Amortal, not Immortal

Have you ever wondered what the ramblings of an eldritch being might sound like? Well, here you go!

[the-cosmic-collective-sys-blog]

I've decided to introduce myself!

My name is Xelyx, but my name is also Xavier. I'm an OCtive, and two versions of myself/my source in one-- both my "original" source, a carnivorous eldritch being, and a human AU of my source. Because of this, I identify as a plurallet-- I'm technically two people, but functionally singular.

I'm a sideplurallet specifically, and don't have the best communication with the rest of the system. I feel somewhat separate from them because of this, though I acknowledge that I'm in the same brain and body as them.

There's more about me than just that, but my, my, I feel exhausted already! We're meant to be going to bed somewhat soon anyway; I simply wanted to finally make a post here beforehand!

[tri-punisher]

hi. did you know australia has a fairywren species called the superb fairywren

and another species called the splendid fairywren

...and one called the lovely fairywren

[herpsandbirds]

Pleasing Poison Frog (Ameerega bassleri), “chrome morph”, family Dendrobatidae, endemic to Peru

photograph by Cristian Torica 

[siamesedreamgirl]

starting a tag game bc why not:

we’re doing that shitty primary school game online

say 3 things u like abt prev then tag 3-7 ppl

npt: @tellme-o-muse @trying-to-be-cool-abt-it @svnflowermoon @bookscorpion73 @literatureisdying @astraeasparrow @giveuthemo0n @mandythedino @urbanflorals@zzzzzzzzzee @recklessandyoung

[twin-fantasies]

Three things i love abt dands:

1. How optimistic she is <3

2. How FUNNY she is

3. How kind and sweet she is

Npt <3: @astraeasparrow @literatureisdying @lost-in-reveriie @giveuthemo0n

[giveuthemo0n]

three thinks i love about molly

1. she has suchhh good style ahh

2. great music taste <33

3. we haven’t spoken much but from what i’ve seen super kind and caring :)

npt: @mandythedino @lost-in-reveriie @loving-the-marauders @bookscorpion73

[lost-in-reveriie]

three things i love about greta:

she has AMAZING music taste

how kind and caring she is <3

and just her overall vibes and aesthetic :)

(also her cat!! <33)

npt: @deprivedofbraincellsandsleep @sophiesonlinediary @sad-trash-pigeon @urbanflorals @elliedafish + open tags <33

[elliedafish]

Three things I love about Addy:

She's super nice and kind

How much she supports her mutuals

How she tags me in some of the best tag games

@brendonloverurie, @atwtmvftvtvsgavralpsss, @lunabelova1122, @lucinda-008, @grimweaver666, and @11somecat11!

[beanieweanie11]

three things i love abt @elliedafish

She tags me in stuff all the time

she’s a swiftie

her pfp

@autism-criminal, @insanemidget and @marinewaffles (u dont have to participate in the game ofc even if u got tagged) ☺️

[autism-criminal]

three things I love about @11somecat11

Tags me in tag games a lot .D

Is super duper nice

Makes me smile .]

yippee !!

@jadegrimm @songboylyric @ccritterbugg @treasure-goblin

[edenthebat]

You're soooo cool and awesome!!!

you make me smile and I love you /p

You're so creative!!

tagging: @plural-void @eyecollective @finleyforevermore @whymustibefunny

[plural-void]

I’m bad at compliments but

You’re very cool, I know this for sure because I only am mutuals with the coolest of people

You like Will Wood and only the amazingest of people like Will Wood

You are one of the like 6 people on here that I go like. Oh wow, it’s that person! /pos

hmm

@totallynotaraccoonindiscuise, @cherrifruiti, and @archetypalheart are the first people to come to mind

/nf to do this ofc! ^-^

[cherrifruiti]

1. UR VERY SLAY!!

2. G E N D E R

3. funnY

One of the best moots to have ehehe✨🫶🏻/gen pos

@couchie @finnslay @demitheshine @every single moot pls i keep forgetting 90% of y'all usernames lmfao 😭✨💔/gen sadge (nf)

[xelyxxaviers-silly-rambles]

I only have one mutual*, that being @cherrifruiti , but I suppose that gives me an excuse to say multiple things about one person!

You're very lovely, and it's always a pleasure to have your posts on our dash!

Your blog theme is very colorful and creative!

While we're not always able to read your politics-related posts for mental health reasons, your takes are (excuse my semi-awkward use of gen Z language) very based./positive

*I'd rather not tag Demi's mutuals, since they don't know me as well./lighthearted

[xelyxxaviers-silly-rambles]

You know, I've been struck with inspiration to make another post, but I have no idea what to write about whatsoever. So here's to mindless Tumblr posts, I suppose; they can be quite fun anyhow!

I suppose I could finally use this post as an opportunity to share the Picrew I've done for my human form:

I do wish I could've added my crutches in somehow, but that's alright; otherwise, it's very lovely!

[xelyxxaviers-silly-rambles]

I nearly stopped myself from posting this, but this blog IS meant to be a place for me to ramble as I please....

I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired, GOODNESS I'm tired. Slightly delirious, even.

Not that I mind it too much, I suppose, but I'm am very, very, very tired. Unfortunately, Demi has something they need to do in a moment, so the body won't be resting too soon.

But it's alright; as soon as it's all over, I can rest as I please...

[herpsandbirds]

Scissor-tailed Flycatchers (Tyrannus forficatus), males, family Tyrannidae, order Passeriformes, South-central United States

photographs by Shiraz H Reels

[herpsandbirds]

White-breasted Fruit-Dove (Ptilinopus rivoli), male, family Columbidae, order Columbiformes, Papua New Guinea

photograph by Trevor Hardaker

[herpsandbirds]

Brazilian Jewel Tarantula (Typhochlaena seladonia), family Theraphosidae, found in Brazil

An arboreal tarantula that constructs trap doors in the bark of trees.

photograph via: Buddha Bugs

[herpsandbirds]

Blue Wave (Myscelia cyaniris), family Nymphalidae, found in Central and South America

photograph by Alan Chin Lee

[xelyxxaviers-silly-rambles]

You know, I'm starting to mourn the reality I've been forced to leave behind. It wasn't the most kind to me, of course, but I still miss that world so much. And, as nice as this world can be sometimes, it can never replace those memories.

[herpsandbirds]

Blue Coral Snake (Calliophis bivirgatus flaviceps), family Elapidae, Singapore

Venomous.

photograph by Ethan Lai

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

i love doves but theyre objectively the lamest bird to make an angel . just make them a ptarmigan and be done with it im so serious . ptargmigans are just doves but theyre cooler. like hold on

take a look at that fucking beast. this is literally what an angel would look like if anybody cared enough about birds to even know they existed

[herpsandbirds]

Pied Harrier (Circus melanoleucos), male, family Accipitridae, order Accipitriformes, found across much of Asia

photograph by Rajesh Dhungana

[herpsandbirds]

Crested Kingfisher (Megaceryle lugubris), T - female & B - male, family Alcedinidae, Hokkaido, Japan

photograph by Tokumi

[herpsandbirds]

Ruby-throated Hummingbird (Archilochus colubris) albino, family Trochilidae, Fort Wayne, Indiana, USA

photograph by ryany1117

[elodieunderglass]

Hat tip @onlythewatcher !

[todaysbird]

the gray-crested tit is a small, stocky member of the tit family found at the foothills of the himalayas along with south-central china. they feed on a variety of foods, but most commonly take insects and seeds. they are known to be noisy birds that will make alarm calls at the slightest hint of danger.