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Mayka (mai-kah) 26 year old cat mom who is probably sleeping

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I just want to go back in time so my birds could still be with me right now. That's all I want.

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Not as good of a person as I thought...

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I can't even grieve in peace without my mom hinting that it's my fault that my cat left and got hit by a car. I already feel like/know that it's my fault and I feel so sick and like I can't live with myself but I don't need my mom in my ear making it worse.

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I will NEVER forgive myself for not bringing my poor cat inside sooner. I miss him so much. I only had him for 4 months but time didn't exist when I was with him. A space in my heart just feels so empty without him. I hate myself so much :/

[fannylikes]

[fuctco-deactivated20140703]

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Tbh I'm very proud of myself for knowing when I'm being disrespected and not allowing it anymore. I really have come a long way.

[mute4art]

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I really hate how my stupid ass didn't take any pictures with her or of her. I only have 1 video but luckily it's when she was at her cutest :/ I still wish I had more pictures though. I feel like I lost a part of myself and there's a hole in my heart now 😞

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I'm so fucking heartbroken lol my chest hurts and my soul is so tired from crying all day

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I'm very ill and my bird died so I've been crying all day and I feel terrible. I hate how I don't deal well with death at all.

[homuras]

[pikurusu00]

[morganiser-deactivated20240512]

[uyuro]

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