This Tumblr is older than both of my relationships, and if I have to abandon it bc some gross dude I'll be pissed.
You beg me to take you back, you're begging for sexual gratification on your own blog despite being a cheater, you're a pedophile after what you did to your friend's sister at 15, and you're both a domestic and child abuser.
@inkandavoice is my ex-husbands blog. We are separated and I am working on divorcing him. He is refusing to cease communication and I am not able to safely exist in my own space. I keep removing the app to try and keep my peace, but I miss my communities he worked to hard to isolate me from. I thought just existing and working to not vaugepost is all I needed to do, but he is dedicated to making sure I am so unsafe and he doesn't lose his supply.
I wanted to leave him in 2018. I didn't bc I was too afraid to move back home w my domestically violent parents. I only married him in 2020 bc I was 26 and needed insurance discovering how disabled I was. I am labelled as a destitute housewife by my state bc of how deeply he used our marriage to further create chaos.
We were evicted. He neglected our pets and led to the death of my fish. He refused to do any activity I wanted to. He denied me access to people and isolated me. He made our finances impossible, and when we had any abundance, wasted it on himself. He has beaten the shit out of me. He is psychologically abusive. He was/is a serial cheater. During the worst of his abuse, he deliberately got me pregnant and then said "he couldn't be a father". I did not have my child. He does post on fathers day. It's just not our child he wants to be calling him "daddy".
The dude is begging for me back almost everyday, despite his content showing he's really just looking for his easy supply. A dude who once told me he'd try to date the barely legal teens he drove to school. He is not a safe individual, and has even abused/used women on here.
I have been trying to avoid a post like this but it's very clear he is adamant on refusing to stop. I do not want other women to keep getting hurt, and I do not want to keep being harassed. I won't reveal his irl info bc I'm not about doxxing, but I will update w his alt accts if I need to. There's a lot. He keeps using the state of the world to try and stress me out more. Like it wouldn't be stressful w him beating me? Or fully abandoning me while we live in the same space? No. I'm safer getting away from him. So is everyone else.
Sorry to be a downer. And sorry to not be more active. I am trying. And I'm doing really well, despite the weight of everything. I'll talk to y'all when I can.

















