hanging from the edge of heaven.

The name's April. Or AJ. Whatever, I don't care. Be polite. Be nice. Be kind or I'll break your body in a half. {RPG Account}

[xheroesbusteraj]

ooc; Just wanted to say...

Thank you, to all of those who have been around enough to create beautiful, happy, heartbreaking stories with me. You guys are amazing and I can’t thank you enough for always allowing April and Catherine be a part of your muses’ lives.

Stay awesome!

This isn’t a “goodbye forever”, okay? So, until we meet again!

[steampunk-hacker]

Ewww, ewww, ewww, I hope that’s not infectious.

[xheroesbusteraj]

Not infectious but you know what can be hurtful? Me punching you in the face.

[steampunk-hacker]

Learned my lesson. Ugh. Go away.

[xheroesbusteraj]

You answered my post, so you go away.

[steampunk-hacker]

Didn’t see your face in that small picture…

[xheroesbusteraj]

I can see it perfectly, so I don’t know why you’re using that as an excuse.

[steampunk-hacker]

Ew, that your face? Take it away from me.

[xheroesbusteraj]

Why are you talking to me, then?

[steampunk-hacker]

As. If.

[xheroesbusteraj]

Hater.

[steampunk-hacker]

You were gone? Who are you?

[xheroesbusteraj]

I am the queen of the world, you didn’t know? Psh.

[xheroesbusteraj]

Hell was better than this place. 

Love coming out from the deepest corner of it just because the world needs more April.

[rpdr9]

Bianca Del Rio - Favourite Quotes (5/10)

[xheroesbusteraj]

I’m so tired of feeling tired I just want to sleep foreverrrrrrrrr.

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel:

I thought it was very cute. :/

It could be...all of that!

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel: That’s...funny. 

And weird.

[ajpunk]

[xheroesbusteraj]

stephslays:

“I told you my plan would work.”

[justinxxxangel]

Text@April

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel:

*opened her eyes?; what did that even mean?; like a lost puppy, he followed her in quite some distance, still too… overwhelmed by this to properly react* It was… still nice… *at least as long as it lasted; what did that mean, it opened her eyes?; that it all was a mistake? that he didn’t deserve a second chance? that she still didn’t forgive him?; he didn’t even dare to ask her for a repetition, unable to to anything but… watch her leave…*

It was. *she simply replied, turning around to look at him before shaking her head slightly and walking over to the door. She placed her hand on the doorknob and simply let out a deep sigh* I will see you later. *she breathed out before finally opening the door and leaving the house. She couldn’t do it. Not like this, no*

[justinxxxangel]

Text@April

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel:

*it was astonishing; whenever Paul thought that his heart was battered to a point where it couldn’t feel any pain anymore, he was proven wrong; and he couldn’t even blame April for that; too fast, too far; he had been a moron, idiot, pushing her; he shouldn’t have, he should have been bigger than his own cravings; should… could…; all these what if’s that couldn’t change the present anyway* I… would tell you not to go… but I understand. *he couldn’t cling to her like that anymore; he had to let go if she wanted to go, show that he respected her decisions* I’m… so sorry. I ruined the… evening. I hope you at least enjoyed the food…

You didn’t ruin it. *she responded, nervously running her hand down her face, then back up and down her hair* This just...it opened my eyes and...it’s definitely better if I just go, trust me. *she could feel the first tear streaming down her face...and it caught her by surprise; she walked out of the kitchen and went to grab her small purse* Food was great, thanks. 

[justinxxxangel]

Text@April

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel:

*she could’ve given him a slap and it would have been a more merciful response; Paul actually staggered back one step as if her words had actually hit him; no, simple as that, no; then, she turned away, unable to see how his expression turned from shocked to deeply pained; but they had… kissed before; on the roof, after he showed her the world from above, and at the hospital; and now… no?*

*he felt the tears well up in his eyes, suppressing a groan of pain and despair; they had flirted!; she had been so nice and warm and lovely towards him; he had thought they were making progress; he flew with her, held her, hugged her; and that dream… it had been nothing but a dream; and all the progress he thought they had made?; nothing… just a desperate wish of his own mind that he wanted to come true* I… sorry… I shouldn’t have… suggested that…

*why, why, why, why? Everything went so...good! So smoothly and now she felt like someone had wrapped a pair of hands around her neck, strangling her. It was a knot in her throat and she couldn’t get rid off it, not anymore* It’s...just...*her dark orbs turned to look at the oven, more so calculating how long it’d take for the brownies to be ready. Then, she finally turned around to look at him, her heart actually aching at the sigh of his face. He was in pain...and all because of her* I’m sorry, I will go now...*she brought her hand, vaguely gesturing towards the oven* Turn it off in 15 minutes, alright?

[justinxxxangel]

Text@April

[xheroesbusteraj]

justinxxxangel:

That we could do. Or.. *crossing his arms behind his back, Paul cast his gaze down* Or maybe I could give you a kiss. *because, so far, he hadn’t dared; it was strange, they had done it before, yet every time he saw her anew, the shyness was back; besides… this one wonderful dream he woke up from only recently didn’t make it much better; he found himself craving her touch, her warmth; not necessarily in sex, but… just like that, having her close, having her with him in bed, warm and soft, for him to cuddle her, to hide against her chest*

*Oh, she was SO glad she wasn’t holding anything at the moment because...what? A...* No. *she simply responded. No more smile, not a laugh, not anything. Her dark orbs looked into his own and just let out the word. Of course she didn’t want to hurt him or anything like that but what did he even expect? She was speechless, simply looked away after that.* Paul, I...no. We’re still...I. I don’t even know... *she turned around again, unable to look at him anymore*