Skeletal Deficit

H: 5'8 SW:200 lbs CW:189 lbs I am starting my shit up again because my mind told me too 

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I've been stuck at 189 for almost two weekksssss I have no idea what to do :/ 

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People be telling me I have to eat and I can’t starve myself but telling me I look thinner, slim and encouraging me to keep it up in the same breath???

[thin-timately]

weightloss curse

oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!

like to recharge, reblog to activate

[tiny-disaster]

[xcigarettiquettex]

turns out I might have an under active thyroid which means my metabolism would be even slower so im just... Im at a loss!!! 

[luxky]

[sk-el-et-on]

Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

[xcigarettiquettex]

TW

some people get really triggered by summer and I completely understand it but I really think fall gets me more. 

Like I really want to pick out a costume and not worry about my weight.

I want to wear cute skirts and baggy sweatshirts without looking like they're tight.

I want to wear chunky boots with skinny legs.

Thigh highs that actually fit my thighs and don't cut off circulation.

a thanksgiving where people tell me “you look like you’ve lost weight!” 

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just had a convo with my therapist about positive self body image, boutta go look at some thinspo and feel bad about myself 

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my dad bought me a bacon egg and cheese for breakfast... like come onnnnn

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

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I remember the first time I learned the wrist body check. I was in 6th grade on the bus to school and one of my skinniest friends showed it to me, we were all trying to see who could wrap their fingers around their wrists. I couldn’t. 

[mill1-ed]

Not mine, but good for them.

[anas-friend-nina]

Some people’s 500 calories is fruits and veggies.

Others eat a piece of cake and a couple fries for the day.

Some people drink green tea or coffee to keep them going.

Others drink nothing because they desperately don’t want to break a fast.

Some people tell themselves it’s okay to eat over 1000 calories every now and then, it’s healthy even.

Others cry their soul out for going one calorie over.

Some people exercise regularly, keeping in mind what exercise will best help them get to their “goal.”

Others exercise constantly, because they need to be in the negative calories.

Some people were bullied once or twice or maybe even never for their weight.

Others are bullied relentlessly.

Some people fast no longer than 15 hours.

Others fast for days on end.

Some people start already in the normal range.

Others start in the overweight range.

Some people have never gone to rehab.

Others are in and out of inpatient care constantly.

Some people have tried recovery, and are striving to reach recovery status every day.

Others never want to recover.

But you know what?

All of them have a valid ed.

All of them deserve love, support, and help.

Ed’s do not give a shit about your background, age, gender, weight, race, religion, habits, grades, bringing-up, family, or anything else.

All they care about is controlling you.

[4i20]

[euphoriavibe]

Looking for more friends and people to follow

Reblog if 2 or more apply to you

•sw is 180 or higher

•you’re not underweight

•you still have 40+ pounds to loose

•you’re 5’0 to 5’5 (or shorter)

•you’re 15-21 years old

•you’re active on tumblr

•you’re pro recovery

•you post progress/before & after pics

[alr1ghtyaphrod1te]

me: nicotine for breakfast lunch and dinner bitch

my stomach: i hate you i fucking hate you