Jan 8, 2022
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@x-dragon-teeth-x
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I had a vision
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You want me to shut up, huh? The only way to seal my lips is with a kiss >:)
by mary lambert
I don't think my animal 'funerals' were really about 'honoring' the animal or giving it 'a funeral that it deserves' as a thing of respect. As death is a natural phenomenon, a part of life, the decaying body is not a waste, it is part of the ecosystem and it nurishes the soil for new life.
I always had a huge fear of death, not of my own death, or seeing dead animal remains in the woods, but of losing family and friends.
As a little kid I already had insomnia, worrying about my mom and I would ask her difficult questions before going to bed; 'What do I do when you are all dead?'
It has caused me so much suffering for so many years. I would also spend nights rethinking what-if scenarios of my beloved dog dying and I had so many nightmares of him dying a horrible death.
I think growing up in an unstable family situation, was perhaps an aspect of my way of having a sense of control over things, by worrying endlessly and grieving something that hasn't happened yet so I could prepare for the worst.
When my dog was nearing his end, I felt a lot of grief, but there was also a huge sense of relief. I allowed myself to hold him till his last breath, allowed myself to be as close as possible, all that was left was love, so much love and by accepting it and being so close to Death, I felt at peace.
Death isn't pretty or painless. It smells, it rots. We can try to make death look alive, by making a corpse all dressed up and filled with chemicals to preserve it as if they are sleeping, but I feel that is denial of the impermanence that I think we need to experience, to see the it as it really is, and that there is beauty in that.
I still suffer a great deal and experience fear, but these 'funerals' help me as a meditative practise to be close to death, to be close to the root of fear and experience things with a sense of curiosity and wonder.
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Find yourself a man who will fuck you until you're trembling but whisper soft things to you, hearing "is my little pup enjoying himself? " while being railed senseless is one of the greater joys in life
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A threesome sounds amazing right now 👉👈 the thought of being filled from both sides is making me drool
The masculine urge to be a femboy despite being trans just to break stereotypical norms <3
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really wanting a boy to come sit on my face so I can eat him out-
Hi I absolutely LOVE seeing my boy in my hoodies, it makes me want to smother him in love
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Really want someone to bite my neck and call me a good pup 👉👈
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The feminine urge to bend over your boyfriend and eat his ass out <3
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Brats should always be allowed to tease their doms, it's the only way we have fun 🧡
(rambling)
As a heavy set person who has been heavy our entire relationship, I recently lost weight and I cannot tell you how GOOD it feels to have him grab my hips. Not fat, my actual hips. It's really nice and it's been motivating me to lose more because oh my god-
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Really want a cute mechanic boyfriend to hold my hips down and fuck me at his shop, the loud noises letting me moan as loud as I want-
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Are you hella dysphoria like me? Afraid to fuck due to dysphoria? Trust me when I say try anal. That may sound stupid but literally that was the most euphoric moment of my entire life, climaxed like nothing ever before. You'll feel amazing 100℅
