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operationwaffleo:

When the door was firmly shut behind them, Ray offered his hand for the blunt and lighter, smiling, “Gladly.”

He settled with his ass against the sink, crossing his ankles. He pressed it to his lips, taking a moment to look up at Josh with a little grin before he flicked the lighter, holding it to the end til it caught, inhaling nice and deep, the pricke of it creeping down his lungs was familiar and welcoming. When he exhaled it was thick and milky white and he laughed, handing it over to his friend, “You always get the good stuff.”

Josh mimicked Ray’s movement, scooting beside Ray against the sink. The small amount of physical contact calmed him, helped soothe that tiny knot of nervousness in his stomach. Granted, that was Josh’s normal reaction every time he lit up until the THC kicked in. 

He turned to smile at Ray, taking the blunt when offered. “Only for you.” Before taking a hit, he moved to bump his hip into Ray’s. “Thank God you only like me for my drugs.” 

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[ like for a starter ! ]

[kyberhart]

❛You take draws to sort your head facedown.❜ ❛Don’t call it a fight when you know it’s a war. ❜ ❛You’ve got pretty eyes, but I know you’re wrong.❜ ❛If you wanna find love then you know where the city is.❜ ❛Community service was the best job he ever had.❜ ❛I swear there’s a ghost on this island.❜ ❛How can I relate to somebody who doesn’t speak?❜   ❛I love you all too much.❜ ❛As she mistakes my name I see the light come around.❜ ❛Strange as it seems I’m bursting at the seams.❜ ❛All we seem to do is talk about sex.❜ ❛Does he take care of you or could I easily fill his shoes?❜   ❛You’re alive, at least as far as I can tell you are.❜ ❛Now I call it a split ‘cause I know that you will.❜ ❛We go where nobody knows, we got guns hidden under our petticoats.❜   ❛No, we’re never gonna quit it.❜ ❛I nearly killed somebody.❜ ❛I’m sorry that your dad’s dead.❜ ❛I think I’ve lost a lot of my friends.❜ ❛I can’t exist within my own head.❜ ❛Why don’t you take your heart out, instead of living in your head?❜ ❛God only knows but you’ll never leave her.❜ ❛Now if you never shoot, you’ll never know.❜ ❛I’ll shoot him if it’s what you ask.❜   ❛Oh stop being an arsehole and counting my eye rolls.❜ ❛Speaking like I’m bigger than my body.❜ ❛My irregular heart beat is starting to compact itself.❜ ❛Would that make it stop if I told you I need you?❜ ❛You’re intertwining your soul with somebody else.❜ ❛This ain’t the last time that I’ll see your face.❜ ❛I know when you’re around cause I know the sound of your heart.❜

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lana del rey starters

SIRENS

“ Would you like a little company? ”

“ You’re awfully pretty.  ”

“ I’d be happier just drinking.  ”

“ You really put me in a quite a position.”

“ You’re such a bad, bad boy. ”

“ Aren’t you going to miss me? ”

BORN TO DIE

“ You like your girls insane. ”

“ Choose your last words. ”

“ Be a good baby, do what I want. ”

“ Light of my life, fire of my loins. ”

“ I need you to come here and save me. ”

“ Keep me forever, tell me you own me. ”

“ Who else is gonna put up with me this way? ”

“ Love is mean, and love hurts. ”

“ I would wait a million years. ”

“ I told you that no matter what you did I’d be by your side. ”

“ When you walked out that door, a piece of me died. ”

“ I heard that you like the bad girls. ”

“ You’re no good for me but baby I want you. ”

“ I’ve been waiting up all night. ”

“ God, you’re so handsome. ”

“ No one compares to you. ”

“ It’s alarming honestly how charming she can be. ”

“ You don’t want to be like me. ”

“ You’re screwed up and brilliant. ”

“ I just wanted you to know that, baby, you’re the best. ”

“ Don’t cry about him. ”

“ Singing blues has been getting old. ”

“ I’m tired of feeling like I’m fucking crazy. ”

“ If I get a little prettier can I be your baby? ”

“ Don’t be afraid of me. ”

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operationwaffleo:

Ray cleaned up quickly before he pulled on some real clothes, squeezing himself back into his binder. He didn’t like going out without it on. When he came back out, Josh had already picked up their usual stuff and he took his phone and a few of the items from him to stuff in his pockets before heading for the door.

They passed the RA in the hall and Ray gave them a smile and a wave, they asked if Ray was hanging out with Josh again today and he said yeah, that he didn’t have work. He broke into a laugh having slipped past the RA when they rounded the corner downstairs and held the door open for Josh before shutting it behind them.

The both of them broke into laughter, sharing an unspoken joke about the RA. It was one of Josh’s favorite thing about his and Ray’s friendship. For as much time as they spent with each other, they’d developed a way to share thoughts  without ever having to say anything at all. 

He stuffed his hands into his pockets, keeping his hands wrapped around the lighter and blunt simply out of nervous habit. The basement was a ghost town, so even if they somehow fell out of his pocket, no one would ever know. It was such a shame the space wasn’t utilized, even after the college went to the lengths of putting a shared game system, kitchen, and air hockey table down here. 

Regardless, he slipped into the bathroom along the wall, holding the door for Ray behind him. “Wanna light her up, gorgeous?”

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ofthieves:

     “ It’s a common misunderstanding ! “ There was no one else around really. Gavin didn’t look bad either and, really, he’d had a bit to drink–

LORD - what had he gotten himself into? "I, uh. Yeah. Who wouldn’t hope that a hot guy was hitting on them?” Fuck, he really hoped that his sarcasm just seeped through on that one. 

[ofthieves]

grade a memes // @xerojager

     “ I think this is one of those instances where don’t talk to strangers applies one-hundred percent. “

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❝ Dude, for the last time,  I’m NOT trying to catcall you.❞

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operationwaffleo:

“Well, when a problem comes up, I might learn my lesson. Until then, I think I’m good.” Ray grinned after him when he got a little peck. He shamelessly let his eyes wander Josh’ body when he got dressed and that peak of skin under his shift and above his pants. He stifled his own contagious yawn in his arm, still lounging around. He needed to get cleaned up too, honestly.

Half dozing, he hadn’t moved an inch by the time Josh came back and when he reached, Ray grabbed his hand, pulling himself up so he could scoot to the end of the bed and stand. He angled his body against Josh’s with a smirk before he scooped up his own clothes, calling over his shoulder, “My turn, light it up while I clean up!”

He disappeared into the bathroom, their blunt waiting in the ash tray.

Before Ray got the chance to run off, Josh leaned to slap his ass, accompanied by a “Good game, champ!”. He grinned widely as he pocketed the cigar and his lighter, ready for their quick trip to the basement bathroom - Josh wouldn’t dare hotbox the one on their floor, in fear of getting caught by the RA. 

So, while he waited for Ray, he grabbed both of their phones, a throwaway cologne simply to mask their smell and a small bottle of eyedrops, then locked up his dorm room. He figured after smoking, they could head to the Chinese place a few blocks away from his dorm building.

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operationwaffleo:

Ray snickered under the kiss, and laughed bigger and brighter when Josh pulled away again. He grinned up at him, “Gettin’ more head and getting baked more often? Shit, I’m not gonna argue.”

Stretching out, Ray laid in bed to enjoy the pleasant feeling of aftershocks rippling through him now and then, resting his cheek on his arm, tangled in the blankets. This was the good life.

“Last I checked, you’re not supposed  to fuck your plug. Bad things happen.” And with that, Josh leaned to give a quick peck and then righted himself to pull his discarded pair of boxers and sweatpants on. He slipped the blunt and the lighter into his pocket and stood up to stretch. His belly peeked below his shift as he lifted his arms above his head and yawned.

“Bathroom- I’ll be right back. Don’t move a muscle, handsome.” 

Just as he said, he was back in a minute after a quick clean up and a piece of gum. He crossed the room to reach out for Ray with a big smile. 

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operationwaffleo:

Ray hummed a low sound, tilting his head back and forth where it was propped up on his crossed arms, “Mmm, shit yeah, man. That sounds good.” He waited for a moment before he shifted, pulling himself over to the side of the bed to reach over it and dig around in his pockets, his keys and change jingling in his pockets before he pulled out his cigarette tin.

He wiggled it for Josh, voice singsong, “Well, it just so happens that coincidentally…” Ray trailed off, popping the case open to pull out a blunt, holding it between two fingers to show him. He handed it over and pulled his lighter out too, snapping the case closed and tossing it over onto the end table by the bed.

“You’re welcome for that,” Ray parroted with a smile.

And that was why Josh loved his kid so much. He was one of the best things that could have happened to him. God, Josh could have kissed him. Actually, he did- grabbed Ray’s face and planted a big smooch on his lips before taking the cigar and lighter. He shifted to sit up a bit, grin steady resting on his face. 

“Gimme a second for my legs to start working again, we’ll go hotbox the bathroom. If this is what I get when I give head, I’ll start doing it more often.”

[spaacemusings]

                                                the gods occupy me                                              as a shapeless h u n g e r

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[great-leviathan]

Violence gave you that strength, awakened you - I can see it upon your face, where two bullets left their mark.

[spaacemusings]

                                                         you’re a sun                                                     bright & beautiful                                                      the world needs you

                                                          i’m a moon                                                    constantly chasing you

[actiasteeth]

[iustitium]

“You’re so helpful with your words.“ 

“I think maybe this is our fault.“ 

“We have failed so many times at so many tasks, but at this, we will not fail.“ 

“Seems uninteresting and human.“ 

“Gently talking solves a lot of things.“ 

“I’m pretty sure I didn’t ask for your feedback.“ 

“You do not scare me.“ 

"I feel as though the universe is unraveling." 

"I haven’t seen you in weeks!" 

"We should go." 

"I will do my best. Or, well, actually maybe not my best, but some level of effort." 

"Probably that’s bad news." 

"How did you get in here?" 

"That was really gross! Do it again." 

"Our time and space finally, finally meet again." 

"Do not be defined by how you can die, but how you can live." 

"As far as the laws of the universe are concerned, it is not where I belong." 

"And that is—well, I think that’s a good thing." 

"Do they not like me?" 

"Once again, it’s just you and me." 

"Be proud of your place in the cosmos. It is small, and yet it is." 

"We all take what we can get in this life, you know?" 

"I hope that we all find something—or someone—that can keep the light on a little longer against the endless, pressing dark." 

"Why did you make a big fuss about it and call us here?" 

"Are you safe? Is everything okay?" 

"Where did they get that photo of you?" 

"I, too, am starting to feel scared." 

"Choose something quieter than a gun." 

"Do you believe in ghosts?" 

"You should hear what they’re saying about you." 

"Perhaps take up drinking while crying in a quiet room." 

"I don’t think it’s safe there." 

"Nothing and nowhere is safe." 

"We can still do things together—even in absence." 

"Happiness is a fool’s daydream." 

"I thought it would be different than this." 

"I’m not saying it will definitely be fun; it probably won’t be." 

"Even if you could, you would wish you hadn’t." 

"Won’t that be dangerous. And probably illegal!" 

"Worry less about the person you once were or the person you dream you someday will be." 

"Worry about the person you are now. Or, don’t even worry. Just be that person. Be the best version of that person you can be." 

"Is this how you want to live your life? Shuffling from one trivial moment to the next, never letting anything add up to anything else?" 

"Do not think that you are going to be able to keep anything from me." 

"If you opened your eyes, I’m sure it would upset you." 

"This is me as a part of your life, trying to understand that life." 

"This is you, and I’m trying to understand." 

"Words can’t capture it, but I have only words." 

"Very little of what I have to say is true." 

"No, don’t. I don’t trust you to make anything good." 

"I hate myself, is what I’m trying to say. We have that in common." 

"It will all be over soon. And then something else will take its place." 

"No one listens when I talk. They hear, but—they don’t listen." 

"We all—all of us—so often fail at what we want to do. That’s okay." 

"People could die for knowing these things." 

"It’s not like knowing has made my life easier. Quite the opposite." 

"What more is there to say?" 

"The secret to a long life lies in how acutely you perceive time." 

"I am sometimes more doubt than man." 

"I know what this is, and it is not good." 

"I don’t think we’ll get much help from them." 

"When I think only of myself, I am scared. But knowing I am with you, I am not scared." 

"Where the hell are we?" 

"Please. Tell me. Everything." 

"We are not one person. How lonely that would be!" 

"I can feel the distance between us. And I can know that that distance, viewed properly, is no distance at all.”

[rpmemes-galore]

Big Hero 6   {Sentence Starters}

“I am not fast.”

“Unbelievable…”

“It is alright to cry.”

“I can’t lose you, too!”

“I have some concerns.”

“Why is he trying to kill us?”

“Does it hurt when I touch it?”

“Um, why are you trying to kill us?”

“Crying is a natural response to pain.”

“Takes a lot more than this to rattle me.”

“Oh, I just stubbed my toe a little. I’m fine.”

“There are no red lights during car chases!”

“Wow, that is both disgusting and awesome.”

“This won’t change anything. Trust me. I know.”

“On a scale of one to ten, how would you rate your pain?”

“I just wish I could share my accomplishments with you.”

“I heard a sound of distress. What seems to be the trouble?”

“I spilled wasabi on my shirt one time, people… ONE TIME!”

“WHEN are you going to do something with that big brain of yours?”

“Let’s not jump to conclusions. We don’t KNOW he’s trying to kill us.”

“You are gonna feel these things tomorrow, you know what I’m saying?”

“We didn’t set out to be superheroes. But sometimes life doesn’t go the way you planned.”

“Yeah, if I wasn’t terrified of heights, I’d probably love this. But I’m terrified of heights, so I don’t love it!”

“Well then, what about an invisible sandwich? Imagine eating a sandwich, but everyone just thinks you’re crazy!”

“If I could have any superpower right now, it would be the ability to crawl through this camera and give you a big hug.”