wayward son

i only call you when it's half past five / the only time that i'll be by your side / i only love it when you touch me, not feel me / when i'm fucked up, that's the real me / when i'm fucked up, that's the real me, yeah

[xaviersmithrp]

lmao hey guys i’m thinking about coming back :)

[xaviersmithrp]

i’m not crying ur crying

Hey guys! So I know my activity has been less than stellar for the past couple of months, and it’s not fair of me to pretend to be a part of this roleplay when I really haven’t been recently. So I’ve decided to leave for a while. At least until summer, and maybe even longer than that. I have just been so busy with school, work, extra-curriculars, friends and life in general that I haven’t had the time I need to keep these characters going. 

I’m going to miss my characters as well as yours so so much and hopefully I will find time in my schedule soon to come back to you guys. It’s honestly so heartbreaking for me to drop Xavier and Thomas, I had Xavier for over two years and I’m honestly tearing up thinking about dropping him (i am trash) and Thomas has meant so much to me and I have seen so much of myself in him. 

If you want to stay in touch with me add me on snap/follow me on insta/twitter with the username (arleighgk) OR follow my personal blog (pineobsessed) OR follow my rp blog (pinerps) where I can guarantee I will continue reblogging things that remind me of Xavier and Thomas and all my characters/ships from this roleplay. 

Anyways, thank you guys so much for all the amazing, heart-wrenching, hilarious times I’ve had in this roleplay. I will miss you all like crazy. And now, here’s a gif of Chris Pine as my final farewell. 

[xaviersmithrp]

jennifer.,

Jen- if possible- actually grinned up at him, eyes catching his own beautiful smile. He looked genuinely happy to spend time with her, an emotion that next to nobody ever felt around her. It was odd, but also a bit of a welcome feeling. She felt a little bad about her earlier mood, and made up for it by walking closer to him, holding their shoulders together to show that she really did like him. “Sounds fine to me,” she said with a nod.

xavier could hardly believe she was being like this with him, he thought for sure she would have rejected him, or even just left him like everyone else did. but she didn’t- she seemed to be happy. he lead them all the way back up to his room and kept her hand in his as he pulled her down onto the couch with him. he took his phone out of his pocket and slipped his hand out of hers, “got any food preferences?”

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jennifer.,

“Yeah, that sounds good, actually. I’m kind of tired of going all over town, anyway.  A night in could be fun anyway. Let’s go,” she said, reaching over to hold Xavier’s hand again.

xavier took her hand, his heartbeat picking up speed as he intertwined their fingers, “how about this, we don’t even have to go downtown at all. we can order in and have them bring it to the school.” xavier beamed over at jen, their arms gently swinging between them as they walked back up to his room.

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bailey.,

Bailey beamed, practically jumping on Xavier and hugging him. “Not as much as i missed you. How have you been? Oh, it’s so good to see you again!” She inhaled that familiar scent of Xavier, having found it to be one thing she had missed the most. “After Isaac left, i kind of followed suit. I decided some time away and to myself was needed. So i travelled! Oh, Xav, i saw some of the most gorgeous forests and met so- so many amazing animals!”

xavier caught her easily, it always startled him how light she was. “i’ve been alright! jen and i are- good. and you’re here, so what else do i really need?” he smiled as he put her back down on the ground, tucking some of her dark hair behind her ear. “well i’m glad! where all did you go? what kinds of animals did you see? i need every single detail you can give me!”

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camille.,

“Finally! Someone who gets it!” she giggled. She couldn’t remember the last time they’d had a conversation where they were both laughing and joking around. It seemed like for the past several months the few conversations they had either ended with them arguing or talking about something really depressing. She was so happy to see him smiling again. “I’ve really missed you, Xav.”

xavier felt truly happy, something he was determined to make happen more often. “i missed you too camille, if i ever try to cut you out of my life just give me a good kick to the shins.” he teased, nudging his shoulder against hers. “what have you been up to, lately? is everything good in your world?”

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calysta.,

“feeling good about a day is one of many effects of drugs. can you blame me for suspecting you?” she asked, though it was more a rhetorical question than anything else. finally, though, calysta gave a lazy shrug of one shoulder, “it did look pretty nice outside, i suppose. i don’t think i’ll be heading out for a walk or anything, though.”

“fair enough.” he let out a small laugh, “why not? what else do you have to do that could possibly be more fun than going on a walk with me?”

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bailey.,

“I’ve practically been living outside for the past couple of months. So yes? But as long as you come on this walk with me, how can i ever say no to that dimpled smile, and incredible noodle hair?”

xavier smiled, “where have you been? i’ve missed you like crazy!”

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camille.,

“No, you really don’t,” she laughed. “But to be fair, does anyone really deserve to have someone as amazing as me in their life? The answer is no, I’m too good for everyone.”

xavier laughed, “it’s true, i’m lucky to even be in your presence right now.”

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jennifer.,

“I don’t know,” she shrugged, watching him. “You made it sound like you had an idea.”

“well, i kinda did, but i didn’t really know if you’d be into it.” he gave it a shot, “going out would be fun, but staying in would be too. so i was thinking that maybe we could go downtown and find somewhere with good takeout and just bring it back to my room and hang out for a while. but if you want to do something else that’s totally fine too.”

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alexander.,

“Xav… it’s bright out. I don’t wanna go.”

“the sunshine and fresh air would be good for you, but i can’t force you to go outside if you don’t want to-”

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camille.,

“The only time your drinking and terrible decisions have ever bothered me is when they landed you in the hospital. As long as that doesn’t happen again, I don’t care. Of course I’ll let you take that all back.”

xavier smiled, “i definitely don’t deserve someone as forgiving as you in my life, cam. thank you so much.”

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jaina.,

“So it’s just today? Not a new outlook on life thing? I would imagine so. Oh, lots of things. Roommate, people in general, the usual. Okay when you put it that way there was the lightsaber thing but it was just a minor burn and bruise. And it was me or her, so I chose me.”

“well, i’m not really sure how long i’ll feel like this. i’m trying to be more positive, so we’ll see if it works. wouldn’t it be awfully hard to avoid your roommate? so you haven’t been keeping out of trouble, then?”

[xaviersmithrp]

i worked last night so i wasn't able to be active but i can be on after school for most of the night! :))

[xaviersmithrp]

camille.,

“Well, the last time we spoke you told me I shouldn’t be your friend anymore, you’ll only hurt me, and you’re better off alone. Do you no longer feel that way? Please say you no longer feel that way ‘cause I’ve really missed you.”

“uhm-” he shifted his weight, he was hoping they would just be able to pass over that. “i still think that to some extent, because i still drink and i still make terrible decisions. but i’ve missed you too, and being completely alone won’t help me at all. so- if you’d let me, i wanna take that all back.”

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ash.,

“I guess you have a point there. Snow is just a torture devise. I did. A desert to be exact.”

“i agree, i never liked it as a kid, and still don’t like it now. that makes a lot of sense, i grew up in london, so i’m accustom to snow and colder weather. it must have been a hard winter for you, then.”

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jennifer.,

“Fine, you’re forgiven,” she huffed, unfolding her arms finally. Though, just because she forgave Xavier did not mean that there wouldn’t still be bad blood between her and Delilah. “I guess. I don’t really have anything better to do,” she said, possibly meant to be a small tease, though just as likely she was telling the truth.

xavier smiled, “thank you, i appreciate it.” when she let her arms hang back down at her sides he relaxed more. “where do you wanna go? i’ll even pay for you, like a true gentleman.”