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Green Apple Four Loko
Smokebart fic!
Tags: Fluff, Panic attack, Bart lowkey hates himself, soft, light weed smoking.
Summary- Bart gets dragged to a party by Nokia and he doesn’t appreciate that.
Nokia- Pink text
Bart- Blue text
Smokey- Green text
BART POV-
I woke up at 2pm to the sound of knocking at my room door. Visibly tired, I answer the door to see Nokia standing before me. He’s definitely been up for a while compared to me.
“Damn dude how long have you been asleep?”
“Just.. just woke up” I said in a groggy tone.
“Oh my fault, I was going to tell you you’re coming to this party with me whether you like it or not. It’s my friend’s birthday and I think you’ll really like him. It starts at 10pm so sleep as much as you need.”
I couldn’t even get a word in to debate before he closed my room door. I sighed. I hate parties. Bunch of sweaty, high and drunk people near each other who won’t even remember the day when they wake up. It’s a stupid concept. For the next 8 hours it felt like I was in limbo. My head racing with thoughts on how I should dress, approach people, and who this mysterious friend is.
9pm rolled around quicker than I wanted it to. I throw on my favorite shirt, the water droplet shirt, a white shirt underneath and a pair of white bootcut jeans. Black belt to keep them up and regular black shoes. By 9:40 I heard another knock and the door swings open
“Yo you ready?”
“Y- yeah I need to put some cologne on really quick, I’ll meet you at the car?”
“Okay, hurry up!!”
With that he closes the door. I looked at myself in the mirror and immediately felt stupid. I stopped and put the cologne on, heading out the door. Nokia was bumping some bullshit out the car so I giggle at him, hopping in the passenger seat.
“Alrighty!! Let’s party!”
He’s way more excited compared to me but I shrug it off with a smile. I fiddle with the hem of my shirt until we finally arrive. It was a lot of people, cars lined up down the street. We found a parking spot and walked in. The music hurt my head immediately, flashing lights and people already drunk made me nauseous.
“Okay I might leave you for a bit to find the birthday boy, you’ll be okay for a bit right?”
“Yeah of course man”
“Okay great see ya”
Like that he left me all alone and confused. It smelt like green apple four lokos and weed. The air felt thick and heavy. I wanted to puke. Everything was overwhelming. Sounds started to mix with other sounds and people started to look blurry as tears welled up in my eyes. I hate parties. I looked around the crowds of people to find a bathroom, brushing against too many people for comfort. Their eyes on me made me feel even worse. I chewed my bottom lip to hold back my pitiful tears.
I finally found a bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror and crying. I sat on the floor, knees to my chest wallowing in pain. My breathing so heavy it felt like I was dying. I wanted out of this place. I want to go home and sleep forever. Music muffled from outside made me feel even worse. I kept sobbing, trying to regroup myself before Nokia came back. Until I heard a knock and a push from the door opening.
“Oh shit- my bad g I didn’t realize someone was in here”
I look up at the guy with tears still in my eyes. He was an average white guy overall, only thing to make him stand out was his tattoos on both arms and knuckles. He dressed kind of funny, like he was straight from 2016. I watched the realization set into his face as he sees the tear streaks on my face.
“Are you okay man what’s wrong??”
“No im- im fine don’t worry about me just a little anxious.”
“Well I can’t just not worry.” He says sitting on the floor next to me, grazing my shoulder with his hands.
“For one I am the birthday boy and secondly I hate seeing people cry for real. So what’s up?”
The realization set in for me. This was the guy Nokia wanted me to meet this entire time.
“I just.. don’t like crowds I don’t know why my friend dragged me here.”
“Ah shit fair enough. Who’s your friend?”
“Nokia.. he actually brought me here because of you. He said we would make great friends I guess.”
“Oh you’re the guy he was talking about!! Nice to finally meet you. I’m Smokey” He put out his hand to dap me up, I really didn’t want to but I did it anyways with a smile.
“I’m Bart.” It was hard for me to hold conversation, especially after being so scared of being here to begin with.
“If you really can’t handle the crowd you can go to my room. There shouldn’t be anyone in there to trigger you or anything.”
“Really??” I felt relieved; his presence had already calmed me down some but a quiet spot was even better.
“Yea dude of course! Clean your face and stuff I can step out and wait for you. I’ll bring you there.”
“That’d be great thank you.” He stepped out with a thumbs up. Nokia was completely right. We do get along well.
I cleaned my disheveled face with some tissues, staring in the mirror to make sure I didn’t cry anymore. I walked out the bathroom, smoothing out the ends of my shirt.
“Okay it’s just right up this hallway here.” I followed behind him trying to not focus on everything else.
“Here you are!” He opens the door like it’s a magic showcase. I giggled a bit, sitting on a white bed.
“Yeah this obviously isn’t my room I rented out some shitty airbnb for this so..” I nodded, I wouldn’t give my address to a bunch of randoms either.
“Wanna roll up with me? I’ll leave you alone after.”
“Oh sure.”
He sat next to this nightstand to roll up, moving closer to me after he was done. We talked a bit about random things and it helped me a lot. I didn’t feel as bad anymore and the weed was making me sleepier by the minute.
“You look like you’re about to pass out. You can sleep here if you want and I’ll tell Nokia you’re in here when he’s ready to go.”
“Sounds good… thank you really.”
“No problem man.”
He helped me get comfy to sleep. The silence between us is deafening. I wanted to hug him or something but my brain wouldn’t let me. I instead held my arms out.. which most people get the memo from that. He did, sitting down next to me once more and hugging me. He smelt like weed and a green apple four loko. For once this smell felt pleasant to me, comforting even. He then angled my head down a bit, gently kissing my hair.
“Alright man goodnight.” He acted nonchalant but I can tell he was just as nervous as me. I smiled at him softly
“Goodnight Smokey.”
can i be the new esdeekid writer 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀🙏
𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴- Halfadedd x Reader
TAGS- mentions of self harm scars, friends to lovers, outdoor sex, public sex, Grinding on the true religions, dry humping, fingering, he’s a softie, power bottom!reader
Notes- this is based off of his recent instagram stories of him in the mountains! BLUE IS HIM PURPLE IS YOURS 🤍
Simple days weren’t for me. So once fadedd texted me about him wanting to take pictures in the mountains, I immediately said yes. He said he’d come get me early in the morning tomorrow. I had packed up my hiking bag, overly ready for the day. Waking up the next morning in pure joy, he texts me.
Halfadedd- morning, u awake?
you- yeah im ready as ever if you are
Halfadedd- okay I’ll be otw in a few. See ya soon!
He arrived shortly after, beeping for me to come outside to his car. I throw my bags in the trunk and sit in the passenger seat. We chatted the entire ride there, finally reaching our destination after 45 minutes. We started our hike nicely, making jokes here and there and seeing random animals like goats. We stopped a few times within our hike, taking pictures of the beautiful nature around us.
We stopped once more so he could take a picture of a butterfly. Though when he leaned in, he leaned his foot over a rock, falling and scraping his knees, hands, and arms. I immediately rushed over, it didn’t look like a bad fall but who knows.
“You alright? My goodness”
“Yeah nah im fine i scratched my knee up pretty bad though.” He says, pulling up his pants leg. His knee was bright crimson, small drops of blood running down his leg.
“Holy okay im gonna fix this up for you”
“You don’t have-“ He tried to say but I'm already pulling my first aid kit out of my hiking bag. I took an alcohol pad out and slowly ran it across his knee. He winced in pain but let me continue. He was staring down at me the entire time, watching my every move.
“Thank you for helping me out, you know you didn’t have to..”
“No need to thank me really. It’s nothing serious.” I said, sticking the bandage onto his knee.
I looked up at him for a split second.. he was looking at me with an expression I couldn't decipher. His eyes were filled with love and disdain but he behaved normally. Wind started to pick up, making my hair go a bit into my mouth as I stood up. He stands up with me, towering over me as he helps me get the hair out of my face. I had never been this close to his face.. he was beautiful. His big brown eyes pierced into my soul for only a moment, but it felt like forever.
No one spoke about it. So now, there was this weird tension in the air. We continued hiking as normal, consistent with our humor and appreciation of nature until we finally reached the spot he wanted to take pictures. The scenery was breathtaking. Pretty hills and mountains, the sky perfectly cloudy. We set our bags down and take a good amount of photos before sitting down on the short grass and looking through them
His breath on my shoulder made me more and more nervous. We flipped through a bunch of pictures, ones to delete and others not. We were way too close to each other, knees and legs rubbing against one another. Again.. no one said anything. The tension was deafening. He moved his hand to sit between our legs and slowly slid his finger up and down across the side of my thigh. I still didn’t say anything, embarrassed. I went to go and finally put the camera down.
“Are you going to say something or let this go too far?” My heart was pounding.. All I could do was look at him, his eyes filled with a newfound love.
“Maybe I should.. let it go too far..”
With that, my eyes darted from his lips to his eyes. I leaned in more and more and he did the same, he looked desperate. It felt like this was his plan all along. Closing the distance between our faces felt like heaven on earth, our lips hungry of one another. He touched my chest, groping my boobs with a groan. He was so desperate for attention. He pulled away from this kiss, breathing heavily.
“Can we.. right here? Wanna see your beautiful face with the beautiful landscape behind you.”
All his words made me melt inside. I nodded, sitting in his lap. We kept kissing, both our hands roaming over each other's bodies. His hands found their way to my hips, gripping harshly. He moved them back and forth, forcing me to grind myself against his thighs. Rough denim against my clothed cunt felt like ecstasy. I whimpered a bit, looking at him in his glossy eyes. I stripped my shirt and bra off as he watched in a daze. He ran his fingertips down my scar ridden arm with a saddened expression.
“Fuck baby, you’re so pretty.. need you now.”
I lifted up off of him, stripping my pants down to the dirt floor. He took his pants off as well, pushing them down to his ankles. Both of us are pure naked in nature like we were meant to be. It was like a renaissance painting. He sat back down, putting his hiking bag behind his head. He grabbed my hips, forcing me down to his lap, spreading my legs to fall to either side of his.
He ran his fingers across my clit, slowly sticking his fingers inside of me. I moaned at the feeling, my body shaking a bit.
“You’re so wet for me pretty girl, you’ve been waiting for me hm?”
All I could do was nod, his fingers working inside of me at a beautiful pace. After a bit, he took them out, licking his fingers while looking directly into my eyes.
“Let me fuck you now.. know you need this as bad as I do.”
I lined him up and slowly slid his cock inside of me. The initial stretch felt like ecstasy, my walls pulsating around him. He groaned as he went further and deeper inside of me. I slowly started to ride him, watching him bottom out while I went. He wrapped his hands around my waist, picking up the pace with pretty moans. I let out an echoing moan. He looked at me with a need I’ve never seen before.
“Mm yes, just like that please.. please baby.”
“God you’re feel so fucking good, don’t stop”
He didn’t stop. The moans that filled these hills and mountains left every animal, insect, and human disturbed. I grabbed a handful of his hair, yanking it a bit, and he moaned from the touch.
“Yeah baby keep- fuck- keep doing that please.”
I giggled a little, followed with a loving moan. Sweat running down both of our bodies. I soon felt my climax coming, and he noticed.
“Gonna cum for me? Do it baby. Wanna see how good I make you feel sweetie.”
A few more thrust inside of me and I came all over his dick with a moan that sounded like a scream. He slowed down his punishing pace a bit for me.
“M so sorry but I need to cum too, you think you can handle a little more just for me?”
“Yes yes please- please fuck me!.. want you to cum too”
With that he continued his rough pace. He was so out of breath, looking at me with so much love rather than lust. He came soon after, pulling out and cumming on the ground with a groan of relief. We both sat in the same position for a bit, trying to catch our breath.
“Fuck.. that’s was so good.”
“Yeah it was. Surprised no one saw us.”
“Or heard us” I said with a giggle.
that was the biggest lie ever..
Do You Hate Me? Esdeekid x Rico Ace
Tags; mlm, smut, needy!Esdeekid homophobic!Rico internalized homophobia, forced feminization, friends to enemies? Kinda? Crossfaded, cheating? hate filled, humiliation kink, caught masturbaiting, no actual sex, mentions of slapping, oral!
Purple text for Esdee talking
Blue text for Rico talking
ESDEE POV..
I was at Rico’s house, chilling, smoking and making music. We’ve been friends for a long time now, I see him almost as family sometimes. There’s these times though, I feel indifferent about him. Summer 24’ is when I first found this unmarked feeling. Pool time and smoke. I was so high the water felt like nothing against my body. Rico comes over towards me with his girlfriend attached to his hip. He was talking to me but I couldn’t understand a thing. My eyes wandered, not to his girl but to him. Toned, dark body, smiling in between every sentence like nothing mattered. It felt euphoric until I was awakened from my day dreams.
“Yo you good bro?”
“Im soo fucking gone.”
That’s when I fell over, kinda, slumped over the side of the pool. It was the type of high that left you rethinking every life choice you’ve ever made. He grabbed me, pushing me out of the pool until I was on the ledge, feet dangling in the water. He gets out quickly, kneeling in front of me.
“Dude you did too much innit? You always smoke like you want to kill yourself or something!” He helped me up once more. I was moving too slow for him even though to me, I was moving at a regular pace. Glimpse. A glimpse of his chest was all it took for me to react to my body to react. I reached out like I was gonna grasp a shirt he didn’t have on. I treaded lightly and immediately regretted my decision. Rico didn’t pay any mind to me as he was just trying to rush me inside to sit down. The rest of that day and years, I haven’t been able to shake this feeling. This desire for another man made me want to puke. I hated that I felt this way about someone I've been friends with forever. And right now, I can’t shake this needy feeling. Rico sitting next to me, legs lightly brushing mine as we’re huddled up to my desk. I hope he didn’t notice my outrageous nervousness.
RICO POV…
Smoking with es felt unusual now. At first, this was all we did after school now though I feel he’s off. That day at the pool and him crossfaded made me realize his oddness at first. I didn’t entertain it though. I didn’t want to assume he was gay or something and make him upset. Still, something was off. Even now this regular activity he’s turning it weird. I can feel him purposefully brushing his legs against me even when I move my legs away from him. Maybe he thinks I haven’t noticed but now, it's starting to piss me off. I can’t focus on my lyrics with him doing this.
“Bro, why do you keep brushing your legs against me? That shit getting super weird now.”
I could see the blood flush out of him. He looked at me like I said something wrong. Like I knew something I wasn’t supposed to
“What are you talkin about dude? We’re just extra close at this desk. I’m jus moving me legs around. God forbid.”
“No you’re doing this shit on purpose. Stop being a fucking fag.”
“I’m not being a fucking fag??! The hell is your problem bro?” I sighed at his response.
“Alright dude whatever. Just finish whatever you’re doing and leave.”
“Cool. I'm gonna go to the toilet real quick.” He gets up, the expression on his face unreadable,and quickly goes pee I guess?
EDEE POV..
I was completely filled with embarrassment. I knew I wasn’t gay. I was trying to soothe my screaming brain telling me to do weird things. I sat down on the toilet, the top cover still down. I stared at the wall, thinking about what just happened. I wanted to cry but I couldn’t. This uneasy feeling still hasn’t left me. It’s just grown more. And so has my cock apparently. Seeing it bulging out of my pants made a wave of disgust and need run through me. Fuck. I grabbed my crotch, lightly palming myself until it became too much to bear. I shuffled my pants and underwear off. I slowly started to stroke it, soft whimpers leaving my mouth as I tried my hardest to stay quiet. All I could think about was Rico. His cruel voice calling me names, his disgust at the way I act around him. So caught up in my thoughts, I didn’t realize how loud I was moaning until Rico knocked on the door.
“What could you possibly be doin in there? You’ve been in there forever.”
I hurry, pulling my clothes back up and flushing the toilet like I actually used it. I wash my hands and open the bathroom door. Rico’s standing there, staring down at me with a knowing expression. His body language was filled with a sickening feeling. He knew.
“Why the fuck were you in there jerkin ur shit? Es genuinely what’s going on? Are you alright?”
I didn’t reply to him. I just stare.
RICOS POV
Es just stood there, staring at me like I've said something wrong. I finally confront him on his own nonsense and now he’s looking at me like he wants to cry. He doesn’t cry though. He grabs my head and kisses me. I pull away immediately
“What the fuck?!?! Why’d you just do that? What the fuck is your problem—“
“I.. I don’t know. Just let me do this. Please”
I’ve never heard him so desperate. He was whiny and low toned. I’ve never thought about a man this way. Now, I don’t know what to do.
“And then what? You and me are both faggots then? Yeah hell nah. Plus I don’t need anyone, especially my girlfriend, thinking I’m gay.”
“No one will know.. just please. Let this happen.”
I wanted to decline him more but before I could, he kissed me again. This time I couldn’t pull away. I felt his need, his warmth through the kiss. It felt nice, but the guilt was already sinking in.
ESDEE POV
I couldn’t control myself. We sat down on his bed and I climbed into his lap. I kissed him everywhere he let me. I loved his scent, his taste, the soft noises he would make. He looks down at me once more and then opens his mouth.
“What do you want to do? I’m not having sex with you.”
“I’ll do anything.. anything you want.”
“…suck my cock then.”
And so I did. I got on my knees in between his legs as he sat on the edge of the bed. He pulled his pants down for me to hurry up. I kissed his tip and then slowly worked my way to a normal pace. He groaned..
“Fuck you’re such a good girl..”
Girl? Most men would be upset now. Instead it turned me on more. So much so, I went faster for him. I wanted him to say it again. To make me his good girl.
“Shit, mm good girl.. you take my cock so well.”
I looked up at him, his eyes were closed shut, hard. He didn’t want to see me. He didn’t want this to be true. He shoved my face down further, fucking my face fiercely. He was trying to get it over with.
“Fuck.. I’m gonna — gonna cum all down that pretty throat of yours okay princess? and you’re gonna drink it all up.”
I nod, not being able to speak with his cock so far down my throat. I had completely spaced out. His words going straight to my head. Soon, I felt a warm, salty sensation in my throat. He groaned and then. In his breathy, fucked out voice.
“Fuck Es, drink it all. Good bitch.”
I whimpered. I didn’t know how to feel anymore, everything happening too fast for me to process. I loved every second of this. My eyes were filled with tears from him throat fucking me. My face filled with sweat and spit. Rico finally looked down at my fuck out face and slapped me.
“Weirdo. Get up and get out.”
I did as he said, going home completely changed mentally. He definitely hates me now.
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making a esdee x rico fic.. stand ready for my arrival.
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