Ω﹕ もうか。

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Alright, alright. Here I am. 

I’ve been thinking on what to do with this muse for a while now, especially now that I’ve been talking with Yuyu about bringing her back, because.... well, the most easy option would be to just shove her onto my multimuse and rp with Courtney from there, that way I wouldn’t have to do much in terms of anything.

But.... the more I think about it, the more I’m not sure about that idea just because May is a muse I put a lot of love and effort into---- this blog has about 8,500 posts of me fleshing her out and I’d hate to just. invalidate all of that for simplicity, because she deserves better, y’know?

But that said, when I’ve got LITERALLY a thousand followers but none of you talk to me, acknowledge my existence, or care when I’m gone? That’s a pretty bad feeling and that’s what’s ept me from coming back in the first place if we’re being quite honest.

So. I’ll likely be rebooting as a new blog. 

Don’t mistake me---- I’m not gonna put days and hours into shit like icons and themes again because, honestly, I don’t have the energy to invest in something that ends up feeling pointless, y’dig? No, May is still gonna have her own space but it’ll be simple, quiet, and a lot more selective. Probably under a new url but definitely a new blog, where it’ll feel fresh and less cramped.

Thank you to all of the people who roleplayed with me here; I had fun, really, and I’m sorry I ended up getting too overwhelmed to handle this muse. It’s just intimidating when you have so many posts and followers and threads to worry about and stepping back for a little while ended up leading to me getting.... well, pretty much forgotten.

Once the new blog is fixed up, I’ll be posting a link here and you’re more than welcome to refollow and talk to me if you’d like. If not? That’s fine too, I understand. In the meantime, I can also be found on my personal, my art blog, my Seiko Shinohara blog, and my symphogear blogs.

This blog is now archived.

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MAY IS BEING INDEFINITELY HIATUSED

IF YOU WANT TO KEEP RPING WITH OR TALKING TO ME, I SUGGEST FOLLOWING MY SEIKO BLOG THANK YOU ♥

[yurushiite-archive]

                                       Hey, wasn’t it you who’d always be there for me?                     Don’t forget what we’ve been through together; hey, isn’t it true?

       { We promised to always be best  friends forever }

                                              written by yuyu and kit.

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announcement;

Alright… I haven’t been around lately, I know, and I’m sorry for that.

But! I have a reason other than laziness this time.

Firstly, I’m not sure how many of you are aware but I have some, uh…. health issues. Sometimes I get episodes where I’ll feel absolutely exhausted and lethargic for days, weeks, and during this time I tend to withdraw into myself to recoop. I become increasingly asocial not because I want to but rather I just don’t have the energy not to. 

That’s a big part of it— it takes a lot out of me to come here and talk to people I don’t know well. Not that I don’t enjoy it! Just that it’s something that pushes the limits of what I’m used to. Usually I stick by my best buddy and a few others so placing myself in an entirely new setting with entirely new people is quite daunting and exhausting for me.

Secondly, there’s just…. a lot going through my head lately, y’know? I gotta do some thinking about myself and how I feel and how I’m going to address those feelings, if I ever do.

Because of that, some of my blogs are being placed on hiatus until I feel a little more ‘me’ and it’s not so much of a chore. You can still find me ( and rp with me!! ) at yurushiite and akunakii ( and, additionally, my personal blog at zweiwings ) in the meantime but I’m not sure I have the energy for much else as of now.

I’m sorry for any inconveniences this causes and I hope to pick up where we left off as soon as possible. 

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Eugh I’m making myself upset again. I’m just

gonna go lurk on another blog.

If for whatever reason you still want to follow, rp with, and talk to me, these are my active blogs and my personal is at zweiwings.

I really gotta kick this feeling that nobody wants me here before I try being active again.

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I really really wish I had the drive to be more active here but? Dang.

It feels like my leave was too long and that even if I want to come back, pretty much everyone has moved on or hiatus’d or deactivated or whatever. Like there’s just.... not much to come back to, y’know? Most of my mutuals don’t talk to me anymore and the few times I’ve tried starter calls I’ve gotten pretty much nada.

Not to mention the fact that a lot of you guys rp with other May blogs now so it feels like there’s just. No point, I guess? Which sucks because I miss this blog and I miss rping with you all but it doesn’t seem mutual and i just

I dunno.

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     Eh, and I should probably make a post about this too— my current roleplay blogs are

yurushiite​ ( seiko shinohara ; corpse party ) 

renaiyuugi ( sachiko shinozaki ; corpse party ; sideblog )

x–crimson ( champion may ; pokemon )

chariioteer​ ( chie satonaka ; persona 4 golden )

furtissimo​ ( rin hoshizora ; love live! school idol project )

gxngnir​ ( kanade amou ; senki zesshou symphogear )

rusuii​ ( meiko ; vocaloid )

[yurushiite-archive]

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yurushiite:

-sees other ppls post selfies-

-shamelessly posts my selfies-

I got tagged in that ~beautiful ppl~ meme by lookertickets so here are some Fresh Selfies

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rankingtwentysix replied to your post:poses

kendria’s 20 and therefore she is Old now

what a grandma jeez

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poses

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                                 DESTROY IT, DESTROY IT–-!!                                                                   I don’t need it anymore–!! 

                                                                          ( I don’t need anything at all. )

[betaclaws]

It's National Kissing Day, send ‘:*’ to give my muse a kiss.

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;;plops url here

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Not gonna switch blogs for this but-- soul-of-the-journey

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send me your url and i’ll post 3-5 icons that sum up my muse’s feelings on yours

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flxgrxns:

“I prefer simpler flavors, I guess…vanilla, butterscotch, banana…sometimes strawberry, but I’m a little particular about when I have it.” Courtney shrugged. “Mint chocolate is really the only chocolate flavor I tolerate all right, most of the time. Not that chocolate ice cream’s bad, simply that I prefer other things over it too much.” 

Courtney seemed odd about her flavor preferences, even. Ah well. “Honestly, I have an impressive sweet tooth. But, I’m strictly pretty moderate, about consuming it. I like the occasional indulge though.” Honestly, she loved sweets. She found she liked it all the more too, when she forced herself to moderate so much. It was simply something she was used to now. At least, it did something for her health, if nothing else did.

     Courtney really was full of surprises, it seemed. May certainly didn’t take her as someone with a fondness for sweets but.... well, that’s probably the fact that she’s still working on unseeing the woman as someone solely serious or without a less professional and more casual side to her. Ridiculous, really, but with someone like Courtney? Maybe a little understandable.

     “Heheh.... I like sweet things but the naturally sweet stuff is better, if ya ask me.” She quips with a nod. “Y’know, like fruits and stuff like that. I really like frozen fruit bars and frozen yogurt.... smoothies too. Actual candy is okay but the stuff from my hometown is way better than mass manufactured stuff. Too much artificial feels weird in the system.”

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flxgrxns:

“They’re used to it. Such as we are to the weather in Hoenn. Sinnoh natives would be inquiring the same thing…as us if they were to stay in Hoenn, really.” Courtney said quietly, a slight shiver in her muscles met by shaking her head a bit and securing her hands in her pockets more securely. 

“I suppose we should keep moving…the sooner we get to a city…the sooner we can get inside a warmer building, I’d hope. Staying still outside…in this kind of weather doesn’t seem like a good idea regardless.” 

     “Used to it? Or maybe they’re just ice-types in disguise...” May mutters with a small huff. At least her teeth had finally quit their chattering, even if the rest of her still felt practically frozen at this point. Really, she can’t help but spare a silent thanks that her parents had moved to Hoenn in the first place--- somewhere this frosty probably would have killed her by now.

      Regardless, she allows a small nod of understanding before sparing a glance around her. “Uh.... yeah, that’s probably a good idea. D’ya have any clue where we are right now though? Everything kinda blends in with the snow to me....”