XayTheFreak

Xay but 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 | MINORS DNI | PROSHIP DNI

[xaythefreak]

Hiii!!! I'm Xaiver!! this is a side blog that I use EXCLUSIVELY to talk horny and vent about my hypersexuality SO MINORS DNI OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!!!! /SRS

anyways here's some stuff about meeee :3

pronouns: he/she/they +neos (agender)

Pansexual Demiromantic

I'm a multishipper, oc x canon, and selfshipper!!!

I'm autistic and also have ADHD!!

I'm 19 :3

Multifandom!! main 2 hyperfixations rn are Tranformers and Cookie Run!!

DNI if:

Proship/comship, MAP/ProMAP, Racist, homophobic, transmedicalist, Truscum, Neo/Xeno pronoun exclusionists, TERFS, Zoophile, irl yanderes, self shipper exclusionists, Zionist, and other gross people!!

here's my main blog if you wanna interact with me on there :3 : @xaytheloser

[xaythefreak]

I desperately need more pathetic Dabi. That is so him. FHRJDBEJDBD!!!

your wish is my command <3

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we should consider how you would be on his mind 24/7, 7 days a week, all the time. even during league meetings he just kinda.. disassociates and is like "god I wish I was with them rn." and once he returns to you at the end of the day, all the stress he's built up fades away as an (admittedly somewhat unsettling) smile creeps on his face because he just loves you so much.

he loves you so much that not being around you for an extended period ACTUALLY pisses him off sometimes, like the league wonders why he's acting particularly bratty one day and it's because he didn't get a full hour of cuddle time with you or smth.

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[xaythefreak]

Okay okay omg I need to thoughts about Touya and you having an Argument the night before the final war </3

And him thinking of that conversation in his head right before his body gives out 😭

THIS HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH OW OW OOOWWW FUCK /POS

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the way this man would be INCONSOLABLE. the way he never got the chance to properly apologize to you and it just EATS at him. if he wasn't about to beat the ever loving shit out of his old man and little brother he would be at your side BEGGING and PLEADING for your forgiveness, doing whatever he could so that you wouldn't be upset at him.

Imagine visiting him while he's on life support at Central Hospital. staring at the broken husk of a man you once called a lover, his heart monitor beeping quicker as he seems to struggle to form a complete sentence.

and then you tell him you don't hate him. and for a brief moment, everything seems to be ok.

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THIS HURT ME SO NOW EVERYONE HAS TO HURT. FUCK YOU. /silly

[xaythefreak]

Touya who often asks you if you still love him despite being on opposite sides, him being a villain and you being a pro hero, of course he’s clinging to whatever’s left of the only good parts of his childhood as you stood up for him and patched up his wounds

YES!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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the way he needs you to say yes. the way he needs to be reassured that you'll always be by his side even at his lowest moments, because you are the only good thing he has left and he cannot lose you. he'd be beside himself if you decided to leave him behind like everyone else, but there's no chance in hell that you would actually do that.... right..?

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do you guys think he would buy your merch. I think that would be really cute :3 he snuggles w/ a lil custom makeship plush of you when you're not around <3

[xaythefreak]

I love your take on yandere Dabi!

TEEHEE THANK YOOOOUUU :3

I've seen some people say that it feels like they're back in 2022 when reading my stuff and I have no idea if it's a compliment or not BUT ILL TAKE IT /silly

[xaythefreak]

accidentally using a One Wish Willow to wish that your childhood friend, Touya, would like you as much as you like him. you never actually thought about it when he asked you out on a date the next day, never noticing how the light in his eyes seemed to flicker in and out.

you're completely unaware that your wish will have dire consequences later.

[xaythefreak]

the way Dabi would be the most abnormal person ever in a relationship because he was never taught how to be in one. oh my sweet boy.

the way you would be his many firsts. his first love, his first kiss, his first time making love, etc. the way he clings onto all of these sweet moments whenever he could when not dealing with the league.

the way he would be internally freaking out if/when you two have your first fight because he is so scared that you could decide to leave him. the way he would beg for you to forgive him and not hate him.

[xaythefreak]

ShigDabi x reader but it's honestly just Shigaraki 3rd wheeling on you and Dabi's dates. you guys just keep him around bc he's funny

[xaythefreak]

Dabi who’s so attached to his childhood friend (now a pro hero) he straight up asks if you’d leave him mid sex only because he’s now all scarred and a villain and not unlike the Touya you used to know

I'm SUCH a whore for childhood friend Dabi it's actually not funny.

the way he wouldn't be normal about you <33 like you are pratically one of the only good things he had in his childhood of COURSE he's going to cling to you like a sad pathetic dog.

BEING A PRO HERO TOO OOUUGHH THE ANGST OOOOOUGHHHHHH my boy is going through the 5 stages of grief, except he never goes through acceptance and is stuck in denial 😭😭😭 the way he'd beg you to call him Touya,,,,, like he's still trying to convince himself that nothing has changed between the two of you. oh sweet boy you literally killed over 30 people 💔

Inside him there's still Touya, the little boy who tried everything to make his dad proud yet couldn't, and that little boy needs comfort that he thinks you can provide,,,

[xaythefreak]

guys I'm soooo bored you should send Dabi smut to my inbox /silly

[xaythefreak]

I need more of your Dabi thoughts. In fact, I need all of them, please.

FIRST DABI ASK I GROW WINGS AND FLY AWAY

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-he's like a stray alley cat that scratches and nips at you at first but once you finally get him attached to you he will become the clingiest bastard ever.

-STALKER FREAK EW EWEWWWW he follows you EVERYWHERE without you knowing, everywhere you go you swear you see through the corner of your eye, I don't think he would really see a problem with it either since he thinks he's "keeping you safe from creeps" (as if he's not a major creep are we DEADASS </3)

-attention WHORE. you take one look at this man's backstory and you try and tell me he would not try and get every ounce of attention from you as possible. this man spent most of his childhood being ignored if you looked away from him for like 2.5 seconds he WOULD NOT handle it /hj

-VIRGIN. HE'S A LOSER VIRGIN BOY. ik a lot of people see him as some sort of playboy dom but he's canonically been called ugly in the show I do not believe this man had been within 5 feet of a vagina (/hj), I also think this man would try and seek emotional intimacy through sex too. he's very immature when it comes to relationships so I think he would try and force any sort of intimacy between you two (he wouldn't force you to have sex though dw <3).

-he YEARNS for praise, any sort of validation that you give him is like crack cocaine. he might even try new things just so you can tell him he's doing a good job.

-HE WOULD NEVER HURT YOU IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS. THIS IS MY TRUTH.

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[xaythefreak]

Dabi is literally abandonment issues personified, he literally cannot STAND when you look at someone who isn't him. he was so used to being ignored, so he cannot take it when you seemingly ignore him. he begs for your attention like a neglected puppy.

this man BEGS and WHINES until you look at him again. he does NOT care if other people are looking because they could matter less to him.

he literally made his father's attention his main obsession when he was a kid, what makes you think he wouldn't do the same for when he has a partner? he's so inexperienced about having a mutual loving relationship that he CLINGS to it for dear life.

he doesn't care if he has to incinerate everyone who dares to even talk to you to have you all to himself, he will NOT lose you. ever <3

[xaythefreak]

Dabi be normal about his significant other challenge level impossible

the way he clings to you when you two make love almost seems like he's trying to meld the two of you together, you're like 50% sure he's trying to crawl into your skin and snuggle up inside your organs. oh he would be so weeeeeird eww ew ewwwwww.

HE WOULD BE SOOOO FUCKIN WEIRD. this man stares you dead in the eyes as he's plowing you and says that he would kill himself if you left him with the widest most deranged smile possible.

like don't get me wrong I love this man beyond imaginable but can you imagine seeing this freak smile at you like THIS while you two are doing the deed????? I would actually shit myself maybe💔 /hj

[xaythefreak]

"I can fix him" except Dabi doesn't WANT to be fixed, in fact he wants to break himself MORE so that you focus on him and no one else <3

[xaythefreak]

I feel like Dabi has great potential to be a pathetic boyloser when you consider his actual personality when he's not putting up his nonchalant persona

he's obsessive, dramatic, and attention seeking. He would YEARN for your attention and validation like it's a fine drung because it quite literally is to him. if he is derived of your attention for too long he'd probably go into withdrawals

also this man is touched starved BEYOND belief, like you would be surprised how much he tries to cling to you when you two are together. he doesn't even care if other people are around it's like he just NEEDS to have skin on skin contact with you

this man is a whole generations worth of bottled up suppression and need for validation and it's practically begging to be cracked open

[xaythefreak]

people think of Dabi as this mean dom playboy when writing smut about him but tbh with how some characters in the show canonically call him ugly I doubt that he has ever felt the loving touch of a sexual partner in his life (no hate ofc <3)

also this man would be the most pathetic brat service top you've ever seen but you guys aren't ready for that conversation yet /j

[xaythefreak]

Dabi after stalking you after work, learning the names of your parents and first pet, and killing any man who gets within a 2 mile radius of you: God I can't stand them