BIBBERKRILL SHITPOSTS

WELCOME TO WATERMELON HELL, WHERE EVERY IDEA IS ENTERTAINED HEADS UP, I DRAW BONKLE & JOJO SMUT Contains exactly what the title says, along with a lot of personal stuff and other fandoms I obsess over. And this is what pretty much happens here. Fair warning: quite a few of my text posts are rather nsfw and I haven't been tagging anything properly at all. But you know what I've been posting a lot of bionicle text, so those are gonna be under #bibberkrills. If you're here for the bonkle MS Paint doodles it's tagged under #trackpad doodles. Pictures that I have made with my elbows are tagged #spagarti. Sometimes my shitposts turn out to be not so shitty, so I may or may not reblog them to my usual one.

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

*cracks my knuckles* alright, life update time

feels kinda weird coming back here and looking at this old shitpost blog again from when I was very young and silly in college cuz I feel like I'm a completely different person

so basically:

went thru a deep depression around the tail end of college that lasted a few years into grad school (sorry for dropping off the face of the earth, I still think about all of you fondly)

made a shitload of jojo comics to cope

spent my mid-20s unpacking a lot of crap and working on my mental health cuz hoo boy I did not have energy for much at all

lost friends and made friends over the years

became a social recluse and it made me feel less stressed lmao

BEST PART!!! I got diagnosed and treated for adhd at the start of 2022 and everything in my life made so much sense and now life is less overwhelming and my grades are fucking awesome lol

and now I'm working on my doctorate! \o/

but also? now that I look through this blog, I don't think I've been that cringe and free in a very long time, it makes me nostalgic even though I was a lot more immature back then, I seemed much happier when I had no filters lmao

although, it's also kinda sad to see that the same paranoid thoughts I used to have were still prevalent even years later, but it turns out I had a shitload of anxiety lol, but I've been doing a lot better ever since I decided to prioritize my mental health cuz I had zero self-awareness about my own state of being

but also, I think I got extremely lucky. This was a designated space for me to be cringe and stupid and make little mistakes and have fun, and I am so grateful to have had this space to grow up in cuz it kept me sane when the going got tough (and it got tough many times)

to my friends and everyone from the bonkle and joj fandom who sent me asks and replies and was generally amused and bewildered by whatever the hell was going on here but still humored me, I cannot emphasize enough how thankful I am for your patience and good faith, that was a rarity back then and it's even more of a rarity now

but anyway, good news is I've been getting so much better at art over the years, I've been sticking to my guns and going ham in the realms of fiction (having a supportive environment really does wonders) and I've become so much less hesitant and more at ease with exploring ideas in art like I did through walls of text here. I think I didn't care so much about text cuz I felt such a big disconnect between what I personally felt versus what ideas I explored, but somehow I was squeamish about what I wanted to express through art lol, I guess I was embarrassed cuz it seemed too personal instead of a brain exercise? Either way, now it's just as much of a brain exercise as my walls of texts, so I got over that hangup.

I am a powerful artist now *flexes*

As for the future, I'm still contemplating what I'm going to be doing on tumblr cuz I've been weaning myself off of twitter, but I'll decide on that later. Maybe I'll stay, maybe I won't, I'm not gonna make any promises that I can't keep but I can say with certainty that I'm just gonna feel things out and we'll see. This may not be a satisfying answer, but I'm still stuck in doctoral hell so things are still looking unpredictable lmao

I hope everyone who's still here (and not here) is doing alright though, you're all wonderful ;o;

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

u should consider making a nsfw twitter, i've loved ur stuff over the years ;o;

aww thank you ;v;

I’ve been thinking about it but I know how awful twitter is at being an art archive. I’ve been looking at pillowfort.io when it becomes free to the public cuz lots of people are flocking to it. They’ve got good restrictions on posts so minors won’t stumble upon the smut arts or actively find it and comment cuz they need to remember that’s ILEAGLE.

I’ve also been thinking about dusting off my ol’ pixiv and finally posting cuz it’s great for sketches and lord knows I’ve got tons of those compared to finished art lmao (but it’s not very usable for communicating in general). That’ll be good for archive purposes I think.

....or I could just keep posting nsfw on here cuz fuck da police

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

...welp

now that tumblr is banning nsfw art idk what am I supposed to do with this blog, even though I barely update it's full of good memories so I wanna keep it

I'll keep it around and try to archive everything and wait for dec 17 but if anything happens I'm taking my ass somewhere else (still gotta decide where), this is complete garbo

ya had a good run tumblr, ya had a good long trashfire run

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

Hey, I remember seeing somewhere this chat you had with your Bionicle friend group about a Metru orgy? It was really good to read but I cannot for the life of me remember WHERE it ended up posted. Please help?

ohhhhhhh man I’m both surprised and very impressed that anyone would still remember that haha

I haven’t looked back on it in three million years but here it is, thank you for reminding me, anon

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

demitsorou replied to your post “crawling out of my cave to deliver some kq/kira from 5am last night...”

kq should shove their fingers into kira's mouth >:3

',:) oh hel yea, now that right there is a good idea

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

#sexualizeallstands2k16

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

#sexualizeallstands2k17

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

#sexualizeallstands2k18

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

Please go ahead and draw more self-indulgent stuff! Holy shit Kira in a muzzle and stockings has really got me riled up

:D ayyy thanks, I’ll definitely be drawing more stuff like that in the future since I’ve gotten a bit more brave

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

I very rarely draw kissing since it’s so painfully difficult and yet here I am making an animated gif lmao

josuyasu under the cut

there’s no reason for it to be under a cut but....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

I’ll be honest with you guys, I’ve been holding back on my full potential for self-indulgence and this is but a mere leak

yall like muzzles? yall like socks and garters? yall like collars?? yall like SOME FUCKING HANDS???

yeah ok it’s kira what a surprise coming from me

careful, he bites

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

I haven’t drawn blood or gore even though that’s the good stuff, what’s stopping me?

kira being smacked around in the SHA arc was too good

angery

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

still thinking about the early part of jojolion with the bdsm album with all the girls in sailor suits, it gave me false hope that this particular kira was also a freaq

that being said, nothing was stopping me from editing the panels :3c

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

hel ye

PAINT TOOL SAI IS WHERE IT’S AT MY DUDES

here’s a bigger pic cuz tumblr’s resizing is crappo

[pochowek]

if you HAVE to make sex robots please just make them actually look like… robots. you know, smooth featureless panes as faces, maybe with two glowing etched in dots like zenyatta, visible joints… if youre gonna make Miss Uncanny Valley with her plastic D cups out glare at you with her fake mechanical eyes thats not good

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

it’s been three million years since I’ve drawn silver chariot which is an ILLEGAL amount of time to not be drawing the hottest stand ever

these doodles are from last December (which is pretty much only a month ago BUT ANYWAY)

bendy \o/

I like this one a little too much

aaaaaaaaah haha whoops my hand slipped yet again

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

demitsorou replied to your post “ok I might be wrong but is there…a deficiency in metru nui content in...”

>:C i'm teh only metru nui content provider in this gotdang place

D: this is awful, why’s there a huge loss of interest in metru nui in the fandom? No doubt the interest is still alive but AUGH I NEED MORE CONTENT

time to take matters into my own hands after I get caught up

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

ok I might be wrong but is there...a deficiency in metru nui content in the tag? 

or have I not gotten to the stuff yet since I went back 5 months into the tag to catch up

bruh... if there’s not enough I might just take it upon myself once more because that right there is my specialty and this is a niche that must be filled with content

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

lmao gdi in regards to my activity in the bojankles fandom I started out like “I’m just taking a break to check out other stuff for a bit” to “OH NO I’M FORGETTING LORE”

I DIDN’T WANNA ADMIT I RETIRED BUT I WAS JUST KIDDING MYSELF

[mugbearerscorner]

D:

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

I will try to right this wrong by bonkling again, it’s been too long

[x-wir3d-fr33k]

lmao gdi in regards to my activity in the bojankles fandom I started out like “I’m just taking a break to check out other stuff for a bit” to “OH NO I’M FORGETTING LORE”

I DIDN’T WANNA ADMIT I RETIRED BUT I WAS JUST KIDDING MYSELF