Manifest ✨

Great things are coming to me. Everything that I desire is coming towards me easily and effortlessly.

[lapiz-nomada]

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[x-self-discovery-x]

Self love, self care 💛 I’m putting myself first this time !

[thoughtkick]

“If you are not willing to risk the usual, you will have to settle for the ordinary.”

— Jim Rohn

[x-self-discovery-x]

It’s all about taking the leap of faith. Yes, you have to risk and sacrifice things. But hard work always pays off. & I am soooo happy and excited for the next coming months and my future . 😌✨. God is soooooo soooo good to me. I am beyond blessed, beyond thankful, and beyond humbled by the opportunities.

All I ask is for guidance, strength to overcome, and courage to succeed to the fullest extent . 🙏🏼 thank you father god.

[nightlyquotes]

“I just love the thought that great things are coming. No matter what you’re going through, there’s so much to look forward to.”

— Unknown

[x-self-discovery-x]

Yaaaassss ✨😌🙏🏼 great things are coming

[x-self-discovery-x]

So as I turn another year older this month… I am getting a full blown skincare treatment that I know my face has needed.

I have suffered from hyperpigmentation and because I wanted to treat it so badly, I went to get a CO2 laser peel… unfortunately, I saw an aesthetician that did not know what she was doing. I was taken by how lovely the place looked. It was very luxurious looking… thinking to myself “this is legit” … nope… little did I know, the laser that the inexperienced RN did to me hurt and burned me. I know have laser burn marks on my face in addition to my melasma (hyperpigmentation on my cheeks). I was so angry! To have wasted so much money and the results damaged my skin instead of helping it… i returned to her to see if she can fix it or willing to? But nope, you can tell she was an inexperienced, unskilled MF who was just about money. She actually blamed it on my skin type. Which is a lie, because I’ve gotten a carbon peel before and the doctor that did it, knew what he was talking about and safely did it on my skin and the results were AMAZING.

Now because I’ve been so insecure with my face and the damage that it took… I now am getting 4 treatments from this clinic next to my place. The people are so wonderful, the NPs are very knowledgeable and my past 2 experiences have been awesome! I recently got a Radiofrequency microneedling done triggering my hyperpigmentation area on my cheeks the most… after 2 weeks, I got a VI peel, which is the above picture. It is day one of that… and my own dad told me what are you doing to your face… it’s not getting better. I was a bit annoyed because the solution was still on my face that I couldn’t rinse off after 4 hours. So obviously im going to look weird ! Anyways… what I wanted to express and say to anyone reading this…

Work hard , love what you’re doing, and spend money on yourself. Pour onto yourself, self love, self care, beautiful skin, great skin care. Everything ! Love yourself most cause no one will love you more than you love yourself. & it will show. Your glow will be noticed. Right now my self esteem is low, but I’m doing what I can to make myself feel good again. To be able to look at the mirror and be happy and not be so insecure about my flaws. I want a natural and flawless face. & that’s exactly what I’m going to have in a couple of weeks. My glow up will be so amazing. I trust the people I’m working with and I know these girls are going to make me feel so good about my face again.

I work two jobs, I like what I do. Pharmacy & Radiology. & I work hard. I work to make sure I’m living comfortably . And I will pour onto myself when I want too. Idc what anyone else says. God has only given me this vessel that I’m in and representing. And I will shine and glow. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. My god has plans for me. And I will not grow weary. I am able and I am capable. There’s ups and downs but I will overcome.

Great things are happening for me and to me. I have the power to change my reality and all that I desire is coming true. I speak it into the universe. I feel it within my soul. I am deserving. I am worth it!

I have a screening interview with City of hope on Thursday. & I know god has a great birthday gift in store for me. I will finally be working a well known company as a Sonographer and still be a pharm tech with Kaiser. God has a plan , even grander and greater than what I have for myself. I just need to keep pushing to be better and experienced. I am so excited ! This month is going to be a dream come true, but this year ! 2022. Is going to be miraculous. I will be living my vision board as my reality. And I will be so content . I only pour into my own cup. I’ve been slipping lately with these two guys but I will no longer focus my energy on them. And as I steer clear my energy away from them they will be magnetized and drawn to me. I am so loved, so blessed, and thankful and humbled. So thank you universe, thank you father god. For continuing to guide me and lead me to better days. My stars are aligning. 😌🤍✨💎🙏🏼

With that said be confident in who you are, where you are. It’ll only get better. ✨✨✨🙏🏼💎💛😌

[x-self-discovery-x]

New moon, new month.

Hello Beautiful April 🌷🌻🌺🌸🌼

Happy BirthMonth to me ^_^ This month is going to unlock new doors and opportunities. I can feel it. Gods gift and the universes gift will be amazing this year and I am openly receiving it. Great things are happening for me this month. I am going to level up and glow up. My vision board will be my living reality. And this month is going to uncover a new level closer to just that! I am independent. I am wealthy. I am healthy. I am rich. I am expensive. I am loved. I am cared for. I attract opportunities and opportunities are attracted to me. I am going to be a lead for a well known hospital. I am going to be blessed with high income that can provide for me and my loved ones. I am able. I am capable. I am a leader. I am a boss. I am intelligent. I am knowledgeable. I am practical. I am beautiful inside and out. I love whole heartedly. I am deserving of good and great things. I welcome positivity and blessings. I am in love with myself and I am in love with my life. I have worked hard and continue to work hard to see my vision board be my reality and it is happening . The stars are aligning for me. And the gift that god as for me and the gift and blessings the universe has for me on this birth month and my birthday gift is going to be miraculous. It is all going to happen so quickly . I trust in him. I trust in the process. Good things come to good and hard working people. I am ready to receive. I claim this with all the positivity and love in this world. It is happening, it is mines, it’s been mines and it WILL BE.

Love, career, happiness, confidence, and leadership. It’s mines. All of it. And I am so excited ✨🙏🏼🤗😌

Thank you father god, universe, and Holy Spirit. Thy will be done 💛

[thepersonalquotes]

[x-self-discovery-x]

I am going to be better. I took the time to write my notes and familiarize myself with things that I lack of when scanning. I know I can improve my times if people just check in on time and not late. Today is another day to be better than I was yesterday.

As envious as I am with people getting into Kaiser and big hospitals. I won’t grow weary. I know god has a spot for me at Kaiser as a Sonographer and this is my stepping stone to getting in. This is my year. And even though I reach some lows I know I have my future to look forward to. Trying to just be here in the moment. I know greater things are coming my way, god will always provide and it’ll always be better than what you expected and I know everything will be okay.

I am focused and I am driven to be the best and I will be a working Sonographer for Kaiser.

I am worth it, I am worthy, opportunities are attracted to me, I attract opportunities. It is mine, it’s been mines, and so it will be.

[nightlyquotes]

“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying ‘I will try again tomorrow’.”

— Mary Anne Radmacher (via thoughtkick)

[x-self-discovery-x]

It’s been a rollercoaster of emotions being in this new field in Radiology. It is totally a different world from Pharmacy. It takes more out of you and I’m still trying to figure it out for I’ve lost some of the knowledge of pathology versus what’s normal,since i have graduated. It took 3 years for me to land this job and I am not giving up! I am going to do my best every shift, cause that’s all I can do. I don’t care how many “note to techs” I get or how many radiologist gets mad at me. I am learning ! I have only been working in this field for 6 months so reeeelax ! I just need to be more confident in my self, my knowledge, and that gut feeling I have. I can and I will. I am able and I am capable. In the next few months I’m about to level the Fck up like I’ve never had. I will get a 2nd specialty and I will land a job in Kaiser radiology. It is happening for me and it will be mines. 😊✨

When god stands before me, no one or anything can stand against me. I was made for this . I’ll be a lead diagnostic Sonographer and I’ll be Dam good at it.

[nightlyquotes]

“You don’t have to be the best at something. You just have to be the most determined.”

— Lauren Burns

[x-self-discovery-x]

I’m not the best at ultrasound YET, but I am determined to get better and better each day. It’s been an accomplishing 4 months as I balance my new job with Kaiser. & tbh as restless as I may be I couldn’t be more blessed and humbled by the experience and knowledge I gain from both jobs. One day, I’ll be a lead Sonographer for Kaiser. It will happen. It’s been mines and so it will be.

My road to becoming a Lead Sonographer 🥰💛🙏🏼

It may be hard to see it now because you’re only starting but hold on to your dreams and make it your reality. Hard work and patience is key to achieving what you have set for yourself. Standards set high. Push through until you achieve it and once you’ve achieved it, keep pushing! Cause you don’t know how high you can take yourself with hard work and dedication. Don’t give up! The best is yet to come 😌

[nightlyquotes]

“I’m independent and strong, but sometimes…just sometimes, it’s nice to be taken care of.”

— Samantha Towle

[x-self-discovery-x]

Nothing but great things are coming my way

I have the power to change my reality and everything that I desire is coming towards me easily and effortlessly.

I deserve great things.

I am lovable, I am beautiful, I am smart, I am witty, I am abundant, abundance comes freely to me, I am prosperous, I am successful AF, I am a bad bitch that gets all that she desires . I am a hard worker, I am attractive, I attract wealth, love, and happiness. I attract opportunities. Opportunities are attracted to me.

I can’t wait for the day I’m just working one job. A 730-4pm. So close to my house. Like Inland Empire area (Ontario, Fontana, Upland, Rancho Cucamonga, and Riverside). I am and will be a highly paid Sonographer for Kaiser. My job will be so amazing. My commute will be so short, I have more time for myself and my loved ones. From a highly paid Sonographer to a lead tech. It is happening. It is mines. It has been mines. And so it will be.

Written in the stars! My vision board is my living reality. Love is coming to me. I am happy, I am at peace, and the love of my life loves and cherishes me. My life is beautiful and I am happy.

Great things are coming and I’m ready to receive. Just know this is your year ! And it’s going to happen ! It is all aligning . ✨✨✨

Dream big but manifest bigger. :)

I can and I will. I am able and capable. That job is mine ! ✨😌

[nightlyquotes]

“Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best,and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.”

— Christian D. Larson

[x-self-discovery-x]

It’s been a bit discouraging to apply because every time I get my hopes up when my application is moving forward I hear nothing… but I’m definitely closer than I was before and I just need to keep pushing. I’ll probably take a month off from applying and just really appreciate what I have right now. I will always strive for more, for better, for greater… but I really need to just be at peace with the grace I have around me . How blessed I am to have two jobs. As physically tired I can be and mentally drained working 7 days. I know my hard work will pay off. I believe it. It may be hard right now but it will get easier. Things are finally looking up. And I am not where I used to be… mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I’m evolving each day. & I can’t be more proud of myself. I support me. And I love myself for doing the best that I can. Self love and self care is coming naturally to me and it’s a great feeling. I still have hiccups but I’m a work in progress, and progress each day is all that matters.

Greater things are coming to me and working in my favor. I’m excited ! But I need to reboot myself and just enjoy the now. And hustle and don’t stop hustling until I reach the top. I will be a highly paid Sonographer for Kaiser and it’s going to be amazing ! It is mines, it’s been mines, and so it will be ✨

[x-self-discovery-x]

It’s been a bit of a roller coaster week balancing my two jobs. In all honesty I thought I had that Kaiser job.

But it’s okay, great things are coming for me and I just need to keep my spirits lifted and high.

When God is before me no one can stand against me . I have the power to create my reality and everything that I desire is coming towards me easily and effortlessly.

It’s happening, it’ll be mine. It’s mine, it’s been mine and so it will be.

When I said this year is my year it is going to happen, it’s already happening and great things are unfolding for me.

I don’t need bad vibes. I attract great things. I attract positivity and opportunities.

I am ready to receive abundance and grace.

I am a highly paid Sonographer for Kaiser . It is happening. 💛😌✨

[x-self-discovery-x]

Finally got the call from the lead Sonographer !!! I am so excited to be a working and highly paid Sonographer for Kaiser permanente ! It is happening! Great things are coming to me. My hard work is about to pay off and I am abundant and thankful. It is mines, it’s been mines, and so it will be.

I attract great things, I attract opportunities, opportunities are given to me. I am healthy, I am wealthy, I am rich, i am going to get that job ! I am protected, well respected, I am a queen 👸🏻 I am attracting all that I desire. I am powerful and I create my reality . My vision board is my living reality . This year is mine and there’s still so much to accomplish! It is happening , it is for me! And so it will be. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼✨✨✨😁

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[x-self-discovery-x]

& in all honesty there’s going to be days like these…

You’ve finally started your dream career, a Sonographer, still working as a Pharmacy tech for a well known company. This is what you’ve been wanting ! It’s finally here. Your vision board is slowly becoming your living reality…

So it’s the first week. You’ve worked 7 days straight with no break. Your body is feeling it. The stressors has caused a stye on your upper eyelid. You know you’re in need of rest.

But yet, you want to be around him, the guy you see potential … the guy you’ve fallen for… yes he hit you up, but he’s not available on the day you are … so that’s a missed opportunity.

After a long days work… and finally having a day off tomorrow you wanted to go out today and just have a good time. Your friends and family members you’ve texted were not replying fast enough… finally when they did you had a whole misunderstanding of where the party was and who was all going to be there. Because you’re tired and because you’ve been confused you chose not to go. You chose to stay home.

There’s going to be days like this where it’s just not going to fall into plan. You’re going to be forced to be by yourself to physically and mentally recover from a weeks worth of work. I know, you feel sad… you wanted to be around good vibes and people. But it was obviously a sign for you to stay home and rejuvenate.

I got pretty emotional today… but I realize I need my peace. I needed to just relax and have my me time.

There’s going to be days like this… I tried calling my sister to talk as she’s out in Carl’sbad with her family and how I missed my nieces… my sister told me she would call me back until I didn’t have any mood to speak to her anymore.

Everyone was busy doing their own thing… busy with their plans… I felt left out. I felt tired and I felt like I deserved to be out and about and have fun… I felt like I deserved it after a long weeks worth of work. But instead I sat here… thinking and reflecting on the past…

I needed this time for myself. I was forced to sit here alone and just love myself and remember my worth. I needed to tend to my mental health and physicality. I am tired… but I can’t be more thankful for having the best of both worlds , ultrasound and pharmacy tech. I’m living the life I want. It may get lonely sometimes but just trust the process. I’m actually thankful I stayed home.

There’s going to be days like this… where it’s okay to be alone. Reset your mind, body, and soul. It’s just me, myself, and I. & sometimes that’s just all you need. & it’s OKAY!👍🏼

[thepersonalquotes]