✧ﾟ dulce vida

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[xanderlebeau-blog]

livsgrant:

        why did she always feel better when he was there? he was good it, whatever it was, and from inside his strong arms it felt a little less terrifying. though only a little. liv laughed, though it was a hollow sound. ‘ about as well as anyone could be, ‘ she said with a shrug as she stepped through the doorway. what else is there to be? she can’t let herself go into a panic right now, it’d be the opposite of helpful. she’s got contingency plans, sort of - packing her essentials up at least, though there doesn’t really seem to be much she can do. even the government shelter doesn’t seem to be ready for all of this, so really, is it any surprise she’s not? she’d been hoping for some kind of miracle and now it feels like that’s never going to come.

“yeah, i get that.” he spoke grimly, shutting the door behind her. there wasn’t very much hope left for them, he could tell that much. but he knew that, no matter what she wanted to do, he would protect her. xander owed her that much. “here, come inside. fred missed you.” he spoke, attempting to cheer her up a bit. he walked over to the couch and picked up the cat, smiling as he let liv pet him. “see? nothing bad’s gonna happen as long as he’s here. fred will protect you.” he promised. 

[xanderlebeau-blog]

cvsanovas:

CLOSED STARTER — LE BEAU, XANDER.

“ as you know, we’re all in inevitable doom and there’s nothing we can do to stop this. ” a sigh escaped his lips, swallowing words that he needed to get out. these were nothing but words of remorse yet he couldn’t bring himself to say them. instead, eye contact was made, his mocha optics settling against the latter’s. “ i — uh, i — wanted to apologise… ” he choked again, pausing as he allowed the awkward gaze to remain. “ you know? since you think i’m some loco asshole who cares about himself only. i apologise — for not allowing you to see my improvements over my years here… ” he practically gasped for air after letting those words escape.

“so, let me get this straight,” he spoke, looking over at geo. “you’re apologizing to me because i’m the only one in this town who doesn’t fall for your bullshit?” even his own brother was amazed at this man, and xander just didn’t get it. he was everything that xander wished he wasn’t, and if he didn’t have to see him for the rest of his short life, that would be too soon. “nice one, man. real genuine.”

[xanderlebeau-blog]

livsgrant:

     her school is closed, though it’s not that late in the day ; people want to keep their kids close, she supposes, when the world’s about to end. she doesn’t really blame them. it had been chaotic, with an alert on the radio and kids getting scared that they were going to die without seeing their parents again. she’s at a bit of a loss, though, with what to do with herself. she’s never wanted to dwell on the reality of what was coming, but now it’s hit her hard. all those kids she loves so much might be dead in a matter of days. so might she, for that matter. she doesn’t have a family to run home to - her mother lives in the city, her father a forgotten memory. she’s called, told her mom she loves her and all the rest, but there isn’t much else to say. it hurts a bit, that she might never see her again, but there’s nothing she can do. why she’s here, though, liv isn’t quite a sure. she’d sent a text - polite to a fault - asking if she could see him, but hadn’t waited for a reply before heading towards his place. liv hesitates, for half a moment, on his doorstep. he’s got his own family and friends - maybe he’d rather be with them, when the world’s about to end. but she’s not got anyone else, really, but she’s here now. she knocks on his door, hoping at least that he’s around. she can’t be alone with her thoughts any more, not if she wants to stay sane as the world falls apart.

@xanderlebeau​

xander hadn’t gotten her text, or at least hadn’t noticed it. he was getting all of fred’s things together, the cat that he had adopted with caroline. in the event that he was going to seek shelter outside of his own home, he was going to need to take fred with him. he probably shouldn’t have gotten a cat pre-apocalypse, but lord knows that he’s too attached now to do anything but protect the little fella. when he heard the knock on his door, he set fred down on the couch and got up, walking over. when he saw liv on the other side, he immediately pulled her into his arms. he knew that liv was incredibly sensitive, and that she would most likely be taking this hard. he felt bad that he hadn’t called her sooner, or went to check on her. “how are you?” he asked, even though he knew the answer. “c’mere, come inside.” 

[xanderlebeau-blog]

judemorrisscy:

there were never questions asked in situations like these, but jude knew suppliers were becoming bolder with everything going on, transporting larger amounts and ‘rarer’ goods. none of his business as long as the pay was getting better too. “appreciate it,” he added to the younger man as he hoisted up his side of the crate. “would’ve done it myself but these things get bigger everytime.”

“yeah, man, it’s no big deal.” it was, but xander wasn’t going to point that out. he had never been one for illegal activity, but with the world ending and all, who was going to enforce the rules? “what’s even in here?” he asked.

[xanderlebeau-blog]

everlonqs:

      he had been rather … preocupied   —   or perhaps a better description of his current stiuation was noting how he had been living in complete solitude ever since work picked back up after the holidays. he had been managing the paperwork, but he were buried in emails, phone calls and various other tasks he had been assigned over the weeks. he were uncertain where his phone had even been; most likely buried beneath a stack of files. he had not even heard it buzzing. the mere thing that had grasped his attention was the ringing of the doorbell. he had laid down his pen, pushing back the chair in order to move towards the front door. upon opening, the sight of xander silenced him immediately. ever since their previous night spent together, alexei had been keeping his distance. the lack of commentary from the other nearly made him think he did not remember what had happened that night, and his safest bet was crossing his fingers and keeping up that little lie. nothing happened.   “   what are you doing here   ?   ”   his hand were placed on the frame of the door, mismatched hues carrying that piercing glimpse. nonetheless upon further inspectation he could nearly see the worry or panic oozing off him.   “   is something wrong   ?   ”

“is something wrong? jesus, alexei, can you not pick up your phone?” he was upset, but rightfully so. he’d just been told with days notice that he was going to die, and alexei either didn’t know, or didn’t care. he stepped inside the apartment and pulled out his phone, pulling up the alert and showing it to alexei. once he’d finished reading it, xander looked up at him. “i don’t know, i just..” he drifted off. “i had to see you.”

[xanderlebeau-blog]

ripvera:

“i don’t know how you couldn’t guess that.” she stated, moderately amused. she was a drug dealer after all, but she had probably neglected to share that fact with him. “i coulda left you in the alley.” she offered with a shrug of her shoulders, rifling under the semi stranger’s sink to try and find what she was looking for, knocking half of the items onto the ground carelessly. “he won’t.” 

“if you were going to leave me in the alley, why would you call me here in the first place?” he questioned, though he already knew that he wasn’t going to get much of an answer. after knowing vera, he’d learned to deal with the vague reality that came along with being her friend. “if you’re sure..” he sighed, knowing he was probably going to regret his next decision. “fine, i’ll help you look, then we’re gonna get out of here.”

[xanderlebeau-blog]

@everlonqs

xander hadn’t gotten the alert on his phone right away. he’d been in court, arguing over a case when everyone suddenly rushed out of the room in a panic. he’d gone back to his office, grabbed his phone, and there it was plain as day. doomsday was finally upon them. the first thing he did was call mickey to make sure someone was with their gran, then he called alexei. when he didn’t pick up, xander got anxious and drove to his place. he wasn’t really sure where they stood, but he knew that he needed to see him. if these were his last days, he could only think of one person that he would want to spend them with. with his pride and misconceptions about their relationship set aside, he knocked on the door, hoping that he was home. 

[smilefortheliving]

[xanderlebeau-blog]

“for once… i was wrong.” for xander & alexei ;)))))

FIVE WORD PROMPTS 

“for once?” xander laughed, shaking his head. “you’re damn right you were wrong.” he’d bet xander that he could beat him in a game of pool. it was their first date since getting back together, and xander had to show off how much he’d changed in their time apart. one of those changes, besides his growth spurt and deepened voice, was that mickey had taught him how to play pool when they were in college. and now, he could hustle his boyfriend. he had to admit, it felt good. “now, pay up.” he spoke, a smirk on his lips as he took alexei by the jacket and pulled him into a kiss, his payment for losing. 

[xanderlebeau-blog]

“kick his ass for me.”

FIVE WORD PROMPTS 

xander hadn’t planned on getting into a bar fight that night, but nature had a funny way of screwing him over. there, standing before them, was tyler’s middle school bully. normally, xander wouldn’t condone senseless violence, but he had a reason, and frankly, he was looking for a thrill. “alright.” he agreed blindly, standing up and making his way over to the other side of the bar. “video tape this for worldstar.” he yelled back at his friend before throwing the first punch.

[xanderlebeau-blog]

“just make sure you’ve eaten.” ( from chaya!! )

FIVE WORD PROMPTS 

“okay, okay.” he spoke, not wanting another lecture about how he wasn’t properly supporting his nutritional health. so what if all he ate was take out burgers and scrambled eggs? his cholesterol was probably through the roof, but that was something for future xander to worry about. “i suppose you want me to try kale again, too?” he chuckled. “i’m gonna die soon, there’s no point in eating anything other than brownies.”

[xanderlebeau-blog]

“you look like an accident.” ( from adrian )

FIVE WORD PROMPTS 

“mickey was the accident, thank you very much.” xander corrected him. “i was born six minutes before, meaning i was the original. everything after that was just a fucking mess. theodore, even... a mess.” 

[an-exotic-writer]

five word prompts

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

“just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

"really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

"zero fucks given. next please.”

[xanderlebeau-blog]

♡

♡ - romantic headcanon

xander lost his virginity to alexei when he was sixteen. there wasn’t candles or music, or anything that would indicate high levels of romance, but it was with his love and best friend. xander still thinks of the memory with a fond sadness from time to time. 

[xanderlebeau-blog]

★

★ - sad headcanon

when xander was eighteen, shortly after breaking up with his long time boyfriend, he had to be hospitalized for his anxiety attacks. they would come so frequently that he had to be monitored by medical professionals. his anxiety is still bad, but it’s never gotten as bad as it was then. 

[xanderlebeau-blog]

♦

♦ - quirks/hobbies headcanon

ever since he was a kid, xander has LOVED to read comic books and watch movies, it’s his favorite past time. he doesn’t talk about it often, because he’s concerned with his self image, but if you get him in the right place and time he can go on about all of his favorite heroes and villains for days 

[rocketcandycouture]

Headcanon meme~

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