Soft, fuzzy, vague embrace

Fictional other blog to vent my feelings ♡

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Hello! ^u^)/

My name is Brix, or Em if you'd prefer. This is sort of a self-ship account! [She/Her 2000s]

The skeleton character is my persona, which is basically just me. The other character is my f/o Hadri! They go by they/them and they are also an oc of mine. Originally, Hadri was an semi-antagonist in a comic I was working on. Through working on the story I felt closer to them.

And now I'm here! They're my lovely little patch of Void.

I also have a daughter through this: her name is Kid. She was the hero in that story but she's retired now. She's Hadri's daughter. I never really thought about having a daughter but they're kind of a package deal...so I'm a step-mother I guess?

Some warnings:

I'm not really good at talking. I've been isolated for a long time. It's likely that I'll sound pretty rigid (or overly peppy if I'm feeling floaty). I try to manage that but I apologize it's uncomfortable. Also, I tend to take a while to respond while I try to think of the right words (or I'm just busy. Mostly I'm mentioning this because I don't want to worry anyone)

I don't reblog much. I'm worried about being buried. I have trouble with my personal boundries. I had a Tumblr blog before this, and this reblog mechanic made me really anxious. It's just hard for me to interact with it in a healthy way. I know it sounds selfish, but I use this blog to kinda work out my feelings. If this bothers you, please do not interact with me. I'll do what I can in terms of likes and general interaction. But mostly, I just want a corner that people can visit sometimes.

Thank you

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Yo just checking in on you, haven't heard from you in a while

How u doing?

Hi. You’ve summoned me.

I haven’t had a lot of spoons to do social media activities but I’m still doing things. Mostly slowly working on the comic and day dreaming…haven’t been able to work on cutesy casual drawings;;

I am learning to drive though! It sucks but it’s going better than I thought it would! Hopefully after I get that settled, my time and energy will even out. At least I have Hadri to keep me company! Having them to lean on has unironically helped me to develop the ability to deal with this stuff c:

Anyway I’ll try to come back a little more and at least like stuff! And eventually there will be things for me to post.

Thanks for checking in on me though , I don’t want to worry anybody. It’s just hard for me to keep myself in mind when I’m looking at so much of other people so sometimes I have to back away to keep it together. Just how I’m built!

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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌

You’re an amazing person and I honestly love your art style so much :D ❤️❤️ ( that beautiful fanart you made for my self-ship with Jaw Bone will stay on my banner foreverr >:] ❣️)

Thank you!!

I was really proud when I saw that on your page ;u;

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Thinking about domestic fluff is nice…until you actually have to do it with someone.

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Drew us in another outfit :3

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COMMMIIICC and no i'm not gonna clean it... (depends)

Context: Larry and Tony are at their closest friendship, and Larry needs to confess his feelings. Then taken aback, Tony thought of the possible consequences like their relationship, career and Tony's cautious reaction of a possible romantic relationship (4 pages)

Nglll this was my exact reaction of how I fell for my f/o.... each thought of kissing him makes me feel hella guilty and it took me many months to fall for him

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Selfshippers let me draw Selfship for you! (Requests)

Haven’t been in much of a social media mood but I do want to see people again…also I’m suffering with a bit of art block and I’d like to stretch my muscles by drawing some different stuff.

Send me a picture of your ship and a pose/situation and I’ll draw a little cleaned up sketch like this!

I’ll do my best to get to everybody but it may take me a while! Also I really don’t draw men that often so I might not do too well in that regard ^^;

[s1ckatheart]

is this still ongoing 😭 i'd love to have someone draw them ! :D

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Complete!

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Selfshippers let me draw Selfship for you! (Requests)

Haven’t been in much of a social media mood but I do want to see people again…also I’m suffering with a bit of art block and I’d like to stretch my muscles by drawing some different stuff.

Send me a picture of your ship and a pose/situation and I’ll draw a little cleaned up sketch like this!

I’ll do my best to get to everybody but it may take me a while! Also I really don’t draw men that often so I might not do too well in that regard ^^;

[naetheartisticbutterfly]

Can I please request Musicalware/Staticwings? (My smg4 oc; Synthia with mr puzzles)

And this for reference?

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Here you go! I hope you don’t mind how I changed the angle a bit!

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May I have these two,, with alice (the one in all white) as barbie and KIT (the one that's half fox) as Ken plz :3

Here you go! Hope you like these c:

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Finished request for @freak4floves !

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Selfshippers let me draw Selfship for you! (Requests)

Haven’t been in much of a social media mood but I do want to see people again…also I’m suffering with a bit of art block and I’d like to stretch my muscles by drawing some different stuff.

Send me a picture of your ship and a pose/situation and I’ll draw a little cleaned up sketch like this!

I’ll do my best to get to everybody but it may take me a while! Also I really don’t draw men that often so I might not do too well in that regard ^^;

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🖤Personal Space🖤

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I love these silly vintage sewing packets, so...

Reblog this post with a picture of your s/i or f/o and I'll give them a fun outfit to wear!

Please specify what kind of outfit they'd like too (casual/formal, skirts/pants/dresses, color, etc.)

pr0ship dni

[magipupmoved]

my baby perhaps if youre still doing these :33 id love to see her in formal wear!!

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The second one might not be super fitting, but it looks a bit like stained glass which is very cool to me :D

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I love these silly vintage sewing packets, so...

Reblog this post with a picture of your s/i or f/o and I'll give them a fun outfit to wear!

Please specify what kind of outfit they'd like too (casual/formal, skirts/pants/dresses, color, etc.)

pr0ship dni

[amelielovesamaris]

If this is still available can I humbly request my beautiful French princess Amélie 🥹

The photos kind of showcase how she dresses but yeah formal, skirt, light colours please!

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I felt conflicted about what she’d like so I got a bunch of different things!

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Happy birthday Brix!!! 🥳

@faerie-circle-ships

Many thanks!

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Surprise delivery!!

I hope you and Hadri are having a lovely holiday ^_^

aaa thank you!!

You actually have impeccable timing because it is my birthday today! I didn't have time to do a lot of stuff with Hadri so this is very nice. The expression you gave them is cute too :3

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I love these silly vintage sewing packets, so...

Reblog this post with a picture of your s/i or f/o and I'll give them a fun outfit to wear!

Please specify what kind of outfit they'd like too (casual/formal, skirts/pants/dresses, color, etc.)

pr0ship dni

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Yoooo I love these things!

If it's still open can I request one for my blue boi

EDIT BECAUSE I'M STUPID AND DIDN'T READ IT PROPERLY: He's a fan of long jackets and things with buttons and zippers, and usually wears blue, gray, or black.

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Got some BIG coats!