Leia. 🌙

tw: suicide, ed. | I’m here if you need someone to talk to | I wonder if your therapist knows everything about me. (trigger warning but I also rebl💌

[xanthomonus]

I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

[depresseddisneyprincess]

reblog this if you didn’t think you’d make it to 2021

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[abnormall]

[abnormall]

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

[nolongerangels]

"my child is fine" your child wanted to kill herself at 11 years old

[sa-dnesss]

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

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[wxrthlxssbxtch]

[xcrystalleia]

hey, Im back.

which is not a good sign. My mental health has been spiraling for the past 3 months like there is no tomorrow. I’m so burnt out that I think about taking my life on a daily basis (dw, I could never. Need to care for my baby cat.).

i’ve come to terms that I’m suffering from trauma because I can’t remember like .. whole years. 2016-2019? Just a depressed blur. I just remembered some people?? That I was friends with them? I even forgot good and healthy memories?? I don’t even know.

I also cut for the first time, even tho not really (what am excuse). It sucks but it helped me a lot and atm I really need it. Just like cigarettes and alcohol. Im so stressed out that also my ed is making a comeback. Because I don’t have enough problems already.

Being at a new hw truly triggered it. I just feel so fucking ugly and fat. I’ll be back to starving and working out by October if it all works out. I feel worthless if I can’t throw up. I feel like a fking whale.

I told it to myself time and time again - I’m not living for myself. I’m just here for others. Make them smile and feel loved because I can’t experience that. I’m so broken behind my fassade that it is a miracle that I’m still holding on. I’m wishing that I die in an accident tbh.

I want to be in control again ..

[frawgs]

me being depressed about something that hasn’t even happened yet

[helloiamdepressed]

damn if this ain’t a mood

[appulsprite]

a clump of betas

[michellepsychologist]

There are still good people in this world. If you can’t find one be one.

[toastbutteregg]

this makes me happy

[thetrueessenceofhumanity]

[sadthingss]

[thiccthottie420]

Me coming out of my depression hibernation and rejoining life like nothing happened

[kishihuman]