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I assure you I am not put together at all, nor am I broken!

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I woke up one morning with a different kind of tear in my eye

Out of the blue, standing at the sink

Staring at two pretty little pink lines

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Another cycle, another wait.

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Pink, red or brown... the beginning of disappointment.

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Infertility is a profound loss that requires grieving the loss of a dream and an assumed future.

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Guess you don't know me like you thought you did. You set the bar so damn low you're still crawling under it. I wouldn't wish what you did to me on my own worst enemy. Can't get back to the heart you broke. Find somebody else to go through all the hell I won't.

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But love didn't hurt you

Somebody who didn't know how to did

So don't be afraid to

Open up your heart again

'Cause I know in time you'll heal

Yeah sometimes it feels like the pain won't ever end

But lovе didn't hurt you

Somebody who didn't know how to did

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Nothing fits

I should just stay home

And what if there's nobody there I know

Who'm I gonna talk to

How am I gonna get through this

Oh my god why did I just say that

Trippin on my words that I can't take back

I'm so stupid

Now I'm provin' it

When I walk away I'll be the subject of the gossip

At least that's what I think

Hell maybe I'm the one that's toxic

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At least I have fur babies...

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It wasn't last month. Maybe it will be this month. If not, we'll try again next month.

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God is the name of the blanket we throw over mystery to give it shape.

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You grow up thinking "I'll have a family one day". It is not as easy as that for everyone.

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Stop expecting YOU from people.

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Stop expecting and start accepting.

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Life tip: Stop expecting!

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I thought we were trying. But it turns out only I was.

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Our family story is taking longer to write.

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Two hearts ready, one dream delayed.