Just a little note to say I love you
So I’m trying to stay awake while I wait for you to come to bed, so I figured I’d write to tell you what you mean to me. I know I haven’t been the most lovey person that I was when we first started talking again, and I want to show that I still feel the same amount of love for you if not more. Your smile lights up any room that you walk into. It brings a smile to my face ever time I see it. You are my sunshine on my poorest days and I don’t know what I would do without you. You are the person I dreamed about before I met you. You are my one and only. You are who I want to grow old with. I couldn’t imagine life without you by my side. You deal with my constant complaining and my nagging on and on about school and work. You deal with my mood swings, and my constant emotional outbursts. You make me feel so loved and I don’t know many girls my age that truly know that feeling, the way I do. Without you, all I could think about was you. When anything amazing happened, I wanted to call you and talk to you about it. I wanted to call you whenever I had a bad day, cause I knew it was always you that made every bad thing feel like just a tiny bump in the road.
You inspire me daily. you are the strongest person I know. You are able to lift your head so high, no matter what life throws at you. You are able to keep my spirits lifted no matter how sad I get. You made me realize that my life is worth living. You showed me the amazing things that life has to offer. You showed me love. You, even if you don’t know that you did this, taught me how to love myself. Even if it doesn’t always seem like it, I do. I love myself now more than I ever have.
I’m so glad that on the 22nd of January 2015 I decided that it was the right thing to message you, and that the worst that you could do was not respond. I’m so glad that on that same day you decided to message me back and take the risk. I’m so glad that on, I believe the 4th of May 2015 (correct me if I’m wrong) I admitted my true feelings for you, and told you that I loved you and that on the same day you told me that you loved me too. I’m so glad that on the 3rd of June 2015, you asked me what we were, and I’m so glad that I asked you to “slap a title on it and be my boyfriend”. I’m so glad that even though it hurt like hell, we took the break that we needed (no date included cause who remembers/wants to remember that). I’m so glad that on the 1st of April 2018 you decided that you needed me back in your life so badly that you were willing to take the shot of being shot down. I’m so glad that you opened up to me during this time of us being together again. I’m so glad that you trust me with everything. I’m so glad that you were finally able to tell me things that you’ve kept for so long, from everyone. I’m so happy that you officially made it official again on the 20th of April 2018, even though I knew it was official from the start. I never stopped loving you, EVER, and that’s 100% the reason that I believe that we were still able to have our three year anniversary this year.
There is no doubt in my mind, I have loved you for an eternity. I have always loved you and I have and never will stop loving you. You will always be my forever Christian David. You are my light. You are my sunshine. You are my way to eternal happiness. You are the reason that I fight so hard everyday for my future. There is nothing that I want more than to make you happy, You are my everything. You make me so soi happy and I don’t know what I would ever do if I lost you ever again.
I love you so soi muchhhha much, to infinity and beyond, forever and always bb boo boo bear <3 @x-trouvaille
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