Xav’s Thoughts

I will never not think about you.

[poems-and-word]

[xavpotato-blog]

Resonate so much with this 😩

[ohjessmarie]

[xavpotato-blog]

Is it wrong to feel selfish? Like i just want all of you for myself and to spend all the time I have with you? 

You make me so happy and i really would give anything to have all of you. Say that you’ll wait for me dear and i’ll hang on so tightly to you because you are all I want. Tell me you need me and i’ll come running into your arms in a heartbeat. 

[xavpotato-blog]

Honestly hate going through this shit. Like i’m really thankful for all the Godly reminders and divine encounters I have, but i just hate to struggle with the way i feel right now. 

Struggling to cope with the physical distance between us and with the fact that we’re going on our separate ways. Struggling with some sense of jealousy because i really really want to be there with you and spend so much time with you but i can’t. Jealous of the people who get to spend time and do things with you. Sigh i really hate this so much and i just really want to feel numb. All i want to do is call you mine again and love you as much as I can...

I know that God’s purpose will be revealed in due time but waiting is honestly just the hardest thing to do ever. Struggling so much but help me to keep my gaze on you

Lord help me to be patient and help me to trust you. 

[poems-and-word]

[xavpotato-blog]

I still wake up every night thinking of you. Thinking you’re beside me in my sleep and waking up to just find my bolster. Sounds really stupid but i reassure myself by kissing the bolster and telling myself and “you” that we’re gonna be alright because i honestly don’t know how else to get through this.

We’re gonna be fine love. Believe with me and just hang on

[delta-breezes]

[xavpotato-blog]

Teach me how to wait and be patient. For You make all things beautiful in Your time.

Plucking and eating of a fruit before it is ripe produces a sour taste, but when left to mature and grow, in time it will produce a sweet and pleasant tasting fruit.

[xavpotato-blog]

You mean so much to me.

Please stay in my life forever because i never want to lose you.

[xavpotato-blog]

It hit me today Wherever you are is just where you’re at Not where you’ll always be Please know that life would be shit without you I feel all sorts of good just thinking about you I mean it when I say it I genuinely hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for Even if you have to find it alone

- The Maine: Little