xev ྐ✙

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶ spectral stygian sylph aka @xevarine, tumblr can kiss my ass

[xevbound]

► 7teen 𖢒 they/she 𖢒 lesbian enby

► landmine, alt & j-fashion: egl, ouji, scemo, jirai kei/subcul ୨୧

carrd , my outfits , socials ꒷꒦

brief introduction

· my name is rayne, you can call me xev or ray !! (^人^)

· 17 (born 2008), chinese & lives in singapore

· enby lesbian ► pronoun page ྀི

I made this blog to use it as my digital diary, vent, & share stuff about my life + organise my selfies/pictures. I share everything & anything

byf & content warning ⓘ

· mention of $h, disordered eating, and suicidal ideation. pro recovery, I do not endorse or glorify them. please take care · no dni, I don’t care what you’re into but I won’t fb blank blogs ► creeps/predators = instant block ► do not tolerate racism, ableism, homophobia, transphobia & sexism · english is not the only language I speak. I am bad at grammar & understanding certain metaphors. sorry if I phrase my messages poorly or misunderstand your words :^)

block, don’t report. this is my blog so I will be open about my issues, iwc. filter your content or don’t follow me at all (๑-﹏-๑;)

tag system

#xevarine ► my outfits/selfies

#xevbound ► miscellaneous photos

#xev’s txt ► the inside of my brain (yapping, venting, ranting & anything)

#xev’s thing ► art/diy projects

#unveiling secrets ► answering asks

#↻♡ ► reblogs

#saccharinemelody ► uncategorised

others

· fav bands/artists & interests in my carrd ♡

· pfp & banner ► @/unxxi on twt

· dividers ► this & that

[xevbound]

I find it attractive when a partner gets sick. I find it adorable and wants to care for them deeply. it feels even more intimate when I catch the same illness from them. it feels like sharing everything together, even our most vulnerable states. it’s like I choose to accept every filthy parts of their body into mine instead of getting grossed out

[h8c971qc4v]

[cokeland-county]

[xburningxflame-deactivated20170]

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[therhodestohappiness]

[darkpagesworld]

[xevbound]

I do not give a single fuck about finding my music soulmate on equals leave me alone. can somebody please stop this tiktok ad

[kerosenekarnagee]

hey everynyan it’s kero ….again </3 this is getting ridiculous, pls help me find my mootss

[xevbound]

my mum would intentionally buy me clothes that are in bigger size and tell me these are clothes I will wear when I get fat in the future... it made me so upset that I developed a fear of becoming fat. obviously this is not one of the contributing factor, I grew up thin my entire life so I feel pressured to continue staying thin. I don’t like the idea of actually gaining weight that it becomes visibly obvious to my family & relatives that they point it out. I’ve always been self conscious of my body & I don’t think it’ll ever get better

[xevbound]

taken in may, I miss wearing this coordddd, the weather has been so unbearable lately :,( I hope I can wear this again when the heat settles down

[sixk0-braiin0]

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[mysorrysoul]

[doll-with-a-knife]

[xevbound]

people in my country have been crazy about dubai chewy cookies & I wanted to see the hype. so I bought something from tiktok shop for the first time & paid literally 30 cent for 2 pieces. it will arrive tomorrow and I will tell you how it is. also, I bought these specific ones because it contained the nutritional information so I’m gonna waste 380 calories on these cookies, it better not taste like shit LOL

[xevbound]

they arrived and I tried it, so I will give my thoughts and review. also nutrition label under cut

I personally think it tastes good, I like that they did not add that many sweetness in the filling. I’m someone who dislike extremely sweet things and chocolate, and this was something I was able to tolerate and actually enjoy. this is my first time tasting pistachio filling as well, it reminds me of white kinder bueno. I like the fact that it was crunchy combined with the stretchy and chewy texture of the marshmallow on the outer. overall I give it a 7/10. would I buy it again in the future? probably, if it wasn’t $25 for 4 pieces, and it’s also not something I would crave or eat frequently

[xevbound]

quick doodle during lecture class, I hope this doesn’t get flagged......

[xevbound]

you ever have a classmate genuinely so infuriating and insufferable. this girl in my class is so dependent on ai, it’s alarming. when we do class activities, for example puzzle solving, she shamelessly pulls out her phone to ask chatgpt for the answers to these puzzles... like we were meant to figure these puzzles for ourselves as a way to bond dude. then she uses ai for her assignment, slides, and even generate images to trace and claims it as her “sketches” for the assignments :\ the worst part is, my school is pro-ai and encourages us to use it as a tool, so she cannot get in trouble bruhhh