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Three seconds of courage

You know those three seconds of courage you get right before you go up to a stranger, use them well. So if you start getting cold feet say fuck it and go for it. That stranger may turn out to be the love of your life, mine was.

I can

I fucked up, and now I’ve lost him for good. Not a word I say will bring him back. It hurts so much to be left like this again but I will make it through this, with or without him. I can do this

I

I did it again, I let him in, I let him get close to me and I let him tear me down from the inside

No

Why me, how could he ruin my life like that? I told him to stop so many times. WHY WOULDN'T HE LISTEN?! He killed me, and he doesn't even realize it. Just by one mistake he managed to ruin everything I've worked so hard for. Remember a no is a no.

Some things are worth waiting for

One hundred and seventeen days I went without you, one hundred and seventeen days you left me crying for your love and now one hundred and thirty seven days later, you loved me again

Short jog

We had a good run, we shared memories we will never forget, we loved, we cried, we fought and we made up, but in the long run the world never ment for us to be together. It was just a short jog in a never ending run

89

It's been 89 days, 89 days since we said our goodbyes, 89 sleepless nights, 89 days still loving you, 89 days with a broken heart and empty mind

Love you to the day I die

How does one simply just stop loving you? How can a person decide in under a day that the burning feeling of love for you isn't there anymore? It’s hard sitting there with so many questions being unanswered. It’s even harder to sit there with a broken heart and empty soul hating the person you love the most. You just can’t simply just stop loving someone in a day can you? Did the person ever love you? Did they lie all the times they said they loved you? Will you ever get an answer to these unanswered questions? Most likely not, but it’s okay. Not like you loved them or anything, oh wait you did. You loved them more than anything in the world, they were your first thought in the morning and your last thought in the evening, they were the first person I ever told I loved. They were loved by you, and gave it up, and now they're gone. They left, and they didn’t even tell you why. They left you all alone with a broken heart and empty soul craving for their attention, craving for their love. They left you without answering your questions, and now your thoughts are tearing you apart along with your broken heart. Was it ever love? Or was it your imagination?