know what? No, it  wasn’t a fucking hump and dump.” He got frustrated, throwing his hands in the air to express himself without words as he fell onto the loveseat. As the air was silent, he sighed, murmuring under his breath one small sentence: “I broke up with Cassidy.”

[wydsarina]

Before Kasandra even had the chance to reply to either his rant or him dropping the bombshell that he had broken up with Cassidy, the doorbell to her front door rang again, causing the girl to let out a sigh of frustration. SHe made her way to the door and was shocked to see her “boyfriend” there, her eyes widening with both fear and panic. “Fuckfuckfuckfuck.” She muttered under her breath as her boyfriend shoved past the small girl, his eyes landing on Camden and his features immediately becoming enraged.

[fvckkostas]

Camden was used to her sassy comebacks by now; he’s witnessed them for years. But he wasn’t quite expecting this one shooting out her mouth, but mostly because it was his biggest insecurity - Losing Kasandra. “That wasn’t a hump and dump - we both know it wasn’t.” He had a stone-cold expression on his face, his lips not even curling in the nervous smile he does when involved in conflict. “You know I wouldn’t do that.” 

[wydsarina]

Kasandra scoffed, turning around to face him, a look of disbelief across her face. “Really? What would you call it then, hm? You came over when I was drunk to fucking play hero or something, then you discovered my biggest fucking secret, had sex with me, didn’t even stay the fucking night to see if I was okay the next morning, and then never bothered to check up on me. So if that’s not a fucking hump and dump, what would you call it?” Kasandra ranted, her eyes filling up and eventually overflowing with tears, some cascading down her cheeks as she let her emotions flow.

[fvckkostas]

When Kasandra opened the door, Camden suddenly went back in time, his mindset switching back to the first day he realized he was in love with her. Her small frame leaned against the door-frame, her hair looking effortlessly gorgeous in every way. “Kass, hey.” He said quietly, his hands dug in his pockets as he tried to fight the instinct of grabbing her and kissing her rough. 

[wydsarina]

When Kasandra saw that it was Camden at her door, an instant surge of pain coursing through her body as she turned around, storming away from the door. “What? Drop by for another hump and dump?” She mumbled bitterly, making her way over to the couch as she flopped down on it, lazily flipping through the channels.

[fvckkostas]

Over the next few days, Camden looked at his phone, the social media notifications filling up the black Iphone’s home screen. But there was an emptiness in his heart. Kasandra didn’t text, and her voice didn’t fill his inbox. He didn’t make an effort, either. The two of them stayed silent. He broke up with his “girlfriend”, and she didn’t really care. She just went and sucked the dick of some immigrant named Brandon. Now with everything going to plan, there was one thing he was missing: Kasandra. As an impulse shot through him, he turned his car around, heading down the road to her suburban house. 

[wydsarina]

Kasandra hadn't even bothered to show up to school for the next few days, giving her parents some lame excuse about how she was sick, blah blah blah. The reality of it was, she was hurt. Camden had come over, seen her deepest secret and in her most fragile state, took her virginity, and then left. To say the least, the girl was utterly destroyed. She was mindlessly flipping through some television programs when the sound of her doorbell went off, Kasandra letting out an annoyed huff as she got up to answer the door.

[fvckkostas]

"It’s best if you ask me these questions when your sober, Kass." He smiles lightly, getting up from the bed he’d grown to love over the years. "I gotta go before my mom starts freaking out, banging me with pots and shit." He pointed to the door with his thumb, nodding slightly to himself as he started to make his way out of the bedroom.

[wydsarina]

Kas watches as he climbed out of the bed, her face turning into a frown as the feeling of rejection began to settle into her. Not wanting to seem clingy or overdramatic, she just simply nodded, turning her back to him as she pulled the blanket up over her small frame. "Okay." She replied meekly, waiting to hear the sound of the door to indicate that he had left.

[fvckkostas]

Sensing her about to freak out, he grabbed both of her shoulders, forcing her to look at him. “We weren’t really dating, JUST sex, Kass. I’m not cheating.” He started to panic, his insides churning.

[wydsarina]

Kasandra could slowly feel the panic inside of her chest beginning to subside, her eyes still a bit wide and her chest rising rapidly as she tried to calm herself down. "S-so you guys.. But I thought you were.." Her brain was all over the place due to the alcohol, the girl not able to form full sentences.

[fvckkostas]

"For me?" He was in shock, weakly kissing her back as his mind was in thought. "I was saving mine for you, but...but you didn't like me like that." He shook his head, his hand pulling at the loose ends of his curls. But when he heard he ask if they were together? His heart stopped. "I just gotta break up with Cassidy." He admitted shyly, looking into her eyes back as the bags under his eyes were evident.

[wydsarina]

Once he said that he had to break up with Cassidy, realization about what they had just done hit her - he had just cheated on Cassidy. With her. "Oh, God." She mumbled, her breath getting caught in her throat. She pulled her body away from his, an overwhelming feeling of guilt still washing through her. "Y-You're still with Cassidy?" She breathed out, not even having the courage to look at him.

[fvckkostas]

[fvckkostas]

Breathing heavily, he pulled out, panting each step of the way. As he laid down next to her, he kissed her cheek, smiling at her tiredly with his dimples popping out. “That was - wow.”

[wydsarina]

Kasandra’s breathing slowly began to even out as she pulled the blanket over...

[wydsarina]

"Of course not, Cam." She mumbled, her eyes fluttering shut. "I've been.. I've been saving it for you." She whispered, opening her eyes just long enough to peer up at him, connecting their lips momentarily. "Does this.. mean we're together?" She asked quietly, her eyes scanning over his face.

[fvckkostas]

Breathing heavily, he pulled out, panting each step of the way. As he laid down next to her, he kissed her cheek, smiling at her tiredly with his dimples popping out. “That was - wow.” 

[wydsarina]

Kasandra's breathing slowly began to even out as she pulled the blanket over both of them, curling her body into his chest as their bodies pressed against each other. "That was better than I expected it to be." She blurted out, the alcohol still slightly rushing through her veins. 

[fvckkostas]

"I love you," He whispered, peppering kisses on her forehead as the tears slid down her face, "I love you." When he heard her okay, he started to slowly move, fearful of hurting her. But when he saw her in less pain, he started to move faster, the sweat making his hair stick to his forehead. "Kass…" He began to moan, his movements becoming more sloppy every minute. 

[wydsarina]

Kasandra was shocked by the confession that had slipped out of his mouth, but didn't have time to react seeing as he began to move right after. The pain quickly turned into pleasure, and soon enough she was moaning his name along with him moaning hers, both of them nearing their climaxes. "Cam!" She moaned one last time, her back arching and their chests pressing against each other as she reached her climax, waves of pleasure wrecking through her body.